My synesthesia really went away, completely, and nowhere, and 24 hours later, it still hasn't reappeared.
That's fine, so that I'm just like everyone else, and I don't have to see inexplicable values, let alone the emotions of others.
I once thought about whether I, who possessed this ability, would have great responsibilities, different from ordinary people, but I haven't used this ability to accomplish anything major for so many years. The only thing that seems to come in handy is in chasing Yankong Mountain. However, the contribution is also small, almost negligible.
From the side, it may also be explained that this ability is not very useful to me, but it can allow me to evolve from "seeing people's faces" to "specially knowing people's faces".
After 24 hours, I was sure that the mood value would not show up again. I also let go of myself, like a disciple in the middle of the night looking for a daughter's private meeting. I took advantage of the moonlight to open the lady's room, climbed into the bed and took advantage of the lady, eating dry. After wiping it off, he patted his butt and left without looking back.
Miss Piansheng loves me very much, no wonder I always come and go in a hurry, and she has to give me her keys.
"You gave me the key to the house now?" I was holding the key, feeling a little excited, even happier than receiving the big birthday red envelope my parents gave me.
"Don't want it?" Yan Kongshan stretched out his hand and gestured to withdraw, "Don't want to return it to me."
How could I let him take it back, quickly put the key behind him, and leaned his entire back against the wall.
Yankongshan did not stop bullying me, and squeezed me between him and the wall.
I had nowhere to go, so I hid the key more and more, and defended myself in a low voice: "I want it."
"If you could only choose one," he bent down, his lips not touching mine, "did you choose it or me?"
I thought about it: "Can I have both?"
"No. As I said, you can only choose one. Children, don't be greedy."
However, greed is the essence of children.
"Then I choose..."
I dawdled to open my mouth, and halfway through my words, I leaned over unexpectedly and hooked his neck and kissed him on the lips.
Yan Kongshan supported my lower back, smiled lowly, and quivered pleasantly from his chest.
Always make fun of me.
Before he made me dizzy with a kiss from the guest, I resisted his further moves in time.
He frowned, clearly dissatisfied with just trying. Just as I was about to take my hand away, I took a step faster than him, bit his lower lip, pushed him lightly, and quickly ran to the door.
"I choose this." I shook the key in my hand, turned and ran, not giving him a chance to catch me.
Happy days are always short, five days have passed in a blink of an eye, and the last two days of vacation are left.
Grandpa cooked sweet soup at night and asked me to send two bowls to the next door.
Carrying the tray, I found that I couldn't ring the doorbell, so I had to call the door outside with a loud voice.
After a while, the door opened, but behind the door was not Yankong Mountain, but a tall and thin man who was unfamiliar.
I was stunned, not knowing what to call him.
"You're right, I'm Ah Shan's friend, come in."
I nodded at him and went inside.
Yan Wanqiu was sitting on the ground playing a game, and was so focused that he didn't notice me coming. Yankongshan walked out of the kitchen with a cup of steaming tea, saw me, and introduced each other to me and the tall and thin man very casually.
"Ye Chen, my high school friend." He put down the teacup and pointed at me, "Yu Mian, I told you about it."
I put the tray on the coffee table, turned around and stretched out my hand towards Ye Chen, and politely said "hello".
Ye Chen looks ordinary and has a thin body. The only thing that stands out is that he is about the same height as Yankongshan.
"You're so tall..." I shook hands with him, and accidentally said what was in my heart.
Ye Chen smiled: "A Shan and I were both on the school basketball team in high school."
No wonder.
"Mianmian, what delicious food did you bring?" Yan Wanqiu finally finished her round and had time to take care of other things. She lay on the coffee table, carefully picked up a bowl of sweet soup and smelled it intoxicatedly, "It smells so good. Oh, is it for me to drink?"
I said, "I don't know. Grandpa said he would give it to the cutest little girl on Qingmei Island."
Yan Wanqiu picked up the spoon: "It's me."
"Wait." Yan Kongshan took the bowl and spoon from her hand and put it back in place, "Wash your hands first."
Yan Wanqiu pouted and looked troublesome, but she stood up and went to the bathroom obediently. Yankongshan might be afraid that she would not wash her hands properly, so she followed behind.
For a while, there were only me and Ye Chen left in the living room. For a stranger who has only known each other for a few minutes, this kind of solitude is a bit awkward.
I cleared my throat and tried my best to find a topic: "I'm sorry, I didn't know there were guests, so I only served two bowls of sweet soup."
Ye Chen hurriedly waved his hand: "It's alright, I'm full for dinner, and I can't eat it even if you give it to me."
Another moment of silence.
Ye Chen said: "Well, he told me everything about you and Ah Shan."
I was shocked, not sure what Ye Chen said was what I thought, just stared at him without saying a word.
He smiled and pointed to the watch I was wearing on my left hand.
"He told me that he found a very good boy and gave him the watch that my sister gave him. To be honest, I was shocked when I first heard it. You must know that the last time I saw him, he He also swore that he would be single for the rest of his life, but not only did he quickly get rid of the single, but he also succumbed when he said that."
I can't see the mood value, and I don't know what he thinks about me, but seeing that his attitude is quite friendly, I don't feel that he is here to ask for guilt.
"So... you don't trust him and want to inspect me?" I guessed.
Ye Chen smiled: "I'm just his friend, how can I manage so much? I'm just curious, just what kind of person can bend Yankong Mountain."
"Then you saw it, what do you think of me?"
Ye Chen glanced at the direction of the bathroom. As an old friend of Yankongshan for more than ten years, he really knew him very well.
"You are the exact opposite of the opposite sex type he likes, but when I see you, I understand why he likes you."
When he said this, I was a little curious: "Why?"
Ye Chen thought about it for a while, and his tone was mysterious and profound: "You have a similar temperament to this island. He likes Qingmeiyu, and of course he likes you too."
It was the first time I met someone who compared me to Qingmeiyu. What is the temperament of an island? Is it stable
Before I could ask any more questions, Yan Wanqiu over there had already washed his hands and ran over, and the conversation between Ye Chen and I was interrupted.
"Then I'll leave first, and I'll contact you if I have something to do." Ye Chen picked up the jacket on the sofa and walked out.
As the host of Yankong Mountain, it is natural to go out to see each other. In the living room, only Yan Wanqiu eats the sweet soup with relish.
Looking out from the window through the gauze curtain, Ye Chen did not leave immediately, but smoked a cigarette with Yankong Shan in the courtyard.
I can't tell you're talking about me.
"Mianmian, do you want to play games with me later?"
I looked back: "What are you playing? Mario?"
Yan Wanqiu shook his head: "No, Uncle Ye brought me a new game this time."
I thought Ye Chen bought her a new cassette, but after eating the sweet soup, she took out a cardboard box from the cabinet on the side, took out the contents, and saw that it was a box of Chinese chess.
The chessboard is solid wood, the pieces are three-dimensionally carved, the horse is the horse, the gun is the gun, and every piece is lifelike.
I:"… "
If it weren't for the chess pieces being a little interesting, I would have thought it was Grandpa's chessboard. Did Ye Chen give children such an exciting game
"Can you?" I classified the pieces into two beaches for her.
"Yes." Yan Wanqiu said.
"But I won't."
"I know, your brain is not good, let me teach you."
"... I've got a good brain."
Yan Wanqiu raised her head in surprise: "How are you? How are you?"
How good of course can not tell the truth.
My eyes wandered, and I said, "That's right, it's good to wake up one morning suddenly."
Yan Wanqiu nodded and continued to place the chess pieces.
"That's good, you'll be a healthy person from now on."
"… "
I've never been unhealthy before.
After sending Ye Chen off, Yan Kongshan returned to the house, still carrying a lingering smell of smoke.
Yan Wanqiu was teaching me how to play chess, and when Yan Kongshan came back, he entrusted this arduous task to him.
Yankongshan sat cross-legged beside me, eating sweet soup while directing me to face Yan Wanqiu. But it's all up to him, and I don't think it's interesting, so I forbid him to remind me that I have to go on my own.
In the end, of course, there are more losses and less wins, and the two games that were won by the few were the ones that Yan Wanqiu could not see and let me win.
At ten o'clock, Yan Wanqiu went upstairs to sleep contentedly, and I packed up the tray and prepared to go back.
"Did Ye Chen scare you? He is my best friend. I told him two days ago that I had a boyfriend. He was very curious and insisted on coming to see." Yan Kongshan hugged me from behind, Put me in his arms.
I tilted my head, let him bury his head in my neck, and touched his head with a backhand.
"No, he's very interesting, and he also said that I look like Qingmeiyu."
Yankongshan laughed: "What kind of metaphor is this."
I shrugged and said he didn't know, and I didn't even know.
"He said that you like Qingmeiyu, so you will like me too."
"Oh, that's what it meant."
I saw that he seemed to understand, and asked, "What do you mean?"
Yankongshan did not answer immediately, and sold it for a while.
I asked again, and he said slowly: "It means that you are the same as Qingmeiyu, you feel very comfortable. It is comfortable to get along with you, it is comfortable to talk to you, and it is also very comfortable to just look at you..." He paused. After a pause, he added, "However, wherever, it's comfortable."
When he said this, he said it into my ear, and the breath was blown into the ear canal. The blowing made my face hot, and I seriously doubted that there was something in his words.
But no, I've run out of stock, and I can't afford to do any more.
I closed my eyes, meditated on the Eight Honors and Eight Shames, and suppressed the heat in my body.
"Oh, that's it, I see, I'm going back."
I straightened up and was about to leave, but Yan Kongshan didn't tease me anymore, but didn't let go.
He hooked me into his arms again, and changed the conversation: "I will send you tomorrow."
Tomorrow is the last day of vacation and I have to go back to school in the evening.
"Just take me to the ferry terminal. It's too far to go to Hongshi. It takes you four hours to go back and forth."
There is a direct bus to the school at the ferry terminal. It is very convenient to get off the boat and walk two steps to the station.
He was silent.
I felt his loss, and his voice became softer and softer to reassure the insecure goose.
"I'll be back again next week, very soon. In more than two months, the winter vacation will come."
Yankongshan always maintained a posture without raising his head, and his voice seemed very dull.
"I really want to hide your feather clothes so that you can't go anywhere."
I was stunned for a while before I realized what he was saying. I felt a little sad and a little funny.
You never know how the heart in the other's chest will beat for you through the flesh.
Who would have thought that a person who is so cool on weekdays could be so clingy and childish in private
"Okay, hide it, take off my clothes and lock me in the attic."
Yankongshan hugged me tighter and said, "If you do that, you will cry."
So I don't do it because I don't want to do it, just because I'm afraid of crying? Although the point is not quite right, but…
"I won't cry."
He laughed: "Then what was in your eyes yesterday?"
"It's water." I said without changing my face, "The water comes out of the eyes themselves."
Yankongshan was obviously shocked by my answer, and raised his head to look at me helplessly.
We stared at each other for a moment, then burst into laughter.
After laughing enough, I pressed his forehead: "I will come back to you, I will definitely."
Yankongshan said "um".
"No matter how far you fly, I will wait for you to come back."
The next evening, Yankongshan drove me to the ferry terminal.
Grandpa stood in front of the courtyard as usual and waved goodbye to me. Before I got into the car, I suddenly heard a cat meowing. I followed the sound and saw Xiaohua came back.
Xiaohua lost a lot of weight, and one front foot seemed to be lame. I don't know what kind of adventure she went through.
"Yaoshou, you're finally back? Where have you been, and you don't even care about your own cub? Don't worry, Ah Huang has nursed your child for you, you can thank them when you have time!" Grandpa crossed his legs and bent over to talk to the little cat seriously.
Although he always complained that Xiaohua stole his salted fish, he was actually happier than anyone else when he saw that Xiaohua was fine.
"Mianmian, be careful on your way, I'll get Xiaohua some meat." Grandpa stood up straight and waved to me in a hurry, "Xiaohua, wait for me here first!"
"Grandpa, slow down, don't be in a hurry!" I shouted at his back, and I don't know if he heard or not.
I got into the car, but couldn't stop looking back. In the rear mirror, I saw Yan Wanqiu coming out of the house very soon, squatting in front of Xiaohua and looking at her, as if she was monitoring the other party for Grandpa.
"Dabai Erbai's mother is back?" Yankongshan asked.
Gradually, Yan Wanqiu and Xiaohua disappeared, so I had to withdraw my gaze.
"Yeah, I'm back, I feel like I've gone a long way."
Yankongshan did not guess where Xiaohua was going these days, nor did he sigh about what happened to him. Hearing that, he just said four words: "It's good to come back."
I leaned back on the chair and said with a sigh of relief, "Well, just come back."
It's enough to come back.
It only took more than half an hour to drive to the ferry terminal. I got off the car with my luggage, and Yankongshan also got off the car.
He patted my head and told me to be careful along the way.
I hugged him and quickly let go: "Remember to write to me."
He smiled and said yes.
For a split second, I had an illusion, as if I was back in the era when cars were slow and we could only convey love through letters.
"Go in." Yankongshan glanced at the ferry port.
There are still ten minutes to stop the ticket inspection, and no matter how much you want to give up, you can only separate.
I turned my head three times and carried my luggage into the ticket gate. Until I got on the boat, I could still see Yankongshan standing there and not leaving.
Find your seat and sit down, and soon the ferry will whistle and slowly leave the shore.
From this perspective, I can no longer see Yankong Mountain, but I always have a feeling that he is still looking over here, watching me leave.
I know that this relationship has only just begun, and there are still many unknowns waiting for us in the future.
This is not love in the traditional sense that the public can accept, and Yankongshan and I may have to suffer a lot of unimaginable resistance.
Life can't be all smooth sailing, and there are always times of loss and fatigue.
But it doesn't matter, I have a place to go back, a harbor to rest, and a green plum island that will always be waiting for me. I will not be afraid of the future, nor will I be afraid of the trials that life brings.
I know I will not be alone, I know there will always be someone with me.
Years go by, Qingmeiyu will always exist, and my love for him will be like the summer of Qingmeiyu, which will never fade.
The sea breeze was salty, blowing in through the cracks in the windows.
I moved my lips against my open palm, then clenched my fist firmly, stretched my empty hand out of the window, and loosened my fingers, as if throwing something out.
After doing all this, I sent a message to Yankong Mountain.
[I asked Haifeng to pass you a sentence, did it bring it?]
[Um.]
[What does it say?]
[It says, I love you.]
Finish
The author says:
This is the end of the story. The sideshow will be updated after I take a two-day break. It will be a plot with a relatively large time span. Thank you for your support over the past two months, love you =3=