The alarm clock rang, and I rolled over and accidentally kicked the swivel armchair beside my feet. It slid blindly for a short distance, as if it hit the desk again, and then there was a crisp sound and something shattered.
The drowsiness quickly subsided, and I rolled over and looked at the source of the sound.
The glass wind chimes were torn apart, and the death was tragic.
I hurriedly crawled over to it, wanted to touch it and then withdrew my hand. The whole person was both startled and frightened.
It's too sudden, it's gone at a young age, how can I explain to your father...
I shook out my phone from the quilt, opened the shopping app, and searched for the word "wind chimes", and pictures of various wind chimes quickly appeared below, which were dazzling and dazzling.
It took two minutes to scroll down, but I still couldn't find the one exactly like Yankong Mountain. My heart grew more and more sad, and my head grew bigger.
It's too bad, I can't even change the civet cat for the prince, what am I going to pay for Yankong Mountain
After breakfast, I waited outside the yard of Yankong Mountain full of worries. After waiting for about five minutes, Yankong Mountain came out late autumn with Yankong Mountain in his arms.
Although he is not very warm, he is not cold-faced, but always indifferent and seems very alienated. But fortunately, I was allowed to get in the car, and I didn't mention the wind chimes.
"Mianmian, I'm going to class today. If I can go to class, it means I'm in good health. Would you like to play with me tonight?" Yan Wanqiu asked me tentatively in the car.
I glanced at Yankong Mountain next to me and saw that he didn't respond. I thought he wouldn't mind, so I nodded to the little girl and agreed happily.
"Okay, I'll find you tonight."
Wen Ying and Xiao Tian showed 120,000 enthusiasm for my return to work. Especially Xiao Tian, who said that he hasn't rested for a week, and he can doze off while standing. Since I'm back, I'll have a day off tomorrow.
Neither of them asked me any questions about my unexcused absences. After all, I was not a regular employee at first, so I didn't record attendance if I didn't get paid. It's normal for me to come today and not tomorrow. Just when I was arranging the shelves with Xiao Tian, he asked me inadvertently, "Did those two little bastards bother you that day?"
I was a little surprised that he cared about my affairs, and even more surprised that he took the initiative to mention Fu Wei and Chen Anna. After thinking about it, it seemed that there was nothing he couldn't say, so he said, "The man came to my house to find me, and I drove him away."
The number on the top of his head turned red slightly, and he frowned: "He even found your house? Now the children are doing things like they have a problem. How do the adults in the family teach them?"
If he didn't teach him, his parents were busy with their own business, so how could they teach him, they were all self-taught.
Xiao Tiandao: "I just said why you didn't come for no reason, I thought you were arguing with the boss."
If it weren't for his normal expression and natural tone, I would have thought he was lying to me. Guessed too well.
To be honest, I'm a little surprised why Xiao Tian is angry with Fu Wei's behavior. According to my experience, if it is not close relatives and friends, it is difficult for ordinary people to feel the experience of ordinary friends, not to mention Xiao Tian and I are only ordinary colleagues who are not as good as ordinary friends.
The two of them were quickly arranging the shelves. I saw that I was almost finished, so I was about to go to the next shelf. Xiao Tian suddenly spoke again.
"I used to be a teacher," he said. "I have a boy like you among my students."
Xiao Tian is sloppy all day, and he is not very active in his work. I thought he used to be an idle person in the society. He grew up as an old man. I didn't expect him to be a gardener of the people.
"And then? What happened to him afterward?"
Following my question, Xiao Tian's mood value turned blue, and the number dropped to "56".
"I was bullied like you, and then I died. Jumped off the building."
This ending was beyond my expectations.
Without thinking, I said, "Do you think it's your fault?"
Xiao Tian was silent for a long time, and the number on his head changed to "50", which meant that his mood was very, very low. I'm a little regretful that I shouldn't have asked so directly.
"I didn't teach it well." He only said five words, then turned around and went to another shelf.
Who did you not teach? The student who jumped off the building, the bully, or both
No wonder he suddenly cared about me, I should have thought of his former student.
I consciously said something wrong, and I feel sorry for Xiao Tian, so I ordered a glass of iced green plum juice for him at noon.
"Have my share? Thank you." Xiao Tian smiled and took the drink.
"Why does Brother Tian have us?" Wen Ying asked in disbelief, "Yu Mian why do you treat me specially?"
I pushed the green plum juice in front of me to him: "Then I'll give you this cup."
I ordered green plum juice because I accidentally saw Xiao Tian drink it before, and I ordered two glasses because they were given away. Wen Ying doesn't like sour food, Yankong Mountain only drinks carbonated drinks, I remember all their preferences, so I don't need more.
"No, my teeth are sore." Sure enough, Wen Ying frowned in disgust, and returned the glass of green plum juice to me.
Plug in the straw, and the sweet and sour taste spreads in the mouth, reminding me of the mint lemonade last night.
Licking his lips, he secretly looked at Yankong Mountain. All the vegetables and rice in his fast food box have been eaten, and only half a bowl of soup is left. At this moment, while brushing his mobile phone, the other hand is holding the bowl of soup to drink.
The soup bowl was handed to his mouth, and he suddenly raised his eyes without warning, accurately catching my gaze.
I was shocked, and hurriedly bowed my head to eat.
I can't see his mood value at all now, and I don't even know how to get along with him.
When I had synaesthesia, I didn't like it very much. I thought it was tasteless and useless. Well, now the synaesthesia of Yankong Mountain has disappeared, and I feel as if I forgot to bring my textbook for the open-book test, and I am even more blind than before.
Even if I don't like it, I have been coexisting with this ability for eight years without knowing it, and the habit has long been formed, and even a dependence has been formed.
Give me a little more time and I should be able to get used to it.
I just don't know whether the disappearance of Yankongshan's mood value is temporary or permanent, and how it disappears.
Is it true that kissing the mouth can block the mood value
If you want to get the answer, you must try again, but this person is not easy to find, it can't be an elder, you have to make sure that you don't mind, and it's not very good to be the opposite sex... I have a narrow social circle, and there are really not many people to choose from.
Thinking about it, his eyes slowly turned to Wen Ying on the opposite side.
As if feeling something, Wen Ying shivered for no reason, rubbed his arms and looked up at the surroundings blankly.
"Strange, why do you suddenly feel a yin wind blowing?"
Xiao Tian sucked the green plum juice and fanned his hands in a bad way: "It's blue sky and daylight, don't talk nonsense."
I have been observing Wen Ying all afternoon, thinking about the possibility of finding him to experiment.
"Brother Tian, I'll go to the warehouse, and you can help me stand at the cashier."
Wen Ying walked to the warehouse, and I followed.
The door slowly closed, and I sneaked in sideways, silently.
Wen Ying, without realizing it, walked to a shelf and reached for a cardboard box above.
"Wen Ying." I called out to him.
"Mummy!" He retracted his hand like an electric shock, clutching his chest and looking over in horror, "Yu, Yu Mian? Why are you so scary?"
I looked at him brightly, took a step forward and held his shoulder: "Wen Ying, Sun Rui is my good brother, you are her boyfriend, and that is my good brother. I have something I want to ask my good brother to help me with. I'm so busy, I don't know if you'd like it or not."
Wen Ying's expression was quite indescribable: "Tell me about it, you can help me for sure."
I moved my eyes to his mouth, made a mental struggle, frowned and said with difficulty: "Let me kiss you."
Hearing this kind of request, Wen Ying froze completely, his eyes widened, and he looked like he was struck by a thunderbolt. The value that was frightened and turned black quickly turned green, then back to black, then back to green... and jumped between the two colors repeatedly.
The two of us looked at each other, unspeakable embarrassment spreading.
After a moment, he opened his lips, as if to say something, and I pushed him away before he could say anything.
"I'm sorry, you think I didn't say anything."
In a short period of time just now, I have completely rejected the feasibility of this experiment in my mind. I really can't get past this.
Although this matter is very necessary for research, it is meaningless to study it carefully, and the practicality is too poor, so let's forget it.
"Uh... I don't actually discriminate against gays, but, but I'm really heterosexual, and I... I already have a girlfriend." Wen Ying shivered, "I understand your kindness, but I really accept it. Not you, yes, sorry."
It's over, he thought I had a crush on him.
I waved at him and said, "You misunderstood, it was a truth or dare game project just now, and I have nothing against you."
"truth or Dare?"
I didn't blink: "Yeah, I asked me to choose a same-sex kiss, so I asked you for help, but I can't do it, it seems that I can only accept the punishment."
Wen Ying was relieved to hear that, patted his chest and said, "So that's what scares me to death."
He complained that I didn't make it clear to him first, and said that if there is any other need for help in the future, you can find him. I nodded again and again, saying that I must, thinking in my heart that I should call Sun Rui at night just in case. While greeting her, I also asked her to confirm that I like someone else, so Wen Ying felt more at ease.
The warehouse door opened and closed, Wen Ying took the cardboard box and went out. I sighed heavily at the shelf in front of me, and felt that I had really endured a lot at a young age.
The warehouse is connected to the back alley. I didn't pay attention to the conversation with Wen Ying before, but only now I found it half open. It seems that someone forgot to close it after going out.
I walked over, grabbed the handle and tried to close it, but when I looked up, I was frightened by the Yankong Mountain standing behind the door.
He was holding the doorknob and was about to come in. It looked like he had gone to the alley to smoke.
"Sorry, I didn't know you were outside." I let go of the doorknob, took a step back, and let him in.
He closed the door with his backhand and didn't respond to my message.
Without the synaesthesia, it's harder and harder to guess what he's thinking, and I don't even know what he's thinking now. Does he regret kissing me yesterday? Are you already starting to hate me? Otherwise, why are you so indifferent
When I saw him ignoring me, I was a little arrogant. I turned around and walked towards the warehouse door. Without taking two steps, someone grabbed my wrist from behind me.
That force pulled me back, and by the time I reacted, I was already pressed against the wall.
Yan Kongshan's tall body covered him and said, "Yu Mian, you always surprise me. I thought you were a good kid, but a good kid won't do things like you. What were you talking to Wen Ying just now?"
Although I can't see his mood, it can be seen from his slightly impatient words and deeds that most of him are unhappy now. It was the calm before the storm just now.
What kind of shit luck am I doing, why is it that Yankongshan hears something that shouldn't be heard every time like this
"Did you hear that?"
"I heard it." His voice was a little cold, "All."
I closed my eyes and struggled to the death: "...I was joking with him."
Yankongshan obviously didn't believe my nonsense, he squeezed my chin and forced me to look up at him: "When I was your age, although I was curious about those intimate behaviors, I never did anything like you. Why, yesterday After I tried it with me, I felt dissatisfied, so I want to return it for a replacement, right?"
He seemed to have completely misunderstood. What's worse, I can't explain this misunderstanding.
Kissing is no longer a sexual intimacy for me, it is a mysterious study of great importance to the brain.
If I were a medical student, my brain would be enough to give me SCI for the rest of my life.
"No," I was a little anxious, "I'm not dissatisfied. Yesterday I was talking nonsense. You can kiss as much as you want. I like it. I'm really joking with Wen Ying. I won't lie to you, you believe me."
He stared at me for a long time without speaking, his expression was still cold and hard, but the strength of his grip on my chin was relaxed a lot.
I felt that he was not so easy to calm down, so he continued: "I will be good. I have always been good. I will only try with you in the future. Don't be angry, okay?"