She looked at him flatteringly, "Don't be angry. Before, when I was pregnant with Dabai and raising Dabai alone, Weiyang was always with me. If it weren't for her, I don't know how difficult my life would be."
"I know..." Bai Yeqing took a deep breath and adjusted his breathing. After a while, his mood calmed down a little and he said, "I'll ask Yichen again. If he is really married, let your friend give up as soon as possible."
Xia Xingchen was helpless. If she could really give up at any time, how could this relationship last for more than ten years
…
The car drove all the way to the community where the small rental houses were located.
Fortunately, it was a cold day and not many people were walking around at night. So, not many people could see such a convoy in the community.
Xia Xingchen didn't dare to stay any longer, so he said goodbye to him and hurriedly ran out of the car.
Bai Yeqing's eyes were fixed on the rearview mirror. He watched her run into the neighborhood, looked back and waved at him in the wind, and then turned around and went in. When he could no longer see her, he slowly looked away and let the driver continue driving.
Obviously, tonight, she had someone to keep her company, but he would have to sleep alone.
… … …
Xia Xingchen knocked on the door for a long time before Chi Weiyang came to open the door. As soon as she entered, she was shocked by the mess inside.
The ground was a mess.
Photos, books, and papers were scattered all over the floor, and there was an empty bottle of wine next to it.
"What are you doing? Demolishing the house?"
Chi Weiyang was wrapped in cotton pajamas, sitting on the ground in a daze, as if he was unaware of the cold.
"Don't sit on the ground like this. It's not good for your health." Xia Xingchen took a lot of effort to pull her up.
She had obviously drunk a lot of wine, and she reeked of it. She opened her arms and hugged Xia Xingchen. It was like she had finally found a hug to vent her feelings. Without saying anything, tears started to fall. The cold liquid fell into her neck, and Xia Xingchen felt so distressed.
"Just now... he called me..."
Chi Weiyang murmured, his voice was hoarse and trembling slightly. Just by listening to the sound, one could hear the heart-wrenching sadness.
"What did you say?" Xia Xingchen asked in a gentle and cautious voice, as if she was afraid that if she spoke too harshly, it would make her more upset.
Some things always feel better when they are said out loud.
"He apologized to me... He said sorry to me..." Chi Weiyang's lips trembled violently, "Xingchen, my first love... It's completely over... It's completely over..."
When she finished speaking, her voice was so soft and faint that it seemed like it could be blown away by the slightest breeze.
When you deeply love someone, that love can last for more than ten years, but how many decades of time are there in a person’s life
If I were to withdraw at this time, it would probably be more painful than digging out her heart.
Xia Xingchen opened her lips and wanted to say something, but when she moved her lips, she found that all the words of comfort were stuck in her throat and could not come out. In the extreme pain, too many words are pale!
Maybe Chi Weiyang was really drunk, or maybe she was too tired, and in the end she couldn't say a word.
Xia Xingchen laid her down on the bed. She lay there, curled up, and hugged the pillow tightly, as if she was desperately grasping at a life-saving straw.
My eyes were always tightly closed, but the tears in the corners of my eyes never dried up.
Xia Xingchen sighed and closed the door gently.
She picked up the wine cans on the ground one by one and put them into the trash can. The photos on the ground had been cut into small pieces by her with scissors, and you could still vaguely see that they were photos of her and Fu Yichen when they were children.
There was also a diary on the ground that she had torn up.
Xia Xingchen knew the importance of this book to her—it was Fu Yichen’s old diary.
At that time, it was popular for them to secretly exchange diaries, which was like telling each other their true feelings, but was much more tactful than love letters.
Later, Fu Yichen suddenly left, and they did not exchange their diaries. Chi Weiyang kept his diary for many years, like a treasure, and often took it out to read. She could probably recite every word and sentence on it.
And now…
Along with her heart, it was torn into pieces.
Xia Xingchen sighed and helped her pick up the things bit by bit. She didn't dare to throw them into the trash can. Even if they were broken, they were still her treasures. She picked them up and put them back to their original places.
After cleaning up, Xia Xingchen climbed onto Chi Weiyang's bed, pressed against her back, and hugged her tightly.
Chi Weiyang was not asleep. His hand, covering hers, was so cold that it was completely cold.
"Xingchen..." She spoke suddenly, her voice so light that it seemed like it would disappear at any moment.
"Yes, I am," she answered almost immediately.
Chi Weiyang held her hand tighter, "It's really painful to be loved but not be able to get it... So, you and Mr. President must be well..."
She was in so much pain that she didn't want to see anyone around her suffer the same way.
Xia Xingchen felt sympathetic, and put his face on her back, "Okay. I will definitely cherish you..."
so…
Even though they were very different in status and position, and they were very far apart, she would try very hard to get close to him. This time, she held his hand and would not let go. Unless he said in person that he didn't want her anymore...
That night, Xia Xingchen slept with Chi Weiyang in her arms. That night, she had a dream.
In the dream, Fu Yichen and Wei Yang broke up, and Wei Yang squatted on the ground in pain. But for some reason, while crying, Wei Yang suddenly turned into herself.
When she looked up again, the man who had just cruelly broken up with her turned out to be Bai Yeqing.
He stood in the cold wind, looking at her painfully but ruthlessly, "Xingchen, we can't be together, we can't be together! So, let's break up..."
That sound was so real that it seemed like it was right next to her ear, and as ruthless as a sharp knife, stabbing her heart again and again.
"no, do not want!"
Xia Xingchen murmured incoherently, feeling a severe pain in her chest. She instinctively covered her chest and sat up in shock.
Looking at everything familiar in front of me, my consciousness gradually came to my senses. It was a dream...
Just a dream...
However, the words in the dream are so real...
It's so real that it seems like it will really happen.
She touched her forehead and smiled bitterly. Maybe she was frightened by Wei Yang's appearance yesterday. And... it was really because she cared about him more and more!
The more you care, the more you fear losing...
Xia Xingchen took a deep breath, calmed down the emotions in her heart, and then glanced at the girl beside her. She fell asleep very late last night, and now she was finally quiet. Xia Xingchen didn't dare to wake her up.
I touched my phone and checked the time. It was only seven in the morning.