The blackout effect of the curtains in Ji Xuanyi's room is excellent. Once the lights are turned off, the ink is so thick that it's so dark that it's hard to see. Five fingers.
It was the first time that Su Jia had come to this house so many times and was lying on his bed.
Sheets, quilt covers, pillows, and the air that fills the air are all stained with his breath.
Adding him himself? On the near side, the warm skin pressed against the quilt, forcing the temperature in the room to rise sharply, scalding her limbs and bones.
Su Jia froze her whole body, what was the moment when she suddenly lay down, and what has always been like.
She tilted her body, sideways? With her back to him, not daring to move an inch.
Lest the darkness will trigger a butterfly effect, any inconspicuous little action can cause a monstrous storm.
Ji Xuanyi adjusted his posture, wrapped his strong arms around her waist from behind, and buried his head in the hollow of her neck.
After grooming, the little girl has a layer of pure and beautiful fruity fragrance floating on her soft body.
Enough to make people? Indulge and forget where they are.
Su Jia's eyes were bigger and rounder than a person? When he was in the second bedroom?, the meager perception all over his body quickly converged to one point.
Doubling?, zooming in? Feeling Ji Xuanyi's existence.
She heard him rubbing against his neck, his shallow and steady breathing, and the beating of her own heart.
Ji Xuanyi seemed to sense her uneasiness, and said, "Are you scared?"
"No, no." Even though Su Jia said so, her voice trembled.
Ji Xuanyi smiled, and kissed her lightly on the side of her neck.
Soft touch, Su Jia seemed to see it in nothingness? Butterfly trembled its wings.
Her black eyelashes trembled, and she struggled physiologically, trying to escape from this place where the storm was bred.
But Ji Xuanyi surrounded her too tightly.
"You still say? Not afraid?" Ji Xuanyi's lips were slightly away from her skin, with the intention of comforting her.
Su Jia stammered in grievance: "I?, I..."
Ji Xuanyi rubbed her face, and asked with high interest: "You're so scared, why did you come to me?"
Su Jia gritted her teeth and was speechless.
Ji Xuanyi's low magnetic voice slowed down, and he kept asking questions: "Is there anyone who is more afraid?"
Su Jia shuddered reflexively.
Ji Xuanyi reached out to look for her, tucked into his palm, and said softly: "I'm here, don't be afraid."
Su Jia burst into sourness and said dully "Hmm".
Ji Xuanyi went down to the ground at once? Rubbed her hands, and after a few minutes, he talked about himself: "You know me? Why can't you turn off the lights and go to sleep?"
Su Jia's nerves seemed to relax half a point: "Why?"
Ji Xuanyi raised his head, put his chin on her shoulder, and said eloquently: "I? When I was young, I was weak and sick. I lived in the hospital every three days. I was relatively thin, and my appearance, especially my eyes, and the people around me were different. , There are three or four boys in the neighborhood who are older than me and love to bully me, saying that I look like a mutated monster in cartoons."
Su Jia was shocked. Now Ji Xuanyi is tall and straight, with smooth and beautiful muscles. When he is not smiling, he has a majestic aura like a towering ice peak.
She had only seen him oppressing others, making people miserable, and she couldn't connect him with the ranks of being bullied.
"That's not true, your blue eyes are so beautiful." Su Jia retorted, "I? The first time I saw it clearly, I was so beautiful."
Ji Xuanyi has heard many people praise her for her eyes, and her words and sentences are gorgeous and exaggerated. Her ordinary and straightforward words are the most ironic.
He bent his lips and analyzed rationally: "We were too young at that time, and we were ignorant of the concept of mixed race, and subconsciously regarded differences as heterogeneous."
He imagined another possibility: "Maybe they listened to adults? They praised my appearance, my eyes, and they were jealous. Children's jealousy should not be underestimated, it is terrible."
Su Jia's heart was sour. He never thought that such a handsome face, which could be said to be the work of Nuwa's graduation project, would become a sharp thorn in his childhood.
During this long night, Ji Xuanyi talked a lot: "I? I told you before that I liked to draw when I was young. The paintings are similar to those displayed in the studio, without specific images. There are no regular lines, and you can draw whatever you want.
"One day, our parents were invited to a reception, and we were the only children left at home. They ran to my house and saw me painting in the garden. The kitchen prepared snacks and snatched my painting.
"I like that painting very much. I think it is my best painting, so I chased after them, trying to get it back. After chasing, I went out of my yard and came to a child. home."
Su Jia's eyelashes blinked slowly, inexplicably feeling a little nervous, with a bad premonition.
Ji Xuanyi calmly narrated: "At that time, I was too weak and weak, and they had too many people, so they locked me up.
"They laughed at me for not being able to understand the painting. It was an ugly thing. I tore it up and sprinkled it on my head. I was angry and wanted to fight them, but they couldn't fight at all. They withdrew and locked the room. , a completely dark room."
At the end of the conversation, Su Jia rarely caught his slight trembling.
She couldn't believe that this was part of Ji Xuanyi's past, and she didn't dare to think about how sad and frightened he felt when he was alone in a dark room after being sharply denied his love.
Su Jia turned around abruptly, hugged him with her backhand, and said uncomfortably, "They are bad boys."
"They are really bad, and they are very good at playing tricks on people." Ji Xuanyi recalled, "They deliberately told ghost stories outside and played the horror sound effects of ghost movies. I was so scared that I hugged and turned into shredded paper. painting, curled up in a corner."
Su Jia instantly understood. He is not afraid of the dark or ghosts, but the superposition of the two.
In the movie theater, I happened to have both.
Ji Xuanyi said: "I was locked up by them for several hours. My parents found me when they came home and vented their anger on me. Those children were severely punished by their parents, but since then , I have a psychological shadow of darkness and ghost movies, and I will never draw in front of other people anymore."
Su Jia clung to him, feeling bitter.
She suspects that his sequelae are not limited to sleeping with the lights on and drawing pictures. He hangs around places at night and is often paralyzed by alcohol all night. Does it mean that he doesn't want to go home and face the lonely and thick darkness alone
I can't sleep with the lights off at night, and I don't like to sleep with the lights on, so I turn black and white upside down, wake up at night and go back to sleep in the morning.
"Later we moved because of this. I took time to exercise every day to make myself stronger. No one would mention this in front of me. When I grew up, I thought I I gradually got over it, before I went to the cinema with you, I didn't expect to have such a strong stress reaction." Ji Xuanyi said apologetically.
Su Jia desperately shook her head, she didn't care anymore, she didn't care anymore.
What's more, the truth behind it is so cruel.
Ji Xuanyi embraced her, pulled her out and smiled slightly: "Whenever I have a stress reaction, I always subconsciously approach the warmest existence."
So at the time? At the movie theater, he couldn't help? Get close to her.
Su Jia's eyes were moist, and the slender arms that hugged him were tightened as tightly as possible, trying to let this faint warmth expand and extend infinitely, spanning time and space, warming him to the man he was three months ago.
Warm to him twenty or ten years ago.
Ji Xuanyi, who had finished speaking the whole story, was indifferent, and ran his right hand along her long hair, calling in a low voice, "Jiajia."
Su Jia was so distressed that she almost choked up: "Yes."
Ji Xuanyi changed his tone, which was more formal and closer to her: "I'm sitting in this seat now, and many people are staring at me, trying to find my weakness and pull me off my horse. I can't have weaknesses. There is a weakness, this is a secret that only the closest and most trusted family members know."
Su Jia had mixed feelings for a while, and firmly promised: "I will keep it secret for you."
Ji Xuanyi patted her on the back, and when she slowed down, he told her softly, "You can talk to me if you have anything to say?"
In the dark package, Su Jia blinked dully.
She seemed to understand why Ji Xuanyi talked so much with her tonight, so deeply.
He is a good hand in business, so there must be contacts.
He has already shown enough sincerity.
but she...
Su Jia's lower lip was bitten again, and her hands unnaturally grabbed his pajamas.
Relax as much as possible, and tense as much as possible in this second.
The night covered Ji Xuanyi's silent sigh.
Suddenly, he pushed aside her messy bangs and kissed her forehead: "It's too late, go to bed."
Su Jia slept soundly this time, maybe it was the person next to her pillow? The breath was too warm and comfortable.
The rosy morning sun descends silently, rendering the clouds in the sky.
Su Jia opened her misty eyes and found herself lying in Ji Xuanyi's arms in the same posture as last night.
He didn't know when? He woke up, propped his head up with one hand, his sharp eyes fell on her face, and the corners of his lips raised: "Good morning."
"Good morning." Su Jia said unexpectedly, "Did you wake up so early?"
His whole morning is usually delivered to Duke Zhou.
Ji Xuanyi dragged his tongue and said with a smirk: "Is there someone? Accompanied me? Sleeping last night."
For so many years, it was rare for him to turn off the lights, get a solid sleep, and naturally wake up early.
Su Jia's face was hot, and she slandered him not only being bad at the bar last night, but every moment.
They just hugged and slept all night, and he said it in an interesting tone, as if they had done something inappropriate for children.
Su Jia glared at him, turned over and got out of bed.
The two of them were covered by a quilt, and she was furious, and the force of the quilt unconsciously increased, and Ji Xuanyi was not spared either.
He became half-covered, and he didn't care, his eyes followed her.
Su Jia was sitting by the bed looking for slippers, casually glanced sideways, and realized that he was unusual.
Under his pajama bottoms? Changing...
Su Jia took a tight breath, and quickly retracted her eyes. She couldn't get enough of the slippers that were far away, so she stumbled and shrank out of bed.
Ji Xuanyi's gaze was fixed on her for a moment, knowing what she saw, Diao'er Lang said, "It's always like this in the morning."
He lowered his eyes and glanced, and his tone changed to meaningful: "Oh no, today seems to be different."
Su Jia blushed with embarrassment, and threw the pillow on the side sofa at him with her backhand: "Shut up!"
Ji Xuanyi raised his hand to catch the pillow, and hugged it into his arms: "Jiajia provoked you, you have to get used to it."
Su Jia is used to being a ghost. She stepped on her slippers and ran away.
Ji Xuanyi lingered in the master bedroom for a long time. Su Jia changed his clothes, washed his skin and cleaned up, and then he came out slowly.
It is not easy for the two to get up early at the same time. The nanny and aunt who came to cook were surprised and sighed: "Mr. got up really early today."
Ji Xuanyi smiled lightly, and instructed: "By the way, auntie, when I clean the second bedroom later, move the supplies inside to my room."
Auntie answered yes, and went to clean up after breakfast.
Su Jia's eyes bulged: "Why did you move my things to your room?"
Ji Xuanyi replied naturally: "From now on, you will sleep with me when you come."
Su Jia flashed the exciting scene glimpsed earlier, and cast a negative vote: "I don't want it, last night was an accident."
Ji Xuanyi's brows and eyes curled up into a frivolous smile, and he said unreasonably, "I forgot to tell you last night, my bed, if you come to sleep once, there will be countless times."
Su Jia: "..."
She gritted her teeth: "Can you report the profiteers who traded forcibly?"
Ji Xuanyi returned a sly look of "It's not the first day you know me? I'm a profiteer", looked at her and said: "And Jiajia, what kind of bad habit do you have? Use me up in special occasions. , want to dump it later?"
Su Jia almost didn't bite his tongue, what kind of bullshit is he talking about!
Has she ever used him!
She muttered angrily: "I? That's not really used."
"What are you talking about?" Ji Xuanyi probably didn't hear clearly, so he leaned closer and asked.
Of course Su Jia wouldn't say it? The second time? She would have to face it.
"It's nothing." She lowered her head and insisted.
Ji Xuanyi tilted his upper body towards her again, his eyes were rippling and he smiled thinly, and he softened his unrestrained tone: "Anytime? I can really use it for you."
Su Jia:!