The lives of so many brothers, each one of them, is much more important than his own.
Over the past decade...
He hardly slept well that night.
He tortured himself for ten years with the guilt and regret for those lives, and with the hatred and resentment towards her.
If he really had a choice, he would even be willing that it was his life she took ten years ago.
The living are far less happy than the dead...
This topic left Bai Suye speechless and even breathless.
She is an undercover agent, and she shoulders the heavy responsibility of destroying them. She must sell out her feelings, whether it is love or friendship, to obtain important intelligence for the organization and prevent more vicious wars and assassinations. This is the task she must complete.
only…
After all, she and Night Owl have different positions.
Ye Xiao has no real family since he was a child. The harsh and cruel living environment has led to a world without faith, only his own rules. The country, the government, and the people do not exist in his world. In his world, there are interests, brothers who go through life and death together, and the loyalty of blood oaths...
For these, he would even give up his life.
Her appearance damaged his interests, hurt his brothers, and betrayed his loyalty...
In fact, she should have died a million times already...
"Yexiao, I'm sorry..." Bai Suye lay on his chest and spoke softly.
Night Owl didn't say anything else, his thin lips tightly pursed. The word "I'm sorry" seemed pale and powerless in the face of betrayal and life.
He couldn't forgive her because he couldn't even forgive himself.
If I hadn't been seduced by her, if I hadn't been stupid enough to entrust her bomb to those brothers who had been through thick and thin with me, perhaps nothing would have happened...
… …
Because of this topic from ten years ago, the atmosphere suddenly became heavy and depressing, making it hard to breathe.
Because it was too heavy, no one continued to talk about it. It was a wound that hadn't healed in ten years, and every time it was mentioned, it would bleed.
I don’t know how long I walked, but I finally arrived at a wide place.
Halfway through, Bai Suye asked Ye Xiao to let her go. He was afraid that if he held her for too long, it would hurt his wounds that had not yet fully healed. However, Ye Xiao was stubborn and refused to let her go, and her request was ignored by him.
If he hadn't mentioned what happened ten years ago and reminded her of the hatred and distance between them, she would probably have been unable to control her fantasy again, fantasizing about being held in his arms like this... Holding him forever, until the end of her life...
"We can already see snow here. Let's go sit in that pavilion for a while." She patted Night Owl's shoulder.
Night Owl said "hmm" and carried her to the pavilion. The snow was already quite thick in this place. In the quiet night, the sound of deep and shallow footsteps could be heard.
Ye Xiao sat down in the pavilion. Bai Suye subconsciously wanted to move away from his legs, but her waist felt tight and was held by his hands.
She was stunned.
No more movement.
Just sitting on his lap.
She didn't dare to look at Night Owl's expression, and she didn't even know why Night Owl brought her here.
He wrapped the blanket around her, covering her bare legs.
Her hands were always around his neck.
"Night Owl..."
"Um?"
"Why did you... suddenly decide to bring me here?"
Night Owl didn't say anything for a long time, but turned his head and looked through the empty space to the far east. In the dim moonlight, Bai Suye could clearly see the fatigue on his face.
That kind of tiredness comes from the bottom of my heart...
It’s like the string in my heart that has been stretched for a long time and is on the verge of breaking at any time.
I thought he would not say anything again, but the next moment, he spoke solemnly: "I just suddenly felt very tired and wanted to come and see the sunrise."
Bai Suye felt a sharp pain in his heart.
She knew he was tired, and that his pain from the past ten years of torture was a thousand times heavier than hers. However, after ten years of separation, this was the first time she heard him show his vulnerability in front of her...
Before, every time, they were wary, crazy, and even hysterical with each other.
Never before had he told her so calmly that he was tired like tonight...
The calmness made her feel uneasy and indescribably sad.
She was clearly holding Night Owl, but she felt that this person was actually moving away from her step by step, farther and farther...
This was the result she wanted most, but deep down she was afraid of it.
She suddenly couldn't control herself, she put her arms around his waist and hugged him tightly. Night Owl turned around and looked at her. The two of them looked at each other, and under the moonlight, her eyes were sad and fragile, with tears flashing in them.
His eyes were deep and his emotions were surging.
His long fingers suddenly grasped her chin. His thumb gently rubbed her cold face. The force was even gentle.
Bai Suye felt a sore nose and she sobbed. Suddenly she raised her face and kissed him on the lips.
At that moment, everything seemed to be out of control.
He knew she was a poppy, a poison planted in his body, but he still couldn't resist or refuse. Bai Suye made all his rationality surrender.
Their lips were entangled in each other's arms. It was like the end of the world, or the end of life. They were so affectionate and lingering, as if they wanted to burn this unforgettable feeling into each other's souls.
Night Owl's desire was never restrained in front of her. He threw away the blanket that was in the way and reached his hand into the hem of her skirt.
On a night like this, there was no one coming and going.
Only they...
They were like drowning, madly grasping each other for life...
Night Owl's fingers squeezed into her body.
There wasn't much foreplay, but her body was more sensitive than ever, more willing to accept him than ever. Or rather, she was looking forward to accepting him.
She kissed his lips, his chin, his neck...
His fingers were running wild in her body, and she tickled him uncomfortably, her moans so sweet and charming that it almost made one's bones soften.
“Night Owl, I’m really seducing you now… Do you dare to want me here?”
At this moment, she let go of her pride, her reserve, and even her rationality...
In everything, she just follows her heart.
This is a rare kind of insolence.
In fact, you can't be so unrestrained for long.
She unbuttoned Night Owl's shirt with her fingers and slipped her hands into his collar. Night Owl groaned, "I didn't mean to take you here... but you can drive me crazy..."
"Then do you want it?" Bai Suye panted, looking at him in a daze with misty eyes. That sound was so soft that Ye Xiao felt the blood in his body rushing backwards and rushing down.