Qiao Lan was indeed a little sleepy after getting in the car, but not so sleepy that she fell asleep.
Now that she has figured out that she wants to be with Tan Mo in the future, and that she wants to change the relationship between herself and Tan Mo, she will deliberately narrow the distance between the two from time to time, while slowly Let Tan Mo feel the difference, while slowly observing what Tan Mo can't understand.
Just like today, Qiao Lan is deliberately relying on Tan Mo.
She was a little tired, with the cold window on one side and the boy she liked on the other, Qiao Lan felt that this was not a multiple-choice question that needed to be considered for a long time.
She rested her head on Tan Mo's shoulder. At that moment, Qiao Lan felt Tan Mo's nervousness and discomfort, and his body was stiff.
If Tan Mo didn't have the consciousness of men and women as she imagined, and if he didn't know the relationship between the male protagonists at all, he would definitely not be as stiff as he is now.
Qiao Lan vaguely felt that Tan Mo was not completely ignorant of the temptation and intentional closeness from time to time recently, but that was the end of it.
She leaned on Tan Mo's body, the temperature between the two of them was warm, the rumbling sound of the car and the sound of reminding the arrival of the stop from time to time, she heard the reminder of the next stop, and originally planned to pretend to be awake. Like this, he suddenly heard the sound of the boy holding his breath but still breathing clearly.
She could even feel the breath of Tan Mo.
Then, Tan Mo's cold lips kissed carefully.
Qiao Lan couldn't remember what she was thinking at that moment. There were too many surprises, surprises, and heartbeats. She could only feel the tender, feather-like kisses that were as cautious as a teenager. Maybe it was too light, so Qiao Lan couldn't believe it, so she wanted to verify it, but maybe she liked this moment too much, or maybe she wanted to do the same. The young boy kissed again.
She bit the boy's lower lip lightly, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Tan Mo's trembling eyes, her figure was reflected in those eyes, but the focus was trembling.
Just like how she never met Tan Mo would kiss, Tan Mo should never have thought that she would kiss back anyway, Qiao Lan looked at Tan Mo's appearance and laughed softly, "Why?"
so nervous
But before he finished speaking, Tan Mo's lips, which he didn't dare to move, pressed down fiercely.
He really couldn't help liking her, so at the last moment he left immediately, his liking finally took over his reason and gently kissed Qiao Lan for a moment.
When Qiao Lan's arms came up, Tan Mo's mind went blank. It was the collapse of all his desires after being discovered by Qiao Lan, and the overwhelm of all the filth exposed in front of Qiao Lan, but the next moment Qiao Lan looked at the gentle However, his lips took the initiative to entangle him, and his rationality, which had been scattered, disappeared in an instant.
He felt Qiao Lan's teeth gnashing at the position of his lower lip, and heard what she said after laughing softly.
But what exactly was said, Tan Mo didn't hear it, the desires buried in his heart that were suppressed to the point of collapse burst out in an instant. He didn't know what he was going to do at this moment, let alone what the kiss was like, but the outburst of instinct invaded all reason, Tan Mo grabbed Qiao Lan's waist suddenly, and blocked all Qiao Lan's unfinished words. .
Her lips were so sweet and soft.
Tan Mo was trembling almost all over his body. He wrapped Qiao Lan's waist with his right hand and his left hand tightly grasped the back of the front seat, because his veins burst out from too much force.
The boy's kiss was incoherent but fierce and terrifying. The fiery lips pressed and rubbed together as if looking for an exit. It was more like a bite than a kiss. Qiao Lan was able to get it almost as soon as Tan Mo kissed her. Feel the tingling on the lips. Tan Mo's waist was held tightly against him by Tan Mo's hand. Qiao Lan's back was almost completely suspended in the air. Qiao Lan knew that Tan Mo was learning free fighting, but she never thought that Tan Mo's strength could be so great today. planting level.
She was held in her arms by one arm and couldn't move. Tan Mo was too excited and no longer carefully grabbed her waist, causing Qiao Lan to feel pain.
She never knew that a boy who was always gentle and gentle would have the opposite side of such madness.
Qiao Lan's initiative and calmness at the beginning was completely disrupted by Tan Mo's chaotic and unusually rough kiss. Qiao Lan unconsciously touched the place where Tan Mo bit her with the tip of her tongue, but Tan Mo's agitated Tan Mo became more and more irrational.
The snow was still falling outside the window, and the bus stopped and went away. One of the two people who were supposed to get off at the stop didn't hear it at all, and the other couldn't do anything about it.
Qiao Lan watched the passing car go farther and farther, and the waist that was held by Tan Mo was also aching. Qiao Lan stretched out her hand and pushed Tan Mo hard, but Tan Mo didn't move at all.
"Ink ink ink ink!"
Tan Mo finally stopped, his light brown eyes were still full of unfinished fiery and madness, mixed with the deep-rooted nostalgia that he had been hiding and now finally released without reservation.
Tan Mo has always been indifferent, always cold, except for anger, Qiao Lan has never seen such a hot feeling in Tan Mo's eyes.
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The reminder of the next stop rang again, interrupting Qiao Lan's thoughts. Before she could think about anything else, Qiao Lan stretched out her hand to cover Tan Mo's lips and said anxiously, "We should get off the bus, we have already sat there. Stop!"
Tan Mo looked at the unfamiliar streets outside, and then looked at Qiao Lan who was close at hand. It was like he suddenly woke up, but he still reluctantly kissed Qiao Lan's palm again.
Qiao Lan was curled up by the fingers of Tan Mo's kiss, and he didn't dare to delay any longer. He pulled Tan Mo and quickly ran out of the car when the car was about to start again.
The still cold air outside the car lowered the hot temperature that had just erupted, and all the charm disappeared in an instant. Tan Mo looked at Qiao Lan's released hand, and the lost sense gradually returned to its place, but although the sense was still in chaos, the chaos made the young man who was just like a madman at a loss.
After the instinctive kiss and hug, now the instinct has passed, and all the questions that made him even more uneasy before he had time to think were squeezed into his head.
What were they just now, what was Qiao Lan's attitude as if nothing had happened, why did Qiao Lan kiss him back, was Qiao Lan unhappy just now, or did she overdo it
Qiao Lan took out her phone and glanced at the time, and said, "It's so cold, it's almost half past eleven. I don't know if Uncle Chen is asleep. It shouldn't be too far to walk back from here."
As a result, he didn't wait for Tan Mo's answer after he finished speaking, and when he looked back, the wolf cub boy, who was extremely vicious just now, looked at her with hesitation and anxiety in his eyes, just like a kitten.
If it wasn't for the tingling on his lips while his waist was still sore, Qiao Lan really suspected that everything that had just happened was fake.
At least this kind of Tan Mo, Qiao Lan could never imagine that he could be like just now.
Qiao Lan put the phone back in her pocket, smiled and said, "What's the matter, why don't you leave."
Tan Mo's beautiful eyes were fixed on her, not speaking or moving.
Qiao Lan thought about it and walked over, and said softly, "Momo?"
Tan Mo slowly stretched out his hand, grabbed Qiao Lan's hand like a test, and then slowly held Qiao Lan's hand tightly as if waiting for Qiao Lan's reaction.
Qiao Lan looked down at the hands they were holding, then raised her head, smiled and curved her eyes a little bit playfully, "Why did you suddenly become so innocent again, it wasn't like that just now."
Tan Mo's eyes were confused again, he clenched Qiao Lan's hand, as if after some ideological struggle, "We are what we are now."
"What do you think?" Qiao Lan asked rhetorically. She grabbed Tan Mo's other hand, which was holding a rose.
"I specially invited you out on Valentine's Day, I specially invited you to watch a love movie, I specially sent you roses, I just let you kiss however you want." Qiao Lan spoke very slowly, every time she said a word, Tan Mo grabbed her Qiao Lan wanted to pull out the sore hand, but it was too tight to move at all.
Qiao Lan gave up, and added the last sentence, "What do you think we are now?"
The boy's gaze was blank for a while, then suddenly brightened, and quickly began to transition from a cat cub to a wolf cub.
Looking at the familiar eyes, Qiao Lan suddenly remembered that her waist and lips were still hurting, and hurriedly said, "Speak well, don't move, let go first."
"No", Tan Mo decisively refused, "If I understand correctly, why should I let go."
Qiao Lan said with an expressionless face, "Because your hands are too strong, it hurts."
Tan Mo: ""
Finally obediently letting go of the strength on his hands, the young man lowered his head, only distress and annoyance remained on his delicate and beautiful face, Qiao Lan was really surprised by Tan Mo's rich expression now. He stepped forward and walked closer, touched Tan Mo's hair with his other free hand, squatted down a little, looked up at the boy who was silent again, and said, "Momo."
Tan Mo glanced at Qiao Lan and blocked the look in his eyes with his long eyelashes, and said "um" in a trance.
"let's be together."
Tan Mo's trance-like expression woke up again, Teng met Qiao Lan's eyes and clenched his fists.
Of course he thought, he wanted to make Qiao Lan swear that after saying this, he would never take it back.
But no.
"No," Tan Mo almost exhausted all his strength to say the refusal.
Qiao Lan was surprised, "Why, Mo Mo can't do this. You kissed me, and you received my flowers. You should be my boyfriend anyway."
"But I'm sick!"
Tan Mo said sharply, "I'm sick", he repeated it again, and muttered, "Asperger's disease is a mental illness that can't be cured in a lifetime."
"I know, I knew it for a long time," Qiao Lan softened and said, "I don't care."
But I care.
Asperger's disease may develop into depression or even schizophrenia in the future. He will always be a dangerous existence and a shameful outlier. If anyone else knew, there would still be countless rumors and gossip, and they would still haunt Qiao Lan as before, and she would never be able to live a normal life.
"Momo, Momo, Tanmo!"
Qiao Lan grabbed Tan Mo, who was getting more and more impatient, and said sharply, "Asperger's has never been a mental illness, it's just an autism disorder, you are just a boy smarter than normal people, not an outlier! Knowing that a lot of great people have Asperger's, aren't they, are they outliers, aren't they?"
Einstein, Bill Gates are, no one calls them aliens, everyone just thinks they are geniuses.
"There are other people's opinions, why should you care about their opinions, do you care about me or others?"
"It's you," Tan Mo's voice was hoarse and broken, "only you."
Qiao Lan's eyes became softer and softer, she raised her hand to straighten the boy's drooping face, and asked him to look at her seriously, saying word by word,
"Since it's only me, then just look at me."
"My aesthetic is you, so you never have to care about what others think."
With me, you are all the mood.