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“It’s not a dream… It’s not a dream…” she murmured, crying uncontrollably.
I didn't know where I got the strength from, but I threw back the quilt and tried to get out of bed.
She had no strength left in her body. As soon as her feet touched the ground, her body went limp and she fell to the ground in a mess. The cold feeling of the floor immediately swept over her and surrounded her.
She was shivering all over, but it wasn't because of the cold, it was because of fear.
Lan Xiao picked her up from the ground, held her arms to support her, and said solemnly: "The doctor said that you can't get excited now, you must rest first!"
"..." Shang Shiyu shook his head, "I want to go see him, Lan Xiao, I want to go see him..."
How is he now? Is he okay? Is he still bleeding
All kinds of thoughts are running through my mind.
She used all her strength to break free from Lan Xiao's hand. Her body was swaying as if she would fall down at any moment. However, she stubbornly walked out barefoot step by step.
She hates it so much.
I hate myself so much.
I said I loved him, but I never thought about why there was something wrong with him.
If you really loved him, you should have discovered it long ago! You should have discovered it long ago!
"Ms. Shang, you are a patient now, you need to rest well! Go in quickly!" The nurse saw her coming out and hurried forward to remind her. She was a super VIP patient specially instructed by Dr. Tang, and no one dared to neglect her.
"Which ward is the Fourth Master in?" Shang Shiyu tightly grasped the nurse's hand, "I want to see him, take me to see him."
"But Dr. Tang specifically said that you are not fit to see the Fourth Master in your current mental state."
"I beg you!" Shang Shiyu burst into tears, every word was sorrowful, "I beg you, let me see him. I promise... I will be quiet, I won't disturb him..."
Fearing that the other party would not agree to her request, she made repeated assurances anxiously.
The nurse looked embarrassed.
Lan Xiao came out of the room with slippers in his hand. Seeing her heartbroken, he was also heartbroken. He squatted down, put the slippers in front of her, and coaxed her like a child, "Put on the shoes obediently, I will take you to see him."
Hearing Lan Xiao's words, Shang Shiyu's eyes flickered, and the next moment, he immediately put on his slippers. Then, he looked at him expectantly.
Lan Xiao felt bad too. He pulled his lips and held her hand, "Let's go."
"Mr. Lan." The nurse said worriedly.
"Let her go. If she can't see him, she will be even more mentally broken." Lan Xiao and the nurse said.
The nurse looked at her and finally said nothing more.
Lan Xiao watched her emotional breakdown after she learned the truth. He knew how important Tang Wei was to her.
———
The intensive care unit was filled with people from the Tang family outside.
Shang Shiyu was only worried about Tang Wei. She didn't have the energy to greet anyone, but just leaned against the glass. Through the thick glass, she looked at him lying on the bed, her heart was already in a knot. She asked Tang Song, "Doctor Tang, can I go in and see him?"
The voice was light and weak.
Even though she was mentally unstable now and was likely to affect the patient's condition, how could Tang Song bear to refuse such a request at this moment
He thought about it, nodded, and asked the nurse to take her to change into sterile clothes.
"Is this child the Miss Shang?" The old man who was guarding outside asked Tang Song. His eyes fell on Shang Shiyu's back. The other people in the Tang family also looked at her silently.
Tang Song nodded, "Yes. Fourth brother has always wanted to hide it from her, but today he still failed to hide it."
"She seems to be emotionally unstable." Tang Yu continued.
Tang Song said in a heavy tone, "Overstimulation has caused his spirit to collapse. If the situation worsens and he becomes more fragile, he may suffer from schizophrenia at any time."
Everyone was stunned and sighed in pain. The old man ordered: "Have the neurologists and psychologists keep a close eye on it, and don't let any more tragedies happen."
"I know. I've already given her instructions. I just hope she can be stronger."
When Tang Song said this, he glanced at the girl who had come out in a sterilized suit. He suddenly couldn't imagine what she would become if something happened to her fourth brother one day.
I am afraid that one tragedy will lead to two tragedies!
———
Tang Song was afraid that she would have another mental breakdown in the ward, so he followed her in with concern. But he just stood far away at the door, leaving enough space inside for the two poor people.
It was very quiet in the room.
Shang Shiyu held his breath and walked towards the bed step by step. The closer he got, the more his heart trembled and the more his nose felt sore.
Her eyes were hot and misty, but she tried hard to hold back her tears in her eyes, not wanting to disturb him.
He lay there, not waking up. He was wearing a ventilator and breathing heavily, which sounded particularly frightening in such a quiet atmosphere.
Shang Shiyu sat quietly beside him, holding his hand. His hand was so cold, as if it had no temperature at all.
Her lips were pressed against his fingers, and she breathed on them repeatedly, as if trying to convey her warmth to him.
She had clearly told herself not to cry, but tears still rolled out of her eyes. She took a deep breath and raised her hand to wipe them away.
“Shang Shang…” As if sensing something, Tang Wei, who had just been drowsy, suddenly murmured, his voice extremely hoarse.
Those two words made Shang Shiyu feel like she was struck by something. She immediately became energetic. She leaned closer to him and responded, "It's me. I'm here."
Tang Wei's long eyelashes trembled, and with difficulty, he slowly propped up his heavy eyelids and finally opened his eyes. For a long time, his eyes were dull. After a long time, his gaze finally fixed on her face.
He's not sure.
"Shang Shang?"
Those two words made her breath stop. She remembered what he said in the cinema before, "blind". Her heart suddenly felt like it was thrown into a blender and she was in so much pain that she almost died.
She held his hand and put it on her face greedily, "It's me. Feel it, it's me..."
She tried her best to make her voice sound calmer so as not to affect him.
Tang Wei touched her cheek with his fingers, feeling the real warmth, and the corners of his lips curved. He was very weak, and even though he looked as good as ever when he smiled, he was extremely sad, as if winter was approaching and there would be no spring, which made her heart ache. She couldn't control her tears for a while.
He wiped away the tears from her eyes lovingly, "Shang Shang, don't cry..."
He will feel sad.
It will be sad.
I will be worried.
Even if one day I really leave, I will feel very uneasy...
Good night!