A happy marriage...
Bai Suye held the clothes in her arms, feeling as heavy as if she were holding a huge rock.
She had to handle her relationship with Night Owl rationally and calmly. It didn't matter if he misunderstood her or hated her, there couldn't be peace between the two of them.
"Let me carry it." Yun Chuan reached out and took the bag in her hand.
Bai Suye did not refuse, but just looked at him and said solemnly: "I'm sorry. I may have caused Mr. Xiao to misunderstand me just now."
Yun Chuan's eyes deepened, "Actually... you don't want Mr. Xiao to misunderstand you, but you want Ye Xiao to misunderstand you."
Bai Suye did not deny it.
"Last time... at the dance, was it him who took you away?" Yun Chuan asked tentatively.
"… Um."
"you… "
"It's all over..." Bai Suye didn't let Yun Chuan continue asking.
She stopped and stood there, a thin layer of mist in her eyes, feeling very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she couldn't speak for a long time. If possible, she didn't want him to misunderstand her. She even coveted his embrace and missed his body temperature. She wanted to hug him and tell him that she didn't need his wedding gift or wish her a happy marriage...
But, none of these are allowed.
Once they are involved with each other, many things will be out of their control. In that case, the final result may be just as Tang Song said, even life cannot be saved...
She didn't want to hurt him anymore...
I don't want to be ungrateful for the uniform and my mission...
Although Yun Chuan didn't understand the pain in her heart, he felt distressed when he saw her like this. He couldn't help himself and hugged Bai Suye into his arms. Bai Suye was stunned for a moment, closed her eyes, and didn't break free from him.
My heart is too bitter, too astringent...
She couldn't help wanting a harbor where she could temporarily rest... But she also knew that the harbor she wanted would not be Yunchuan's embrace...
… … … …
Third floor.
Night Owl paused.
His gaze fell from top to bottom, onto the central plaza on the first floor of the mall. The couple hugging each other made his eyes grow cold, as if they were quenched with shards of ice.
"Mr. Ye Xiao?" President Xiao found that he had not left, so he turned around and followed his gaze. He also saw the couple who were hugging each other and smiled. "It turns out that Mr. Ye Xiao knows them. I heard that Miss Bai is the president's sister. The two of them are really a perfect match, a talented man and a beautiful woman..."
Ye Xiao's breathing became heavier and he cast a cold look over, causing President Xiao to shudder and stand there in shock.
Did I say something wrong
Mr. Night Owl's expression... is really scary! When discussing the business cooperation with Night Owl this time, he had already inquired about him in advance. He was said to be difficult to get along with and moody. Now it seems that they are really right.
Ye Xiao didn't say a word, but walked away expressionlessly. President Xiao looked down and saw that the two people hugging each other on the first floor had already left the mall.
this…
Could it be that... Mr. Yexiao has a crush on Miss Bai
… … … … …
While having dinner at the Yun family, Yun's mother had already called the old lady. The old lady was very happy and sent her messages several times during the meal, but she did not reply.
After dinner, Yun's father and mother were eager to stay, but Bai Suye really didn't want to leave. Yun Chuan sent her out, and she didn't refuse. It just so happened that she wanted to have a serious talk with Yun Chuan about their relationship.
"Is dinner to your liking?" Yunchuan asked her with a smile while driving.
"It's delicious." Bai Suye curled her lips.
"But I see you eat very little."
"... Yunchuan." Bai Suye cast his eyes out of the car window and glanced at the bare branches passing by. His eyes became more desolate. Then, he slowly turned his head and said, "I'm sorry..."
Yunchuan turned and looked at her.
"I originally thought that I could try hard with you, but recently... I feel very tired..."
"Am I the one who makes you feel tired?" Yun Chuan smiled bitterly.
"No, it's not." Bai Suye took a deep breath and smiled bitterly. "It has never had anything to do with others. It's my own problem. I'm not very good at handling emotions. I can't handle past and present emotions as easily as others. I feel like I'm stuck in a swamp. I've tried for ten years to get out of this swamp, but in the end, I found that all my efforts were in vain. The more I struggle, the deeper I sink..."
"In that case, why don't you try to give me your hand? Maybe, if someone gives you a hand, you can get out of the swamp." Yun Chuan looked at her lovingly, "Su Su, I am willing to be your lifeline. When you need someone to pull you up, I can let you use me. Even if you just use me as a stepping stone to jump out of the quagmire, and you find a better scenery after you get out, I am willing to do that."
Such words are full of warmth.
Bai Suye's desolate heart felt a little warm. She smiled and said, "Yunchuan, you are so silly."
"So, are you willing? Are you willing to use me?" There was a clear light flashing in Yunchuan's eyes, a bit like a passionate big boy.
There was a layer of moisture in her eyes. She didn't want to be too cruel, but in the end, she shook her head rationally.
"I'm sorry. I may end up in that swamp for the rest of my life. It's not fair to drag you along knowing this."
"But I don't mind."
"You don't mind, but I do. I've never been good at dealing with feelings, so... I don't want to make it more complicated. I'm sorry..."
She thought, maybe one day, she would suffocate to death in that swamp...
But even if I die, I can't get away...
She could no longer deceive herself—she loved Night Owl, and loved him to the bone... No matter if it was ten years ago or ten years later...
But the more I love him, the less I can get close to him...
Yun Chuan was a gentleman, or rather a sensible person, who never forced anyone. Bai Suye asked him to stop the car on the side of the road, and when he did, she opened the door, got out, and said goodbye to him.
I was alone, walking aimlessly on the street.
Winter is coming, and the city is filled with a bleak landscape.
Passing by her side, couples were walking back and forth. She had never been a fragile person, but when the fifth couple passed by her, her eyes became moist unconsciously.
When will she be able to be like those girls, hugging the man she loves most and showing off her happiness openly
this life…
She might never have another chance...
Just as she was stunned, a familiar car suddenly came into her sight.
The license plate is '京A50602'.
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