Tan Mo clearly remembered that he had quietly made a birthday wish on his birthday two years ago.
At that time, he was still a cripple who couldn't stand up. It was the first time he was tempted by a person. The initial temptation and the inferiority complex that followed filled his heart day and night. At that time, Qiao Lan asked him what birthday he wanted. As a gift, he shared an earphone with Qiao Lan in the self-study class, listening to Yang Zongwei's "Just Once"
I want to see you laugh, I want to see you making trouble, and I want to hold you in my arms.
He listened to the song and made a birthday wish. He wanted a hug, a hug from Qiao Lan.
But Tan Mo didn't dare to tell Qiao Lan such a simple birthday wish.
That year's birthday has passed, and another year's birthday has come. Now it's been a long time, two years have passed since the wish, and Tan Mo finally realized the feeling of holding Qiao Lan in his arms.
The girl's body was thinner and softer than he had imagined, the fragrance from her hair was faintly entwined at the tip of her nose, and her soft hands tightly hugged his waist.
Tan Mo did not dare to move.
He remembered that when he was very young, people would often want to hug him, but the feeling of hugging made him stiff, and the touch on his body made him unbearable.
He refused to be approached by people, refused to embrace this gesture of expressing intimacy, but after getting to know Qiao Lan, he began to look forward to it again and again.
Qiao Lan's hug still made him stiff, but it was completely different from what he had ever felt before, because he was overwhelmed, because he couldn't believe it, and because he was excited, Tan Mo even unconsciously hoped in his heart, Qiao Lan held his hand. Can be more forceful, can make them more encrypted and inseparable.
Tan Mo's hand slowly put his hand on Qiao Lan's back, and with little force, he pressed the person tightly to his chest, inch by inch. on the shoulders.
This was the closest he was to Qiao Lan in his life.
As long as he turned his head, the tip of Tan Mo's nose could even wipe Qiao Lan's neck, as long as he lowered his head, his lips could kiss her fair shoulders and neck, and the skin of the two of them was burning hot.
Qiao Lan's voice was as light as muttering to herself, but Tan Mo could still hear it.
Qiao Lan said Tan Mo, how can you do this.
Tan Mo's hands tightened around her waist, and he thought at a loss that Qiao Lan was blaming him, but Qiao Lan continued, "If you are like this, what will I do in the future, what will I do if I can't leave you... "
As he spoke, the girl rubbed her cheeks buried between his neck, and Tan Mo's hot body touched her skin, which was cold because of the cold weather. Tan Mo only felt that all her tight self-control was wiped away for a moment. clean, and blurted out in an instant,
"Then never leave."
How can that be? You don't know what I'm thinking at all, you don't know what I'm thinking, you will always grow up, and when you grow up, you will meet someone you really like... Qiao Lan subconsciously wanted to say this, but she said it. stopped for a moment.
Qiao Lan held Tan Mo's fingertips and trembled slightly, as if she was embarrassed because of the evil thoughts sprouting in her heart at this moment, but she couldn't help but keep thinking about it.
Tan Mo will always grow up and understand. When he grows up and understands, he will meet someone he likes and wants to spend his life with.
But…
If there must be such a person...
Why can't this person be her.
He is still young, can she grow up with him slowly, he doesn't know if she can teach him little by little, he can't be alone forever, right? He said "then never leave", It means that he also wants her to be with him all the time, doesn't it
Although Tan Mo's feelings are different from hers, the idea of wanting to be with each other and not wanting to be separated is the same. Tan Mo said that they will go to a city and a university together, and they can still be like this for many days in the future. Everything is possible isn't it
Even if he was able to do his best in front of other people, he was always at a loss in front of Qiao Lan. He regretted that he had been stubborn in his liking, but he couldn't help but look forward to Qiao Lan's response. The real thoughts that Tan Mo blurted out suddenly made him wake up suddenly, but he couldn't wait for Qiao Lan's response after a long time, which made Tan Mo's already restless heart even more ups and downs.
But at this moment, Tan Mo heard the girl's soft reply, she said,
"it is good."
Tan Mo said then never leave, Qiao Lan said, good.
Qiao Lan could feel that after she said the word "good", the hand around her waist suddenly tightened, and it even hurt a little.
Tan Mo pressed against the boy's chest, only to realize later that his hands holding Tan Mo were numb from the cold.
She was in a hurry to go downstairs, and she was wearing the thin coat that she wore in the dormitory. Snowflakes were fluttering in the sky now. I was too excited just now and didn't realize it, but now I feel that my whole body is frozen.
Qiao Lan subconsciously wanted to let go of Tan Mo, and asked Tan Mo to go back earlier as usual, but her mood was different from before, accompanied by an unspeakable sense of shame and guilt for deceiving children, Qiao Lan suddenly whispered,
"Momo, I'm cold."
Tan Mo wondered if he was so excited because of Qiao Lan's response that he had an illusion, otherwise how could he hear a hint of coquettishness from Qiao Lan's "Mo Mo".
The second batch of self-study students came back one after another, and everyone inevitably glanced at Qiao Lan and Tan Mo when they passed by.
Tan Mo used his body to block other people's sight, he carefully discerned Qiao Lan's sentence "I'm cold".
Qiao Lan said that he was cold, so should he let her go and let her go upstairs to rest earlier, but Tan Mo was reluctant. He didn't know when he would get such a hug next time.
Tan Mo suddenly remembered the movie clip that he didn't know where he saw it. Because of Qiao Lan's "yes", he was terrified. He tore off his coat and covered Qiao Lan inside, holding the girl across the coat. His hands, this time around his waist more intimately.
The classmates passing by who happened to have a panoramic view of everything couldn't help but the doctor exclaimed, and Bai Yu, who was hiding on the balcony to watch the fun, covered her mouth and shouted, "Shit."
When Tan Mo finally returned, he was still dizzy.
Don't look at how resolute he was when "playing a hooligan", no one knew how nervous he was at that moment, for fear that Qiao Lan would push him away directly.
It is said that the moonlight is disturbing, and the snowy night is equally uncontrollable.
Qiao Lan didn't push him away in the end, she even let him hold her very obediently, without struggling or uncomfortable, and finally smiled and said goodbye to him and let him send her a WeChat message when he got home safely.
She didn't dislike it, nor was she unhappy, Tan Mo thought to himself.
Did he like it, did he feel happy
Tan Mo does not know.
Tan Mo couldn't guess what Qiao Lan was thinking, he could only feel himself clearly. He used to expect only a hug to be satisfied, but now he starts to look forward to the next time as soon as he gets it. Maybe one day there will be a next time, and he will still not be satisfied, and even more eager.
Longing for hugs, longing for kisses, and even more intimate things.
Thinking of this, Tan Mo even felt his whole body start to tremble.
People are always insatiable with greed. When they get one thing, they start to be greedy for the other. This kind of thought cannot be poured out, and the more it burns, the more prosperous it becomes.
Tan Mo was sitting in the car. He recalled every touch and every word of the night, and finally stopped his thoughts on the "good".
Qiao Lan promised him and would never leave him.
Before that, she even said, what if you are like Tan Mo, she will never leave him.
At that time, he answered too quickly, and he never thought about the other meanings in this sentence. Now that I think about it carefully, it is not that Qiao Lan has gradually started to become more and more inseparable from him.
The relationship between the two is mutual, just like Tan Mo can't do without Qiao Lan, and Qiao Lan is gradually becoming inseparable from him.
In this case, can he make her more dependent on him and make her more inseparable from him, so that until the end, can he keep her by his side forever
Tan Mo suddenly clenched his fists.
He shouldn't have such thoughts, he is a mentally handicapped person, and he shouldn't have tied Qiao Lan by his side.
But God knows how much he wants to do it.
Tan Mo took a deep breath and struggled to suppress all the desires that had risen since today.
Uncle Chen looked at Tan Mo in the rearview mirror several times. Tan Mo's expression tonight was too rich. Uncle Chen was sure that something must have happened, but Uncle Tan didn't say anything, so Uncle Chen could only change the topic. to other unrelated things.
For example, Qiao Yuan, who has successfully undergone surgery.
"The kidney source has just been replaced, and it is still under observation. It will take at least a month to be discharged from the hospital normally."
"Well," Tan Mo felt much lighter after turning his attention away.
"You call Tan Hecheng again tomorrow."
Uncle Chen: "..."
That's your father...
But when he thought about the shit that Tan's father had done, Uncle Chen didn't say anything, but asked Tan Mo what to do with Tan's father.
"Same as last time, repeating the old trick, this time looking at the small restaurant in Qiao's house."
Uncle Chen was stunned, looking at the small restaurant of Qiao's family
Even if he doesn't investigate, Uncle Chen can guarantee that the hygiene of that small restaurant will never meet the standard, and the parents who can teach Second Sister Qiao are definitely not responsible businessmen. Tan Mo's mouth was talking about the small restaurant of Cha Qiao's father and Qiao's mother, and the implied meaning was that, like the previous Luo family, the Qiao family's license was withdrawn so that their business could not continue.
Although I can understand Tan Mo's approach, but,
"Will this make the couple anxious? What if they can't come to Qiao Lan again? Qiao Yuan is recovering after the operation, and the hospitalization fee plus the drug cost will definitely not be able to beat the 200,000 yuan. I think they are now I'm already stretched thin, and I don't know much about those two breaths, I think it's really possible to go back and find Lan Lan..."
"I just want him to find it," Tan Mo said lightly.
He was also worried that they weren't brave enough to go.
Uncle Chen instantly understood what Tan Mo meant.
Tan Mo once said that he would spend hundreds of thousands to buy Qiao Lan a clean, but he did not say that hundreds of thousands would help Qiao Yuan cure a disease, and then give Qiao Lan a clean.
It doesn't matter if hundreds of thousands are lost, it's far more comfortable than helping Qiao Yuan.
Those people in the Qiao family are definitely not the ones who can be truly taken in by a few words. They must be greedy and so clearly written on their faces. He never intended to make the Qiao family so comfortable. That kidney, Tan Mo I never thought about letting it stay in Qiao Yuan's body for too long.