I was woken up by the heat.
When I opened my eyes, I found myself lying on my side, surrounded by a scorching human body. The other party's strong and powerful arms were lying across my waist, heavy, rising and falling with the breath.
I was at a loss for a moment, and then quickly recalled that I was in Yankongshan's room, on Yankongshan's bed, and the person behind me was... Yankongshan himself. When my mind woke up, I carefully touched the phone by the bedside, checked the time, and the alarm went off in three minutes.
Then let him hold him for another three minutes. I lay back in peace.
Maintaining the position of lying on my side, waiting for the three minutes to pass little by little, with nothing to do, I began to reminisce about the kiss last night.
That was the third kiss between me and Yankongshan. It may be located on the bed, and the surrounding environment is dark, so that this kiss has a reassuring color from the beginning, as if we should have such an exchange of lips and teeth at that time and place. The time and place are right and the three are in perfect harmony.
Darkness is really a good cover color, it can perfectly cover up all the greenness and confusion, so that I don't have to work hard to see his reaction and guess his mind. I just have to lie there and be kissed until I can't breathe.
Yankongshan's pajamas were too big, and without any special movements, it became a mess on its own. This time, without the annoying collar blocking it, his kiss fell further down.
If there is enough light, give me another mirror, and it will definitely reflect my flushed face and the appearance of being kissed out of my body.
I don't know when the pajamas fell, and the two men were sticking together, so close, no reaction could escape each other. When I felt something against my thigh, I just thought about it and realized what it was.
what a good gun...
As he moved, his palms slid in along the hem of the clothes, and rubbed my waist gently, with a little eager and scorching warmth.
Breathing heavily, I opened my eyes wide and stared at the dimly lit ceiling in front of me, feeling as if this was more than just a "kiss", it was about to involve knowledge that I didn't have.
It's over the top.
I grabbed the clothes on Yan Kongshan's shoulder with one hand and pressed the back of his head with the other. My intention was to stop him from continuing, but I was unable to say the words of refusal. Instead, it seemed like I was urging him to hurry up.
"Ashan..." He finally spit out his voice, but after calling his name, he was powerless, and his voice trembled so much that he couldn't say anything else.
But these two words are enough, Yan Kongshan's body was shocked when he heard the words, and the tip of his tongue stopped there. He raised his head, tore off the weak and feeble hand that was on the back of his head, and put it on his lips and kissed it lightly.
"What did you call me?"
The slippery feeling on the wrist made people want to withdraw their hands. Yankongshan's seemingly loose shackles exerted force in an instant, firmly restraining me, so that I could only rub with him.
The teeth bit the beating pulse lightly and not too hard, and there was a sense of horror in the intimacy of someone pinching the gate of life, and the breathing became more and more rapid, setting off more sensory stimulation.
"Ashan..." I called his name so fondly that I couldn't even figure out whether I was expressing love or begging for love.
Or maybe I'm just scared and calling this name gives me some strength to make me less scared.
The moment the sharp teeth were about to be embedded in the skin, they loosened, leaving a clear, somewhat sharp pain. Before the pain dissipated, Yankongshan covered it again and kissed my lips.
He was more arrogant than at the beginning, almost robbing me of my oxygen, as if he was trying to keep me out of breath.
At this point, I may have become a little stupid because of the lack of oxygen in my brain. I know that if I call "Ashan", I will be kissed weakly. He kissed helplessly.
If I didn't stop him, I had the illusion that he could kiss all night without stopping.
It's comfortable, but it doesn't feel good for the body.
"Ashan, you..." I finally got empty lips, I put my arms around Yan Kongshan's neck, and asked with a little panting, "Can you date me?"
All his movements stopped for a moment, and after a while, the hand that got into the hem of his clothes also came out.
The atmosphere cooled rapidly, just one sentence, the effect was comparable to a cold water bath, instantly quenching all the enthusiasm of Yankong Mountain.
After getting used to the darkness, it's not that I can't see at all. I can't see his facial features clearly, but I can see his outline clearly.
"Association?" He slowly straightened up, listening to the tone, he should be puzzled.
He doesn't understand why I want to be with him again when I'm fine.
I tried my best to make my chaotic brain work, and panted: "You, you can try to kiss me, why can't you try to date me?" I didn't even know I had the potential to be a swindler, "Even with me The relationship between us will not change. You don't like it, I don't like it anymore, you can break up. Then you continue to live your single life, and I continue to find my boyfriend..."
He hasn't let go of my wrist since he grabbed my wrist just now, and I don't know if he forgot that it was my hand, a human hand with flesh and blood, not some wood and steel bars. I was talking when he suddenly became heavier. He was so frightened that I almost thought my wrist was going to be broken by him.
"I'm sorry." Hearing my painful cry, he immediately released his strength, but he didn't let go completely. His fingers were still rubbing gently between his wrists, showing a bit of tenderness.
"You keep talking."
I pursed my lips, and became more cautious when I opened my mouth again: "Look, you have to try everything before you know if you like it or not. You also said before that you wouldn't try it with me, and you didn't want to be friends with me, but you kissed me. After that, I obviously liked it very much. Then, why don't you try dating me? Maybe you will like it after you try it."
As the old saying goes, practice brings true knowledge. If you don't do it, you never know what's waiting for you in the future.
Yankongshan seemed to be surrounded by my logic and didn't say anything for a while.
"But I was originally single and didn't need love, why should I try it with you?" But soon, he sorted out the clues and began to ask back.
The heat on my body faded little by little, my mind became clearer and clearer, I propped up my body a little, and planned to give him a good stroke.
"You won't lose anything if you try something new. If you fail, you're still single, and you can still dismiss love as rubbish in your life. But if you succeed, you can get a super good boyfriend. "I've never blown myself like this in my life, and if it wasn't for the cover of darkness, I would be embarrassed to say, "He's young, energetic, good-looking, and smart."
Yan Kongshan sneered when he heard this, and shook my hand gently: "He is still very reckless, he knows nothing about love, he is full of passion, but he does not know the cruelty of reality. I don't want him to start a love that is doomed to fail. , let him become like me, disappointed with feelings and can no longer trust others."
I was stunned for a while, always feeling that he was talking about me in the first half, and he was also talking about himself. He's failed, so he's being more cautious, which I can understand. But I'm not discouraged by that.
There are many things that need to be fought for.
"I'm not afraid, I'm willing to try." It's also worth the risk.
"You may fall very painfully." Yankongshan is like a considerate senior who wants to analyze all the risks for me. "If you don't try it, I will still reject you. What will you do then?"
I thought about it and said honestly: "Actually, it's not that I haven't been rejected. You think me too vulnerable."
Fu Wei rejected me at that time, so am I fine now
However, this may also have something to do with my not having the same thoughts towards him as I do towards Yankong Mountain.
Yan Kongshan paused, and when he spoke again, his tone was a little careless and procrastinated: "Oh, I forgot your little boyfriend..."
"Fu Wei is not my boyfriend." I corrected him with a frown.
He didn't speak again, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little subtle.
I held his hand with my backhand, inserted my fingers between his fingers, and whispered, "Try it with me, okay?"
Perhaps this is also the advantage of being young. It's only been a while, and I've already forgotten the sadness of being rejected by him. Just showing a little "maybe victory" dawn, I can do everything I can to create opportunities and create conditions for myself.
To pursue the one you love is to give everything you have and bet everything. If you have reservations and look ahead, how can you let the other party understand your intentions and feel your eagerness
Maybe I will fall miserably, maybe my blood only exists when I was young, but isn't it the moment to live forever? The future is so far away, just leave me troubled in the future.
"Ashan?" Seeing that he didn't respond, I gently pulled his hand.
He tightened his fingers, and after a while, he exhaled a long breath from his chest.
"You, what a troublesome little boy." He lay down, still holding my hand tightly, "...then try it."
Did I hear it right? He said, he said he wanted to try it with me?
I couldn't believe that I really convinced him, and I felt an unreal feeling of drifting between the clouds and mist, and my feet couldn't touch the ground.
The dark night really gave people a great convenience, making all propositions that should have been extremely difficult to go unbelievably smooth.
I jumped on him and asked in a trembling voice, "You agree to fall in love with me?"
He held my waist and said with a smile: "Just try it. It's not the same as a formal relationship, right? It's like... an internship."
I pursed my lips, thinking he was being too literal.
"Then when will I be able to become a regular in the internship?"
Yankongshan was silent for a while, and seemed to be thinking seriously.
"Well...it's time for you to start school."
It didn't take long, even half a month.
"Okay, then when I start school."
Lying back on my half of the bed, I don't know if I have the status of an intern boyfriend, and I feel a little more confident about Yankongshan's actions. Grabbing to the side in the dark, grabbed his hand and didn't let it go.
Thinking that the kiss just stopped halfway through, I turned my head and asked him, "Are you still kissing?"
He seemed to be about to go to sleep, squeezed my fingertips, and said in a slow voice, "Go to sleep."
I obediently closed my eyes, and then I couldn't fall asleep. I couldn't sleep at all. I don't know how long it took, and my body was exhausted. I turned around, faced Yankong Mountain, arched into his arms, found a comfortable position, and finally fell asleep peacefully.
"Di Di Di! Di Di Di!"
Three minutes passed in a blink of an eye, and the man behind him woke up leisurely, his arms moved, and moved away from my waist.
Then the bed sank slightly, and Yankongshan sat up.
I was a little nervous, and unknowingly clenched the thin quilt in front of me, turned around a little stiffly and greeted the sleepy-eyed man.
"Morning..."
The one that responded to me was a kiss pressed down directly on the corner of my lips.
"Morning, little boyfriend." His voice had a hoarse, vague smile.
I was caught off guard by his kiss, and while my heart was shaking, I couldn't help but want to complain - my boyfriend is just a boyfriend, why add the word "small"