The clear and ethereal female voice fills the summer night with sweet and refreshing melody, because it is a summer album, and finally got rid of the suppression of the black emperor, Cao Qiyue rarely produced a simple and warm little love song, in the night with little stars , The narrow balcony, singing tirelessly flowed in the ambiguous space between the bodies.
The teenager in the white shirt on the mobile phone has a warmer and sunny smile than the TV series, the playground at sunset, the green lawn, the quiet and classical library... Every corner, every breath, is covered with love.
Although it is obviously the image of Shen Yan, the teenager did not do the makeup treatment of "decreasing appearance" in this video, so he is so beautiful in the video that he is so beautiful, all the scenes, the heroine, and the singing have all disappeared. , People's eyes and hearts are filled with only him.
Xie Yifeng's eyes were filled with warm infatuation, and the corners of his mouth were curled up sweetly, but when the next picture came, he froze.
He poked the screen and asked in a cold voice, "What did you tell her, why did she laugh like this?"
He was referring to what Zhou Yuhe said in the heroine's ear in the MV. The heroine seemed to be hit by Cupid's arrow in the bullseye, showing a very girlish, sweet smile that was enough to melt people.
Zhou Yuhe was a little panicked, and he faltered: "No, I didn't say anything."
Xie Yifeng looked at him, took out the momentum of "I am the biggest drunk", and said in a rogue tone: "I don't care, I also want to listen."
Xie Yifeng's face was also very red. When he said this, there was a little bit of childishness and innocence in it, like a kindergartener who asked for candy, which was extremely unreasonable.
But this kind of expression, which appeared on Xie Yifeng's face with deep facial features, was very lethal. If the mother's fans saw it at this moment, don't say a word, I'm afraid it will cost him his life.
Zhou Yuhe, as "Xie Yifeng's number one fan", can't refuse his request, of course, but...
Zhou Yuhe blushed, and he was so shy that it could be said that he was too embarrassed to open his mouth.
In that case, how could he possibly speak to him...
That day, it was the director who asked him to say something that would make a girl's heart flutter when she heard it. Of course, it was a love speech that was no different from a confession. He didn't like girls, so when it came to love words, it was not ambiguous at all. Come, but the object is changed to Xie Yifeng...
Even if he was drunk, he couldn't speak.
The more you like it, the more cowardly you will be. This truth is not wrong at all.
Xie Yifeng saw that he was so shy that he was about to bury his head in his knees, so he took a step back and followed his words: "Then can I exchange my secret with you?"
When Zhou Yuhe heard this, she rolled her eyes nonchalantly, thinking about your secret, I don't know. When I was 20 years old, I attended a fashion week in Milan and fell in love at first sight by an American sweetheart. Can I clear up all the embarrassing things that I dare not go out for a week
But there was no face to thank the actor, "Okay, I think this secret is worth it."
When the words reached his lips, Xie Yifeng's face became thinner. He didn't dare to look at Zhou Yuhe, so he turned his eyes, looked at the railing in front of him, coughed lightly, and said, "Do you remember the last time we were on the show? When I said... Did you have a crush on someone in high school?"
that.
Zhou Yuhe nodded, "I remember."
To be honest, although he likes Xie Yifeng, he really can't think of caring about his first love. One is that time is too far away. For Zhou Yuhe, it was 25 or 6 years ago. The bright white moonlight should become white rice, not to mention who didn't like blindly when he was young, his first love was Cao Qiyue when his sexual orientation was unknown, how could he care about others with such a big black history
However, what Xie Yifeng said next was absolutely unexpected:
"I studied late, and I've been acting all the time. My family never had any hope for my grades. I didn't expect that I was lucky in the middle school entrance examination. JCDecaux was about to develop an art class, so I was specially recruited..."
Memories are like books swept up in the wind, turning yellowish youth page by page.
Because he is usually busy with filming, even if Xiao Yifeng reads his homework immediately when he is free in the crew, it is difficult to keep up with the high school courses. No progress is equal to regress.
Seeing that it goes on like this, the university entrance examination is about to become a big problem. Under the coercion of Xie's father and Xie's mother, in the first half year of the college entrance examination, Xie Yifeng canceled all the film appointments and concentrated on his studies.
"... I remember that half a year was the most serious half year of my life. Even after the evening self-study, I had to go to the library to soak in the library until it was closed before going back to the dormitory. That's when I met him... "
The boy sitting in the corner of the library was very young, and it seemed that he was only the second or third year of junior high school.
It is the age where he likes to play the most, but he is different from all his peers. He doesn't like to play or electronic products. He is very quiet, sitting on a long desk with books and homework in his arms and doing problems carefully. His appearance seemed to be bathed in a layer of literary light, and with that very delicate face, it was impossible not to attract his attention.
That young man, like him, was a frequent visitor to the library. Xie Yifeng was very puzzled at that time. He was so young, why did he study so hard.
It was only later that I heard that he came from a single-parent family, and his mother was a university professor, so I had a lot of expectations for him, and at the same time was very strict.
He has some sympathy for the boy.
Perhaps it was this sympathy that opened up a new world and made him "forced" to hear a lot of information about the teenager one after another:
It was the first place in the second grade of junior high school; his name is very ancient, and as soon as he heard it, he knew that it was taken by his mother who was a professor of the Chinese Department; I heard that he had already completed all the content of high school and could solve advanced mathematics problems. ; Many girls handed him love letters in the library, but he refused all of them; because he was worried that his mother was at home alone, even if the home was far away, he insisted on commuting...
There are too many details, enough to fill a whole youth like cotton.
Teenagers are not like sunshine, candy, or warm wind.
He is the drizzling rain, he is the gurgling night spring, a little cool, but not cold, but refreshing, comforting slightly cool, although not hot, not shining, but you just look at him... no matter what your heart is How restless and anxious, as long as I see him, all the negative emotions will be gently smoothed out, like the lake water rippled by the pebbles, slowly returning to calm, this kind of power is not strong, but still strong—
When he realized this, Xie Yifeng knew clearly that he liked him.
He has been acting since he was a child, and he has been exposed to many circles that ordinary people cannot reach.
So he knew his sexuality from the start.
So the liking was so specific and clear from the start.
But unfortunately, he also knew that his love would not bear fruit—
The trajectory of his life and his youth are two completely disjoint parallel lines.
They are not of one world.
So he never bothered him, just watched him silently from the place outside the boy's sight.
They only met once in their entire high school—
That day, the teenager accidentally sat opposite Xie Yifeng. Xie Yifeng was very nervous. The physics problem that could not be solved suddenly became the top ten unsolved mysteries in the world. when-
"You don't know this question?" The young man stood beside him at some point.
Xie Yifeng looked up at him, his figure blocked the sun outside the window, wisps of sunlight came out from his body and hit Xie Yifeng's pupils, so bright that he couldn't help squinting his eyes slightly, his heart was in the boy's back against the light. The facial contours jumped faster than a stopwatch.
He didn't have time to respond at all, the kind young man said "I'll teach you", then leaned down and quickly wrote the correct answer on Xie Yifeng's scratch paper with his own pen.
It was summer, and the teenager had just come in from the hot outside, his back slightly soaked with sweat, the tip of his nose dripping with water droplets, the rustling tip of his pen, and the delicate physical answer on the scratch paper... Hormones are precise and deadly. Captured the heart of a young man.
So much so that he forgot to say thank you, but when he recovered, the young man had already turned around and went to the bookshelf to pick up the book.
He looked down and saw that the boy's answer was just like his, well-organized, clean and clear.
Xie Yifeng didn't feel the embarrassment of being solved by a junior third or fourth grader of a physics problem at all.
Yes, it's just the mind that floats into the distance along with the figure of the boy's departure—
The soul is unrepentant, and it is probably him who said it.
Later, as he was admitted to university, he took on more and more plays, and more and more attention was paid to acting, and his admiration and longing for the young man gradually faded away...
It can also be said that he deliberately wanted to forget.
Like, not necessarily possession, not necessarily have to know.
Don't bother, know the other party is all right—
Isn't it also a gentle choice
But sometimes fate is so joking.
He thought that he might not be able to get into college with his grades;
Unexpectedly, I finally entered the Imperial Film University with the second overall result.
And the boy who he thought would be admitted to the top university in the country, and then had a smooth life and became a social elite;
But he gave up his studies and went into acting—
This is also the reason why he didn't immediately think of it when he saw Zhou Yuhe at the audition for the first time.
Because in his subconscious, it was impossible for Zhou Yuhe to appear at the audition meeting—
Impossible to fall into his world.
The distant memory played a huge spin in his mind, Xie Yifeng was a little disappointed, some relieved, and some did not dare to look back.
But after all the words were spoken, Xie Yifeng, who didn't like to escape, still turned his head, his chest heaving a little, "Yuhe..."
However, at this moment, the boy's even breathing and peaceful sleeping face interrupted him.
Xie Yifeng: "…"
I really want to wake up my first love who fell asleep on the way to confession. What should I do
A cavity of blood was blocked in his chest and there was nowhere to vent, and the only emotional outlet was with two shirt buttons open at this time, his whole body was glowing with a thought-provoking crimson, his head was tilted at will, and the exposed snow-white neck was Like a beautiful and elegant swan neck, and the shirt slipped quietly in this posture, revealing round and attractive shoulders...
Xie Yifeng's throat slid up and down, and his eyes stared at Zhou Yuhe like a demon. After suppressing it for a long time, he still couldn't suppress the flames that ignited in his heart. As soon as he gritted his teeth, he held him with red eyes. The cheeks, at the moment when the lips were about to be crushed hard—
The fiery temperature in his palm reminded him of the heat in his palm when Zhou Yuhe pushed him away.
Can not.
He slightly opened the distance between the two, allowing the gradually cool night wind to fill the gap between his bodies.
He raised his eyes and carefully traced the silhouette of the other person with his eyes. There was an abnormal flush on the boy's cheeks, his eyes were closed, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and some physiological tears wetted the gap between the eyelashes, making him look so fragile and in need of protection.
Xie Yifeng's heart suddenly calmed down.
Night breeze.
The moonlight spreads softly on the balcony, pulling the shadows of two people and two hearts on the wall.
He gently clipped the broken hair from the boy's forehead to his ears, holding his cheeks, a kiss, gently, slowly, like a child opening the first gift of life, like a long journey The traveler drank the sweetest dew, which fell on Zhou Yuhe's lips like a feather.
With endless pity and love.
And the mv played on the mobile phone has already ended and automatically played to the next song. The soft and moving melody fluttered under the night sky in the wind:
"I'm afraid no one will wipe your tears when your heart is broken, don't care if it's right or wrong, as long as we feel right; I'm afraid no one will wipe your tears when you're heartbroken, don't leave your side, my world can only be perfect with you..."
The author has something to say: The first love incident is finally solved~(*^▽^*)