Sunlight poured in through the gaps in the curtains and fell playfully on my eyelids. I woke up with a frown, still very sleepy. Just as I was about to turn over and go back to sleep, I felt the scorching body on my back, and the memories of last night came back.
I am an adult.
No wonder everyone likes to do this kind of thing, this is probably the happiness of 95...
It's fine at night when the light is dim, you can say anything and do everything, but when the sun comes out, you can see everything clearly, but it's awkward.
I pulled the quilt up and shrank down at the same time, trying to bury my whole body under the quilt. The Yankong Mountain behind me was disturbed by me, and there were some signs of waking up. The hand around my waist tightened a little bit, and my head kept rubbing against the back of my neck, and the hard hair poked me very itchy.
I ducked, trying to break free from Yankongshan's embrace, but he wouldn't let me.
"Where are you going?" He wrapped me in his arms, his tone slow, as if he wasn't fully awake yet.
His question reminded me.
"What time is it now?"
Yan Kongshan moved, released me a little, turned around to reach the alarm clock on the other side of the bedside table.
"Now..." He glanced, "it's eight o'clock."
eight o'clock...
"Eight o'clock?!" I jumped up from the bed, hurriedly picking up clothes from the ground to put on, "I'm going back, Grandpa doesn't know if he's awake or not, and it'll be miserable if he finds out."
Yan Kongshan leaned on the bed with his chin up and looked at me, his eyes swept up and down my body, and the broken hair fell in a messy way before his eyes, revealing a kind of lazy sexiness.
Although he didn't say a word, his eyes were so aggressive that it was hard to ignore.
What a waste of money you left me alone. He seemed to tell with his eyes that he wanted me to feel guilty and that I should not be cruel.
"I, I'm leaving..." I hurriedly retracted my eyes, not daring to look any further, and rushed out after packing my clothes.
Passing through the living room downstairs, I arrived at the door, thinking that I forgot something very important, so I went back and took the red leather box on the coffee table.
I looked outside the door for a while and saw that there was no movement in the room, so I carefully unlocked the door with the key.
Grandpa doesn't seem to be up yet.
I secretly rejoiced in my heart and went upstairs step by step, holding my breath as I twisted the doorknob of the room.
The door is about to open, and victory is at hand.
"Mianmian?" Grandpa's voice came from behind, with surprise, "Are you just coming back or are you going out?"
With a jolt, I turned back stiffly, and carried the leather case containing the watch behind me.
When I saw Grandpa standing in front of the door, I was stunned. Grandpa, he... Why is his mood value gone?
I rubbed my eyes, but I still didn't see anything above my grandpa's head.
What, the last time he kissed Yankongshan, his mood value was gone, and he didn't appear again after 24 hours. Sleeping with him this time, can't even see other people's? Is there a 24 hour cooldown this time? Or did my synesthesia just go away and never come back
What's wrong with this synaesthesia, Tong Zi Gong? Disappear as soon as you break your body
"Mianmian?" Grandpa waved at me.
I snapped back to my senses and said with a dry smile, "Ah... Grandpa, you got up so early. I, I just came back from a morning run outside."
Grandpa was even more surprised: "Are you so healthy now?"
"Yeah, let's start exercising now. I won't tell you, I'll go get some sleep." Without waiting for Grandpa to say anything, I dodged and hid in the room.
I have some experience with the sudden disappearance of my mood value, so I didn't panic this time.
He walked quickly to the window, and after a while, a passerby walking a dog slowly walked past the door. Like Grandpa, he also has no mood value on his head.
My synesthesia is really gone...
I can't tell what I feel, a little dazed, a little relaxed, and a little lonely, as if something important in life has been forcibly stripped away. It wasn't very painful, but the hole couldn't be filled for a while, so it seemed a little empty.
It came suddenly and left suddenly, like an absurd prank played by the creator on me, and like a psychedelic dream.
Now that the prank is over, the dream is awake, and it's time for me to return to the life of an ordinary person.
The disappearance of synesthesia did not bring me a lot of psychological pressure. I went to sleep when I lay down, and woke up in the afternoon. I didn't even eat lunch. I was so hungry that my chest was on my back. I felt the stairs and went downstairs to find something to eat. As a result, I saw Yan Wanqiu and Yankong Mountain on the sofa in the living room.
The two were watching a food documentary, Yan Wanqiu asked Yan Kongshan while sipping watermelon juice: "Ashan, have you ever eaten this? Is it delicious?"
"It's too sweet." Yankongshan looked up at the silk pineapple in the picture, and continued to lower his head to play with his mobile phone.
Yan Wanqiu said "Oh": "Then I should like it, I like sweet."
The air was filled with the aroma of food, and the figures of the grandfather and aunt in the kitchen were busy. There were a lot of cold dishes on the table, and a large ten-inch cake was placed in the center with the festive "Shou" on it.
I:"… "
If I guess correctly, everyone should be celebrating my birthday, right
"Mian Mian, are you awake?" Auntie came out of the kitchen carrying the dishes. "Are you hungry? Would you like something to eat?"
There is no mood value on the aunt's head. It feels so strange.
"A little." I touched my stomach and nodded.
"Then you eat some cold dishes first, and pamper your stomach." My aunt put down the plate of braised fish, turned around and entered the kitchen again.
I am really hungry and my legs are a little weak. I took a pair of chopsticks from the table, picked up a large piece of beef in sauce and stuffed it into my mouth. The delicious meat taste hit my taste buds, and I almost sighed. Just as he was about to aim for the next dish, he was suddenly pressed by a large warm hand around his waist.
I do not know when Yankongshan came to my side.
"Tired?"
I turned around and glanced quietly at Yan Wanqiu sitting on the sofa, and then at the kitchen. Seeing that no one was paying attention, I boldly kissed Yankong Mountain on the cheek.
"It's okay." It was still sore when I got home in the morning, but it was much better after a sleep.
"Did Grandpa find out?"
"I just happened to meet him getting up when I came back, but I said I went out for a morning run, so he shouldn't doubt it."
He sipped and smiled: "The kid is quite smart."
I just ate the meat and was praised by him again, and my whole mood was so good that I flew up.
"Anyway, it's your junior brother, so you must be smart." I'm not humble at all.
When the last dish was on the table, five people sat around, poured drinks, and the aunt gave orders, and everyone toasted.
Aunt: "Happy birthday to Mianmian!"
The rest of the people followed suit, and also sent their blessings to me: "Happy birthday to Mianmian!"
I thanked them one by one and clinked glasses with them. Even Yan Wanqiu, I bent over to have a light toast with her.
The table is full of dishes that I like to eat, and there are people around me who love me. In the nineteen years of my life, I have never felt that birthday is a special day, and I have not particularly looked forward to it. But it turns out that celebrating a birthday seriously is such a happy thing.
When I blew out the birthday candles, I made a wish. It wasn't an exaggerated wish. I just hoped that on every birthday in the future, my beloved people would gather by my side. I can see them and I can be with them.
After dinner, my aunt sat down and watched TV for a while. After playing until eight o'clock, she said she was going back.
"I'm going back to walk the dog."
The aunt waved her hand and left in a hurry.
After another half an hour, Yankongshan also got up to say goodbye.
Although Yan Wanqiu didn't want to leave, she had already started rubbing her eyes, and it was time for her to sleep.
When I sent them out, Yan Wanqiu was lying on the shoulders of Yankong Mountain, her eyes closed after so little effort.
Originally, it was enough to send it to the gate of the hospital, but when I got to the gate of the hospital, I was reluctant to go back, so I sent it off for a while. When they arrived at the gate of their courtyard, they still didn't want to go back, so they sent it to the gate of their room.
I saw each other like this, until Yan Kongshan sent Yan Wanqiu to the bed, I still didn't want to leave.
"Come tonight?" Yan Kongshan hugged me and kissed my forehead sticky.
The subtext of his words could not be more obvious, "are you coming tonight", which is roughly equivalent to "doing it tonight".
Although I wanted to nod my head in agreement, I really wanted to know if the synaesthesia would come back after 24 hours, plus I felt a little hollowed out in my body, so I gritted my teeth and refused.
Yankongshan swayed gently for a while, released me after a while, and sighed: "Then I'll take you back."
I touched his face and assured him: "Let me get some blood tonight, let's fight tomorrow."
He stared at me with a half-smiling smile: "You make it sound like that's the only thing in my mind."
When he said that, I'm not sure.
"... Don't do it?" Could it be that I misunderstood, he just wanted to chat with me under the quilt
He frowned slightly, a little speechless.
"Okay, if you don't leave again, be careful I will strip your clothes off." He pushed me around and ruffled my hair vigorously with one hand.
I took him back just now, and now he wants to take me back. It's not too much to send to send, this is probably the fun of "couples".
All the flowers in the yard have withered, but the leaves are still there, and a large piece of green is wrapped around the fence, which is particularly strong in the night.
Two faint fireflies hovered slowly and landed on the leaves of the rose. The fluorescent flashes flickered, attracting my attention.
It's already October, and there are still fireflies in Qingmeiyu.
"They're about to mate."
I turned my head back in shock: "You can see it?" It's so far away, if those two bugs don't glow, I don't even know where they are.
Yankongshan said with a smile: "I can't see it. But the fireflies glow to find the other half, otherwise the night is so dark, how do they know where each other is?"
It turns out that this is the case, then they are really working hard, looking for objects with the lights on.
When I walked to the gate of the courtyard, I stopped Yankong Mountain and said I would just go in by myself.
But none of us turned around for a while.
"Humans are so nice." I said suddenly with my hands behind my back.
"Where's the good?" Yan Kongshan had a smile in his eyes and asked for advice seriously.
I smiled and replied seriously: "Fortunately... the sea of people is vast, I don't need to shine to find you in the crowd."
"It's so dark at night, I don't have to worry about losing you."