Their eyes met for a moment, and the two of them were stunned for a few seconds. Zhong Simo suddenly subconsciously closed his eyes to avoid Shen Yu's gaze. Seeing this, Shen Yu seemed to be hit hard, as if waking up from a big dream, and finally fully understood why Zhong Simo treated him so differently these days.
It's not that he saw another side of Zhong Simo, but Zhong Simo gave birth to this side for him
Zhong Simo's sexuality has never been a secret in the entertainment industry. It is said that when he first showed his talents, a sexy actress threw himself into his arms in order to become famous. Zhong Simo directly ended all the fantasies of the other party with one sentence, "I'm sorry, I don't like women." There is a sense of drama, and Zhong Simo is too dazzling. This incident has been circulated in the circle for several years as a joke, and anyone with a little bit of interest can find out.
After the news spread, some male stars approached Zhong Simo one after another for resources, but unfortunately, no matter what type of male stars they were, they failed in the end. Over time, Director Zhong's aesthetics and orientation have become a puzzle in the minds of people in the entertainment industry, and many people even secretly think that Zhong Simo is all about pursuing art and doesn't like humans at all.
Shen Yu has been in the industry for six years, so he has heard of these rumors, so he never considered the possibility that Zhong Simo took care of him because he "liked".
But now, after looking at each other across the heavy rain just now, Shen Yu finally got the hang of it.
No matter how absurd he felt and unwilling to believe it, Shen Yu had to admit the fact that the director he admired very much and his new best friend recently had some different feelings for him. As an actor, Shen Yu is very familiar with all kinds of eyes that express emotions. The emotion in Zhong Simo's eyes that looked at him just now is so strong and restrained that it cannot be ignored at all. This is confirmed.
It was raining heavily without any intention of stopping. The overwhelming sound of rain seemed to isolate people into another world, just like the day they first met. This time, it was Shen Yu who was outside the car.
The raindrops hit the exposed skin, densely without stopping, and soon lost the sense of touch. If Shen Yu was struck by lightning, she didn't know what to say or do.
"What would you do if one day your good brother confessed to you suddenly?" When this joke actually happened, it was not funny at all. Shen Yu has been straight for twenty-seven years. From birth to today, she has never doubted her sexuality. In so many years of life planning, he always thought that he would act conscientiously, save some money, marry a girl who likes him when he is mature in all aspects in his thirties, start a family and start a business, and have a child to give to his parents and grandchildren.
To him, the setting of liking men is like a fish in the deep sea who never thinks about how to fly into the sky, it's a fantasy. But now, he had to face the sudden discovery of his feelings from Zhong Simo.
I want to reject him, but me, how should I reject? Shen Yu, whose mind was in a mess, didn't realize the evasion of this choice deep in his heart, and even forgot the abnormal behavior he often showed when facing Zhong Simo these days. He almost completely lost the ability to think, and the two consciousnesses in his mind were constantly arguing and fighting.
Suddenly, the rain stopped.
Shen Yu looked up and saw a big black umbrella covering his head, shielding him from all the wind and rain. The person holding the umbrella was standing half a meter away from him. before.
Shen Yu looked at the person in front of him, his eyes were dazzled by the car lights scattered in all directions under the refraction of the rain. He tried to move his lips, but couldn't make a sound.
"Stupid? Why are you standing here in the rain?" Zhong Simo's voice seemed to be the same as usual. He reached out to touch Shen Yu's hair because the rain was sticking to his face, but Shen Yu who was in a state of stress subconsciously stepped back. Lean back and dodge.
The atmosphere was instantly awkward, Zhong Simo's hand paused in the air for a few seconds, and instead of continuing to reach forward, he put it down.
"Guide Zhong" Shen Yu finally found his voice, but he didn't know what to say.
Zhong Simo suddenly turned his head away and sneered when he heard the words, Shen Yu felt that although he was laughing, he seemed extremely sad.
"Shen Yu," Zhong Simo read Shen Yu's name word by word, his voice seemed to poke Shen Yu's heart. He suddenly leaned forward and put his head close to Shen Yu. The distance between the two faces was less than ten centimeters, and Shen Yu was forced to stare at Zhong Simo's face, seeing clearly his deep eyes, eyelashes with raindrops, and thin and sexy lips. To kiss down.
Shen Yu yelled in his heart to dodge, but when he thought of Zhong Simo's lost expression just now, his body remained motionless as if filled with lead, and he could only tremble nervously. Looking at Shen Yu like this, Zhong Simo lowered his head and laughed a few times, his shoulders trembled uncontrollably, but finally chose to back away.
He put the handle of the umbrella into Shen Yu's hand gently avoiding physical contact, stood up straight, and looked at Shen Yu with a helpless smile, but his disappointed eyes betrayed his mood.
"I don't know how I have behaved these days, whether it is enough to impress you. I also don't know what you will think of me, how you think of my heart, and suddenly let you face this choice. I'm sorry."
"I don't want to force you, and I don't want to mislead or confuse you. You are Shen Yu, a mature and independent man who is qualified to make decisions about your own life. I can only tell you that over the years, I have The first person you want to love very seriously is you. If you are willing to accept me into your life, it will be my honor."
Compared with his identity as a director, Zhong Simo's confession is extremely simple, without any gorgeous words, progressive metaphors or catchy parallelism. But the more this is the case, the more people feel that he has expressed love and restraint to the extreme, showing you his whole heart clearly, and it's up to you to choose.
Shen Yu still stood motionless, without saying a word. He was afraid that if he said the wrong word, he would lose something completely.
Finally, the light in Zhong Simo's eyes completely dimmed.
"You still have to go to Xiao Qin for fitness tomorrow. Being exposed to the rain is not good for your health, so go back and rest early."
His tone returned to normal friend boundaries.
Shen Yu tightly held the handle of the umbrella, his teeth trembling from being bitten, and finally turned around and walked quickly to the door of the unit. He didn't dare to look back at the figure still standing in the rain, let alone think about what he just said. Shen Yu felt that he was sorry for Zhong Simo, but he really couldn't make any choice at this moment.
After rushing home, Shen Yu stripped off his drenched clothes, soaked himself in the bathtub and closed his eyes. After a long time, he picked up the silent cell phone.
"Mr. Jumping Pit: Remember to change out of your wet clothes when you get home. It's best to drink some ginger water, and be careful not to catch a cold."
This wechat message from more than ten minutes ago came into view, Shen Yu's heart ached, the phone slipped from his hand and fell to the ground, he was stiff for a long time, and finally did not choose to pick it up.
Zhong Simo, who has not received Shen Yu's reply, drove back to the big house where he lived, carefully carried the little orange cat from the co-pilot, and dried its hair with a hair dryer. Another owner of the family came and spun around his legs.
"It will live with you at home from now on, don't bully others, you know?" Zhong Simo stopped the hair dryer to warn the cat at his feet.
The noble and glamorous puppet cat shook its fluffy and soft long fur, and meowed twice, expressing that it did not understand.
Seeing this, Zhong Simo hugged it onto the sofa regardless of protest, and placed it next to the little orange cat, letting the cats, one big and one small, look at each other. The vitality of the orange cat is really tenacious. After the rest just now, the kitten can already gently wag its tail and meow in a milky voice.
"This is your brother, take good care of him in the future, understand?"
The big cat circled the kitten twice, leaned up to smell it, and finally accepted the little friend and licked its fur. Zhong Simo heaved a sigh of relief when he saw this, and turned to get the cat's milk dish.
When he saw this little orange cat for the first time a few hours ago, although he didn't say anything, he felt that it looked very much like Shen Yu. Although he was not a rare breed in the eyes of the public, he was optimistic and stubborn, even if he was abandoned and trapped in In the tree pit in the rain, they are also struggling to survive. Thinking of Shen Yu, Zhong Simo sighed, a little disappointed. He carried the little orange cat to the milk dish, and gently stroked its head, "Or I'll call you Xiaoyu from now on."
Zhong Simo sat cross-legged on the carpet, quietly watching the little orange cat licking the milk, and didn't mind the milk splashing from time to time. Suddenly, the phone in his pocket rang, and Zhong Simo subconsciously quickly took out the phone, but it was not the call from the person he expected.
"Hey, Young Master Yan called so late, did he find the wrong person?" Zhong Simo was in a bad mood, and started to speak venomously as soon as he got through.
"I rely on Zhong Simo, I'm here to announce the good news to you, that's the attitude you have." Speaking of the eldest young master's temper, Yan Caizhu is definitely not lacking, and of course he is not really angry.
"What's the good news?" Zhong Simo raised his eyebrows, a little strange.
"I'm with Shi Feng." Yan Caizhu said openly, as if he wasn't the one who hid in the underground party two weeks ago.
"How did we get together so soon?" Although Zhong Simo, as a bystander, always felt that Yan Caizhu and Shi Feng were very suitable, this progress was somewhat beyond his expectations.
"Of course he confessed to my young master, I pity him and he agreed."
Through the phone, Zhong Simo could hear the joy in Yan Caizhu's high-spirited tone, he smiled, and was really happy for his friend who is a good-tempered young master.
"Then I wish you a happy life," Zhong Simo reminded casually, "I also accept your bad temper. Shi Feng looks upright, but in fact he is not easy to provoke at all. If you get angry, you will suffer."
"I know, I know, why do you all think I have a bad temper?" Yan Caizhu complained a few words, keenly aware that Zhong Simo's tone was different from the past, and there was a hint of depression.
"What's the matter with you, you're jealous of my beauty, young master?"
"Yeah, I'm extremely jealous. After all, I just failed to confess." Zhong Simo said half-truthfully.
"What, that Shen Yu?" Yan Caizhu has figured out Zhong Simo's affairs a little bit when he was pestering Zhong Simo to solve his relationship problems these days, "No, Zhong Simo, you can't take down such a young actor. Where are all the rhetoric that can piss people off?"
Zhong Simo looked in front of him, the little fish had already finished drinking the milk, and was lying lazily on the carpet, squinting his eyes and flicking the tip of his tail. Outside the windows of the high-end residential area, only dim yellow street lights were on. In the huge house, there are only one person and two cats who cannot communicate.
"I was soft-hearted and let him go."