The typhoon has finally come, but it still gives me the face of this new rain-stopping girl. The wind is neither sudden nor sudden, and I close the window, and I can hardly hear the sound outside.
Yankongshan should have fallen asleep by now.
I turned over in the dark and stared at the blurred outlines of the furniture in the room, feeling so bored that I couldn't sleep.
Is it too young to learn to smoke, or too young to fall in love with him? In the end I couldn't ask the exit. Intuition tells me not to ask, it is not good for me to ask.
He should know it, know that I like him.
What's wrong with recognizing him as someone else? It's the same thing as saying that I don't remember anything. It's a lie of the same level.
I must have called him by name, so the next day he asked me if I remembered what I said. And whether I remember it or not, he made up his mind as if nothing happened.
Just like I was afraid of being rejected by him and wanted to continue to be friends with him, so I pretended to not remember anything. Maybe he also wanted to maintain a superficial peace with me in order to be concerned about my feelings. Beat me in other ways.
I'm too young, my thinking is too naive, I'm not mature enough, I'm only eighteen... The more important reason is that he can't say it directly, but I think that's what it is - we are the same sex.
Just because he fucked me a few times doesn't mean he's gay. Fu Wei is still a fan of me, and he wants to fall in love with me without seeing him.
So, I was politely rejected...
I turned over again, buried my face in the pillow, and shouted out the anguish in my heart: "It's not my fault that I'm young! What's wrong with being young? I'm only eighteen years old! There are only ten times in my life. Eight years old!!"
No matter how unwilling I was, the sun rose as usual the next day.
After the typhoon, many leaves and petals fell on the street, and there were occasional small pools of water in the middle of the road, but as the temperature gradually rose, they would be evaporated before noon.
It's me who is more sympathetic than "tragically rejected", right
Silently killed.
At least I still have a "like" corpse to mourn after a failed confession. After a few years of looking back on the past, it's not a waste of time to like it, but I don't even have a "like" corpse.
What I like is to live miserably and die tragically.
"Yu Mian!" Sun Rui leaned against the cashier and waved her arms vigorously to greet me.
After the typhoon, everyone may have not recovered, the street seemed a little deserted, and there was no one in the store.
This was the first time we met after the drunken incident, and it seemed like it was a past life.
"Why are you here?" It was rare to have time to spare, so I went to the cashier to chat with Sun Rui and Wen Ying.
"Come and see my little Wenwen." Sun Rui put her elbows on the cashier counter, her hands on her chin, and she stared at Wen Ying with a sweet face.
I seem to see Wen Ying's mouth twitching unbearably.
"Don't call me Xiao Wenwen."
Sun Rui shyly glanced at him: "I just like your serious look."
I:"…"
Is Wen Ying really interested in her
Now I seriously doubt whether Sun Rui understands the meaning of the wrong text. No matter how these two people see it, it doesn't look like a good thing is coming.
I looked at the pink on Sun Rui's head, and then on Wen Ying's head. It was pure and white, just like their relationship.
At least Yankongshan has been rude to me. Wen Ying's state is like Bodhidharma's possession of Sun Rui, a female donor who has no evil thoughts at all. What kind of love is there
Sun Rui can't do it, she also said she wanted to teach me to chase men. I will teach her.
During the conversation, Sun Rui mentioned that he wanted to go hiking on the weekend, and asked Wen Ying and I if we were interested.
I wasn't actually interested, I couldn't stand Sun Rui kicking me from below, I could only laugh and say that I had this intention long ago, and she brought it up at the right time.
Wen Ying looked at the schedule and said that he happened to be free on Saturday.
"Saturday, then!" Sun Rui was very excited, "Let's go climb Yuanyang Mountain? There is a temple on the mountain, so I hope the marriage is very accurate."
Yuanyang Mountain is at the northernmost end of Qingmei Island. It is neither the highest nor the shortest, but because there is an effective marriage temple on the mountain, it has become the mountain with the most people on the upper reaches of the island.
After adding Xiao Tian to the bookstore, the shift arrangement was much easier. Wen Ying and I both took a break on Saturday. But this also means that Yan Kongshan has to take a class with Xiao Tian, and if Yan Wanqiu can't find someone to take care of him, he will spend a whole day in the bookstore lounge.
The little girl is very obedient and obedient, even if no one accompanies her, she can pass by sitting quietly on the sofa playing Rubik's cube and reading comics.
In the past, I might not have felt that way. But this month I have been in contact with Yan Wanqiu, I know that she is different from ordinary children. This "different" does not refer to her physical disability, but her IQ.
She's too smart and too precocious to be a five-year-old at all. She never achieves her goals by being noisy, she is very well-adjusted in what she does and speaks, and her insight is even more amazing.
It was as if... God took her legs and gave her extraordinary wisdom.
There is a word that I have always seen and heard in various media, but never used by anyone, but if Yan Wanqiu had to be defined, she should be a "genius".
She might grow up to be something quite remarkable.
But I can see other people's emotions, what's the fuss about a five-year-old girl being a genius
Yan Wanqiu is always full of infinite curiosity about new things, and her energy is also very strong. It is too pitiful to leave her in the stuffy lounge.
After thinking about it, I ran to Yankong Mountain to discuss whether I could take Yan Wanqiu to climb the mountain on Saturday.
"Climbing a mountain?" He bent down to clean up the gamepad on the ground, paused slightly when he heard the words, and looked over.
"It's not a very high mountain, and the altitude is only more than 200 meters. I will be optimistic about her. If she is tired and can't climb, I will carry her up."
Yankongshan thought about it and seemed to think it was a good idea.
"Then trouble you."
I pursed my lips and smiled shyly at him: "No trouble."
In fact, I still have a little bit of luck in my heart... a slight bit of luck. I hope that when this summer vacation is over, when I leave Qingmeiyu to go to school, he will allow me to express my "like" to him.
After getting the parents, Sun Rui and the others will of course not have any opinions. At nine o'clock on Saturday, Wen Ying drove a few of us to the door of the house one after another, and then the four of them went to Yuanyang Mountain together.
Just like going on an outing, Sun Rui bought a lot of snacks in large and small bags, and also brought a lot of fruit produced by herself.
"Being the son-in-law of my Sun family is really a good deal..." Climbing the mountain under his feet and carrying snacks on his shoulders, he didn't stop Sun Rui's mouth.
Naihe winked at the blind man, but Wen Ying didn't take it at all.
I sighed silently, and had no choice but to follow her words and ask, "Why?"
Sun Rui turned her head and gave me an approving look.
"Being the son-in-law of my Sun's family, he will not have to buy his own fruit for the rest of his life. Do you think it's worth it?"
I can hardly take it.
"That's a good deal, wow, it can save a lot of money." A childish voice sounded at the right time.
I looked down at Yan Wanqiu, she held my hand, just happened to look at me, and gave me a lovely smile.
Little genius.
I also gave her a tacit smile.
Climbing to the middle of the mountain, a suspension bridge with a rope and wooden structure of one meter wide appears in front of you. The length is only ten meters, and there is a rather fast river underneath.
Sun Rui and Wen Ying walked in front, I picked up Yan Wanqiu and followed behind.
"Does Sister Sun like Brother Wen Ying?" Yan Wanqiu asked me in a low voice.
"How do you know everything?"
"Because I'm very smart." Yan Wanqiu raised her face slightly, showing pride.
This sentence is about to become her mantra.
"Congratulations, you guessed it right. Can you tell whether Wen Yingxi likes Sun Rui or not?"
"Don't hate it."
"Oh?" I'm very interested in her answer. Does she see it better than me, who has a synaesthesia
"How can you agree to go climbing together?" Yan Wanqiu glanced at me helplessly, with a kind of "are you stupid?"
Sun Rui reached the center of the bridge and shouted to the right: "Wow, look, there is a waterfall over there, take a good look at it."
It may be that the typhoon has passed, the mountains are heavy with humidity, and the waterfall is also full of water.
Many people stopped on the bridge to take pictures, and the front and back were blocked, and there was no way to enter or retreat. Impatient tourists began to squeeze through the crowd from behind.
"Let's go, don't get in the way."
The suspension bridge shook slightly.
Yan Wanqiu tightly wrapped my arm: "Big brother, I can't swim." She looked at the clear water below and swallowed.
I just wanted to say, "Don't worry, I'll be fine, I will." As a result, my mouth opened, and I felt a sudden sense of weightlessness. As far as I could see, everyone fell into the water like dumplings.
The icy river water covered his chest and neck in an instant, choking his nose.
Everything happened so suddenly that I couldn't feel the cold at all, I just felt dazed.
The river is not very deep, about 1.8 meters. It is not a big problem for adults to put their feet up, but children are a little dangerous.
and many more…
I was slammed into an ice cave, my heart contracted violently, and my brain seemed to stop working.
What about geese late autumn
Where is the Yan Wanqiu who was still in my arms just now, hugging my neck
I floated on the water, eagerly scanning the chaotic river, and there was no Yan Wanqiu anywhere.
Sun Rui and Wen Ying also floated to the surface at this time. Sun Rui's water is good. Seeing someone who can't swim, he didn't want to lean over and put his hands through the man's armpits and lift his upper body out of the water.
"Qiuqiu... Qiuqiu is gone!" I called out to the two of them, and regardless of whether they heard or not, I took a deep breath and dived into the water again.
The sediment at the bottom of the river was stirred up by everyone, and the water became turbid, making it difficult to see things easily.
I held my breath until I had a dull pain in my chest, and until I really had to take a breath, I came to the surface and quickly took another breath to continue looking for Yan Wanqiu.
After doing this several times, the corners of my eyes suddenly swept to a quiet pink dress floating at the bottom of the water. I hurriedly paddled towards it, reached out and grabbed the skirt, and then touched Yan Wanqiu's prosthetic limb.
I held her to break the water, and Wen Ying also swam over at this time and carried her to the shore with me.
Yan Wanqiu lay motionless on the gravel, his body was soaked in the cold river water, and his face was pale without a trace of blood.
In a panic, I went to probe her breath and listened to her heartbeat.
The last desperate discovery, no, nothing, I... didn't hear anything.