However, we cannot install a switch in our hearts, and emotional matters cannot be controlled by ourselves.
"Do you believe it?" Yu Zeyao asked.
"I have no reason not to believe it." Jing Yu felt her voice drop a lot. She looked at the man's handsome face, which was unable to tell his emotions. "I saw you together in Baiyu Palace, and I also saw you together on the cruise ship. There was another time when she welcomed foreign guests with you. I think these are enough to show that you two get along very well. It's not surprising that you two will get married."
His eyes were a little colder. The relief he had felt just now because she mentioned Mo Huan had turned into smoke and was replaced by depression. She said all this so calmly. It was very different from his reaction when he heard her calling that man's name in her sleep.
Putting himself in her shoes, if he thought she was going to marry another man, he asked himself if he could be as calm as her.
"You think we will get married, but you are still so calm. You don't question, you don't get angry, and you don't get jealous?" he asked in a low voice.
Jing Yu was silent for a moment. She lowered her eyes and looked at the ground. After a while, she raised her eyes again and looked at him, "Do you want me to be jealous?"
He looked at her beautiful, calm face and suddenly felt powerless. Their feelings were not equal, and he knew it from the beginning.
But now that she was getting closer to him step by step, he began to unconsciously want to force more. He hoped that her feelings for him were equal to his love for her. He hoped that she would lose her mind for him, and that she would be as worried about gains and losses for him as he was about her.
“Forget it.” Even he himself felt bored, Yu Zeyao finally just removed his hand from the door and said, “Go in.”
Without saying anything else, he walked in alone. Jing Yu looked at the back and sighed quietly.
She could see that he was angry, at least, she had upset him. But in this matter, she should be the one who was unhappy. Even when she asked Mo Huan, he didn't give her an explanation or statement in the end.
Is there no explanation, or is it impossible to explain
Jing Yu couldn't tell what this person was thinking.
She followed him in. But he was not a man without grace, even if he was unhappy just now, after entering the house, he would not leave her alone and embarrass her.
He took her to his mother, "Mom, we are back."
Mrs. Yu looked at Jing Yu with a smile on her face, held Jing Yu's hand, and scolded her son, "It's not easy for you to come back. Doctor Jing, please sit down quickly. You must be starving! It's already past 12 o'clock."
Madam was still as enthusiastic as before, no, even more enthusiastic than before. Moreover, she did not ask about their relationship at all, which made Jingyu feel much more relaxed. After all, the mood of coming here today was completely different from the mood of coming here before.
Madam led Jingyu to sit beside her. Yu Zeyao looked at her and saw that she did not ask for help, so he let them sit down. He sat down opposite her.
At the dinner table, Madam Yu kept picking up food for Jingyu. Jingyu was too embarrassed to refuse, so he took it all. Then he remembered something and asked with concern, "Madam, how is your leg now? What did the teacher say?"
"I'm much better now. Professor Luo said I don't need to come every week, just once a month is enough. I walk mostly by myself now. I don't need to borrow a wheelchair anymore."
"That's good." Jing Yu nodded with satisfaction.
Yu Zeyao sat opposite her, looking at her little expressions with a deep look.
Jing Yu noticed that he was looking at her, and when she looked over, he was no longer looking at her. He just ate with a blank expression.
Mrs. Yu noticed something was wrong and asked her son, "What's wrong? You don't talk much after you come in."
"nothing."
"Are you worried?" His wife picked up some food for her son. Yu Zenan was complaining about favoritism, saying that his brother and sister-in-law both got it, but he didn't. Yu Zeyao moved the food in his bowl to Yu Zenan, and then said slowly, "It's not a worry, it's business."
"I can't help you with business matters. If it's a personal matter, you can tell me and I can enlighten you."
Yu Zenan smiled, "Mom, you have to take over this guidance work from now on."
Madam Yu understood and looked at Jing Yu with a smile, "Yes, from now on, if you have any worries, just talk to Doctor Jing. Doctor Jing will definitely be better at comforting people than I am."
Yu Zeyao looked at Jingyu and said nothing. But Jingyu knew that this person must have a lot of opinions about this sentence. In his eyes, she was not a caring person. On the contrary, she always made him angry for no reason.
She didn't respond, not giving him the chance to insult her, even if it was in his heart.
The meal was actually quite relaxing. He was the only one who was in a rather depressed mood and didn't talk much.
Yu Zeyao sent her to the entrance of the Vice Presidential Palace and said to her, "Get out of the car."
He didn't get out of the car because he had business to attend to in the afternoon.
Jingyu got out of the car. She wanted to say something, but before she could say anything, he stopped her. He told her, "Don't run around. It's not safe outside."
She nodded and looked at the bodyguards standing at the door. "Even if I really wanted to run, I couldn't. They only listen to you."
"Just so you know, go in."
He closed the car door. Jing Yu subconsciously pressed the door. Yu Zeyao frowned and hurriedly pushed the door open, fearing that he would crush her hand. He looked at her snow-white five fingers and said unhappily, "Be careful!"
Jing Yu originally wanted to ask him when he would be back, but after being rebuked by him, she kept the words to herself. She put her hand down and said, "You said before that you would let me talk to Jing Rong, when will that be?"
Yu Zeyao didn't know that she was thinking so many things, so he just said "hmm", "Go in and wait."
After that, he looked at her, "Anything else you want to ask?"
Jing Yu thought about it and shook his head.
Yu Zeyao had expected her to bring up Mo Huan again. Bringing it up twice in such a short period of time at least showed that he cared about her. But she didn't.
Yu Zeyao told the driver to drive. Jing Yu watched the car gradually disappear from her sight until it was completely out of sight. She felt inexplicably empty in her heart.
A cold wind blew over her, and she turned around and went back into the house.
As soon as I put down my bag, took a shower and changed into home clothes, the housekeeper came upstairs and knocked on the door.
"Ms. Jing, there is a video call for you."
Jing Yu quickly opened the door, and the housekeeper held the phone in front of her. She knew it was Jing Rong, and she was overjoyed.
After clicking the call, Jing Rong's face appeared in front of her. Jing Yu's eyes were a little tearful, after all, he was still a child, and at this moment he was sick, but she could only leave him alone abroad.
"Sister, everything is fine, why are you crying?" Jing Rong was lying on the white sheets, trying his best to make himself look relaxed.