"I will never regret it!" Her eyes were firm, "As long as I am with you, I will never regret it."
She replied without hesitation, firmly and decisively, which made Tang Wei feel even more pained. He stroked her face tenderly with his thumb, "Shang Shang, but you have to understand that I can't be with you forever. Do you understand?"
Shang Shiyu's eyes darkened, and his soft hands clasped his long fingers, "Do you still want to marry Yunling?"
Tang Wei was speechless.
In the future, if he has worse luck, he might not live past next year.
Even if he had better luck and survived, what kind of life would he have lived? After several rounds of chemotherapy, could he still be like a normal person? Moreover, his eyesight was getting worse and worse.
His silence was a tacit agreement for Shang Shiyu.
Tang Wei thought she would leave him, but the next moment, she held his hand tighter, and smiled at him stubbornly with tears in her eyes, "It doesn't matter if you want to marry Yun Ling! I won't force you to be with me forever, even one more minute or one more second is enough!"
She had already let go of all her pride and bottom line, and even though she knew that there was an abyss ahead that would smash her to pieces, she still jumped down without hesitation.
Tang Wei finally couldn't bear it anymore.
How could he not want to be with her for one more minute, one more second
So, be selfish! It is also a good thing to cherish the present.
When this thought came to his mind, all the suppressed emotions burst out like a violent storm. He held her face with both hands and kissed her madly again.
Shang Shiyu kissed him back hard, holding his neck with one hand and tearing his shirt with the other.
At the same time, Tang Wei also took off her clothes. Her snow-white skin was exposed to the air, which made her shiver and she subconsciously moved closer to him.
Tang Wei simply picked her up and carried her sideways, went upstairs, and strode into the bedroom.
The room was dark and he laid her on the bed.
The two of them kissed once again, their hot sweat soon soaking the grey sheets.
Shang Shiyu rode on him, imitating the way he kissed her just now, kissing him wetly from his lips all the way down to his chest, as if to stamp her own seal on him, leaving a red mark on his neck and chest. Then, she continued to move down to his flat belly. Her soft red tongue licked it gently and seductively.
The moist, hot touch was like an electric current running through Tang Wei's body. Tang Wei's whole body shook violently, and he groaned in unbearable pain. He grabbed her slender arm with his burning palm, "Shang Shang, come up."
His voice was hoarse, and it sounded extremely seductive in the dark night.
There was no light in the room, only a thin layer of moonlight coming in from the window. In this light, the two people looked into each other's eyes, and both pairs of eyes were unusually bright.
There was a flash of possessive wildness and unbearable excitement in the man's eyes.
Shang Shiyu's face was full of cute shyness. Although she had always been very proactive in front of Tang Wei, she was still a girl after all. Moreover, she had no experience in these matters.
"Tang Wei..." She whispered his name softly. Her voice was sweet and soft. Tang Wei felt his heart melt when he heard it.
"Hmm?" He responded softly from his nose, and his big palm slowly stroked her arm.
"One day... will you forget me?"
Tang Wei's eyes tightened. His Adam's apple rolled, and he said bitterly, "Maybe."
He will die.
Lying in a cold coffin, you will forget everything.
Tang Wei held her thin arm tightly, his eyes locked on her, "Shang Shang, I hope that one day... you will completely forget me."
Shang Shiyu's nose felt sore. These words were too cruel!
She doesn't want to forget.
I also don't want him to forget me.
As tears flowed from her eyes, she leaned over and pressed her hot lips against his skin again. Her fingers groped for the waistband of his suit pants, and she clumsily but unflinchingly pulled down the zipper, and reached in with her little hand...
Tang Wei seemed to have anticipated what she was going to do. He gasped heavily, sat up with red eyes, and grabbed her messy hands. However, before he could refuse, she had already opened her red lips.
"Mmm~" Tang Wei took a deep breath. The pleasure of being sucked came over him like a fierce wave. He could hardly control himself.
This is probably the feeling of climbing to heaven.
Shang Shiyu had no experience, so his teeth always bumped into each other. But even so, it was already driving him crazy.
He picked her up, turned her over and pushed her down on the bed.
"Where did you learn that, huh?" Tang Wei's hot breath sprayed on her face.
Her little face turned as red as an apple, but luckily there was no light in the room and it couldn't be seen.
"Did it bite you?" she asked shyly, a little annoyed, "I have no experience, so... will it hurt?"
As she spoke, her little hand reached out to touch somewhere on his body.
Little pervert!
Tang Wei really had no way to deal with her, so he held her hand with one hand and pressed it on top of her head. His tense and hot body pressed against her softness, and his free hand randomly touched the headboard.
"What do you want?" Shang Shiyu asked.
"... What do you think?" Tang Wei kept his lips against hers while speaking.
Shang Shiyu blinked, "Condoms?"
"Um."
She tilted her head and saw him take out a small box from the bedside drawer. He tore out a small object, and Shang Shiyu's heart suddenly ached, and his voice dimmed, "Do you always have these at home?"
Tang didn't notice her change of mood, so he slowed down his movements, covered her and asked her, "What are you thinking about?"
“…” Shang Shiyu bit his lip.
He prepared these at home, was it for Yunling? The two of them, probably, had done everything on this bed! He had kissed her lips and caressed her body. Everything she had just done for him, perhaps Yunling had also done for him.
Thoughts kept popping up in her mind, and she felt chest tightness, discomfort, and suffocation.
Tears were about to come out. But what could she do? She had put aside her pride and begged for all this. She didn't even have the right to be jealous or care.
Shang Shiyu suddenly burst into tears and held his hand holding the condom tightly. Her tears made Tang Wei's heart tighten, thinking that she was afraid or regretful.
"You don't want to?" His eyes were deep and full of intense emotions. But in the end, he suppressed the strong urge to want her and touched her wet cheek lovingly. "Shang Shang, I won't force you. Don't cry, be obedient."
"No." Shang Shiyu shook her head, denying his assumption, and pointed at the condom in his hand with a crying voice, "I don't want to use this."