The construction of the old house is coming to an end, and when Yan comes back in late autumn, I will live in my own home, and then I will say goodbye to this island in a few days.
I feel anxious, about reporting, about separation, and about turning positive.
The deadline is imminent, but Yan Kongshan never talks about relevant topics, so it is impossible to guess whether he is satisfied or not.
Judging from his appearance, he should be satisfied, otherwise he wouldn't kiss me every day, but not seeing the mood value makes me very unsure, for fear of misunderstanding.
Hey, I should have held back yesterday and not kissed me, so that I can at least see what he thinks about me.
Or...would you not kiss today
After taking a shower, my hair was half dry. When I came out, I saw that Yankong Mountain was not in the room, and I couldn't find it anywhere on the second floor.
I had a hunch that he might be smoking outside and looking for him in his slippers, but to my surprise, he was not smoking, he was sorting out Yan Wanqiu's photo album.
He sat cross-legged on the large carpet, surrounded by several albums of various sizes. I leaned over and took a look. There was Yan Wanqiu who put on a prosthetic limb to walk, and she didn't know what she was eating, and her face was covered in sauce... Although it was Yan Wanqiu, the photographer could still be seen. A lot of love for her.
Yankongshan is probably more anxious than me at this moment.
I raised my head and glanced at Yankong Mountain. He focused on flipping through the photo albums under him, looking at each one carefully.
"You said, will she just not come back like this?" His fingertips rested on a photo of the two of them.
It seems to be a photo taken by Yan Wanqiu. The face in the lens fills the picture. The little girl smiles brightly, while Yan Kongshan just looks at the camera with a little helplessness, but her eyes are full of smiles. concentrated.
"No, Qiuqiu is not that kind of child." Although it's good to know him better, to know that he is not invincible, and to know that he also has a vulnerable side, I don't want to see him continue to be sad.
I closed the album, put it aside, and then shoved the game controller into Yankongshan's hand.
"Shall we play games?"
Yankongshan looked down at the handle, then looked at me again, but did not refuse.
"it is good…"
I clicked on Mario and played with him. He was very quiet the whole time. Although his body was here, his soul was already wandering out of the sky. It seemed that I was a little noisy.
Mario this game, if two people play, one person controls the plumber, the other person is his hat. The hat cannot control the direction, and can only fly out and fly back to attack and possess. Theoretically speaking, the person playing the hat can go out and come back by pressing the same key in a row.
Yankongshan is doing such a brainless output.
"Look, I jumped over..." I looked back happily, Yan Kong Shan Mumu was staring at the TV screen and didn't listen to me at all.
I pursed my lips, played the game silently for a while, took advantage of the gap between map changes, went to see him again, and couldn't help but said, "Ashan, we won't be able to meet for a long time after school starts."
Yankongshan heard it this time, but only faintly "um".
The transition ended quickly and I refocused on the game, but the conversation didn't end there.
"Then do you miss me?" When I asked this sentence, my face became a little hot, and I uncontrollably swept the end of my eyes to the Yankong Mountain beside me, wondering what his reaction would be after hearing this sentence.
But it was very different from what I imagined. Yankongshan didn't react much when he heard the words. He was still staring at the big screen in front of him.
"You have to get used to the separation," he said.
I was taken aback, Mario died accidentally because of my sudden stop on the TV, I quickly got up, dodged the mobs and moved on.
"This separation?"
"You are a diplomat. You will go to more places and meet more people in the future. This is just your starting point." Yes, people and things in the world are nothing but a drag on him."
I don't know if he realizes it himself, but he's saying this as if he's completely cutting himself out of my future - I'm always leaving, and everything here, including him, is just something I've left behind .
Does he think that I am young and frivolous, want to play a summer passion with him, and have no long-term plans with him? When school starts, I'm going to forget about him and devote myself to the wonderful university life, and no one will be found again... Does he think so
I always thought the internship was an opportunity he gave me, but now it seems more like his way of coaxing me. I was mesmerized by his sugar-coated cannonballs from the start.
Like my dad, he felt that if I left, he would never come back.
No wonder he kept kissing me at most and never touched me too much. Clearly a ferocious carnivorous pie, but when it came to me, I couldn't say anything.
Liars, they all lied to me.
He still does not believe in love, nor does he believe in me.
Mario collided with the mobs one after another, and his three lives were lost, and he died miserably. I put down the controller, and I have no mood to continue playing.
"I'm a little tired, I'm going to bed first." I got up and walked upstairs.
I don't know how Yankongshan reacted behind me, and he didn't stop me either.
Since Fu Wei located me through the content I posted on social platforms, I haven't posted for a while. At this moment, my mood is a bit complicated. I clicked on the APP and posted a message after a long time.
[The person he likes promised to give me a try, and he also kissed me, but he didn't want to be with me for a long time, thinking that I would leave him one day, what should I do? 】
Even if Fu Wei sees it, it doesn't matter. If he dares to come to me, I will beat him.
After playing for a while, I looked at the comments on my mobile phone, and the comments exploded directly.
Netizen A: Mianzai, you finally appeared! We are so worried about you!
Netizen B: I thought something happened to you, but you just went for a relationship? Shixian's Doubt.jpg
User C: Wait! ! "he"? ? Um? ? ! ! What did I miss?
Netizen D: I almost thought I got into some sexual emotional bot...
Netizen E: Sleeping clothes.
Netizen F: Dear, here is a suggestion to give your other half a sense of security. You can take the initiative, communicate more, and be patient.
Netizen G: Are the sleeping clothes upstairs the devil? Cotton is still a child!
After reading more than 100 comments, they said everything, and most of them were shocked by that "him".
At this time, footsteps suddenly came from the stairs, and I hurriedly put down my phone and turned my back to the door to pretend to sleep. After a while, someone walked in gently, and then the wardrobe door was opened, and Yankongshan probably took a change of clothes and went out again soon.
The room returned to silence, I looked back, the door was half open, and the sound of water came from the direction of the bathroom. Obviously, Yankongshan is taking a bath.
I sat up from the bed, thought for a moment, crept over, stood for two minutes in front of the glass door with warm yellow light, gritted my teeth, and opened the door very gently.
The sound of water concealed the movement of the door, and Yankongshan turned his back to the door, unaware of my arrival.
The glass in the shower is covered with water droplets, like a natural mosaic, and the dim light makes it difficult to see what is going on.
I clenched the hem of my clothes tightly, and seemed calm on the surface, but there was already a storm in my mind.
Isn't it bad to break in like this
But I am his boyfriend, what am I afraid of
The internship period is coming to an end, how can I turn into a regular if I don't do something
Does this count as a trick
Hey, what about young people, can it be called "sinky tricks"
I closed my eyes, discarded those messy thoughts, quickly opened the shower door and squeezed in.
Yankongshan turned back suddenly and was startled by me.
He wiped the water off his face, looked at me, and said in surprise, "Yu Mian?"
The warm water hit the skin, causing a bit of itching.
I almost dared not look him in the eye, but when I lowered my head... I resisted the urge to swallow, and a lyric reverberated in my mind—the sleeping dragon opened its eyes.
I turned my eyes to the side, and didn't dare to look directly.
The water kept falling, splashing, and soon wetting my face and hair, as well as my pants.
"Yu Mian, come in and do..."
I didn't wait for him to finish, I stepped forward and hugged him.
The momentum was a bit strong, and he was knocked back a few steps, his back directly against the tile.
I want to tell him that I'm not a child anymore, and I can't be coaxed.
This is not a moment of passion, young and ignorant. Being young is something I can't change, but being young doesn't mean that my "likes" are worse than others'.
There was only the sound of water in my ears, but I never spoke.
I was thinking of not kissing today, but it still doesn't seem to work...
From the shoulders, soft kisses all the way down to the neck, as he once did to me.
My learning ability is not bad, I can grasp the essentials very well, and he will be short of breath after a while.
"Yu Mian, you go out first, you're all wet..." I bit on his Adam's apple, he groaned, and tightened his hands around my waist.
Clothes are wet and clinging to the body, which is really uncomfortable. But it doesn't matter, everyone won't care about that in a while.
I stood on tiptoe a little, put my hands on his shoulders, leaned over and kissed him.
The hands on my waist tightened again and again, not to push me away.
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(Weibo of the author of the guide)