I adjusted my sitting position nervously, and said, "I didn't want to tell him, but he insisted on telling me. I was walking on the road, and he suddenly stopped me."
"He stopped you?" Yan Kongshan frowned upon hearing this, looking even more unhappy.
"You..." He was about to say something when the red light jumped and the car in front started to move. He had to look back to the front and follow the traffic flow slowly.
I don't know if he's mad at me now, but after a long time no seeing each other, it's too bad that Fu Wei is unhappy for that inexplicable person.
There's nothing else to do in the car, it's always okay to say something nice to coax him.
"Ashan, I'm so glad you can pick me up." Fingertips rubbed the mineral water bottle in his hand, glanced at his handsome profile, and at the mood on his head, "You don't know how excited I am, yesterday I almost slept."
He drove the car earnestly and didn't answer, but his mood value rose silently by two points along with my words.
When I saw it was effective, I continued to work hard and said, "I miss you so much every day. I think about you when I'm eating, when I'm in class, and when I'm sleeping..."
"Stay well in class." He's in a good mood to recover a little bit, and when he spoke again, there was a lazy smile in his voice.
Crisis lifted.
I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, sat up straight, and leaned back comfortably on the back of the chair: "The time other than class, I'll be thinking of you."
Vehicles traveled through the city without high-speed, and the traffic flow was dense, and the speed could not be accelerated. Stop and go, driving for a while, I don't know if there is an accident in front, but it is blocked.
A soft-style song was playing in the car, accompanied by the singing of the female singer, Yan Kongshan suddenly said: "Remember to stay away when you see that kid in the future, he has bad intentions for you."
Needless to say, "that boy" knew it was Fu Wei. It is definitely necessary to stay away. From the time he chased after the grandpa's house, I felt that he might have something wrong. But "with bad intentions"
"...you think he likes me?"
"I like you but don't dare to admit it, you coward." The traffic stopped completely, Yan Kongshan put the car in the P gear, ignored it for the time being, turned his head and hooked his finger at me.
If I felt something, I leaned my upper body slightly towards him.
He held my profile face with his broad hands, wiped my eyes with his thumb, and whispered softly, "But, fortunately, he's a coward." After that, he lowered his head slightly and kissed my lips.
The kiss after a month's absence, even if it is carried out in a small car, is enough to make people intoxicated and fascinated.
I have never been able to understand Fu Wei, why he likes me and is so afraid of me, but it turns out that he is just a coward. The only two times I saw him recently, he only had feelings of horror and sadness towards me, and it was estimated that he had completely lost his "fan". I just hope that he can completely stay away from my life in the future, and be a pair of strangers who have nothing to do with me. Forget the past and look to the future.
With both hands propped up in the middle of the two seats, as the kiss deepened, his arms began to tremble and his waist softened.
Suddenly, there was a harsh whistle sound from behind, and I woke up abruptly and stepped back. Yankongshan wanted to chase after him, but was blocked by my chest.
A large section had been vacated ahead, and traffic had resumed smooth.
"Let's go." I urged him hoarsely.
Yan Kongshan's face showed displeasure at being disturbed, but he still started the car obediently and followed.
After finally driving through the congested road, after driving for a while, he turned the front of the car, drove into a quiet road for no reason, and parked the car in a parking space on the side of the road.
"Speaking of which, I almost became a coward too." He unfastened his seat belt as he spoke, with a hint of happiness in his words, "Fortunately, you are a daring child."
Although it seemed strange, I followed along and unbuckled the seat belt, thinking he had something to do nearby.
I just didn't expect the seat belt buckle to pop open, and my right wrist was grabbed by the arm rushing out from the side and pulled over.
The hot and humid tongue slid into his mouth, knocking his lips and teeth apart.
The kiss just now obviously ended and Yan Kongshan was not very satisfied. Now park the car and find a corner where no one is there, but to continue the unfinished business.
In the past, when I watched film and television works, it was always difficult to understand the kiss scenes in them. What's the fun of two people sticking their tongues in and out of their mouths? Is this behavior really comfortable
Such doubts have always accompanied me in my adolescence, and now when I really experience it, I realize how perplexed I was in the past.
Sure enough, it's a boring problem that only children have.
It's certainly fun and comfortable. This is the only way to vent too much emotion and longing until there is no way to get closer. It is another form of physical union, an inevitable choice after emotional saturation.
If "pink" is the blood of love, then "kiss" is its loud voice. Either affectionately or exhausted, just to convey those strong and self-love to the world.
The temperature in the car was rising, and the strength of Yankongshan's grip on my wrist gradually increased.
Although we were in a confined space, the car would be noticed by passers-by at any time when the car was on the road, which made me unable to concentrate very well and was always a little nervous.
The breath of Yankong Mountain became heavier and heavier. Compared with the tenderness between lovers, his kiss is more like a beast that has been hungry for a month and has no meat to satisfy his cravings, because he is so coveted that his teeth are itchy. I was completely attracted by the "flesh" in front of me, and I didn't even notice when my mind wandered from time to time.
In fact, he was wrong about one thing. I'm not brave enough, I just like him too much.
As long as I like less, I may have given up when he rejected me for the first time, and it will not be today.
The lingering kiss fell on the neck, the teeth grinding the fragile skin.
Beasts can hear the blood running under their skin and smell their condensed fragrance. He nibbled at the skin on the side of my neck repeatedly, as if looking for a place for his mouth.
Although I could feel his extreme restraint, I was still bitten by the grinding force between his teeth, and I couldn't help but let out a gasping sound.
"Ashan..." I was a little scared, I struggled, and I wanted him to stop for a while, at least find a place that was concealed enough. He didn't want to make him hug the prey even more tightly, as if he had touched something very important.
From the corner of my eyes, I saw that a figure was coming towards this side. I tightly grasped the fabric on his back and reminded him in a dying breath: "Ashan, let me go first, someone is coming..."
"Um…"
Promise is promise, just don't let go.
I have some headaches. Yankongshan dragged my whole body towards him. At this moment, my posture was awkward, and I could barely stabilize my body by clinging to his back with one hand.
The hot breath spit out on the side of my neck, I shook uncontrollably, he retracted his sharp teeth, stopped biting me, just moved his lips back and forth, rubbing the skin.
The figure got closer and closer, and my body became more and more rigid.
Yankongshan suddenly came to a standstill, his arms wrapped around me tightly, and his breathing became heavier.
I didn't dare to move because I was afraid that he would start again.
The figure outside the car walked right by, not noticing us.
After a while, perhaps calming down, Yankongshan let go of me without warning, and quickly started the vehicle and drove off the road.
I tidied up my clothes, re-buckled my seatbelt, and felt the tingling little piece of skin on my neck. I didn't know what it was like being bitten by him. I pulled down the sun visor and looked in the mirror above.
There was no bleeding, but there was some redness, and tooth marks were still visible.
I looked at Yankong Mountain faintly, seriously suspecting that he had skin thirst.
He felt my gaze, drove the car, looked straight ahead and said, "Look at me again and I'm going to kiss you again."
The threats worked so well, I quickly averted my eyes from him.
"When is your birthday?" Yankongshan asked, "I heard you say it was in September or October, wouldn't it already be over?"
I was startled, wanted to turn my head, but held back.
"Not yet, it won't arrive until October 3rd."
That's why my mom had to keep me at her house in the first place, she wanted to celebrate my birthday. But I really don't think it's a good idea to sit around and blow candles with the couple.
"It's been a few days since then." After turning a corner, the car entered the high-speed smoothly, "Anything you want?"
"Yes." I scratched the edge of my fingernail unconsciously, which was a small gesture when I was anxious.
"What is it?"
I pursed my lips and said, "I hope you can stay by my side at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night."
Yankongshan's voice sounded after a while: "Just this?"
"Well, just this."
Back at Qingmeiyu, my grandpa was already waiting for me at home. Hearing the movement, he came out of the house immediately, gave me a big hug warmly, and even carried a suitcase for me.
How could I let him carry it, stop him from stepping into the yard quickly, and approaching the door of the house, only to remember that I haven't said goodbye to Yankongshan yet.
Looking back, the door of the car was half open, and Yan Kongshan was standing beside the car, watching me from a distance.
I waved at him: "I'll find you at night."
He smiled and sat back in the car. He didn't park the car next door, and looked in the direction to go to the bookstore.
"Xiaorui sent jackfruit yesterday, remember to send a message to thank him later." Grandpa took out a bowl of golden pulp from the refrigerator and brought it to me.
Picking up a piece and stuffing it into your mouth, the taste sweeter than honey instantly filled your mouth.
"Okay." I nodded vaguely, took out my phone, sent a message to Sun Rui to thank her, and wentssip about her and Wen Ying's current progress.
She sent an emoji that slowly exhaled a smoke ring, and her tone was full of self-satisfaction: "I don't even look at who I am, of course I eat it clean and don't leave any residue. Why is Wen Ying's tender head green? Possibly my opponent."
"Then you are amazing."
"Wait, your reaction, don't you have it yet?"
I just sent an emoji with wandering eyes, and didn't answer directly.
"Yu Mian, can you do it? Do you still want to pick auspicious days for this kind of thing? Stripped naked and raped him!"
I:"…"
Don't you need to pick? And most importantly...
"I can't beat him."
"Oh, then you can strip and let him rape you."
"…"
Does it have to be so intense? I am full of doubts about Sun Rui's words.
"Mianmian, is it fun to go to college?"
When the holiday comes, some people are on vacation, while others are still busy. During the seven-day National Day holiday, the bookstore is open as usual, and the staff schedule is no different from normal. It's just that the 3rd happened to be my birthday, and Yankongshan specially arranged a rest on that day to accompany me all day.
"It's fun." I took Yan Wanqiu up the escalator.
I rested, Yan Wanqiu also rested, and the responsibility of taking her fell to me. It's also boring to play games all the time, I propose to take her to play on Nampo Street. She had a soft spot for the children's playground last time, and said that she wanted to go, and I happened to have something to buy, so I took her to the hypermarket.
"Is it more fun than Qingmeiyu?"
I pondered for a moment: "It's different and fun, just like you go to kindergarten. Can you tell whether it's kindergarten fun or children's playground?"
She understood a little: "No, both are fun."
It may be the relationship during the holiday, the children's paradise has more people than the last time. As soon as Yan Wanqiu entered, he met a few familiar faces, and everyone hadn't forgotten each other, and soon they held hands and played together.
I found the mother of one of the little girls who played with Yan Wanqiu and asked her to help me take a look at the child for a while. The other party agreed very cheerfully, I thanked her, turned around and trotted into the store.
The thing I want to buy is actually quite easy to find, usually near the cashier, but it takes a lot of courage to pick it up.
Looking around like a thief, seeing that no one was paying attention to me, I grabbed a box and threw it at the cashier to pay for it.
The salesperson looked up at me. She was probably unconscious, but I quickly looked away in a guilty conscience, and my whole face became hot.
"89 yuan thank you."
Quickly paying with my phone, I grabbed the small pink box and tucked it all into my baggy pants pocket.
When I was young, I was very addicted to comics for a while. When I passed by the newsstand in front of the school, I would always buy a comic-related periodical and take it home.
In fact, my mother wouldn't even read it in the schoolbag, but people who smuggle "contraband" always have a mind of being careful and careful. I usually tuck the book into the waistband of my pants and hide it against the flesh. When you bring it into the room and want to take it out, it will lock the door.
You can't put half of the books in random places, just hide them under the pillow. You must lift the mattress. It's better for Simmons to lift it up and put it under it to feel at ease.
Now that I have grown up, I no longer need to hide comic books, I can read them openly, but this sneaky impression has been vividly lingering in my mind for a long time.
I didn't expect to experience this kind of sneakiness again.
I was a little worried under the pillow, there seemed to be a little danger in the cabinet, and the danger in the drawer was doubled... After turning around, I finally hid things in the old place that made me feel at ease - under the mattress.
"Mian Mian, it's time to eat!" The smell of rice wafted downstairs, and it was already dinner time.
"Come here!" I made the bed, stroked the folds on my head, looked back and checked again and again, and finally closed the door and walked downstairs.
After dinner, I watched a few episodes of the TV series with my grandpa. By eleven o'clock, my grandpa finally couldn't stand it and said he wanted to go back to the house to sleep. I pretended to say goodnight to him, went into the room and closed the door, jumped over to the bed and took out the small pink box.
I fixed my eyes on it, followed its packaging, and put it in my pocket.
After waiting by the door for ten minutes, I made sure my grandpa fell asleep, so I walked downstairs slowly, and when I got outside, I sprinted into the yard of Yankongshan's house.
Not long after the doorbell rang, Yankongshan came to open the door. When he saw me, he was amazed at how breathless I was running.
"It's only a few steps away, how did you run like this?"
He unconsciously pressed his wrist down and pressed his trousers pocket, knowing that it wouldn't fall out, but he was still afraid of being seen by him in advance.
"I'm afraid I won't be able to make it to twelve o'clock."
Yankongshan closed the door, touched my face casually, and walked to the kitchen.
"Want Sprite or Coke?" he asked, opening the refrigerator door.
"Cola."
There is a red leather box on the coffee table. Although it looks old, this brand is really famous. No matter what it contains, even a button, it must be ridiculously expensive.
Yan Kongshan quickly came out of the kitchen with a Coke, noticed my sight, put the Coke in front of me, and went to get the box.
"Although you said it's fine as long as you stay with you, I still prepared a gift." He sat beside me and slowly opened the leather box, which contained a fine steel chain watch, "This is my entrance exam. My sister gave it to me when I was in college. I haven't worn it since she died... Maybe it's a bit old, I hope you don't dislike it."
He handed the box to me, I took it in a daze, my heart pounding and I was speechless for a while.
Let's not talk about the value of this watch itself, such a commemorative thing, he actually said that he would give it to me
"Too, too precious..." I pushed it back, not daring to accept it.
"I wouldn't wear it with me either." Yan Kongshan didn't pick it up either.
I had no choice but to accept it, but I still felt it was precious. The most important thing is that he has already sent such a valuable thing, how can I ask him for something else later
The sword-shaped hands were approaching 12 o'clock in the middle of the night.
This watch is so precious that I feel blasphemous to even put a fingerprint on the dial.
"Thank you." Closing the lid, I carefully put it back on the coffee table.
"Actually, I still want a present..." His palms were sweaty and his mouth was dry. I opened the Coke and took a big gulp to calm the heat in my heart.
"What?" Yankongshan looked a little surprised.
"That's it..." He hesitated to say two words, but was interrupted by the alarm sound of the mobile phone.
I was already nervous, but when I was frightened by it, my heart jumped wildly, and even started to hiccups.
Yankongshan apologetically picked up the phone and tapped it twice, and the ringtone was interrupted immediately.
He waved his phone toward me, and the words "12:00" were prominently displayed on the screen.
"Happy birthday." He took the initiative to cut back to the previous topic, "What did you just say you wanted?"
I hiccup uncontrollably and close my lips, but my body still trembles from time to time because of the hiccups, so I can't speak at all.
How is this? The key is to drop the chain.
Biting my lip, I felt very frustrated inside. I glanced at Yankong Mountain, broke the jar, took out the small pink box from my trousers pocket and handed it over.
When Yankongshan saw what it was, his eyes widened slightly.
"you… "
I lowered my eyes and maintained the gesture of reaching out.
"I know... Hic know that you always think I'm young, but I, I also need time to grow up, can you... Hic teach me patiently?" If I were a shrimp, my whole body must be red now, "Help me …become an adult.”
I want a gift that is a gift from God of Love, a sign of growth, my beloved you.
I am attached to it, not because of desire itself.
Just because of you.
Yankongshan said nothing, and my hands began to tremble.
Shouldn't it really be time to pick the day? I thought that when my birthday was mentioned, Yankongshan would give me extra indulgence because I was a birthday star.
It's so miserable, my boyfriend thinks that I don't do it with me. I submit this title anonymously on the Internet, it will definitely be popular.
Worse yet...
"Hiccup!" I couldn't stop hiccupping!
Feeling extremely lost, thinking about whether to leave it like this, a big hand with well-defined joints suddenly appeared in the field of vision, and took the box of condoms.
"Wrong size."
I looked up in a daze, and there was no sign of "unwillingness" on Yan Kongshan's face. After casually throwing the box on the coffee table, he came over to kiss me without a single pause.
Although they were all kisses, I could clearly perceive the difference between this kiss and the previous ones—he seemed to be unable to hold back any longer and was going to eat me up.
Before things got too far out of control, I gave him one last bit of sanity and advised him: "Go to bed... ok?"
Yan Kongshan paused and took his hand out of my clothes, as if he also felt that the living room was not a suitable place.
Just as I was about to get up, the next moment, the world turned upside down, and my whole body was carried by Yankong Mountain.
An exclamation pressed in my throat, and I quickly covered my mouth, afraid of waking Yan Wanqiu up.
"It's said that the sound insulation here is very good, and Qiuqiu won't wake up." Yan Kongshan steadily climbed the stairs, and said comfort that was not comforting.
He was so powerful that he carried me into the house just like that. But being frightened by him, my hiccups got better.