She was hugging a pillow and curled up on his bed like a child. She was wearing too little, and this posture looked too tempting.
Tang Wei felt a headache.
It was right to come out of the hospital to find her tonight. Otherwise, there's no telling what uncontrollable things might happen to her.
However, taking her home didn't seem wise.
He somewhat overestimated his own restraint.
"Asleep again?" He came closer, sat down on the edge of the bed, and talked to her.
"Hmm~" She responded lazily, holding the pillow and turning towards him, burying her face deeply into his pillow.
In this way, you are acting coquettishly at him.
Tang Wei was very moved when he saw her. He couldn't stand her being like this in the past. As long as she acted coquettishly, he wished he could pick off the stars in the sky and hold them in front of her.
No matter how turbulent his heart was, he always maintained his calmness on his face, "Get up and take a shower."
Shang Shiyu finally put down his pillow and sat up, staring at him with blurred eyes. Before he could say anything, she suddenly put her hands around his neck.
Tang Wei's expression tightened and he tried to pull her hand away, but she stubbornly hugged her tighter. The two of them came and went and fell on the bed together.
She was lying on the silver-gray sheets, her black hair spread out, and her small red face exuding fatal temptation.
Tang Wei put his hands on both sides of her and looked at her from top to bottom. His breathing was messed up; the calmness in his eyes was gradually dissipating.
She looked at him deeply and raised her hand to touch his face. The lines on his face were very tight, and before her fingertips touched her, he had already turned away ruthlessly.
Her fingers were awkwardly frozen in the air, only touching the cold air.
The tears in her eyes, like broken pearls, finally flowed down unbearably, and soon soaked the sheets.
She choked with sobs: "Tang Wei, tell me what I should do to be as ruthless as you, okay?"
"Do you know that every extra day I live now becomes torture. I even imagined that I might as well suddenly leave one day and leave this world, then there would be no pain at all... "
These words stung Tang Wei's nerves. Severe pain flashed through his eyes.
"Don't talk nonsense!" His expression was more serious than ever, "You are still so young, and every day in the future will be vivid and full of hope. Only if you truly have the right to live can you be qualified to embrace you. Something you want!”
Until the end of life, no one will understand the pain of wanting to hug but not even daring to reach out.
People who are about to lose their lives are not qualified to give anyone any promises or hopes. Especially, that person is the love of your life.
Shang Shiyu hugged his neck in pain, "But, I don't want anything, I only want you. What I want most is you..."
After she finished crying, she raised her head and touched his lips. He didn't hide, so she boldly took his lips in her mouth and sucked them deeply.
"Shang Shang..." Tang Wei's breathing was a little unsteady, and he clasped her thin arm, trying to interrupt everything.
Shang Shiyu just wanted to get closer to him, even closer. She turned over, pressing Tang Wei underneath her, and she was riding on his waist.
"You're fooling around again." He couldn't do anything to her.
"I'm not messing around!" She retorted to him loudly, trying to pull his shirt with both hands. He remembered the tattoo on his chest, clasped her hand hard, and said in a breathy voice: "Don't make trouble."
Shang Shiyu couldn't resist him, so he gave up pulling on his clothes, lowered his hands, and took off his belt without hesitation.
Tang Wei took a breath, and his body tensed to the extreme. The eyes looking at her also became confused.
She was as proud as a bad boy who needed a lesson.
Tang Wei groaned hoarsely, and finally all his restraint and calmness collapsed due to her. He clasped her slender arms, pulled her down, took the initiative, and kissed her soft lips deeply.
As if he wanted to pour all his suppressed emotions into this kiss, he kissed her hard and hard. He was not at all as gentle and gentle as he usually was, but instead looked like a hungry beast that had been hungry for a long time.
This kiss made Shang Shiyu ecstatic. She likes it when he kisses her like this, even if her lips are bruised by his kiss, she also likes it. Only this pain made her feel real. Let her know that she is at least alive and not a zombie in this world.
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His kisses traveled from her chest to her neck, then to her collarbone, and then passed through her chest, kissing her all the way down.
Shang Shiyu's whole body melted. He picked her up and placed her on the desk by the window. He took off her shorts with a slight tug and threw her on the carpet.
He gave her enough intense foreplay, and her body was already as slippery as his. However, he didn't really want him.
Shang Shiyu bit his shoulder, and the implication was clear.
He wanted to satisfy her, and his fingers penetrated her most sensitive places. She tightened her body and cried like a child, "I don't want this, I don't want this..."
"It hurts?" Tang Wei was afraid that he would hurt her, so he stopped for a moment.
They used to live together, but he had always restrained himself, maintained his demeanor, and never really wanted her. He thought that in the past three years, her body should not have belonged to any other man.
"What I want is you, Tang Wei, I want you..." She begged shamelessly. She thought that she must look very humble at this moment. However, in front of this love, she had already lost her dignity.
Tang Wei's body was stretched to the point of pain. When the woman he loves most and only takes the initiative to ask for love, his calmness is on the verge of collapse.
However, he just held her arm tightly and refused rationally: "No. Shang Shang, I can make you happy, but we can't do the last step."