Qiao Lan's face changed suddenly.
It wasn't because of Tan Mo's fight, but because Tan Mo met Ji Su.
If it wasn't for what Ji Su said, how could Tan Mo fight.
When Qiao Lan ran over, she realized that the classmate who had just come to report her had a wrong description. It wasn't that Tan Mo and Ji Su were fighting, but that Ji Su was being beaten unilaterally.
After all, Tan Mo has practiced. Ji Su looks like a weak scholar. Tan Mo makes Ji Su unable to beat Ji Su with one hand.
Qiao Lan was slightly relieved, but when she heard a classmate next to her saying to go to the teacher, Qiao Lan abruptly stepped forward and broke Tan Mo's hand that was holding Ji Su's neckline.
"Momo, Momo", Qiao Lan broke Tan Mo's hand but couldn't break it. She looked back anxiously and called him Tan Mo, then Tan Mo's eyes slowly moved to her face , Grabbing Ji Su's hand, he slowly released and held Qiao Lan.
Qiao Lan could feel Tan Mo's hands shaking, and the anger that had just been suppressed suddenly rose up again. Just as he was about to say something, Ji Su, who was next to him, straightened his clothes and said,
"If you didn't think so yourself, why would you be angry and get angry? You see other people watching, what will they say after today, and Qiao Lan will be talked about because of what, you can't control it because you are born like this …”
Tan Mo's fist clenched again suddenly. As soon as Qiao Lan turned his head, he saw the dean who came over immediately, clung to Tan Mo's fist tightly, "Momo, Momo, wake up..."
"How is he sober?" Ji Su sneered, "You don't know him..."
"you shut up!"
Qiao Lan couldn't bear to speak.
She can't let Tan Mo stay here, if she can completely immunize Ji Su, Tan Mo can't, not to mention that Ji Su himself is studying psychology, and every word is poking at Tan Mo's heart, and Tan Mo can't decide that sentence. stimulated.
Qiao Lan grabbed Tan Mo's hand and said to him over and over again, "Momo, be obedient, why don't you go and wait for me in the car first?"
Tan Mo's eyes slowly fell on Qiao Lan's face, staring at Qiao Lan's face for a long time, then turned and went downstairs without saying a word.
Ji Su smiled and watched Tan Mo leave, and then said to Qiao Lan, "Look, you also know that he is in trouble."
So let him go first.
Qiao Lan turned her head and looked up at the boy in front of her.
It is clearly a harmless and gentle appearance, but I do this kind of thing again and again.
Qiao Lan sneered, "Don't use your thinking to think of me, I'm just afraid that he will be punished. If there are not so many people around, I won't say a word even if you are beaten to the hospital."
Ji Su put away his smile.
There are always classmates watching the excitement around. After all, both Qiao Lan and Ji Sutanmo are celebrities in the school, and they are all at the age of gossip. Although it is not easy to go forward and listen to what they say, it does not affect some. People watch the fun.
"You will regret it," Ji Su finally said after a moment of silence, "After many years, you will understand how correct my persuasion is. People with mental illness should not..."
"None of this has anything to do with you," Qiao Lan interrupted Ji Su's words, then paused and looked up at Ji Su and suddenly said, "Senior, do you know about paranoia and paranoia?"
Ji Su was stunned for a while, but for a while he didn't think why Qiao Lan asked such a question.
"The more you can't get something, the more you want it. You always think that you are completely right, and you will never give up until your goal is achieved. If the disease is more serious, it is very likely to be schizophrenic. Seeing a psychiatrist, it’s not scary to get sick, but it’s scary to go out and harm others without knowing it.”
Qiao Lan didn't understand the reason for Ji Su's inexplicable persistence at first, and it wasn't until she thought that Ji Su might also have a mental illness before she slowly came up with ideas.
It is not incomprehensible that I have lived in an abnormal family since I was a child and become abnormal myself.
Ji Su was finally not as calm as before. A person who hated mental illness was suddenly told one day that he also had a mental illness, which was not so easy to accept.
Seeing Ji Su standing stiffly in place, Qiao Lan felt that her heart finally felt a little more comfortable. When she turned to leave, she thought of something, turned her head and said to Ji Su,
"The professional ethics of a psychiatrist is not to use professional knowledge to deal with patients. No matter whether you are successful in your studies in the future, you are not worthy of becoming a psychiatrist. Ji Su should do it yourself."
Going downstairs, bypassing the crowd of students watching the fun, Qiao Lan, took a long sigh of relief and walked to the place where Tan Mo usually parked.
But after walking there, Qiao Lan suddenly froze. There was no Tan Mo and no car in the usual parking place.
Qiao Lan hurriedly took out her mobile phone and called Tan Mo, but the phone was turned off after the call was made.
There were fine snowflakes floating in the sky, falling on Qiao Lan's cheeks. Qiao Lan felt a sudden chill on her cheeks, her heart suddenly trembled, and her legs were so weak that she could barely stand.
The dusty memories she had forgotten were suddenly dug up.
College, freshman year, the end of the term, it's snowing.
Tan Mo, suicide.
Qiao Lan only felt that her head had been smashed heavily, and her heart was a little out of breath. She didn't know where to go, but her legs were running wildly uncontrollably.
The mobile phone kept calling Tan Mo, but no one answered there. Qiao Lan felt that the tears began to fall uncontrollably. She comforted herself that she would not, even if Ji Su really said something, Tan Ink wouldn't do that either.
He is no longer the Tanmo he used to be. He already has someone he loves and someone who loves him very much. How could he be willing to do so
But Qiao Lan was still afraid, she was afraid of the so-called fate, and the ending that had been set for Tan Mo in the book.
She called Tan Mo's roommate and Aunt Chen, but found nothing.
Qiao Lan collapsed and squatted down. I don't know how long it took, someone slowly stepped on the snow and walked in front of her.
Qiao Lan raised her head, Tan Mo stood in front of her and stared at her, and after a while, she slowly squatted down.
Qiao Lan was stunned for a long time, then suddenly raised her hand and hit Tan Mo's arm hard, tears rolling down her cheeks.
Tan Mo didn't speak, he took the person into his arms and touched her hair after a long time, "Be good, don't cry."
Qiao Lan cried more and more fiercely, and was pulled back from the brink of collapse. The feeling of the rest of her life made her unable to control her emotions at all. She wanted to scold him and beat him, but in the end she just hugged Tan Mo tightly, like I was afraid that he would disappear again all of a sudden.
Tan Mo sighed, Qiao Lan hid the truth from him, the anger at Qiao Lan, Ji Su's deepest fear in his heart, all the emotions disappeared in Qiao Lan's cry.
Ji Su said that people born with mental illness are not worthy of love. Qiao Lan will leave him sooner or later. No one will like a mental illness and no one will accept a mental illness for a long time.
Ji Su said that because of him, Qiao Lan was criticized, and because of him, she became a loner and was disliked. She said that she could clearly learn her favorite major and have the same rich and interesting life as other girls, instead of For him to give up his life to become what he is now, saying that if he really loves her, he will leave her earlier, and there will be better and more normal people to take care of Qiao Lan.
Every word stuck in his heart like a knife. For the first time, Tan Mo hit someone out of control. He heard screams around him, and Qiao Lan shouted his name loudly to let him let go.
Let go, why let go
Does she feel distressed or does she think he did something wrong
Tan Mo suddenly didn't want to listen or see Ji Su again, he turned his head and left there.
He didn't know where he was going, he didn't dare to guess what Qiao Lan and Ji Su were talking about, and he didn't dare to think if Qiao Lan would leave him.
Because of fear, he turned off his mobile phone, and drove around without knowing where to go, until all his thoughts returned to calm, Tan Mo suddenly slapped himself and turned his head to take the mobile phone.
Seeing the numerous caller IDs on the phone, he turned on the phone to confirm Qiao Lan's location, and drove in the direction of Qiao Lan.
The girl sitting under the street lamp hugging her knees suddenly looked the same as she was three years ago.
Three years ago, he also picked up the girl who was squatting on the side of the road, and it has become his lifelong dream since then.
Tan Mo stepped forward and looked at Qiao Lan, who was stunned with tears on his face, and his heart suddenly ached, and the pain couldn't be added.
Thinking of the thoughts of the chaos just now, Tan Mo didn't dare to look into Qiao Lan's eyes again.
Carefully wiped away the tears from Qiao Lan's face, carefully held her cheek, and even her voice dropped.
"I'm sorry," Tan Mo said.
Qiao Lan's tears fell again.
"Why are you leaving?" Qiao Lan heard her trembling voice.
"Because I'm afraid you won't want me anymore."
Qiao Lan held Tan Mo's hand tightly, and after a while, she spoke again, "Then why did you come back?"
"Because I love you," Tan Mo held her face and kissed her lips gently, "because I also believe that you love me too."
From the day he was with Qiao Lan, Tan Mo could never believe that Qiao Lan would love him, let alone that Qiao Lan would love him forever, no matter how sweet they were together and how long they were together.
This was the inferiority complex that he could not avoid when facing Qiao Lan.
But until today, Tan Mo realized that he had begun to believe that Qiao Lan also liked him and loved him.
This girl used her actions and intentions to make him settle down in the harbor of love.
r made him no longer panic and no longer uneasy.
As long as he thinks of the name Qiao Lan, he feels incomparably reassuring and warm in his heart.
So how could Qiao Lan not want him like this
I will not leave you because I love you.
I thought I knew you loved me too, so I wouldn't leave you.
Tan Mo squatted down and carried the crying disfigured girl on his back,
"Let's lie down", making the person lying on his back more stable, stepping forward step by step on the snowflakes that gradually piled up and thickening, feeling Qiao Lan hugging his hands tightly, a smile on his lips meaning.
Lie down.
Together we will,
go home.
The author has something to say: the text is finally over!
The final story, the ultimate purpose is to let Momo untie the final knot, that is, he always felt that Qiao Lan would leave his knot, but he was a little out of control in the middle, and it was solved smoothly in the end. This is the end of the text~
Recently, my physical condition is not good. I am very grateful to everyone for not disgusting and always supporting. After the text is over, I will rest for two days and then start to update the extras. For the time being, I have no other plans except the male and female protagonists Tiantian. If you have anything you want to see, you can leave a message, and you can write if you have any interesting suggestions.