Cheng Yujin started it late at night, and the lights in the main hall immediately turned on. Forsythia quickly ran out of the temple, and the clothes were too late to fasten, so she hurriedly shouted: "Go and call Granny Wen to come over, the small kitchen quickly boils the water, the princess is activated!"
This cry startled everyone in the East Palace. Then the ripples were passed on layer by layer, and the whole Forbidden City was lit up with small lights one by one palace after another, and the news spread to every corner of the palace in an instant.
The princess is about to give birth.
Cheng Yujin was in pain and almost lost consciousness. She woke up suddenly in the middle of the night with pain and felt something was wrong under her body. Knowing that the amniotic fluid had broken, she immediately called someone. Fortunately, Li Chengjing felt light, and she woke up as soon as she made a sound. After that, Cheng Yujin was moved to a special delivery room. There were so many figures shaking in front of her eyes that Cheng Yujin couldn't tell who was who.
She has been in pain for a long time, and having a baby is easy to say, because every woman has to go through it, so it doesn't seem to matter. But only those who have experienced it will know how painful it is.
In the end, Cheng Yujin was in a trance. She remembered that she started it in the middle of the night. Now, the sky outside is extraordinarily bright, and it seems that it is almost dawn. There were all kinds of shouts in Cheng Yujin's ears, some from mother-in-law and some from maids.
Cheng Yujin remembered that when she gave birth to a child in her previous life, it was difficult to give birth. This life is twins, it seems to be more difficult.
In a trance, she vaguely saw a vague figure. She couldn't see the other person's face clearly, but an inexplicable voice in her mind told her that it was the child of her previous life.
In the previous life, she and Huo Chang Yuan's child, she fought with her life to give birth, but didn't have the chance to see even one child. Later, this child was brought up by Cheng Yumo. Because his stepmother and aunt were favored, he soon gave birth to a new son. This child lacked attention since childhood.
Huo Chang Yuan became more and more disappointed with him, and finally, he finally decided to change his son. That kid got drunk late at night and fell into the lake, ending his short life.
Cheng Yujin heard the figure scream sternly: "How can you be so selfish! When you meet the prince, you climb up the ranks, marry the prince, and give up your children in the previous life? Have you ever thought that if you do this, Your child is completely gone!"
On November 30, it was extremely cold after nightfall. Huo Chang Yuan had been training for a day in the cold wind. Because of Yang Shoufu's incident, the army was also implicated. Recently, the wind of standing in the line was extremely strong. Huo Chang Yuan was exhausted physically and mentally, thinking he could finally take a breath after returning home, but found that the Hou residence was dead silent.
Huo Chang Yuan went to greet his mother, but saw Huo Xue's face sitting with a cold face, and said yin and yang: "Raising a son is indeed a loss-making business, and my daughter knows that she is going to her mother's family. Remember your wife."
Huo Chang Yuan couldn't, he could only persuade him for a long time, before Huo Xue turned his face and dragged him to ramble and say a lot of bad things about Cheng Yumo. No one can stay in a good mood after listening to someone pouring out negative energy, even if that person is their mother. Huo Chang Yuan was even more tired. He returned to his room and found that there were no lights in the courtyard, and the main room was pitch black.
Huo Chang Yuan felt a sense of boredom, and before he even entered, he was already irritated by what he would face in a while.
Sure enough, Cheng Yumo was sitting in the dark room, sobbing. Seeing Huo Changyuan coming back, Cheng Yumo didn't greet him, but turned his back and cried even louder.
Huo Chang Yuan just solved the Huo Xue family, and now Cheng Yumo is doing the same, Huo Chang Yuan really has no extra emotions. He was very tired, sat down and poured himself a cup of tea, only to find it was cold.
Huo Chang Yuan was already a little angry, he reluctantly held back and asked, "What happened to you?"
again? I don't know if this word hit Cheng Yumo, she burst out suddenly, turned around and shouted in a shrill voice: "What can I do? I'm just a shrew, and I can't compare to Hou Ye's Jie Yuhua's understanding and understanding. , if you dislike it, then go out!"
He was yelled at as soon as he came back, and Huo Chang Yuan really had the urge to turn his head and leave. But he knew that things would only get harder if he left. After all, this mess is his.
Huo Chang Yuan suppressed his emotions and said, "I just asked, you exploded like a cannonball. If you have something to say, what happened to you?"
"It's all my fault. I have neither the appearance of Heng'e nor the talent of Cao Cao. I lost a child, my foundation was injured, and I haven't conceived another child for so many years. I'm already a crippled person, with bad looks and bad personality. I'm pleasing, and I won't be able to please everyone. What does Lord Hou keep me? Why don't you send me back to my mother's house with a letter of divorce, and I can come clean and leave clean, free from wind, frost and rain Snow spoils."
Huo Chang Yuan sneered when he heard the "disruption", and said coldly: "In your eyes, marrying into my Huo family, it turned out to be the abuse of wind, frost, rain and snow? Since that's the case, I don't dare to keep you. Where is the warmth, Miss Cheng will take care of you? Go somewhere."
Cheng Yumo's cry suddenly weakened, why did she really want to reconcile with Huo Chang Yuan, she just deliberately got angry with Huo Chang Yuan and wanted him to coax her. She did not expect that Huo Chang Yuan actually agreed.
Cheng Yumo didn't continue, crying even more grief: "How did you beg me to marry you, how did you swear to me, how long did it take you to forget? Concubine, in my opinion, it is clearly your own will!"
It turned out that it was because of taking a concubine again. Huo Chang Yuan was really exhausted: "I swore in front of the Crown Princess that I wouldn't take a concubine, so naturally I wouldn't take a concubine. Why are you always entangled?"
When it comes to the princess, both of them are silent for a while. Cheng Yumo's heart suddenly felt sour, Huo Chang Yuan's words were decisive and righteous, showing that he really had a clear conscience when he spoke. So, is he making a promise to his wife, or to the crown princess
Cheng Yumo's heart was sour, and the words she said became more and more sharp: "Who is it who is entangled? Well, if you say you don't want to take a concubine, then you go tell your mother-in-law. She has been crazy all day and wants to stuff you with a woman, Go and tell her these words!"
Huo Chang Yuan was furious: "Presumptuous! How dare you say that about your mother?"
After Cheng Yumo finished speaking, she also felt sloppy, but when Huo Chang Yuan yelled at her like this, she refused to change her words. Cheng Yumo screamed: "Isn't she? Which mother would look at her son like this, and which mother-in-law would ask the details of the son and daughter-in-law's intercourse? Don't you really think there is something wrong with your mother?"
Bang, Huo Chang Yuan's long sleeves swept all the tea cups on the table to the ground, pointing at Cheng Yumo, furious: "You, you..."
Cheng Yumo was startled by the shattered china, she shivered all over, and was almost poked in the eyes by the splattered slag. Cheng Yumo was aggrieved and scared, and cried out, "You actually threw something at me, you actually did this to me! You just throw me to death, just like the last time we fell to death of our child, I died, just in time Reunite with the baby under the spring. Our mother is gone, to make room for you, so that you can marry the person you like!"
When he mentioned the last child, Huo Chang Yuan's aura obviously weakened. Huo Chang Yuan also blamed himself for accidentally hurting their children. The first time Cheng Yumo mentioned it, Huo Chang Yuan still felt guilty and couldn't help himself, and only felt that he owed Cheng Yumo a lot. But Cheng Yumo said over and over again that every time he wanted to achieve something, he would point out his mistakes. Huo Chang Yuan's guilt turned into numbness, disgust... and hatred over and over again.
Huo Changyuan didn't speak for a long time, and finally asked coldly and without the slightest emotion: "I'm sorry for you. So what do you want? Heli?"
Cheng Yumo was startled, she raised her head, her eyes were full of disbelief: "What did you say? Is it your mother who forced me to take a concubine, and it was your family that was sorry for me, yet you told me to reconcile?"
Huo Chang Yuan frowned, his tone was very impatient: "If you have something to say, if you involve my mother again, don't blame me for being ruthless to you."
Cheng Yumo's eyes widened, and she slowly collapsed: "So, you never thought your mother was at fault, did you?"
Huo Chang Yuan couldn't bear it any longer, and said, "You have offended your mother again and again, can you be more mature?"
Although Huo Chang Yuan didn't answer the question just now, but seeing his furrowed brows, he clearly agreed. He even felt that Cheng Yumo was offending his mother by asking such a question.
Cheng Yumo burst into tears: "Didn't you say that you like my innocent and ignorant appearance the most? Sure enough, you won't cherish it anymore. You clearly said that you love my unworldly purity, and now you marry me, but you say I don't Mature?"
Huo Chang Yuan also felt full of suffocation, and said dissatisfied: "You are such an old man, you can't even handle the little things in your own life, you actually feel proud?"
Cheng Yumo, who was originally in a stable mood, exploded when he heard this sentence. She stood up and threw the things around her to the ground, and asked in a hiss, "Then do you regret it? Who do you think is mature and safe, Cheng Yujin?"
Before Cheng Yumo could finish speaking, Huo Chang Yuan had already covered her mouth with force. Cheng Yumo screamed, Huo Chang Yuan looked out the window with lingering fears, and when he saw that no one noticed, he let go of the hand covering Cheng Yumo's mouth in fear, and said in a low voice, "You are crazy! Dare to talk nonsense? That's the Crown Princess."
Cheng Yumo managed to break free from Huo Chang Yuan's hand, gasping for breath. She looked sad, with tears on her cheeks, and her expression was like crying and smiling. She looked very strange: "Prince Concubine. Haha, Concubine!"
After the words "Prince Concubine" were spoken, both Cheng Yumo and Huo Chang Yuan fell silent. This name seems to be some kind of key. As long as they don't mention it, the two of them can still pretend to be husband and wife and quarrel, but today Cheng Yumo called Cheng Yujin out of his emotions, as if the beast in the iron cage was released. , The ugly situation that the two tried their best to cover up was finally seen at a glance.
They think that their relationship is heaven and moon, and although there are quarrels, it is also normal. But after piercing the layer of window paper that the two had acquiesced in, they found that the inside was full of potholes and scars, and there was almost no intact place. Outsiders thought it was a deep sadomasochistic relationship, and the more hurt it became, the more sincere it became. After a long time, they themselves thought so, but in fact, they were already scarred and unsightly.
This name is the taboo in their hearts. In particular, this person is now a prince concubine, pregnant, and the stars hold the moon. Their words reveal the slightest disrespect and clues, which will bring the Huo family to death.
The two were speechless for a long time, and finally Huo Chang Yuan was the first to take it, and hurriedly threw the sentence "I'm going to sleep in the study", then turned around and left.
After Huo Chang Yuan left, Cheng Yumo slid to the ground in a mess facing the room, covering her face and crying bitterly.
Huo Chang Yuan was walking alone in the aisle with the cold wind whistling. He clearly knew rationally that this could not be done, but he couldn't help thinking, if Cheng Yujin was standing here today, how would she handle it
If it was Cheng Yujin, she wouldn't say things like "heli" and "break up the book". Once she said it, it meant that she had prepared everything and thought about officially separating. She also won't attack her husband with her lost child, she won't scold her mother-in-law in front of her husband, and she won't let her husband go home in a cold night, but when she pushes the door, the room is cold and silent, not even a cup of hot tea...
No, if it was Cheng Yujin, all of this today would fundamentally not happen. Cheng Yujin will not fight endlessly with her mother-in-law, they will not turn against husband and wife because of taking a concubine, they will not lose their first child...
Huo Chang Yuan suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart. In fact, they lost their first child. The first and only son of his previous life and Cheng Yujin died in the icy lake, and there was no one around him at that time.
Is this his retribution? In two lifetimes, the most anticipated, and actually the most beloved first child, will not be able to keep it.
The crown princess that everyone praises today is actually his wife.
Who in the capital does not envy the prince of the East Palace and the prince's concubine's deep love, the piano and the melody, the prince's uniforms are all bought by the prince, and wherever the prince goes, the prince will pick him up in person. The two are well-matched in appearance and graceful in bearing. They can play chess and draw together, talk about the present and the past, and joke with each other, telling jokes that only two people understand. Evenly matched and intimate, it can be said that the "Qi" and "Pro" between husband and wife are demonstrated to the extreme. It is the most perfect husband and wife model that everyone can imagine.
However, these beautiful marriages should have belonged to Huo Chang Yuan.
Huo Chang Yuan closed his eyes forcefully, a deep pain arose in his heart. Why did he get lost in his mind and broke up with Cheng Yujin in the first place. In his previous life, why did he not cherish Cheng Yujin, but caused her to die prematurely.
The good story in the mouths of the people should have been them.
Emotions are like a dormant beast, once freed from the cage, it can no longer be suppressed. Huo Chang Yuan immediately thought of more pictures. He had been struggling to suppress it these days, but at this moment, all his efforts had come to nothing, and he had lost a thousand miles.
In his previous life, he shouldn't indulge Cheng Yumo during his pregnancy because he couldn't be ruthless, and he shouldn't be shaken and flee to the military camp when he learns the truth. The worst thing he should do is not because he doesn't know how to face For Cheng Yujin, he avoided living in the official residence on the day of Cheng Yujin's delivery, which caused Cheng Yujin to die in childbirth.
He finally understood that when he regained consciousness from the ice and snow, he used all his strength to open his eyes, and the first time he saw the beautiful and radiant girl was the beautiful goddess in his dream.
The young girl was bright and beautiful, and she nodded and smiled at him.
At that moment, Huo Chang Yuan heard the sound of something shattering in his heart. He thought he was tempted by the girl who saved him, but in fact, it was the girl he saw for the first time.
After that, all Huo Chang Yuan's liking, obsession, and even obsession with Cheng Yumo actually started because of this. It wasn't because someone saved him, it was just gratitude. What really drove him crazy was the startling glance when he opened his eyes.
From then on, the shadow of the savior overlapped with the goddess in front of him, so that Huo Chang Yuan was unable to get out of his own way without marrying him. Huo Chang Yuan transplanted this feeling to Cheng Yumo, and he always thought that he loved Cheng Yumo.
That's why Huo Chang Yuan was so entangled and painful when Cheng Yumo told him the truth in his previous life. His feelings for the goddess in his heart were so sincere that Huo Chang Yuan was in pain when he separated from his wife with the same face. He escaped for a long time, not knowing how to face all this. However, he had only just figured out that the past had passed away, and Jing Hong's infatuation at first sight was no match for the responsibility of firewood, rice, oil and salt. Only then did Huo Changyuan make up his mind to take responsibility for his wife and children, and heard the report from the servants of Hou's mansion that his wife was dead.
She is dead.
Huo Chang Yuan was so distressed that he couldn't breathe. After asking several times, he found out in despair that it was true. After a long time, Huo Chang Yuan didn't dare to look at the eldest son's face. As long as he saw the face of the eldest son that looked like Cheng Yujin, Huo Changyuan seemed to return to the morning when he heard the news of Cheng Yujin's death.
The heartache that was about to tear him apart finally made Huo Chang Yuan understand who the person he loved, the person who fell in love with him at first sight and would not marry.
Unfortunately, it's too late.
The pain from the previous life seemed to be brought into this life, and now Huo Chang Yuan's chest was beginning to throb. Huo Chang Yuan was in great pain and regret. The thing he regrets the most is that when Cheng Yujin gave birth in his previous life, he did not stay at the scene and failed to convince his mother, so that Huo Xue said numbly: "Keep the children small."
At this time, Huo Chang Yuan had an intuition in the dark. He raised his head and looked at the Forbidden City in the north.
"Did she give birth?"
At this moment, Cheng Yujin is trapped in the confusion of past and present life. The voice was still roaring with all its might: "Don't you want the child of your previous life? As a mother, are you so irresponsible?"
Cheng Yujin was in pain for a long time, and her mind gradually blurred. She didn't know if it was a real fantasy at the moment, and she didn't know whether the person in front of her was a fantasy she imagined, or a real demon who had been hiding under her reason.
She looked at the vague shadow and asked, "Who are you?"
"I am the child of your previous life who did not die peacefully."
"No, you're not." After Cheng Yujin said these words, Lingtai suddenly became clear, and the soul that had been haunted for a long time seemed to suddenly step on the ground, and all reason and decision slowly flowed back to her body.
Cheng Yujin's heart became brighter, and she said, "As you said, if I want to treat my child well, I have to marry that bastard Huo Chang Yuan and die again? No, that is the real irresponsibility for the child. Well, the most important thing to do is to be good to yourself first."
"Parents are like this, husbands are like this, and children are like this. You are not my child in a previous life, you are me."
After Cheng Yujin said these words, the mist that had been wrapped around the man dissipated, and sure enough, behind the black shadow was her own face.
"I don't know why I dream of my past life, but you are not me, and I am not you. I have never married Huo Chang Yuan in my life, and there is no way to talk about the so-called unconnected children. As long as they are born to me, they are all me. There is no difference between past and present life at all.”
"For the past life, what I regret most is not that my sister dove occupies the magpie's nest, not that my only son did not die well, and it is not that I was entrusted with inhumans. The only thing I regret is that I have calculated for myself all my life, but at the juncture of my life, it will decide me. The right to choose between life and death is in the hands of the Huo Xue family. But now, my husband, Li Chengjing is the one who stands outside to make the decision for me when I pass through the gate of hell. He deserves my life. It doesn't affect me anymore."
She thought she didn't care about her past life, she thought nothing could affect her sanity. Actually there is. Especially when she really became a mother herself, the self who died in the dream because of dystocia, the child who died prematurely because of falling into the lake, has been disturbing her mind in the dark dream. Cheng Yujin never wanted to use reason to suppress her inner fear, but the more she suppressed it, the more inflated she became, and finally broke out when she was the weakest mentally and physically on the day of giving birth.
Only by facing the heart disease can she really come out. Cheng Yujin looked at the gradually collapsing fog and knew that her heart disease was completely removed.
Cheng Yujin finally broke through the magic, and all kinds of voices flooded into her mind at once. Seeing that Cheng Yujin hadn't responded for a long time, Granny Wen and the maid were scared to death, and tried their best to stuff ginseng into Cheng Yujin's mouth. Now that Cheng Yujin finally reacted, they were overjoyed and shouted: "Princess, hold on, and try harder."
Cheng Yujin's eyes suddenly ooze wet tears. She was still alive, and Li Chengjing was still waiting for her outside. He is her ninth uncle, her husband, and the father of her children. He has been wandering in the world for more than fourteen years, how could she be willing to leave him alone
Cheng Yujin suddenly burst into a brute force at the end of the mountains and rivers. Gradually, the woman in her ear shouted in surprise: "I see the head! The crown princess will work harder, and she will come out soon!"
Li Chengjing stood outside the delivery room. The night has passed, and at this moment the east has lit up with a faint white. Li Chengjing stayed in the cold wind all night, and the people who came to inquire went back and forth several times. Only Li Chengjing stood here all the time.
Eunuchs kept coming to invite Li Chengjing to take a rest in the side hall, but Li Chengjing shook his head and refused. How could he relax and rest? Several times Li Chengjing heard the screams inside, and he wanted to push the door and go in by himself. The most dangerous time, everyone inside shouted Cheng Yujin's name, as if she fainted. Li Chengjing's hand was already at the door of the delivery room.
But in the end Li Chengjing held back. He knew that he didn't understand anything, and going in would only add psychological pressure to the palace maid, but Cheng Yujin was so fond of beauty and strong, she didn't take the initiative to speak out, and she definitely didn't want to be seen by him in such an embarrassed state. Besides, Li Chengjing was standing outside with dust and sand on his body, so he rushed into the delivery room, he might infect Cheng Yujin and the child.
He endured abruptly all night, the cold wind was rustling, and the eunuchs couldn't help but change the three-fork class, only Li Chengjing remained motionless. There was a banging sound outside, and fine snowflakes fell from the sky. Li Chengjing looked up at the endless sky, and it was about to dawn.
Cheng Yujin was in pain all night.
Li Chengjing called Liu Yi and said, "Go and tell the emperor that he will be alone in the early morning today."
"No." Liu Yi responded carefully. Early morning, rain or shine, don't miss it. However, the birth of the princess is obviously not an ordinary situation for the prince. After Liu Yi went out, Li Chengjing stopped another palace maid who was holding hot water and said, "Send a message to everyone inside, no matter what happens, no matter what the cost, make sure to keep the Crown Princess safe."
The palace maid was startled by Li Chengjing's eyes and stuttered.
After a while, there was a sudden burst of shouting in the delivery room. Finally, Granny Wen became hoarse, and shouted excitedly, "It's a boy, and the crown prince is so happy!"
"Oops, there's one more!"
is it a boy? Li Chengjing's fingers clenched all of a sudden, she was pregnant with twins, could it be... Really the worst case
At this moment, Liu Yi came back with a message, and happened to bring the people around the emperor. The imperial father-in-law slapped Li Chengjing a thousand times and said: "Prince Jin An. Long live is very considerate of the prince's mood, and said that you can stay in the East Palace with peace of mind, and you don't have to worry about it in the early morning. By the way, His Majesty also worried about one night, and the princess was born. Yet?"
Li Chengjing clenched his palms tightly into fists and was about to speak when another burst of shouting broke out in the delivery room. A maid shouted in surprise, her voice broke: "It's twins!"
At this time, she seemed to have been beaten by another maid, Du Ruo glared at Forsythia, trotted all the way out of the delivery room, and nearly fell when she went out: "His Royal Highness, it's a dragon and a phoenix! The concubine gave birth to a dragon and a phoenix!"
"Dragon and Phoenix!" The people standing in the courtyard were all in an uproar, and the father-in-law who came to ask questions even opened his mouth in surprise.
"Dragon and phoenix?" The imperial father-in-law finally reacted and clapped his hands hard, "Congratulations to His Royal Highness, I am very happy! The dragon and phoenix are auspicious, landing in the Royal East Palace, and God bless my dynasty, the country is eternal!"