Tan Mo finally agreed to the head teacher.
Because Qiao Lan said she could help him write a speech together.
Without occupying his time with Qiao Lan, Tan Mo was not too repulsive, and Qiao Lan also helped him revise the speech.
After the manuscript was approved, Tan Mo was about to start preparing for his speech. Although he could almost memorize the manuscript, his tone was flat, sounding calm, and his face was expressionless.
Tan Mo has the kind of temperament that if you don't do it, if you do it, you will be the best. He asked Qiao Lan to mark the places in the manuscript that needed to be paused and the tone of the voice was aggravated, and went back to find many speech videos.
When Qiao Lan checked again, the whole person was stunned.
In just one day, Tan Mo changed from yesterday's expressionless robot appearance to a very natural one.
very good.
Tan Mo trusts Qiao Lan 100%, Qiao Lan said it is good, then it is really good, Tan Mo put down the tablet in his hand and went to the bathroom, Qiao Lan then picked up the tablet and clicked it to see the one that had not been turned off. Speech video.
It is a very good speech specially searched by Tan Mo.
Qiao Lan casually glanced twice, but just two more glances, Qiao Lan's eyes slowly widened.
so similar.
It can't even be said to be similar, but exactly the same.
The tone of Tan Mo's speech, the expression on his face, and even the occasional small movements on his hands and body are exactly the same as the person in the video.
Qiao Lan was stunned for a long time, then suddenly turned off the video and put the tablet back on.
After Tan Mo came back, Qiao Lan pretended to have found nothing, and said after a casual chat, "Why don't we do it again, I'll take a look."
Tan Mo has no doubts.
Qiao Lan looked at Tan Mo who would laugh, frown and even gesture in front of her. After Tan Mo returned to the dormitory, Qiao Lan almost flew back to the dormitory. She opened the book she had always brought with her, and didn't turn it over a few times. found what you were looking for.
"Those teens with Asperger's can use what they've learned from drama classes in their daily lives, watching who's socially adept and imitating that person's words and deeds."
"Of course there are other benefits of being a master imitator, being able to imitate a teacher or a character on TV vividly and make yourself popular, but when an Asperger's patient uses his ability to imitate, and superficially gains After a certain level of social skills, everything becomes real.”
Others will no longer believe that they actually have difficulties with social understanding and empathy, and they will also live in what they think is the most superficial world, using so-called "experience" to identify this world.
Qiao Lan closed the book and sat on the bed in a daze.
The mood is a little complicated.
If it wasn't for the occasional discovery today, Qiao Lan would have no idea that Tan Mo had such a good talent in imitation, but it is also possible that he had already been exposed to this kind of training, and what he is showing now is the result of his training.
Tan Mo never said it, and Qiao Lan didn't find it. If he hadn't watched the video occasionally today, Qiao Lan might not have found anything.
Qiao Lan didn't know if this was good or bad.
As far as the book in hand, Qiao Lan has read it several times. There are many so-called "success stories" in the book, but what is success is actually only success in people's eyes.
He has a successful career, has a wife, children and friends, just like a normal person, he can't see anything out of the ordinary, and he has become a winner in life that many people envy.
But behind it.
In fact, they still don't know anything.
They don't understand love, friendship, or even family. They habitually use the various experiences they have seen in books, on TV or in life to deal with things. The wife is angry, they don't think about why, but use the simplest way - buy something to send something, Qiao Lan saw a case in the book, the wife desperately asked her husband whether he loved her or not, and suffered from The husband of Asperger's disease asked her indifferently,
"Didn't I buy you a present?"
They don't know what love is, they only know the "way of love" that others show.
It's scary.
This is not what Qiao Lan wants to see.
But in a different way of thinking, imitation can make them more like normal people, let others like them and accept them, and let them integrate into this society, even if it is fake, it can be returned to them, but it is real .
This is tempting again.
So Qiao Lan doesn't know if this is good or not.
She wants other people to like Tan Mo too, but she doesn't want Tan Mo's life to turn into endless performances one day in the future, and she even starts to act in front of her, and she can't identify the reason for this. Really still get used to it.
What should we do
After thinking about it, he couldn't think of anything, so he simply dialed the video to Tan Mo.
It took a long time to pick up the phone over there. After the connection was made, my eyes flickered, and then suddenly there was a white fog.
Qiao Lan: "...is there something wrong with the phone?"
"No", Tan Mo wiped off the white fog on the camera with his hands, and the picture became clear again. I don't know what was in the camera, but I still couldn't see Tan Mo's face. Qiao Lan looked at the camera for a long time, and suddenly understood. Suddenly blushed.
Tan Mo is taking a bath.
The cell phone was stuffed by a roommate from outside, and the bathroom was full of fog, instantly steaming the phone camera with a layer of white mist.
Tan Mo wiped the camera dry and placed the phone on the washstand. The washstand was not high. As a result, the lens accidentally aimed at Tan Mo's waist and abdomen.
Qiao Lan stared at Tan Mo's beautiful abdominal muscles for a few seconds, and immediately felt that the phone was too hot to hold.
Tan Mo was dangling in the camera. Qiao Lan was afraid that he would accidentally shoot something that could not be seen, such as further down. He hurriedly staggered his line of sight. Putting on the bathrobe, he walked out of the white misty bathroom.
The beautiful abdominal muscles were blocked, and Qiao Lan was ashamed to find that she was a little disappointed.
It was only then that Tan Mo realized that Qiao Lan seemed to be a little quiet today. Usually, Qiao Lan kept talking and he was mainly responsible for listening when he called. As a result, after a long time on the phone today, Qiao Lan didn't say a word.
Glancing at the screen of the mobile phone, I saw my beautiful girlfriend, her fair face was obviously dyed with a layer of blush.
Tan Mo was stunned for a while, and then he looked down as if thinking of something.
Qiao Lan definitely didn't see anything that shouldn't be seen, because when the video was connected, he had almost finished washing, not all over his body, and the position where he just put his mobile phone should not be too low.
Usually he kept teasing him, but he was actually as thin-skinned as a piece of paper.
Tan Mo thought of something, and suddenly his heart beat a little faster, he lowered his voice and said, "What is the date of the month today."
"September 19," Qiao Lan replied obediently with erratic eyes.
"What day is today next month?"
October nineteen
Qiao Lan was stunned for a moment before she realized, "Your birthday."
"Eighteenth birthday."
"what."
"On this day next month, I will be an adult."
Qiao Lan: ... So, so what? What do you want to do when you are an adult, is that what she thinks
But Tan Mo stopped and said nothing, changed the subject without embarrassment at all, and asked her what she was doing now.
Only then did Qiao Lan remember what she had just worried about.
But I don't know how to speak.
No matter what Tan Mo does to others, it is true to her. Just a few seconds ago, Tan Mo expressed his thoughts and desires in a true and somewhat subtle way. Although he was a little embarrassed, it was not fake.
Maybe there is a workaround for this.
Maybe Tan Mo is different from other Asperger's patients. The book says that most of Asperger's patients don't even like anyone, but Tan Mo likes her.
Maybe Tan Mo can turn himself into a normal person by learning from other people, and at the same time, he can maintain his original intention and maintain the most real appearance in front of her. Moreover, she has started to study psychology now. She will distinguish whether what Tan Mo said is true or false. As long as she is not deceived, everything has a chance to be saved, right
Qiao Lan sighed silently, looked at Tan Mo in the camera and whispered, "I'm reading, I miss you by the way."
"By the way?"
"When you read a book, you have to concentrate on it. I have already allocated half of it to thinking of you. I want to be satisfied."
Tan Mo looked at the girl's smiling face and smiled.
All right.
In fact, when he was just taking a shower, he also thought about Qiao Lan by the way.
But this is still not said.
After hanging up the phone number, Qiao Lan searched the Internet for a lot of books related to Asperger's disease, and then went to the Internet to search for the title of the book to buy a book. She must know more about this disease.
Two days later, the freshman meeting was held, and Tan Mo spoke as a freshman representative.
The natural and funny speech, the delicate face without dead ends, and the clear and clear voice are indeed honors. Qiao Lan looked at the handsome appearance of her boyfriend on the big screen, and she was unparalleled in pride.
But after the pride was over, Qiao Lan realized that something was wrong.
This time, Tan Mo made his appearance in front of all the new students. Let's not talk about what he knew before, and now he knows everything he didn't know.
The day after Tan Mo's speech, in the dormitory, Roman played with his mobile phone while soaking his feet, and chatted with Qiao Lan about what he had done today for Senior Jisu.
"I just went to the confession wall of our campus public account and confessed to the senior Ji Su. Do you think the senior will see it?"
"I don't know," the three answered neatly.
Roman sighed, "Forget it, let's find a way to join the club in a few days. By the way, Lan Lan, I have seen several confessions to you."
"Well," Qiao Lan didn't care too much.
"And confessed to your boyfriend."
Qiao Lan: "Um... eh?"
"There are so many, just turn two pages and there is one, eh, another."
Qiao Lan touched the mobile phone beside the pillow, clicked on the official account, and found the so-called confession wall. As soon as she clicked in, she saw the steaming latest confession.
[Ah, Tan Mo is really good-looking, I like him so much! ]
[Future boyfriend, I hope you meet the following points: 1. Height 187, 2. Appearance score of 9.8 or more, 3. College entrance examination score first in ten provinces, okay, I am talking about Tan Mo from the Department of Mathematics, when I Boyfriend! ]
[Senior sister is tempted, is Tan Mo senior brother in love? ]
Qiao Lan: …
Is this really the highest university in the country? Shouldn't they be all super-scholars who study hard? Shouldn't you treat handsome guys like shit and only have sage books
And Tan Mo already has a girlfriend, okay
The results turn down again,
[Tan Mo, I don't care if you have a girlfriend, I will wait for you to break up! ]
Click on this confession, and a string of people inside are asking if Tan Mo really has a girlfriend? Is his girlfriend pretty and so on.
Qiao Lan stared at the phone in silence for a long time, reopened Tmall, and quickly placed several orders.