Qiao Lan stayed for a long time.
There is sadness, there is anger, but other than that, there is nothing else.
Not even disappointed.
Qiao Lan thought for a long time why she didn't even feel disappointed. After thinking for a long time, Qiao Lan found out that she was not born with some emotions about Tan Mo.
She thought about it for a long time, thinking about it a lot, why Tan Mo lied to her, why she just lied to her, she could actually ask Tan Mo to question him directly, but Qiao Lan gave up as long as she thought about that scene.
She was reluctant.
He was reluctant to pretend that Tan Mo was flustered but pretended to be calm when he was questioned by her, and he was even more reluctant to think that he was in a bad mood because of his own emotions.
She clearly just wanted to make him happy.
In fact, the reason here is not difficult to guess at all. It can maintain the most primitive and true appearance in front of others, but pretend to be a different appearance in front of her. In the final analysis, I just care.
Because he doesn't care about other people, he never cares about their opinions and what they think in their hearts, so he doesn't need to hide it. Even if he is hated and hated by them, he doesn't care at all; but because he cares about her, he always suppresses himself and will have some of the most real things. Hide and pretend like he thinks she'll like it.
Yes, he thought Qiao Lan would like it.
For example, to hide his terrifying possessiveness and pretend to be light in front of her; for example, to not want her to think too much, and pretend to be happy without any haze.
Does Qiao Lan like this kind of Tan ink
do not like.
Qiao Lan never cared about the behaviors that others thought were "weird" and "sick". She felt sorry for his tragic past and pity his inferiority complex because he was different from others.
I have known Tan Mo since he was at his worst, so Qiao Lan has seen his darkest side; he has known him more than a thousand days and nights, so Qiao Lan likes his most original and real side.
When he liked Shang Mo from the beginning, he was a different one. At that time, he still had Asperger's disease, he couldn't even stand up, he was moody and suspicious, and sometimes he couldn't communicate at all, but Qiao Lan just liked it. He likes it more and more.
The name Tan Mo has already been engraved into the flesh and blood. She will accept all his good and his bad, if all this is true.
So why does Tan Mo think that his perfect appearance in disguise will make her like it more
Because this is what Qiao Lan hopes.
Tan Mo didn't disguise in front of others because he didn't care, but he still stayed at the school and maintained the appearance of a normal person. All the reasons were because Qiao Lan cared.
Because she let him live on campus, let him have contact with classmates, let him meet friends, and let him be a so-called "normal person", because of her smart ideas, Tan Mo thinks she wants him to be that perfect.
He wanted to be what she liked better, so he could keep her by his side forever.
You already knew that he had Asperger's disease, didn't you, and you also knew that this disease could never be cured, didn't you, so why force him to change? Only now did Qiao Lan realize that she had walked into a misunderstanding. She wanted others to like Tan Mo and agree with Tan Mo. She wanted those people to know that he was excellent, but she used the wrong method, and the wrong one was even worse. What is outrageous is that this is not what Tan Mo wants at all.
The reason why Tan Mo has become like this is that she is the source of all evil.
At the moment when all the sources were clarified, Qiao Lan felt a little trouble breathing.
Qiao Lan, do you know what you did
Qiao Lan took out her mobile phone and clicked on Tan Mo's WeChat box, probably wanting to say something, but when she saw the chat record above, she simply flipped it over to have a look.
Turning over and over, Qiao Lan's hand stopped.
This Wednesday, on the 9th, Xie Hongyi said that Tan Mo became very easy to get angry after that day, and the reason was so obvious.
She and Tan Mo happened to chat a lot that day, and it was a text message. They kept discussing how to give Tan Mo a perfect 18th birthday, and then because she received news from the group, she was going to go on the 18th. After telling Tan Mo about the club meeting, Tan Mo was silent for a long time.
There was a gap of nearly ten minutes, and then Tan Mo replied that he had just been discussing issues with his roommate, so he delayed for a while, and let her have a good time on the 18th.
It was so obvious that something was wrong, why didn't she realize it at the time
And then Tan Mo's simple explanation, and the sentence "Let her have fun", she actually believed it. If it was before, Qiao Lan would definitely have found it.
Is Tan Mo's acting ability getting better and better, or is she becoming dull
Maybe both, but maybe the latter has more reasons.
She vaguely remembered a few nights ago, when she was kissing Tan Mo, at that moment she realized that they hadn't kissed for a long time, and now, thinking about it again, how long has it been since she hadn't been accustomed to every day like high school I told him that I like you so much.
She has indeed become dull, but Tan Mo is such a sensitive person.
The senior student in charge of the club activities received Qiao Lan's WeChat. Qiao Lan said that she was sorry, but there was no way that she couldn't come to the dinner party that day.
Eating in a club is not a formal club work, and it is not a big deal if you don't come, but if it's Qiao Lan...
After all, this kind of school-beauty-level beauty can still arouse everyone's enthusiasm, even though they all know that they have boyfriends.
So Senior Sister tried to persuade Qiao Lan, but Qiao Lan said bluntly that it was a very important matter, so she couldn't go.
Well, it's all like this, and there's no other way for the senior sister. After talking to Qiao Lan for a few more words, she turned her head and said to Ji Su, saying that the number of people who had been determined before had changed, and one of the junior sisters couldn't come.
In fact, there is no need to tell Ji Su about this kind of thing, but Ji Su is almost a treat this time, so Pei Beijia still talked to Ji Su.
Jisu's side listened for a long time before replying, [Which]
[Qiao Lan], Pei Beijia said, I was afraid that Ji Su didn't know who it was and described it again, [just the very beautiful school girl]
Ji Su is coming back fast this time.
[reason]
[I didn't say anything, I just said that something can't come]
[to ask for clarity]
Pei Beijia stared at this line of words and was stunned for a long time.
The club is just having dinner together. Everyone has said that there is something to do, and it is not so clear as to ask the teacher to ask for a leave of absence. If I didn't see Ji Su, I had to ask why the others didn't come.
If it was someone else, they would probably have listened to Ji Su's words and asked obediently, but Pei Beijia was not. Based on her understanding of Ji Su, this was another abnormal thing.
The last time it was abnormal, Ji Su somehow took her to watch the freshman interview together, and this time she asked her why the little girl didn't come.
As soon as the two contacted, Pei Beijia's expression changed slightly, and he hesitated for a while before sending a message to Ji Su.
[Have you seen this elementary school girl? ]
Ji Su dared to show these abnormalities in front of her, so he didn't expect to hide it from Pei Beijia. Now that Pei Beijia finally asked, Ji Su answered simply, that's right.
Pei Beijia was silent for a moment and then typed, [He has a boyfriend, I don't believe you don't know Ji Su. ]
[Know], Ji Sudao, [I didn't bring Roman in here. ]
Pei Beijia didn't react immediately. Qiao Lan has a boyfriend and what does it have to do with Roman. After she figured it all out, she suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.
Of course, Ji Su knew that Qiao Lan had a boyfriend, not only he but also an exceptionally good boy. There were also seniors who expressed a good impression of Qiao Lan before, so when Qiao Lan saw everyone, she bluntly said that she had a boyfriend, and alienated those who had thoughts about her. boy.
That's why Ji Su got Roman into the Psychological Society.
As long as they don't treat them differently, no one will find out what he thinks about Qiao Lan. If Ji Su didn't let her know on purpose, she would never have thought of this level.
If everyone can't find out, then Qiao Lan won't find out, Qiao Lan won't find out, so they won't be alienated.
Pei Beijia felt that her hands were shaking, she typed one by one, [Ji Su, don't act like a lunatic, okay? ]
[Why so excited] Ji Su is at ease, [I haven't thought about doing anything yet. ]
Pei Beijia looked at this popular and reassured appearance, and was really angry, [Ji Su, I advise you not to be so confident, Tan Mo won't lose to you at all, be careful that the boat capsizes in the gutter one day. ]
In fact, she has something more exaggerated to say. She wants to say that I think you and your parents are like a mentally ill lunatic, but the words still haven't come out.
She still can't do things like poking people's scars.
On the other side, Qiao Lan, after rejecting Senior Sister, re-planned this weekend.
With one more day left, Qiao Lan instantly felt that she had more time, and she found out that going out to dinner with the alumni was really less attractive than going out with Tan Mo on weekends.
What to play
Qiao Lan opened the date spot saved in the last memo, the House of Horrors, I want to go, the amusement park, I also want to go, the aquarium, well, I still want to go.
Go if you want!
In two days, I can go to several places.
Qiao Lan spent more than an hour checking when these places had the most traffic, avoiding the time with the most people, and finally came up with a dating plan.
After Qiao Lan read the plan back and forth twice with satisfaction, after the two of them had dinner in the afternoon, Qiao Lan took out her small notebook at once.
Tan Mo glanced at Qiao Lan and took the small book.
Although Qiao Lan didn't say what it was, Tan Mo could still see it. Tan Mo stared at the time at 6 pm on Saturday for a long time, "Didn't you say you want to have dinner?"
Tan Mo swears that he has tried his best to control his tone so that he doesn't look too happy.
"I thought about it, sitting with a group of people I don't know very well for a dinner, where is it interesting to have a date with my boyfriend."
Tan Mo couldn't bear it any longer. No one knew how happy he was to hear this sentence after so many days of mourning.
Qiao Lan looked at the smile on Tan Mo's lips, and reached out to squeeze Tan Mo's handsome face.
It should have been like this a long time ago. If you are happy, you will not laugh. If you are not happy, you will not laugh. This kind of real and full of heart only has her young man. She really likes it so much.