After taking the medicine for a while, Jiang Zhenhua regained his strength. Jiang Chengyan pulled Ling Huaan away when he saw it. Although he was still a little worried, he didn't want Ling Huaan to be wronged here.
"Jiang Chengyan, you bastard, are you trying to be mad at me?" Jiang Zhenhua clutched his chest, looked at Jiang Chengyan, and said, "Have you ever thought about how others would see you if you let the outside world know that you are gay? How can we stand in this society in the future?"
Seeing that the two were fighting again, Ling Huaan quickly pulled Jiang Chengyan's arm and whispered, "Uncle has a heart attack, don't be impulsive."
Jiang Chengyan took a deep breath and said as calmly as possible: "I'm gay, I'm born, I can't change it. If you feel ashamed, then we will dissolve the father-son relationship. I won't ruin my own happiness because of the opinions of strangers."
"How did I give birth to such a shameful thing as you!"
"Yes, I should die with my mother, so you will be satisfied, right?" Jiang Chengyan's voice was choked up.
Ling Huaan pulled Jiang Chengyan behind him and said calmly, "Uncle Jiang, I don't understand the grievances between your father and son, and I have no right to speak, but now he is not only your son, but also my lover. I don't see how you hurt him so much. In the past, I had to say two words."
"What are you, there is no place for you to speak here." Jiang Zhenhua's tone was full of contempt and disdain.
"you… "
Linghua An grabbed Jiang Chengyan, his tone remained calm, and said, "Uncle Jiang, I call you uncle, first because you are Chengyan's father, and secondly because of courtesy. Although my family background is average, I understand the basic courtesy. Presumably Uncle Jiang is also angry, so he will not choose to say anything."
Ling Huaan's words directly blocked Jiang Zhenhua's words. He glanced at Jiang Chengyan, snorted coldly, and did not stop Ling Huaan.
"Some time ago, Chengyan was involved in a case of dismemberment. The deceased was a homosexual. Because of his parents, he had to deceive the marriage and marry and have children according to his parents' wishes, but he was killed and divided by his wife. Corpse, such a tragedy, do you want to happen to your son?"
Jiang Zhenhua's eyes flickered, obviously listening, but he remained silent.
"We are different from others. When we found out, we were at a loss and struggled. We were afraid that once others found out, they would discriminate and reject us. But Uncle Jiang, what kind of cruel recognition we have to go through to this point. know the process, do you know?"
Jiang Zhenhua looked at Jiang Chengyan with less anger and more distress.
"Uncle Jiang, we are also eager to find someone we love and live an ordinary life just like normal people. Is it because we are different from others that we are not worthy?"
Jiang Zhenhua's eyes began to waver, but his gaze towards Jiang Chengyan softened a lot, but he remained silent.
"Uncle Jiang, although we can't be parents, we can understand the ardent hope that parents have for their children. All parents in the world hope that their children can study well, get into a good university, and find a good job, but this Why? It's nothing more than wishing your children a smooth life and a happy life, isn't it the same for you?"
"Do you know what kind of predicament you will encounter in the future?"
"Clearly, when we decided to be together, we thought about what we would encounter in the future. Uncle Jiang, we don't care about the opinions of strangers, what we care about is the attitude of our relatives. Team Jiang's mother died young, and he is the closest to him in the world. You are the only one who kisses, if you discriminate against him, how sad would he be?"
Jiang Zhenhua was silent, no matter how many cruel words he said, Jiang Chengyan was his son, the flesh and blood of his blood, and because of Jiang Chengyan's mother, he always felt guilty towards Jiang Chengyan, so Jiang Zhenhua had to admit that Ling Huaan's The words really shook him.
Ling Huaan could feel the change in Jiang Zhenhua's attitude, he couldn't help but heave a sigh of relief and waited quietly.
After a long while, Jiang Zhenhua finally let out his breath and said, "You haven't been home for a year. Go home for a New Year's Eve dinner today."
"I..." Jiang Chengyan wanted to refuse, but was stopped by Ling Huaan. He changed his voice and said, "Huaan is inconvenient to move. I'll take him back first."
Jiang Zhenhua saw the interaction between the two, and when he saw that his son, who would argue with him at every turn, actually obeyed Ling Hua's words, he felt very uncomfortable, but after finally a chance to ease the relationship between father and son, he didn't say much. .
After leaving the teahouse, Ling Huaan and Jiang Chengyan went back to the first floor to pick out gifts, and then went home directly.
After putting everything in place, Jiang Chengyan hugged Ling Huaan and said sullenly, "Huan, I'm sorry, I made you feel wronged."
Ling Huaan shook his head with a smile, and said, "It's fine. It's you, don't blame me for interfering in the affairs between your father and son."
"Huan, do you want to hear about my family?"
Ling Huaan stopped Jiang Chengyan's waist and said softly, "If you want to say it, I just want to hear it."
"My mother and my father belonged to the same village. They were childhood sweethearts. The two were about the same age. From elementary school to high school, they both went to the same school. The relationship between the two was very good, and they even agreed to go to the same university. As they wished, they came to a big city together. They successfully graduated from university, participated in work smoothly, and they also got married smoothly. They worked hard, from renting a house to buying a house, and then starting a company in just five years. It's getting better and better. My mother is also pregnant, but my father is getting busier and busier. Every day I go home in the middle of the night, full of alcohol. She would wait for him to come home at night and take care of him with a big belly. It even caused premature birth because of the fetal gas. My mother called the ambulance and went to the delivery room by herself, but he was drunk and unconscious. "
"Is this what your mother told you?"
"Yeah." Jiang Chengyan replied in a dull voice, and said, "Later, my mother found out that my father had another woman outside, and his so-called overtime work and entertainment were all accompanying that woman. My mother was heartbroken and thought about it. I divorced him, but I endured it. As for my dad, not only did he not reflect on himself, he also became more and more serious, and even did not go home for a few days. After a long time, my mother became ill and depressed. When I was eighteen years old, my mother became ill. That year, she finally couldn't bear to commit suicide."
"That third party is your stepmother?"
"Over the years, he has replaced countless women, and Li Miaozhu is just one of them. But she is more capable than my mother. At least after she entered the Jiang's house, my father restrained a lot outside." Jiang Chengyan was tired. Lying on Ling Huaan's shoulder, he said, "Huaan, I really can't forgive him."
Ling Hua patted Jiang Chengyan's back soothingly, and said, "If you don't forgive, don't forgive, don't embarrass yourself. I don't really care about how your dad is doing. I don't care about him. I don't love him. It's you, I don't want you to be stuck in the past, you don't have to forgive him, but I hope you can let go of the past, and I believe my aunt doesn't want you to embarrass yourself because of her."
Jiang Chengyan tightened his arms and said, "Huaan, it's great to have you!"
"Don't go at night, come with me for New Year's Eve."
Jiang Chengyan pulled the distance between the two, took the initiative to kiss Ling Huaan's lips, and said, "Huaan, let's do it, let me feel your presence deeply."
Aware of Jiang Chengyan's unease, Ling Huaan didn't say much, turned passive into active, and deepened the kiss...
Jiang Chengyan lingered in Ling Huaan's arms for a while, and said, "Huaan, when I go back tonight, you and Yanyu are the only ones left in the house."
Ling Huaan was startled and said, "Are you going back?"
"Well, you're right, even if I don't forgive him, I should let it go, not to mention I have to plan for our future life."
"What are you planning? Could it be that I can't support you?"
Jiang Chengyan raised the corner of his mouth and said, "Do you mean to want me to eat soft rice?"
Ling Huaan raised his eyebrows and said, "Yeah, Team Jiang doesn't want to?"
"Eating soft rice is too risky. What should I do if you don't want me anymore?"
"There is no such day, so Team Jiang can put his heart in his stomach."
Jiang Chengyan raised the corner of his mouth again and again, and said, "It will be nice, you say why your mouth is so sweet."
Ling Huaan said solemnly, "Well, whether it's sweet or not, you won't know until you taste it."
"Buzzing", the phone vibrated, Jiang Chengyan glanced at the caller ID, and answered the call without hesitation.
"Hey, I'll be back in a while." Jiang Chengyan hung up the phone in less than a second.
"Your dad beat him?"
"Well." Jiang Chengyan rubbed against Ling Hua'an's arms and said, "Only you and Yanyu are left at night."
"What, jealous?"
Jiang Chengyan nodded honestly and said, "Well, although I know that nothing will happen to you, but I can't help pantothenic acid in my heart, and I can't accompany you on New Year's Eve."
"Then I'll call Yanyu and stop him from coming."
"No, I'm not at ease when you are at home alone. With Yanyu here, I feel more at ease."
Ling Huaan said with tears and laughter, "Then don't go back. I'll go with you early tomorrow morning to pay New Year's greetings."
Jiang Chengyan hesitated and said, "Huaan, why don't you go home for the New Year?"
"During the Chinese New Year, they will pick up the old people to come to the New Year. I have too much excess there, so I just can't pass it. I will go to pay a New Year's greeting tomorrow."
Jiang Chengyan said distressedly: "Huaan, with me in the future, I will never let you celebrate the New Year alone again."
"Well, so are you going back tonight?"
"Let's go back. After all, I have already agreed. It's better to talk about it with my dad. Starting from next year, we will celebrate the New Year together. This year, let's have a cheap banquet."
"Okay, it's alright to go back. But your father has a heart attack, and today is New Year's Eve, please bear with it for a while. If you really can't bear it, come back. I'm waiting for you at home."
Jiang Chengyan hugged Ling Huaan tightly and said, "Well, this is my home, our home."
The two were tired and crooked for a while, until Yanyu came over, Jiang Chengyan reluctantly drove home.
Yanyu didn't ask any further questions, and together with Ling Huaan, they posted Spring Festival couplets and cooked New Year's Eve dinner. Although there were only the two of them, they still cooked a table full of dishes. The two watched the Spring Festival Gala while eating, and occasionally chatted a few times. Although it was a little deserted, Yanyu was very content.
The bell rang at twelve o'clock in the evening. At this time of year, Ling Huaan would go to the window and listen to the sound of firecrackers outside. He recalled the pictures of watching fireworks when he was a child. Describes the shape and color of fireworks outside.
The sound of the door opening and closing came to mind, and Jiang Chengyan's voice came from his ear, "Huaan, I'm back."