For a moment, Tan Mo's heartbeat stopped.
The ring that Qiao Lan made for him broke.
A small piece of wicker fell from his fingers and lay quietly in the palm of his hand.
So he still shouldn't have extravagant hopes, it's impossible to have these longer-lasting things, you see, it's just a small ring, it's only a minute, and it's already broken.
Tan Mo didn't want to think about it like this, it was too sad and painful, but once he had such thoughts, more similar thoughts began to erode his mind. For ordinary people, it was just because the force was too great, and the willows were too brittle. So it was cut off naturally, but Tan Mo would always think of some superfluous things.
Broken willows are like some kind of symbol, just like they will come to an abrupt end one day...
Tan Mo grabbed the thin wicker, but Qiao Lan next to him was startled by Tan Mo.
The high school seniors have a high stack of books on their desks, and they can almost block their figures by lowering their heads a little. The teacher on the podium was still lecturing, remembering the experience of being criticized by the head teacher before. It stands to reason that Qiao Lan should have a good class, but looking at Tan Mo's situation, Qiao Lan can't control that much for the time being.
"What's the matter?" Qiao Lan pressed her head down and whispered, but Tan Mo stared at her without speaking. Qiao Lan looked at Tan Mo's trembling eyes, and then looked at Tan Mo's clenched left hand.
Quietly stretched out his hand to grab Tan Mo's wrist, pulled Tan Mo's hand over with all his strength, and then opened his tightly grasped fingers one by one, and finally saw that the pinched crooked ones had spread out. wicker.
Qiao Lan was angry and distressed.
Asperger's disease not only makes people unable to understand other people's thoughts, but also makes them over-thinking and easy to think about some things, and Tan Mo has no sense of security.
Qiao Lan sighed, took out the wicker from Tan Mo's palm, grabbed his stiff hand and pinched Tan Mo's fingers and said in a low voice, "This is a wicker weave, not a real ring, I made it up. It's not very tight, how normal it is to break, reach out."
Tan Mo hesitantly stretched out his hand, and Qiao Lan wrapped the wicker around Tan Mo's fingers again. This time, Qiao Lan wrote it very seriously, especially the interface.
"It's fine if we break it and tie it again." Qiao Lan finally re-wrote the little finger ring, "Okay, our ink-ink fingers are so beautiful."
Tan Mo lowered his head and stared at the ring that was put on his finger again. The feeling of stagnating heartbeat just now finally dissipated a little bit, and the heartbeat returned to normal. This time, he didn't dare to move his finger, for fear that it would be broken again accidentally. Even if Qiao Lan said it was nothing, Tan Mo still attached great importance to it. Even if it was made of willows, it was in the shape of a ring, so it still had a special meaning.
The teacher standing on the podium lecturing, looked down and saw Qiao Lan and Tan Mo with their heads together.
These students! They thought they couldn't see anything with a stack of books blocking the teacher, but in fact, the teacher stood on top and could see everything clearly!
The teacher opened one eye and closed the other for a long time. When he turned his head to see that the two were still together, he didn't know what they were doing. Just as he was about to make a point, Qiao Lan finally sat upright.
Okay, forget it, just give it another chance.
Qiao Lan began to listen to the lecture seriously again. After Tan Mo stared at the ring on his hand for a while, he carefully removed the ring from his finger. Finally, after taking it off completely, Tan Mo breathed a sigh of relief and opened it. This thick leather book has the ring clipped inside the book.
That's it.
No matter what, it won't disconnect anymore.
Finally, it was the weekend. Qiao Lan usually went to Tan Mo's house on weekends, but this week, a dormitory roommate happened to celebrate his birthday.
Although the eight girls in Qiao Lan's dormitory usually have their own small groups, except for Xiang Xiaohan, the overall relationship is still very good.
The birthday of the third year of high school is usually the birthday of the 18th birthday. Girls always pay attention to the sense of ceremony, so this birthday still needs to be celebrated. Even Bai Yu deliberately stayed over the weekend and did not go home.
A dozen girls went to dinner together, and finally Bai Yu proposed to sing, so Qiao Lan, who was planning to go home, was unable to go to Chengtan Mo's house.
After finally waiting for Tan Mo on the weekend, he didn't even see his girlfriend's face.
When he practiced free combat that day, Tan Mo would be as irritable as he was.
The coach struggled for a long time and asked him tentatively, "What's the matter, is the girl you like better with someone else?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he received a savage knife from Tan Mo who was murderous.
Coach: "...I'm sorry I'm being rude."
The coach instantly admitted that it was not because your expression was too terrifying. Combined with what Tan Mo said before, the coach first thought of this.
Tan Mo took a deep breath and said firmly, "We are together."
Coach: "Oh, congratulations...??? Together???"
Don't you mean you can't be together forever? Isn't it impossible to catch up in a lifetime
And since they're already together, why are you still so expressionless
But the coach didn't have the guts to ask any more, and Tan Mo didn't seem to have the desire to say it. When Chen Bo came to pick him up at night, Chen Bo cheerfully didn't mind gossip with the coach, "The little girl went with her roommate for his birthday and didn't accompany him, It's awkward."
At the age of nearly 30, he can't understand how speechless the sticky and sticky coach between young lovers is. After watching Tan Mo, his mentality has changed in an instant. Originally, I thought Tan Mo was cold like an overly mature boss every day, but because of this reason, the coach sighed from the bottom of his heart. In fact, he was still a teenager.
Tan Mo, who was "unhappy", had an extremely unhappy weekend. When classes resumed on Monday, his mood was not much better.
The countdown hanging in front of the classroom is decreasing every day. The head teacher points at the countdown every day and shouts that the time is running out. The students also lament that the time goes by too fast. Only Tan Mo hopes that the time will be faster.
Graduating sooner, as soon as possible, there is a three-month vacation after graduation, Tan Mo feels very yearning when he thinks about it.
The uncomfortable campus life continued, occasionally interspersed with things that made him feel a little better, such as his stock trades.
Tan Mo came into contact with stock speculation because of Qiao Lan. After contacting him, he found that it was very interesting, and the more he studied, the more interesting he became. Tan Mo, who was particularly talented and interested in mathematics, found some common people here. something that can't be found.
When I first started playing, I lost a little bit, but Tan Mo hardly lost any money after that.
He also used Qiao Lan's money to buy a small share. At that time, he promised Qiao Lan that if he earned it, he would be counted as Qiao Lan's, and if he lost it, he would be counted. But this small share was bought with Qiao Lan's money. The recent momentum Not generally good. Tan Mo spent nearly 10,000 yuan from Qiao Lan, and now there is an extra zero.
Tan Mo decided not to tell Qiao Lan the good news for now. After all, this stock still has potential, and he can give her a little surprise when everything stabilizes after graduation.
Emotionally, Tan Mo's unilateral temporary dissatisfaction caused Tan Mo to have to shift his mind a little in order to feel better, such as his stock trading, such as boxing, but despite this, Tan Mo's sleep at night was not particularly good. .
Tan Mo told himself over and over again that this was not Qiao Lan's problem, but his own psychological problems, because he was always different from others, and he couldn't use his morbid needs and desires to ask Qiao Lan, Qiao Lan won't like him like that.
Qiao Lan won't like him like this, Qiao Lan won't like him like that, he has many behaviors that Qiao Lan will definitely not like.
The more he thought about Tan Mo, the more desperate he became. He couldn't find anything good in him that was worth liking.
Tan Mo had insomnia for two consecutive nights, so Tan Mo, who was always in good spirits, actually fell asleep during class.
The teacher never takes care of Tan Mo, but Qiao Lan has to take care of it. Qiao Lan has never seen Tan Mo fall asleep in class.
Taking advantage of the teacher's inattention, Qiao Lan reached out and shook Tan Mo's hand.
It's cool, not hot.
No fever, no sickness.
Tan Mo woke up and grabbed Qiao Lan's hand with a backhand. Qiao Lan glanced at the teacher and asked him in a low voice, "What's the matter with you, are you uncomfortable?"
No, Tan Mo shook his head.
Just miss you.
Even though you are sitting next to me and holding my hand, I still miss you so much.
Looking at Tan Mo like this, Qiao Lan suddenly wanted to reach out and touch his face, but Tan Mo was still grabbing her hand. Qiao Lan was about to pull out her hand, but Tan Mo grabbed him even tighter, and Tan Mo died. He grabbed her dead, stared at her for a long time and suddenly said,
"Qiao Lan."
"Um?"
Qiao Lan was taken aback, because Tan Mo had never called her by her name so seriously.
"What's wrong?" Qiao Lan said softly.
I've always wanted to ask you a question. I've wanted to ask it since we were together, but at that time he didn't dare, because he finally got together. He was afraid that if he asked Qiao Lan clearly, he might regret it.
They started too dreamily, because he kissed uncontrollably, so everything became out of control, they didn't say anything, he never said that he liked Qiao Lan, and Qiao Lan never said why he kissed back Why would he be with him, just so naturally. He sometimes thinks that Qiao Lan might just be confused for a while and didn't think clearly, and when she finally thinks it clearly, it will be the time for them to separate.
So Tan Mo always hoped that she could be confused like this all the time, don't think clearly why.
That's what I thought when we were just together, it doesn't matter if you're confused all the time, as long as we're together.
But after just a few days, he became dissatisfied, and he became so bold that he wanted to ask why.
Tan Mo, aren't you afraid? He asked himself in his heart, why do you ask, why can't you pretend that you don't know that nothing happened, why are you still not satisfied when you are already together, those so-called why are really just Is it that important
As it turns out, there are always.
In love, everyone likes to ask why, like to get to the bottom of it, and sometimes even if the answer is not so good, they always want to ask clearly.
Therefore, Tan Mo tightly grabbed Qiao Lan's hand, suppressed the frantically beating heartbeat, and said solemnly,
"Why on earth are you..."
Tan Mo paused, and finally finished the whole sentence with difficulty.
"Why are you with me?"
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