Shang Shiyu was almost curled up by the kiss, her fingers trembled, and her strength seemed to be drained away by his kiss. She softened her hands several times before finally tearing open the small piece of tin foil.
Right now…
The snow-white and slender legs were separated by the man's big hands.
"Hmm..." she hummed.
…
Tang Wei kissed her deeply again and again, wanted her again and again, and whispered to her again and again: "Shang Shang, I'm back..."
Her eyes were swollen with heat, and wet tears slid down her eyes and wet the pillowcase.
She hoped this wasn't a dream...
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After two years of separation, they were back together. This night, they seemed tireless. After making love twice, neither of them felt sleepy yet.
Tang Wei held Shang Shiyu in his arms and slept on the soft bed. His fingers made circles on the word "Wei" on her chest. Their pajamas were still lying on the floor, and no one cared about it.
"Are you tired?" Tang Wei put his arm around her petite body and asked caringly.
"Not bad." Shang Shiyu shook his head and shrank a little closer to his arms.
He groaned and held her body, "Shang Shang, stop moving... We are in danger now."
Shang Shiyu's cheeks were still red. She listened to him and kept her body straight without moving. She looked up at him, "Are you okay now?"
"It's okay. It's much better than I thought it would be."
Shang Shiyu was still worried, "Are you really okay?"
Tang Wei held her hand, "Shang Shang, don't be too nervous. Trust me. Okay?"
She finally felt a little relieved. She had been tortured for too long, and now she felt very uneasy. She was afraid that she would be like last time, thinking that she had a handful of happiness, but when she opened her palms, she found nothing.
"Oh, right!" She suddenly remembered something and her attention was drawn to it. "You don't carry condoms with you, do you?"
"It doesn't count as something I bring with me." Tang Wei answered honestly, "I bought it downstairs before going upstairs."
“…” This was clearly premeditated!
Shang Shiyu: "Then you said you were going to endure it."
"Well, I did intend to do so. After all, this is your home, and I don't want to leave a bad impression on Uncle Shang and Aunt Liu." Tang Wei was helpless, "But, we must always be prepared. I need two kinds of preparations. Now, it turns out that my self-control is far worse than I thought."
"Now... do we still have to use this?" Shang Shiyu raised his eyelids and asked cautiously, "Can't get pregnant?"
"Hmm..." Tang Wei nodded, his eyes deep and gloomy, "The drug is too harmful, we can't have children now."
"oh."
Tang Wei kissed her earlobe, thought for a moment, and asked carefully, "Shang Shang, do you care?"
His caution made Shang Shiyu's heart tighten. She hugged him tightly with both hands, "You know my answer best in your heart."
"What if... maybe, we can't have children in the future?" He asked again tentatively.
Shang Shiyu was silent.
Her silence made him feel a little pain in his heart. What if she cared? What if that really happened? If that really happened, he probably wouldn't be able to let go!
"Shang Shang, I'm not trying to scare you." Tang Wei's breathing became heavier, and he hugged her tightly. "Those drugs will directly affect the activity of sperm. I'm worried... I'm worried that it will really affect your pregnancy in the future. I know you've wanted a child for a long time, but... I'm not sure if I can give you a child."
His words were a little melancholy, which made her feel distressed.
Shang Shiyu suddenly turned over and lay on top of him. She leaned over to look at him, her long hair hanging down and scattered around them. He inserted his long fingers into her long hair, tucked her black hair behind her ears, and looked at her intently.
Then, she said, "Tang Wei, no matter before or now, I just want to be with you. I will not give up on you whether you are healthy or not. Of course, you must be healthy, because I want to walk with you for the rest of my life, from now until we grow old. But it really doesn't matter whether we can have children. I wanted a child very much before, but that was only because I selfishly wanted a child to keep you. Now that you are by my side, of course you don't need a child. Anyway, I don't like children at all."
"Don't like it?" He narrowed his eyes, not believing it. When she lied, he could always see through it.
"Yes, I don't like it. Children are very noisy. With a child, I have to work like a cow for him/her every day. Moreover, after having a child, I will have no living space of my own. I will have to consider everything for the child in the future and worry a lot. I have to take good care of you now, so I can't spare the time to take care of the child."
Tang Wei looked at her and smiled bitterly, "You seem like you really don't want a child."
"Not at all! I've thought about being a DINK before."
“But Uncle Shang and Aunt Liu will want it.”
"They... they want to be able to regenerate themselves."
"You're talking nonsense again."
"Well, seriously, if they really want one, we can just adopt one and give it to them."
Tang Wei didn't think this was a good idea, "I'm afraid I won't be able to get the job done this way."
"Sure, it's better than nothing."
"If I tell them that I may not be able to have children in the future, will they be unwilling to let you marry me?"
Shang Shiyu told him seriously, "So, you are not allowed to say this."
"But, such a big thing cannot be hidden from the elders."
"I said I can hide it if I can. These are my parents. I have the final say."
"Shang Shang..."
Shang Shiyu glared at him from head to toe, "If you say this to my parents, don't even mention their attitude. Even if they really agree to let me marry you, I won't marry you!"
Tang Wei laughed and patted her on the buttocks. "I want to say, Shang Shang, it will be very dangerous if you keep lying on me like this."
She was stunned.
Then, she realized belatedly that something was pressing heavily against her body. Her face flushed, and she rolled off him. However, before she could dodge, he grabbed her arm again, and with his long arms, he rolled her directly onto his chest.
The passionate kiss was followed again. Shang Shiyu muttered with a broken voice and panting: "Tang Wei, although Dr. Tang did not ask you to abstain from sex... But you can't indulge in sex too much..."
"But now you are provoking me..."
"A false charge!"
"Shang Shang, I miss you so much..."
Shang Shiyu's heart trembled. How could he not miss him
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