His heart trembled several times, Shang Shiyu raised the corners of his lips, holding back tears, "Then you should let it stay on your body forever, and never wash it off. In this way, no matter what happens to us in the future, no matter where you are in the future, you will always remember me!"
Tang Wei's eyes darkened, and a circle of moisture appeared in his eyes. Finally, he held the back of her head and kissed her lips deeply again.
Shang Shiyu put her hands around his neck and kissed him back.
As they kissed, the temperature in the air rose rapidly again.
Tang Wei covered her, breathing heavily, "Shang Shang, I don't want to hurt you again."
"It doesn't hurt anymore." Shang Shiyu put his arms around his waist and stared at him with extreme temptation in his eyes.
That look made it difficult for him to control himself.
Tang Wei casually touched the condom on the bedside. Shang Shiyu grabbed his hand and said, "I don't want this."
"?" Tang Wei seemed a little confused.
"I don't want there to be any rift between us." Her eyes were wet, and she looked at him pleadingly, "Let's not use this, okay?"
In fact, she really wanted to give him a child.
Tang Wei's eyes were deep and complicated. How could he not want to be closer to her and spend time with her? He also longed for that kind of contact without any barriers.
But…
"Shang Shang, we must use this." Tang Wei's expression was serious.
"Why?"
Tang Wei's eyes were filled with regret, "I can't let you get pregnant."
He now takes a lot of medicine every day, so it is impossible for him to have a normal child.
Shang Shiyu's eyes were filled with sadness. Yes, she couldn't have a child with him. He said they had no future.
Her hand slowly loosened from his fingertips.
She closed her eyes and stopped thinking about her child.
That night, neither of them slept much. It seemed that they felt that this night was stolen and too precious, so neither of them was willing to just fall asleep like that, which would be a waste.
Shang Shiyu rested his head on Tang Wei's arm, staring at him in the dim light. His long fingers gently stroked his cheek, from his eyes as clear as moonlight, to his tall nose, to his charming and sexy lips...
All of this made her addicted. She thought, she would remember this man for the rest of her life.
"Aren't you sleepy yet?" Tang Wei asked her. He took out his watch and looked at the time. It was already past three in the morning.
Shang Shiyu rose slightly, leaned over, and kissed him on the lips, then was held firmly on Tang Wei's chest.
"You still have to go to work tomorrow." He ran his long fingers through her soft hair.
"Yeah." Shang Shiyu leaned on his chest lovingly, "Can you take me to the station?"
He curled his lips, "Of course."
Shang Shiyu was both happy and sad. She was happy that she could be with him one more morning tomorrow; she was sad that they only had one more morning to be together.
She held his hand, and Tang Wei held hers in return. He patted her back gently like he was coaxing a child, and coaxed her softly, "Go to sleep."
——
After all, it was the first time. Even though Tang Wei was gentle enough, she still felt uncomfortable when she woke up the next day.
When she got up, the seat beside her was empty. If it weren't for the bloodstains on the bed sheet, she would have almost thought that last night's passion was just an illusion.
Looking at the red mark on the bed, I couldn't help but smile.
The next moment, I felt troubled again. I had to wash the sheets.
She endured the pain and got off the bed, lifted the quilt and pulled the sheets. The door was pushed open from the outside at this moment. Tang Wei stood at the door and looked at her, "What are you busy with?"
Shang Shiyu stopped moving and looked at him awkwardly, like a child who had done something wrong. "The sheets are really dirty this time."
Tang Wei laughed and said, "Don't worry about it. I'll clean it up later."
Shang Shiyu blushed, stuck out his tongue, and hugged the quilt again, "Let me do it."
Tang Wei went over, threw the quilt back on the bed, and took out a pair of slippers and placed them in front of her, "Put on your shoes and go have breakfast. It's already late."
"Is it late?" Shang Shiyu looked at the time and exclaimed, "I'm already late! Tang Wei, why didn't you wake me up earlier?"
The tone of voice was scolding, with a hint of coquettishness.
Tang Wei looked at her like this with a bright smile. He liked to see her so lively, and just by looking at her, he felt that everything was beautiful.
She didn't care about the sheets anymore, put on her slippers, and left the room. Tang Wei followed behind and reminded her, "Slow down, you're already late, it doesn't matter if you're early or late."
Shang Shiyu turned around and squinted at him, "The big boss doesn't know the hardship of the small employees, he will deduct the bonus."
Tang Wei smiled and rubbed her head.
Breakfast was millet porridge he cooked, with some vegetarian dishes like broccoli. It seemed that he had been out in the morning.
Shang Shiyu was originally worried that he would have his bonus deducted for being too late for work, but later when he was eating breakfast, he started to eat slowly again, just wanting to stretch this rare time a little longer.
Tang Wei peeled the boiled egg and handed it to her, "Take a bite."
Shang Shiyu obediently moved over and took a small bite of the egg. Tang Wei looked at him with a satisfied look on his face, and put the rest of the egg into his own mouth.
This scene made Shang Shiyu a little intoxicated and dazed. It was also like this when they were together in the past, inseparable.
"You have a bad stomach, so you must eat on time every day." Tang Wei reminded her and took a tissue to wipe her lips.
Shang Shiyu raised his eyes to look at him, "Then from now on...will you still make millet porridge for me every day?"
after…
He didn't know how long his future would last.
Tang Wei didn't dare to make any promises to her casually. Promises that can't be fulfilled are the most hurtful. Just like in the past, he had promised her a lifetime.
However, he will still try his best to satisfy her.
"If conditions permit in the future, I will make it myself and have someone deliver it to the station."
Shang Shiyu actually wanted Tang Wei to deliver it in person. That way, she would have the opportunity to see him every day. However, there were too many people in the studio.
She was already satisfied with this assurance. At least, it showed that there was something to maintain between them.
"Oh, don't forget this!" Shang Shiyu took out his cell phone from the pocket of his coat that was thrown on the sofa. There were already several missed calls on his phone, all from Ning Mu. It was obviously because she was late for work. Shang Shiyu didn't care about this at the moment, so he just handed him the phone, "You promised me yesterday, the private number."
Tang Wei smiled, didn't refuse, and simply saved his number.
Shang Shiyu looked at those words and numbers, and just repeated them once, and they were deeply memorized in his heart.
"Then...if I need something, can I call you?" She put the phone away like a treasure and asked carefully.
Tang Wei nodded, "Of course."
She smiled contentedly, "What if nothing happens?"
He had a faint smile on his lips, but his expression was complicated, "This month is fine, but next month... maybe I won't have time to answer the call."