Yes, if a man with a wife continues to worry about him or think about him all the time, he is being a masochist!
She didn't want to make herself look down upon by herself.
The hand that was on the door panel slowly moved down from the door panel and hung lifelessly at the side of the body.
"Ah, why is it so hot!" Madam Lisa's voice sounded outside the door again, and then there was a knock on the door, "Miss Chi, Miss Chi! Your friend has a high fever."
Have a fever
The heart is screwed up, almost in a mess.
Although she had only taken a quick glance at him just now, she knew that he was not wearing much, just a shirt and a coat. It was snowing heavily outside, so it would be strange if he didn't get sick from the cold.
But…
You can’t control it, don’t control it!
Chi Weiyang repeatedly warned himself. However, his actions were much faster than his heart.
When I came to my senses, the person had already left the room and opened the outer door.
"Hurry, Miss Chi, your friend seems to have a high fever!" Mrs. Lisa breathed a sigh of relief when she saw her open the door.
Chi Weiyang squatted down and saw his red face, and his breathing tightened. The slap he had just given him was really hard, and now, there were still five finger marks on his face, which were particularly clear.
"Fu Yichen!" She patted his face and called him.
“…” He didn’t wake up, but his eyelashes moved.
"Yi Chen!" Chi Weiyang shook him again.
"Let him go in first. He won't be able to stay cold like this." Mrs. Lisa reminded her.
After a slight hesitation, Chi Weiyang nodded. She put his arm on her shoulders, and Madam Lisa helped him up with a hand.
I don't know if he is really confused due to the fever or just pretending. Anyway, he is not very clear-headed now. He is in a daze and probably doesn't know where he is at the moment.
The house where Chi Weiyang lived was not big, with only one room and one bed. She had no choice but to put him on the bed, and then sent Madam Lisa out, saying thank you several times in a row.
Mrs. Lisa is a meticulous person. From her expression, she knows that there must be a story between her and this man.
"This young man is the father of your child, right?"
“…” She didn’t say anything, which was considered as her consent.
Madam Lisa sighed, "It's not easy to be a single mother, and you're not from Country M. If it's just a little misunderstanding between the two of you, and not a mistake of principle, then talk it out with him. Don't make yourself suffer."
Chi Weiyang felt more and more bitter.
If only it were just a minor misunderstanding.
However, there was no misunderstanding between them. Rather, it was wrong from the beginning. Very wrong.
Mrs. Lisa didn't say anything else. After all, only the person involved knows how their feelings are, and it would be useless for outsiders to say more.
After seeing off Madam Lisa, they were the only ones left in the room. Chi Weiyang stood in the hall for a while, staring blankly at the room with the door open. After a long time, he came back to his senses, went to the kitchen to pour a cup of water, and then took out the medicine box to find some antipyretic medicine. He took a deep breath and then stepped into the door again.
… …
Inside the door, Fu Yichen still had his eyes closed. He looked like he was suffering from a burning sensation, with his brows tightly knitted.
Chi Weiyang took off his shoes for him, half-helped him stand up, and asked him to swallow the medicine. When feeding him the medicine, his lips were pressed against her palm, and his breath was all on her skin. At that moment, she felt a great pain in her heart.
When I left, I really didn't think that one day, they would be so close...
This is a blessing but also a torture for her.
Putting down the water cup, she leaned over and took off his coat with difficulty. It was soaked in cold air and felt icy to the touch. When she was holding the coat and was about to hang it up, her hand was suddenly grabbed.
She was stunned.
Bow your head.
His eyelashes trembled violently, as if he was trying very hard to open his eyes. However, he seemed to have no strength at all and failed to open his eyes after several attempts.
She struggled, but with this struggle, he seemed to feel that she was about to leave him, and he used almost all his strength to pull her against his chest.
"Fu Yichen!"
She cried out softly and instinctively tried to move away, but he held her tightly around the waist with both hands.
"Shh..." His lips were pressed against her ear. Due to the severity of his illness, his voice was completely hoarse. "Don't move... Let me hold you tight, okay?"
His voice was so light, so low, so gentle, and so doting.
again…
Such pain, such struggle, such humility, such fear...
Chi Weiyang didn't understand where his complicated emotions came from. She buried her face in his shoulder, breathing in his scent. She felt her nose sore and her heart seemed to be soaked in formaldehyde, swollen so much that she could hardly breathe.
"Can't you just give me a way out?"
As soon as she spoke, her voice became hoarse and her tone changed. Tears flowed down her cheeks and fell on his neck.
He didn't know whether he felt it or not, but he subconsciously tightened his arms and hugged her tighter.
"I missed you so much... I almost went crazy thinking about you during those years..."
He seemed to be talking to himself, mumbling.
Chi Weiyang was startled.
Those years
Does he mean those years when he suddenly disappeared
"If you missed me, why did you suddenly disappear in those years and never come back?" She felt sad. Those years were also a nightmare for her. She asked about him like crazy and looked for him everywhere like crazy, but that person was just like a dream. When she woke up from the dream, there was no trace left. Everything seemed like her own illusion. He left decisively and cruelly.
"In those years, I..." Fu Yichen's dry lips moved, as if he said something, but the voice was very soft and unclear. Chi Weiyang nestled in his neck and couldn't hear clearly. She raised her face and put her ear to his lips, wanting to hear more, but she only heard his heavy breathing.
Such heavy breathing was not just physical pain, but also torment to the heart.
"Yi Chen?" Chi Weiyang called him.
"I... am not worthy of you..." Fu Yichen held the back of her head with his big hand and hugged her tightly, "Weiyang, forgive me... ok?"
Chi Weiyang listened and felt cold, empty and bitter in his heart.
Now, at this point, what is there to forgive or not forgive
She didn't say anything else, just let him hold her like this. After an unknown amount of time, he finally seemed to fall asleep, but even after falling asleep, the pain on his face didn't ease a bit.
… … … … …
Everyone is urging Dr. Fu to explain himself clearly. In fact, some things that cannot be explained are his dark history and scars. It takes courage to reveal them, especially in front of the person he deeply loves.