The next day is the registration day, and it is also the day when I am about to end my internship and usher in a normal day.
I've been trying to recreate the mood at the top of Yankong Mountain, but I couldn't bear to not kiss him for 24 hours.
In ancient times, I would definitely become a foolish monarch like Zhou Youwang, willing to do anything ridiculous for the sake of Bomei's smile.
Before I left Qingmeiyu, Dabai and Erbai were caught in the bookstore and started a new life. Wen Ying said that they are very popular with customers in the store, especially the girls. Take out the phone and take a frantic shot, and kiss and hold it high.
I feel that the two little white cats will become the store signs of the bookstore in the future.
When the luggage was finally closed, I checked the contents of the suitcase again. It is said that if the mobile phone is to be confiscated during the military training, it is necessary to bring some extra spiritual food. After thinking about it, I brought two books from Yankongshan to me.
After dinner, I went to Yankongshan's house as usual. Yan Wanqiu knew that I was going to leave tomorrow, so she was very disappointed. She was crying while playing the game, hugging me and refusing to let go.
No matter how precocious she is, she is only five years old after all, and cannot handle such a separation very well.
I can only promise her that I will come back to see her every week in the future, and I will call her when I have time. Only then did the melancholy blue on her head disappear.
When the little girl was tired from crying, she said that her eyes were sore and she wanted to sleep. Yankongshan carried her up, and came down in five minutes.
It's still early, it's not even ten o'clock, and I can stay for a while.
"Do you still want Coke?" Yankongshan opened the refrigerator and asked me.
I had already drank a can, and my stomach was a little swollen, so I asked him if he had ice cream. He opened the freezer and rummaged through it, threw me a saltwater popsicle, grabbed a can of cold beer himself, sat on the sofa and turned the TV to the ball game.
I tore off the wrapping paper and bit the popsicle, watched the football for a while, then turned back to see Yankong Mountain.
He sat on the sofa with a golden knife and stared at the TV screen. Suddenly, he felt that I was looking at him, and the cold beer was raised to his lips, and his eyes were projected.
"Look at what?"
I lay down on the coffee table and reminded him, "I'm leaving tomorrow."
He watched me for a while, then watched TV again, raised his head and took a sip of cold beer, like an old DVD with out-of-sync voices, before he slowly said "um" for a long time.
I bit off the popsicle and said dissatisfiedly, "Don't you have anything to tell me?"
He watched the game intently and replied, "Be careful."
I:"…"
I bit my lip and sat down beside him with a popsicle.
The game was heated up, and the commentator was impassioned. Seeing that he was about to score a goal, he was saved by the goalkeeper halfway, and the two sides fell into a stalemate again.
"Can I become a regular?" I don't care about the game, I only care about whether I can continue to use it after my internship period.
Yan Kongshan didn't answer immediately, put the beer in his hand on the coffee table, and fell into a disturbing silence.
"I shouldn't have agreed in the first place." After a while, he suddenly spoke.
I was stunned, and I couldn't help but think in a bad direction.
"I don't like long distance relationships..."
The popsicle melted, and the slightly sticky water fell into my fingers. I didn't care to deal with it, and hurried to fight for myself.
"I can accompany you in the winter and summer vacations in the future!"
Yankongshan paused, his eyes dropped, he took the half-melted saltwater popsicle from my hand and put it on his cold beer.
"I don't like lovers younger than me either..."
"I will try to be mature!"
He pulled out a tissue, lowered his head and wiped my fingers clean one by one.
"Do you like me that much?"
The game was very lively, and the cheers and cheers were continuous, but my heart was like a poor team that lost a key goal after advancing to the final. The wind and rain are indescribable.
After waiting for eighteen years, if possible, I would like to like it a little easier and smoother, but there are so many happy things in the world.
Before I met Yankongshan, I didn't even know the power of "like" could be so powerful. It is like a fascinating parasite, growing in the heart, occupying the whole heart unconsciously, and it is difficult to remove it from now on.
Whenever this "like" is responded, it will wave its cute tentacles to inject pleasant dopamine into me, stimulate my heart to beat more and more violently, supply it with more nutrients, and promote it to grow into a giant.
"Well, I like it. It's the first time I... like someone so much."
In terms of posture, I can only see Yankongshan's drooping eyelashes and the bridge of his nose. This information alone makes it difficult for me to tell what he was thinking at this time.
I don't even know if he is happy or angry.
"You like it more than Fu Wei?"
When I choked, I was caught off guard by the great waves from the sky. I don't understand why he would bring Fu Wei at such a time.
"I don't like Fu Wei, I only like you."
I had already let go of dealing with Wei, I neither liked him nor hated him, just treated him as a passerby. But now I feel how this person is so haunted, it's going to annoy him to death.
The corners of Yankongshan's lips curved slightly.
"I don't like long-distance love, and I don't like lovers younger than me. I shouldn't have promised you from the beginning..." He raised his eyes slightly, his tone was a little helpless and a little resigned, "But I didn't resist the temptation, so None of this is true.”
Like Cinderella's midnight bell, when the time comes, she is about to show her true form. It's time for Yankong Mountain. The mood value above his head reappeared in front of my eyes in the blink of an eye.
It has a heartwarming pink color that I have never seen on Yankong Mountain.
I was stunned, not knowing how to react.
My heart beats out of sequence because of this energetic powder. When longing for something for too long, it has become an obsession, and when this thing is suddenly placed in front of you, it will not produce any sense of reality.
I blinked to make sure I wasn't seeing a hallucination.
I've never thought pink looked so good.
There were violent cheers on the TV, and it seemed that which team was the first to score a goal. The commentator cheered with the audience, and the sound filled the eardrums. Yankongshan was also attracted by the sound and turned his head to look over.
He just told me halfway through, how could he be lured away by other things
I frowned in dissatisfaction and reached out to snap his face back.
"and then?"
Yankongshan seems to have amnesia: "Then?"
I was a little anxious: "It's just that you didn't resist the temptation and then what?"
He seemed to understand what I was talking about. He slowly came up to him, his voice carrying a sneering smile: "Then, I have to fall in love with a lover who is younger than me." in each other's lips.
That smear of extremely cute powder just glanced at it and disappeared again. It’s a pity, but I’ve already reached Consummation, and I’m asking for nothing.
The hands were sticky and sticky, and Yan Kongshan's face was filled with sweetness.
In the past, Yankongshan was more aggressive, but today it's uncharacteristically. Instead, he was kissed into the sofa by me.
I straddled him, and after an unknown amount of time, I straightened up, panted slightly and asked, "So I'm your boyfriend now, right? The formal kind?"
He adjusted his twisted posture, lay on his back on the sofa, and said with a smile, "Do you want me to issue you a certificate?"
I threw myself into his arms, and my whole body was filled with sudden sadness of parting. The thought of leaving him tomorrow, leaving my lover, filled my heart with reluctance.
"I don't want to go to school." I lay in his arms and muttered, "I'll work for you, so I won't report."
He smiled softly and stroked my back with a hand.
"Then didn't I become a Cowherd? I stole the goddess's feather clothes, and in the name of love, bound her selfishly by my side."
I never thought that one day I would be so attached to someone's arms. I really want to thank my mother for remarrying, and also thank my grandpa for letting me live with him.
There is also Qingmeiyu, and this summer, thanks to all the people and things that made Yankongshan and me meet.
I was completely immersed in the joy of being positive, and my heart was full of love for all things in the world, and I saw who was pleasing to the eye. Now, even if Fu Wei suddenly called me, I would tell him to put on some clothes and take good care of his body.
I whispered against Yankongshan's neck: "After today, we won't be able to see each other for a month, and I've only known you for two months."
After two weeks of military training, plus the 11th sabbatical, I can't come back for a whole month. Although Hongshi is not far from here, even a wall and a quilt would be superfluous for those in love, let alone a two-hour drive.
Yankongshan's hand stroking my back froze.
"So long? I thought it would only take two weeks..." He wrapped his arms around my body and tightened a little bit. He buried his face in my neck, spit out damp breath, "Forget it, you don't have to report. , I'll hide you."
So itchy.
I swallowed, my body shaking uncontrollably: "Where are you hiding?"
"The attic. I'll bring you meals every day." He said it falsely, cooperating with the movement of nibbling on my neck, like a dangerous beast waiting for an opportunity in the dark, devouring flesh .
In his spare time, he can also roll around and be as tame as a big cat, but as long as he enters the predation stage, no one can doubt his ferocity.
The cold beer cans on the coffee table were covered with condensed water droplets, and half of the saltwater popsicles turned into a pool of desolate white water.
When I got up from the sofa again, I was so soft that my knees were shaking in a trance.
Yankongshan had no choice but to let me lean on him, a pleasant tremor from his chest.
"Do you want me to take you back?"
Of course he was just joking, but I was still embarrassed.
"No need..." My ears were hot, and I forced myself to back away. Just as I was about to say goodbye, he kissed again, pestering me and refusing to let it go.
A strange smell spreads in my mouth. When I think about what it is and why it stays in the mouth of Yankong Mountain, my whole body will burn.
It shouldn't be like this, if Yan Wanqiu suddenly goes downstairs, I'm afraid it will become a shadow in my heart and Yan Kongshan's life. He doesn't know, I'm probably going to be atrophied.
I managed to break free from Yankongshan's kiss. I was afraid that I would really not be able to walk any longer, so I pushed him away, turned around and ran towards the door.
"I'm leaving, remember to miss me." As he ran, he waved goodbye to him.
The next morning, my dad drove to pick me up.
All the things I wanted to bring, big and small, were loaded into the car. Grandpa stood at the gate of the courtyard and watched me leave, his eyes were slightly red.
"You have to study hard, Grandpa is waiting for you to come back at Qingmeiyu."
I lay on the car window and watched him for a long time, and my eyes started to heat up.
"Grandpa, you have to take care of your health."
I stretched out my hand to him, and as soon as he grasped it, he didn't speak again, as if he was afraid that if he said one more word, tears would fall.
After holding it like this for a while, the car started slowly, and the hands that were holding each other had no choice but to loosen. Grandpa couldn't bear it any longer. He wiped the corner of his eye with the other hand, and turned his back, not wanting to let me see his sad appearance.
The speed of the car has not been fully raised, and the road is relatively narrow, so when passing by the gate of Yankong Mountain, it is also slow.
When the car was about to pass by, Yankongshan happened to open the door and saw me from a distance.
I put my hand to my lips and looked as if I was shouting to Grandpa, but I was actually saying to Yankongshan, "Wait for me to come back!"
He seemed to be smiling, too far away to see clearly.
The speed of the car gradually increased, and I sat back in the car, leaving this small island where I lived for more than two months with reluctance and nostalgia.