Life is sometimes terrifying.
There are only two paths between life and death, but only one day later, one path has become a train of thought.
The doctor told Tan Mo that he might spend his entire life in a wheelchair.
He couldn't stand up, couldn't become a normal person in the eyes of other people, couldn't make Qiao Lan get rid of the suspicion of "admiration", and now he no longer has the right to choose.
Fate left him only one thing to do.
That is to leave Qiao Lan.
Stay away from her, and don't let anyone see that Qiao Lan has a little relationship with him.
At this moment, Tan Mo felt that his heart was so painful that he lost consciousness.
Qiao Lan buzzed for a moment, Tan Mo lowered her head, saw the WeChat message from Qiao Lan, she asked him if he was feeling better today, and if he could come to school tomorrow.
Why bother with him? Because of his reasons, he has already been slandered like that, so why insist on it.
Tan Mo sometimes really wishes that Qiao Lan could be a little bit selfish and a little less kind.
He can't go to school tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and maybe every day from now on, he'll never go again.
After a long time, Tan Mo texted Qiao Lan back, telling her that she probably wouldn't be here this week.
"Why?" Qiao Lan's phone call came as promised, "Is it so serious this time?"
"Well," Tan Mo said, "very serious."
There was silence for a long time, and he said, "Tan Mo, go to the hospital for an examination. I will accompany you on the weekend, okay?"
Tan Mo closed his eyes, his hand holding the phone was a little unstable, he suddenly called out to Qiao Lan, and Qiao Lan asked him what was wrong.
"if… "
Tan Mo suppressed the extreme pain and said hoarsely, "I said that if, if I went for an examination, the doctor told me that for the rest of my life... I would never be able to stand up..."
What would you do.
But when the words came to his lips, Tan Mo suddenly laughed at himself, why did he ask Qiao Lan what to do when he couldn't stand up, what did this have to do with him, and what was he expecting from Qiao Lan
"...Nothing, I was talking nonsense..."
Tan Mo was about to say this, but the next moment, Qiao Lan's voice came from the other end of the phone.
Qiao Lan didn't know why Tan Mo suddenly said such a thing, but after Tan Mo finished asking, she didn't even think about it and said it.
"Then I will take care of you for the rest of my life."
After finishing speaking, Qiao Lan's phone was suddenly silent.
Tan Mo held the phone in a daze, and Qiao Lan suddenly felt her ears warm after thinking about what she had said.
After waiting for what was said later, the two of them couldn't hear it. After hanging up the phone in a daze, Qiao Lan held the phone in a daze and squatted on the outdoor balcony outside the dormitory to hang clothes.
The words just now, after Tan Mo finished asking, she blurted out without thinking.
Tan Mo asked her what to do if she couldn't stand up in the future. She thought at the time that she couldn't stand up if she couldn't stand up. She would still take care of him as she does now.
But after blurting out, Qiao Lan realized that this sentence seemed to have a different special meaning, it was like a love sentence.
Tan Mo simply doesn't understand these things, but how can Qiao Lan not understand, whether it's a man or a woman, when you blurt it out, when you've already thought about taking care of a person for the rest of your life, what does that represent.
Qiao Lan squatted in the dark, silently thinking about why she said such a thing.
But after thinking about it carefully, it seems that I have such a thought, and it seems that there is no trace of it.
As early as a long time ago, Qiao Lan thought of the traces of Tan Mo in the book, thinking that he would leave the school in the second year of high school, reappear in the freshman year, and end his life in the third year.
She didn't want Tan Mo to repeat this kind of life, and she didn't want to let a fresh life leave this world, so she always tried her best to make him feel that someone likes him and cares about him, and let him not lose confidence in life and be brave to survive.
After knowing each other for more than a year, Qiao Lan regards Tan Mo as her responsibility and her most important person. She wants him to spend this high school well, and then guards him so that he can spend the university safely. Time, don't let tragedy happen again.
A little further in the future, Qiao Lan didn't think about it, she didn't think about these things specifically, but it has become like this unconsciously.
Now I just calm down and think about it seriously. After she accompanies Tan Mo through the death point of her destiny, she can let go of it with confidence and let Tan Mo live by himself, or leave him to him. Someone else
Qiao Lan thought about it for a long time, and finally determined that she couldn't do it.
She was not worried, she was not worried that someone would appear after she left, just like Song Yao in the original novel, pushing him into the area again, she was even more worried that she had just left for a while, waiting to come back again , will I never see him again like in the book.
So she really wanted to take care of Tan Mo and see him live forever in peace.
Qiao Lan didn't think about these things, but before she knew it, she had already made plans for the future, so when Tan Mo asked that, she said without thinking that she could take care of Tan Mo for the rest of her life.
After thinking about it left and right, I don't think there is any problem with my thoughts, but when I think about it again, I still think that this sentence is a problem everywhere.
Qiao Lan squatted on the balcony and texted Bai Yu after a long time.
[If someone says they want to take care of you for the rest of their lives, what do you think they mean? ]
Bai Yu replied instantly, and a lot of "fuck" shocked Qiao Lan's eyes.
[Fuck, fuck, what do you mean by that? ]
[Who told you that? This story is too funny! ]
[This is more touching than I love you. If someone tells me that, I will definitely go with him! ]
Qiao Lan: …
Qiao Lan repeatedly explained that no one told her that, she just wanted to ask, but asked Bai Yu after a long time.
[If one day, you have this kind of thought about a person who wants to take care of him for the rest of his life, what does this mean? ]
[It means that I love it badly! ]
Qiao Lan: …
What a mess.
Her real age is actually three or four years older than Tan Mo, and Tan Mo is so simple that she doesn't understand anything. According to Bai Yu's statement, isn't this her taking advantage of Tan Mo
What are the words of tigers and wolves that Bai Yu said!
Can't hear can't hear.
After thinking about it, I didn't come up with anything, and I simply didn't think about it. I thought that Tan Mo definitely didn't understand the ambiguity of what he said.
Tan Mo's leg pain seems to be quite serious this time. When school is over on Friday afternoon, let's go to Tan Mo's house to have a look.
In a blink of an eye, it was Friday. After the last class, Qiao Lan sent a message to Tan Mo to ask if he was at home. If he was, she would go there.
Tan Mo replied that he was outside, and after a while, he said, ask Qiao Lan to wait, he has something to do with Uncle Chen, and he will pick her up when the matter is over.
After thinking for two seconds, Qiao Lan said ok.
After a moment of hesitation, she recalled all the rumors and rumors in the school after she got out of Uncle Chen's car.
Qiao Lan actually didn't think it had a big impact. The classmates in the class were all very good. Except for Xiang Xiaohan's yin and yang peculiarities, no one said anything nonsense.
When Qiao Lan first learned about this, Qiao Lan was annoyed for a night of self-study, but she lost her anger after a good night's sleep.
No matter how much they slandered her, no matter how much they hurt her, she did well in the exam as usual, and she still looks good, so they should be jealous.
Do you really want to avoid Tan Mo on purpose for those people? Deliberately stay far away from Tan Mo? In her mind, their views were not even comparable to Tan Mo's hair.
So Chen Bo said to pick her up this time, Qiao Lan thought about it for a moment and then agreed, and she was not afraid that someone would see it.
Sometimes everyone doesn't believe you, it doesn't mean you're wrong, they're blind.
Qiao Lan went back to the dormitory to get a piece of clothes. When it was almost six o'clock, he left the school gate and stood in the neighborhood opposite the school, waiting for Uncle Chen to come over.
But before Uncle Chen, she heard someone call her, Qiao Lan turned around and looked for a long time before she recognized that the person who was sitting in the car and greeted her was Second Sister Qiao.
When Second Sister Qiao saw Qiao Lan, Yu Guang glanced at the other two people sitting next to her, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.
She has been driving to Fuzhong every day for several days.
Speaking of which, I got angry. A few days ago, Second Sister Qiao realized that Qiao Lan was not living in the school because of the convenience of studying, but Qiao's parents and Qiao's mother had wronged Qiao Lan for stealing the family's money and drove them out.
Thanks to her mother still patted her chest and promised her that she would be able to bring Qiao Lan back.
As a result, I waited and waited, but I didn't wait for Qiao Lan.
Fortunately, Qiao Lan's photo was really amazing. The prospective son-in-law, who had no patience, not only changed his mind after seeing Qiao Lan's photo, but also said that he was willing to wait a few more days.
Later, after hearing about Qiao Lan's achievements in the mansion, the other party was even more satisfied, and took the initiative to find her every day, saying that he wanted to see Qiao Lan.
The second sister Qiao was so happy that she urged Mother Qiao several times in a row, but she never saw anyone. Later, she finally found out that Qiao Lan was beaten out by Mother Qiao.
I was so angry that I couldn't do anything, so I simply drove over to try my luck. I've been here several times, and I finally bumped into it today.
Qiao Lan had just come out of school and was still wearing school uniforms, but surrounded by boys and girls in school uniforms, Qiao Lan was still very outstanding, and people could notice it at a glance, and when she turned her head, she was even more amazing.
The young man sitting behind the car suddenly lit up.
Although he said that he had seen the photos before, but he had never seen a real person. He heard that Qiao Lan's achievements were particularly top-notch, and he was indeed different from the rest of the Qiao family, so he was more looking forward to it.
Now I have finally met the real person. Unlike Second Sister Qiao, who was so young that she couldn't see her original facial features with heavy makeup, the girl in the distance had a clean face, but she was still amazingly beautiful.
Luo Nian finally felt that he had come several times without running in vain.
Second Sister Qiao greeted Qiao Lan with too much enthusiasm. Qiao Lan frowned and walked over, standing one meter away from the car to greet Second Sister Qiao.
The more Sister Qiao looked at Qiao Lan, the happier she became, "Where are you going, are you going home?"
Qiao Lan glanced into the car and found that besides Second Sister Qiao, there were two other people behind the car.
"No, go to my friend's house." Qiao Lan took two steps back without a trace.
"How can I go to a friend's house if I don't go home for the holidays? Come and get in the car. My sister will take you to dinner. We haven't seen you for a long time. It's hard to meet and talk."
Qiao Lan finally saw clearly that there was a man and a woman sitting behind the car. She didn't know the man, but the other party stared at her with a very uncomfortable look.