During the weekend, Sister Qiao came to visit Qiao's father and Qiao's mother. After talking with Qiao's mother for a while, she went to Qiao Lan's room to take a look. Qiao Lan's room is now almost a messy room with piles of debris.
Sister Qiao bit her lip and went to the kitchen to help Qiao's mother cook. When the whole family sat down to eat together, she asked Qiao's mother, "Mom, has Lan Lan not been in contact with her family?"
"What to contact?" Qiao's mother's tone suddenly became not good, "I called her head teacher last time to call me back, but there was no news at all, if you don't like to come back, don't come back forever, what are you waiting for? I'm starving to death, I can't stand it, and I don't want to come back."
Qiao Yuan chewed on a piece of spareribs and said vaguely, "I can't starve to death, my third sister was the first in the grade last semester and won a scholarship of 5,000 yuan."
Madam Qiao took a chance and spat, "It's good to have raised a white-eyed wolf so much, and I can't remember my family at all."
"Yes", Qiao Yuan rubbed his oily hands in agreement, remembering the last sports meeting, he just wanted Qiao Lan to meet his classmates with him, but Qiao Lan didn't go anyway, causing him to be punished by many in the class People didn't joke about it, and in the end, it cost him 200 yuan to invite a bunch of people to dinner.
Speaking of this, Qiao Yuan suddenly remembered something, grabbed his chopsticks and asked Mother Qiao, "Mom, have you seen Third Sister this semester?"
"I haven't seen it." It's been half a year that I haven't seen Qiao Lan, but Mother Qiao's attitude doesn't show any worry, just like Qiao Lan is not her own.
Qiao Yuan was a little excited, "You haven't seen me before. She has changed a lot, and her whole person is different from before."
Why is it different
"I've become pretty, so pretty, I almost didn't recognize her. Back then, there were a lot of people who chose her as the school flower. A few days ago, a rich boy in the school gave her flowers, and the whole school knew about it."
Mother Qiao finally became a little interested when she heard this.
After eating, Qiao Lan took Qiao's mother's mobile phone to find the post bar attached to the middle school, and found the photo of Qiao Lan at the sports meeting, who was once popular in the whole post bar.
"Look, look, I almost didn't recognize it."
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In the new week, Qiao Lan and Tan Mo changed their seats to the seat in front of Bai Yu.
Bai Yu and another boy were at the same table. The two used to be in the same class in the first year of high school. I heard that they are still very good friends. They have the same personality, and they are like brothers.
The two were like living treasures, welcoming the arrival of the "Student God" in an exaggerated tone. Qiao Lan grabbed his arm and reminded him,
"smile."
The young man was stunned for a moment, and the delicate and cold facial features were stunned for a moment and then smiled.
The two people in the back row had never seen Tan Mo have any other expressions, let alone such a beautiful smile, Bai Yu clutched at his heart and grabbed Qiao Lan exaggeratedly, "Beauty crit!"
Tan Mo has probably never encountered such an exaggerated closeness. He didn't know how to react for a while. Qiao Lan whispered in his ear, "I told you that you looked good when you smiled. I didn't lie to you."
Tan Mo turned to look at her again, and for a moment there was a smile in his eyes.
But Tan Mo's smile is always different from other people's. He doesn't smile from his heart when he's happy, but after a short and quick analysis, he feels that it's time to laugh at this moment.
So even Qiao Lan sometimes couldn't understand what was hidden behind Tan Mo's smile.
I don't know that Tan Mo is now looking at her more and saying a word to her more, and he is struggling with the torture of those two words.
How dare you, how dare you.
When he was alone, he paused for a long time with his mobile phone, and then he entered three "disabled people" with difficulty.
I admit that I am a disabled person, physically and mentally disabled, but I like someone.
After entering the word "disabled" with difficulty, he carefully entered the word "like", and then clicked search, but just glanced at it, and the bloody wound on Tan Mo's heart was stabbed again in an instant.
The bright headline below reads, I like a person, but disabled people should never have love and desire.
Tan Mo closed his eyes suddenly, dropped the phone on the table, leaned on the back of the wheelchair for a long time, and finally picked up the phone again.
He wanted to find some different voices from these people's remarks, but he spent nearly an hour reading the entire answer, but couldn't find a reason to refute it.
He watched so much, but none of the normal and disabled people finally got together successfully. Even those couples who insisted on being together despite the opposition of their families at first, eventually went to tragedy in the years that followed.
Just like a girl said, she once had a blind boyfriend, she loved him so much, she once cut off all ties with her family for him, she thought that this kind of love would last forever.
But later, she only lasted three years.
It was too hard, she said. Sometimes when she couldn't stand it, she would ask herself over and over again why she was so tired and why she couldn't live a normal life like a normal person.
She used to be a normal person.
Many people wondered from the beginning, whether the disabled should fall in love with a normal person. With the passage of time, the increasingly serious body, and the thousands of pressures, can the disabled be able to resist the office like a normal person. , give the beloved her a tomorrow, and finally got the answer in repeated disappointments.
Tan Mo was anxious and anxious to find a happy case, a possibility of happiness enough to make him not so desperate, and finally saw someone say that he had found love, but after reading it, Tan Mo only felt that more desperate.
Some people say that she once met a very beautiful and very good boy, he can't speak, but he is very good, after many years he got married, his wife is a very beautiful but also can't speak girl.
Some people say in the simplest but cruelest way, dragons match lobsters and shrimps. If you are not healthy, for yourself and others, you should find someone who is not healthy. If you lower the standard, you must have extravagant expectations.
Yes, they call the word extravagance.
For a moment, Tan Mo thought that if he really went to receive treatment, he could really stand up again, but when he woke up, he suddenly realized that everything was deceiving himself.
Some people are disabled in the body, and some are in the mind, but the disability of the mind is more frightening than the disability of the body.
Even if he stood up and looked like a normal person, he knew better than everyone how terrible he was mentally and spiritually incomplete.
Tan Mo suddenly understood the meaning of the last two lines of the poem that he had not understood before.
I could have endured the dark
if i never saw the sun
But the sun has made my desolation
become a newer desolation
When there was redemption in his life, she brought him warmth and light. Because he had seen the beauty of the sun, he could never return to loneliness and darkness, but the sun could not rescue him from the darkness, but instead made him ask for No, everything is a luxury.
In the two Chinese classes on Wednesday afternoon, the Chinese teacher showed you a world classic movie, "Edward Scissorhands".
She is required to watch the film carefully, and give her a review after watching it.
Edward, the robot created by the inventor who lived in the castle, accidentally fell to the ground and died when the inventor was preparing to put a pair of human hands on Edward's Christmas gift, so Edward died. No hands like normal people, but sharp scissors.
After he was brought home by Peg, he fell in love with the beautiful Jin, but he was eventually questioned in the town and hid in the old castle again.
Because Edward is a monster, his feelings for Jin are entirely from his temperament, not utilitarian, and all other people's disputes. He can do a house art for Jin, squeeze food with scissors for others to eat, endure the temptation of neighbors, and even cover up his conscience for her, conceal the truth, and steal.
Kim asked him why
Edward said, "Because you told me to go."
This world-renowned classic movie is full of regretful endings. The touching lines, "I can't hug you when I pick up the scissors, and I can't protect you when I put down the scissors" made many girls in the class cry. Feeling distressed for Edward, protecting the beloved but being misunderstood, the feeling of powerlessness can only escape.
Most of the thoughts expressed by everyone were the same in the comments I handed in that day, criticizing human nature and social indifference.
The Chinese teacher selected the best integral projection for everyone to see. Someone wrote,
"Deep love doesn't have to be together to be a good ending. Even if parting is very sad, even if we are strangers since then, when I recall it now, I am still very happy that you remember me, and I will always be the most beautiful look I used to be when I was young."
Edward always remembered Jin's most beautiful appearance, but Tan Mo could never understand it.
He didn't tell others that at the end of the film, Edward returned to the castle alone, and Jin had his own life to marry and have children. At that moment, Tan Mo felt that if he were Edward, he might choose to die.
In his world, love has always had only two answers, either one hundred or zero.
The teachers would not ask Tan Mo for homework, but this time Tan Mo also wrote the review, but he didn't give it to the teacher. He watched his classmates criticize the society, but recalled that he was writing this review. When I felt the pain, I felt the pain that Edward felt in the bottom of my heart.
Everyone said that it was the indifference of society, but Tan Mo wrote that it was because the aliens were not allowed to live in the world.
Just like Edward, just like him.
Edward has a pair of scissor hands that are different from people, he has two legs that can't stand, and a brain that can't understand emotions.
Edward was once popular because of these scissor hands, but after he fell in love with the heroine, he was suspected and rejected by everyone because of his hands; he was looked up by everyone because of his IQ beyond ordinary people, but if they learned that he also liked him. After a good girl, maybe everyone will be like Xiang Xiaohan, who just feels weird and disgusting.
Edward's scissor hands is just a symbol, it represents aliens and incompatibility, he can't really regard it as a pair of scissors, those scissors represent autism, poverty, disability, etc., which normal people do not accept.
One day many years later, he and Qiao Lan, like Edward in the film, lived alone for a lifetime, and one person will eventually have his own life.
Tan Mo closed his eyes and didn't say a word for a long time, so I don't know how long it took, Tan Mo tore the workbook in half, threw it into the trash can, clenched his trembling hands, and tried his best to get rid of all his emotions. All pressed down.