Green Plum Island

Chapter 23: so difficult

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"Long time no see." Jiao Wanyue just looked at Yankong Mountain and passed me.

Yankongshan squinted his eyes, and seemed to be surprised by such a coincidence.

"How will you be here?"

I stared at the top of Yankong Mountain without blinking, praying that the color I least wanted to see would never appear.

Fortunately, the mood value has only dropped a little, there is no pink or yellow, and the top of Jiao Wangyue's head also maintains a white value, it seems that the two have no possibility of rekindling their old love.

It's too exciting. I almost thought I had witnessed some bloody broken mirror.

I sighed secretly, I just wanted to find a place to lie down and stretch out my limbs for a while to calm my nerves that were too tense.

"I have been promoted recently, and the pressure is a bit high. I came here specially to prepare some medicines that can help you sleep peacefully."

A scorching gust of wind blew through her slightly curly hair, she raised her fingers and pressed them behind her ears, standing opposite Yankong Mountain, like an urban idol drama.

Yan Kongshan nodded and said, "Congratulations on your promotion."

Jiao Wangyue is not too young, but she is well maintained, looking at the appearance of at most thirty years old.

The years did not leave marks on her face, but instead gave her a unique charm of the elderly.

"Are you married?" When someone asks this, it will make people feel rude to some extent, but it seems to be just a casual concern for her to ask.

Yan Kongshan paused and said, "No."

"You should get married." Jiao Wangyue turned around, glanced at me, and turned to Yan Wanqiu, "She needs the guidance of female elders."

By this time, Yan Kongshan's expression could not hold back a little, revealing a little real "displeasure."

But his tone remained restrained: "Don't bother."

The top of the head is a huge canopy, and the loud cicadas are heard one after another between the branches.

Jiao Wangyue was carrying a leather bag of considerable capacity in her hand, her iron-grey coat was draped around her wrists, and she was wearing high heels and trousers.

"Then I wish you to find your other half as soon as possible." She felt Yankongshan's rejection, but her attitude remained the same, still gentle and tolerant, "The driver is still waiting for me, I will take a step first." Without saying goodbye, I strode forward.

Yankong Mountain stood there for a while, and then walked towards me and Yan Wanqiu as if ignoring this episode completely.

"Come on," he said. "It's almost time for an appointment."

Yan Wanqiu went into the consultation room to talk to the doctor, and Yan Kongshan and I were waiting on the bench outside.

I stared at the white wall opposite and a popular science painting on the wall, and suddenly asked, "You don't believe in love, is it because of her?"

The man next to me didn't speak for a long time. I turned around and looked at him, and found that the back of his head was against the wall, his eyes were slightly closed, and his breathing was slow, as if he was asleep.

All right.

I pouted, and just as I was about to look away, the man who thought he was asleep opened his mouth slowly.

"Half and half." Before I could ask, he added, "She and Ding Baizhou are one and a half."

"She is my senior, teacher, and guide. We used to have common ideals. I thought I was a part of her life, but in fact I was just a passer-by in her life." He opened his eyes, with a mocking expression on his lips. Laughing, "When there are differences of opinion and the reality is in front of us, love is always the first to be sacrificed. In this case, don't want it in the first place, you should be able to live better."

He didn't go into too much detail, and I can't make assumptions, but listen... should it be Jiao Wangyue who dumped him? Brutally, without leaving any room, he completely abandoned him.

"However, love is uncontrollable." This is also one of my troubles. "If it were controllable, there would be fewer idiots and haters in the world."

Yankongshan glanced at me and looked at me: "You are not young, so you feel quite deep."

I resisted the urge to sigh, followed his example, put the back of my head against the wall, closed my eyes and took a nap.

"well enough."

If possible, I don't want to like someone for the first time, the feeling is so deep.

After Yan Wanqiu finished the treatment, we had a light meal near the hospital. In the afternoon, Yankongshan sent me to my mother as agreed before.

My mother's newlywed house is not far from the hospital, it takes half an hour to drive there.

Yankong Mountain and Yan Wanqiu were waiting downstairs, while I went upstairs alone.

I also had a lot of guesses about what my mother wanted to give me, and even thought about whether she wanted to give me a big red envelope for living expenses, after all, she called me all the way.

As a result, when I entered the door, she greeted me to change my shoes, and happily took out the quilt from the guest room, saying that it was sent by her husband two days ago, and it was just for me to start school.

Made me go back and forth for four hours just to give me a quilt.

I want to say that my grandfather prepared all these for me, such as bedding, mosquito nets, toothbrushes and washbasins. My grandfather took care of everything, and even bought a drinking cup for me.

Moreover, the quilt was too thick and too large. The bed in the dormitory was only one meter wide, and the weather in September still required a fan, which was unusable.

"You can't buy such a good quilt on the island. You see, it's 100% goose down."

But when I met my mother's excited expression, I couldn't say anything more.

At least she was really happy to see me.

"Very good, thank you uncle for me." I took the quilt from her, not knowing what else to say.

Without more topics, the two quickly fell into an embarrassing blankness that was temporarily speechless.

It stands to reason that she gave me more time to be with me than my dad. After the divorce, I lived with her again. We shouldn't be like this. But the fact is, it's only been two months since we haven't seen each other, and we seem to have nothing to say.

"Mianmian, have you been doing well recently?" She seemed a little guilty when she asked this. I think it's because she has only called me three times in the past two months.

It is false to ask me to get the quilt, but it is true to mend the mother-child relationship.

"I like Qingmeiyu very much, and Grandpa treats me very well." I said, "You don't have to worry about me, I can take care of myself."

As soon as the words came out, the number on the top of my mother's head dropped sharply, and she looked more and more guilty.

"Well, do you want to stay and finish your meal? Mommy, will you buy your favorite roast duck and come back?"

In fact, I understand her. After being divorced for so many years, it was difficult to find a partner who could join hands for a lifetime. Of course, during the honeymoon period, all eyes were full of each other. How could there be room for others

I also don't think that I live in Qingmeiyu is a kind of "abandonment" of her to me, after all, it is really uncomfortable for me to live with her.

I shook my head and said, "My friend is still waiting for me, forget it, next time."

"Is that so..."

She looked sad.

I put the quilt at my feet and went up to give her a hug.

"I'm doing really well," I said. "Thank you for letting me live with Grandpa."

I've had a lot of fun these two months, happier than the past two years combined.

When I let go of her arms again, my mother's eyes were a little red, and her words were a little choked up.

"Then next time. When you start school, come over whenever you want. Mom will always welcome you."

I hummed, nodded with a smile, picked up the quilt and said goodbye to her.

Back at Qingmeiyu, it was almost time for dinner.

When I got off the bus in front of my house, Yankongshan stopped me and said that I was a little tired today and he wanted to rest early in the evening.

I was stunned for a few seconds before I realized that he was euphemistically telling me not to go to him at night, and I nodded again and again in embarrassment.

"Oh... well, I see."

Watching him drive the car into his courtyard, I thought a little lonely: Sure enough, Jiao Wangyue had a great influence on him.

I couldn't find Yankong Mountain at night, so I had to drive the little turtle king to find Sun Rui.

Behind her house is a large orchard. Dad Sun said that it was Sun Rui's turn to be on duty today, and he led me to the bamboo house on the mountain to find someone.

One side of the bamboo house is open, and it is placed on a high platform. You need to climb a three-meter-high bamboo ladder to go up. There is a big wolf dog tethered at the bottom.

When she found Sun Rui, she was lying on the mat and playing with her mobile phone with her legs crossed. When she saw me coming, she sat up and said, "Yu Mian, why are you here?"

I didn't inform her in advance, and I came, which surprised her.

"Any wine?" I asked her.

Looking at my face, she brought a bottle of clear liquid infused with green plums from the wine bottle built up in the corner.

"Do you want the green plum wine that my dad made?"

It doesn't matter, the wine that can be drunk is good wine.

I nodded randomly, grabbed the bottle of wine, unscrewed the cap, and poured three mouthfuls into my stomach.

"Hey! This is liquor, take it easy." Sun Rui was startled, sat cross-legged across from me, and handed over a pack of shredded squid, "What's wrong with you?"

I wiped my mouth and felt that the group of wine turned into fire, burning all the way to my stomach: "How are you and Wen Ying recently?"

"He seems to be quite interesting to me too." She put her hand on her cheek with a sweet look, "I feel like it will be done soon."

"It's good..." I was a little envious, "I feel like I'm about to lose my love."

The green plum wine and white wine are the keynote, and the degree is high, so it is easy to get on top. I just drank three sips, and now my head is swollen and my face is starting to heat up.

"Ah? Do you have someone you like?" Sun Rui was surprised, "Who is it?"

I held the bottle and rubbed the bottom of the bottle against the surface of the bamboo mat, suddenly I didn't want to hide it.

Sun Rui once said: "If only the second child is worth watching, but the work is poor, it is better to say 'chicken does not match' instead of being a waste of money." This kind of person. Tell her, she shouldn't think I'm disgusting, right

If I'm disgusted, I'm going to be suffocated.

Even if I look down on me in my heart, Sun Rui will always listen to what I have to say.

"Yankong Mountain." I whispered the name in my heart.

The air was quiet, and Sun Rui seemed to be instantly dumbfounded.

Exhaling hot air, I looked up at her.

Sun Rui frowned: "Are you so difficult from the beginning?"

I:"…"

Is this the point

She blinked, regained her senses, and almost jumped up.

"Oh my God, Yu Mian, do you like men?"

I saw that she didn't seem to show anything other than shock, and gradually she felt relieved.

"Yeah, I like men." I nodded heavily, "but he doesn't."

"No wonder you don't want to be my boyfriend..." Sun Rui whispered, patted her chest very loyally, "Don't worry, I will keep a secret for you!"

She listened to me ranting about my crush in the middle of the night, ate a whole bag of shredded squid, nodded in agreement from time to time, and persuaded me to look away.

"Men, there are so many, look for them again."

With a pestle of the wine bottle, I spoke with a big tongue: "No, I'll... just want him!"

In the middle of the night, I climbed down the bamboo hut top-heavy, clamoring to go home.

Sun Rui rushed down and stopped me, saying that it was too dangerous for me to go back alone, and he wanted to send me off.

I hugged the foot of the bamboo house and started crying for no reason.

"I don't want, you let me go home alone... I want to go home by myself..."

Sun Rui had no choice but to coax me in a soft voice, saying that I must go home by myself.

Finally, she called Dad Sun. The two drove two electric motorcycles, Dad Sun drove me, and Sun Rui drove one. The two escorted me home together.

After stopping the little turtle king in the courtyard, Sun Rui took out the key from my pocket and took me into the house before leaving.

Grandpa had already fallen asleep at this point, and the thunder in the sky could not wake him up.

I staggered upstairs and saw the window of the room was open. I quickly walked a few steps to the window, staring at the yard next door.

"so difficult…"

In fact, my thinking is very clear, but it seems that I can't control my words and deeds.

Alcohol intoxicates reason and takes over emotion that should be restrained.

I turned around and rushed down the stairs, opened the door all the way to the next yard, and rang the doorbell of Yankongshan's house in the middle of the night.

When Yankongshan came to open the door, I stood at the door and gave him a silly smile.

"Yumian?"

I threw myself into his arms, hugged his waist firmly, and whimpered, "Why don't you like me!"