These words really made Xia Houlin stunned, he subconsciously looked down at Shen Jue's crotch, the trousers were covered with quilts, and he couldn't see any shape.
Xia Houlin saw it too casually, Shen Jue's ears turned red, and he stretched out his hand to push his face, "Where are your eyes looking?"
Xia Houlin grabbed Shen Jue's hand and frowned, "Why did you only tell me about such a big thing now?"
Shen Jue bit her lip, and said rather angrily: "What do you call me? Is it possible that I made a special trip to catch you and tell you that my young master has not broken my roots, do I still have to take it out to show you? You are not ashamed of me. Also ashamed."
"That... that's not necessary." Xiahou scratched his head, lowered his eyes, his eyes were a little dim, "I thought you didn't trust me."
Shen Jue pulled his elbow, "Who said I didn't believe you. Have you ever seen me sleep in the same bed with anyone? You are stupid, you didn't realize that you slept with me for so long."
"I'm fine, who can stare at other people's crotch when they're full? Besides, how dare I stare at your crotch." Xia Houli muttered, raising his eyes to look at Shen Jue, Shen Jue also looked at him, under the candlelight Eyelashes are deep and have a unique odor. He suddenly felt that it doesn't matter if such a person is incomplete, his beauty is the only one in the world, and no one can compare it.
"How did you escape? Don't you have to be stabbed to enter the palace?" Xia Houlin asked again.
"I should have suffered." Shen Jue turned his head and said slowly, "It is probably because God took pity on me and gave me a good fortune. When it was my turn to cleanse back then, the knifemaker who happened to be doing the knife had a stomachache. When I went out to relieve my hands, I saw a sheet covered with blood on the ground, so I put the sheet over my body and put it on a stretcher. The knife maker who was on duty thought I was finished, so someone carried me out."
"Did no one find out?"
"How do you think the eunuch cleanses his body?" Shen Jue squinted at him.
Xiahou Rin said, "Isn't that just cutting off the roots of the descendants?"
Shen Jue shook his head, "That's the method of the previous dynasty. The eunuchs of this dynasty kept their roots and only removed the sac. The knife maker made two small holes in each of the descendants' bags, and squeezed out the sac pills inside to finish the job. For the body examination, it was just that the eunuch in charge reached into the waistband of his trousers and felt it, to see if you would…" Shen Jue blushed, "Will it be hard. I prepared a side drug myself to suppress my desires, and I didn't grow a beard. Later, when I became Weide's clerk, no one dared to test my body again, so I hid it."
Xia Houlin was worried after hearing this, "Medicine? What kind of medicine? It's definitely not a good thing to suppress desire. What if you drink too much and become a eunuch?"
"I'll be successful, so what? I don't plan to start a family anyway." Shen Jue sat cross-legged and looked sideways at Xia Houlin. The guy looked worried and seemed very worried for him. In fact, he didn't say something. After all, he was a half-way monk, and the medicine he fiddled with after reading two medical books didn't work so well. Every time he saw Xia Houlin undressing, he couldn't help it.
But I couldn't tell him about it, Shen Jue paused and lowered her voice a little, "A-Lian, don't you blame me for hiding so many things from you? When I lied to you, I was sold into the palace, and I just wanted to take you away. Stay with me. Am I being selfish? I knew your mother was looking for you tomorrow, but I didn't tell you." He looked down at the palm of his hand and smiled sarcastically, "But in order to stay with me, In July and a half, I almost lost my life."
"It's quite selfish." Xia Houlin said.
Xia Houlin's words hit Shen Jue like a hammer, and he thought that Xia Houlin would comfort him in return, tell him that it's okay, don't blame him. He suddenly felt that he was extremely hypocritical, and he confessed not to repent, but to make himself feel better. Turning his head to look at Xia Houlin, Xia Houlin's face was hidden in the shadows and he couldn't see his expression clearly. He felt despair in his heart. Xia Houlin must have hated him.
He has always been like this, even to those who truly love him, he can lie without changing his face. This is him, mean and dirty.
Suddenly a hit was hit on his forehead. The pain caused him to take a deep breath, and anger rose to his eyes. He asked Xia Houlin sharply, "What are you doing?"
"I'll punish you." Xia Houlin had a smile in his eyes, "Who told you to lie to me. I punished you this time, so don't lie to me next time."
Shen Jue covered his forehead and stared at him in a daze, the candle flame danced in Xia Houlin's eyes, like a handful of crushed light, everything melted into his eyes, rubbing gold in the dark. That is the gentleness that belongs to Xia Houlin alone, which is addictive.
Xiahou Rong suddenly frowned again and said, "Master, I think you should not take that medicine. You managed to keep your healthy body, how could you waste it like this? It's not a problem for you to be like this, we have to think about it. Fazi, why don't you be the boss of the Lao Shizi factory..." Halfway through he said, he raised his eyes and was stunned.
Shen Jue was looking at him quietly, smiling and weeping.
Xia Houlin suddenly panicked, "Why are you crying? I just hit too hard and hurt you?"
When the candles were about to burn out, the light suddenly went out, and it was pitch black in the tent. Xia Houlin was still in a panic, and after a long while, he remembered to turn on the light, and he was about to get out of bed when he lifted the quilt, but Shen Jue pulled his wrist and took him into his arms.
Xia Houlin's heart skipped a beat, and his entire face was flushed red as if the entire figure was being roasted by fire. In the darkness, he heard Shen Jue's shallow breathing, which hit his ear, scorching hot.
"Aang, I always feel that this world is too cold, too cold," Shen Jue buried his head in his neck, and said in a hoarse voice, "But, fortunately, I have you."
thank God I've you.
My life is a barren, dust away, you are my only treasure.
There was silence in the darkness, surrounded by bed surrounds and curtains, as if a small world with only them was separated. Time seemed to be stretched for a long, long time, and it seemed that everything around him had come to a standstill.
Xia Houlin slowly settled down, raised his hand and hugged Shen Jue gently, and said in a low voice, "Young master, the same is true for you."
Shen Jue hugged him tightly, "En."
"Master," Xia Houlin pushed him away a little, and continued what he was about to say, "Don't take that medicine. When the Galan affair is over, I'll take you away."
"Where to?" Shen Jue asked.
"Wherever you go, Nanyang, Dongying. As long as you go out of Daqi, you can find a place to hide your name. I can open a blacksmith shop, or open a martial arts hall, and I will never leave you hungry. It's just that life is definitely not comfortable in Beijing. Yes, but it's worth it to be a normal person upright."
Shen Jue laughed, "I'm rich, so I don't need you to support the family." He looked at Xia Houlin with a gleam of water in his eyes, a very gentle look, "Just the two of us?"
"It was at first, but it definitely wasn't later." Xia Houlin put his hands behind his head, looked at the dark top of the bed, and said with a smile, "When the time comes, you will marry another wife and spread the branches and leaves for your old Xie family. Sons, grandsons, sons and grandsons, maybe there are more than a dozen people."
The smile on Shen Jue's lips froze, "What did you say?"
Xia Houlin then rambled and said: "If you have the mind, you can marry a few more. But I advise you not to marry too many, it will easily catch fire in the backyard."
In the darkness, Shen Jue's expression gradually became gloomy, and his voice gradually became cold, "How about you?"
Xia Houlin didn't notice it, and said to himself: "Me? I'll show you the garden. When you have a baby, I can teach them to box and keep fit. Don't be like you, a gust of wind can blow them down."
Shen Jue was stunned for a moment, the haze in his eyes faded a little, "Aren't you married?"
Xia Houlin smiled and shook his head, "I'll forget it."
"why?"
"Young master, I have too much blood on my hands, I can't enjoy such a blessing." Xia Houlin smiled lightly, "Your children are my children, and I will be their godfather."
His words were so bleak, Shen Jue's heart felt like someone was holding him, and he was about to squeeze out blood. He said with difficulty: "I also have a lot of blood on my hands. According to you, I'm not lucky, and I can't get married."
"You are different from me," Xia Houlin said softly, "I am a father-killer, young master, my sins cannot be washed away. You are different, you can change, listen to Mr. Dai's words, and be a good person. Look at you. Now I support Mr. Zhang's reform and help raise military funds. How wonderful. Last time I heard the neighbors praise you. Besides, I don't want to get married at all. Women are the most troublesome, and they give me a headache. It's good, and it's easy."
Shen Jue listened and did not speak, and was silent for a long time, not knowing what she was thinking. Xia Houluo looked at him, he couldn't see anything in the darkness, and the light saw a thick shadow, he poked Shen Jue's back and called him: "Master, what are you thinking about?"
Shen Jue patted his hand away, lay down and faced the wall, muffled: "I'm not married either, I have my own opinion, you don't have to worry about me."
Xia Houlin had some headaches. He didn't know what kind of stubbornness Shen Jue suddenly lost. Everyone else wanted to marry a daughter-in-law in their dreams. If they bought one, they had to buy one back home. This guy, Shen Jue, wanted him to marry a daughter-in-law as if he wanted to kill him. Xia Houlin said helplessly: "I don't care who cares about you?"
Shen Jue was stunned by these words, and did not speak for a long time.
"Master..."
Xia Houtong wanted to persuade him again, but Shen Jue suddenly turned around and grabbed his arm. He lost his balance and fell on the bed. Shen Jue put the quilt over him and tucked it away. He wanted to say something, but Shen Jue covered him. He closed his mouth and said coldly: "Okay, I'm sleepy, go to sleep."
Shen Jue covered his mouth and was very close to him, Ruinaoxiang lingered in the air, Xia Houlin smelled the fragrance, and his mind was more awake than during the day. It was snowing outside, and there was a rustling sound on the windows and eaves. He stared at the top of the bed with his eyes open for a long time.
In the silence, scenes of what happened before appeared in front of him. All of a sudden, Mr. Dai's gray hair was flying in the air, and all of a sudden, it was the black cloak of Duan Jiu under the moonlight. Passing by, like a nightmare chasing silently. In an instant, mixed emotions poured into my heart. It was too late to be sad during the day, and now it seems like I can't breathe.
He took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down. Shen Jue's breathing sounded in his ears, he was already asleep, Xia Houlin quietly pulled his hand down and put it into the quilt. The moon came out, and the moonlight passed through the pine green window screen and through the tent. Xia Houlin turned his face to the side to see Shen Jue's peaceful silhouette. The long and curved eyelashes rested on the white cheeks, like thin feathers. He stretched out his hand and brushed Shen Jue's eyelashes, and the turbulent emotions in his heart were miraculously calmed down.
"If you don't marry, don't marry. We've been together, and it's pretty good." He thought.
He closed his eyes, curled up on his side, lowered his head slightly and leaned on Shen Jue's shoulder, and fell asleep.