Qiao Lan looked at the boy lying on the bed, not knowing what to say for a while.
Although men and women are different and can't feel the same way, as long as you think about it with your head, you can know that this feeling is definitely not good.
Hold back abruptly or something...
After finally figuring it out, Qiao Lan stared at the boy who rolled himself into a silkworm chrysalis for a while, then reached out and poked at Tan Mo, "Momo..."
Tan Mo's whole body suddenly shrank even tighter, he turned his head and glanced at Qiao Lan quickly, rolled himself farther and wrapped himself more tightly, his voice was muffled, unable to express his grievances.
"Don't touch me, stay away from me."
Qiao Lan: "..."
Even if I can make up my mind to accept Tan Mo.
But that's about it.
Tan Mo is like this now, do you want to hold Tan Mo and say that he is xiangyao
no way!
Qiao Lan shuddered.
She is a reserved and shy girl paper!
This kind of thing is terrifying to think about.
So Qiao Lan could only lie on his side obediently and watch Tan Mo roll himself into a pile of snails. If he listened carefully, he could hear the young man muttering to himself from time to time.
Qiao Lan couldn't hear what he was talking about. After thinking about it, he approached cautiously, and finally heard the young man talking to himself.
Periodic table of elements.
Qiao Lan: "..."
The mood suddenly became more complicated.
Feeling distressed and wanting to laugh and speechless.
After Qiao Lan lay beside her for a while, she suddenly wondered if it would be better to go out by herself at this time, and if she was here, Tan Mo couldn't let go
Thinking of this, Qiao Lan suddenly felt very reasonable.
Tan Mo said that it would be fine to lie down for a while, but how long will it take to lie down like this
After leaving Tan Mo for a while, I happened to go out and call Uncle Chen to ask if Tan Mo's drinking had anything to do with it, and then I would get something to sober up, such as tea, porridge, and so on.
She doesn't know very well, just check it with her mobile phone when she goes out.
Thinking of this, Qiao Lan rolled over from the bed, and didn't touch Tan Mo again, just said to Tan Mo, "I'll go to the kitchen to get something to sober up, you lie down for a while..."
Before he finished speaking, the young man who had just gathered into a ball suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Qiao Lan's wrist.
"No," Tan Mo finally stopped reciting the periodic table of elements. He didn't know whether he was wrapped in a quilt or his hands that were overheated for other reasons. He clung to Qiao Lan's wrist tightly, not letting anyone go.
"I'm not going," Qiao Lan explained patiently, patted Tan Mo's arm with the other hand and said, "I'm just going to the same kitchen."
"No," Tan Mo said. After a while, those beautiful light brown eyes were still surprisingly bright, but he looked at Qiao Lan with an indescribable grievance, and whispered, "Don't leave me."
Qiao Lan suddenly softened.
"Don't go, don't go," Qiao Lan sat back again, held Tan Mo's hand with her backhand, intertwined her fingers, and said in a soft voice, "If you don't go anywhere, I will accompany you."
"Yeah," Tan Mo hummed with satisfaction, the boy's slender body moved over from the bed, put his cheek on the hand that Qiao Lan and himself were holding, and lay down obediently.
The drunk teenager's cheeks were very hot, probably because he liked Qiao Lan's slightly cold hand, not only pressed it, but also rubbed it with satisfaction.
This time it's not like a little wolf cub, just like a coquettish cat.
What a terrible skill these are!
Qiao Lan felt that her heart was melting.
Do you know that it is a crime for a boy to be so cute!
Tan Mo didn't know, he was so close to Qiao Lan that his heart was full of pink bubbles, he sighed deeply and said something.
Qiao Lan didn't hear clearly again, pinched Tan Mo's earlobe, leaned over and asked him, "What did I say, I didn't hear clearly."
"I want to string a little rope around you" Tan Mo was very honest after being drunk. Usually, how many little Jiujiu never dared to say it in his heart. Tonight, he went out one by one. I heard.
Qiao Lan: ... ? ?
"Why string a string?"
"Tie it up," Tan Mo grabbed Qiao Lan's hand and rubbed it again. After speaking, he whispered a little shyly, "This way you can never leave me."
Qiao Lan was stunned, and after a long silence, she said, "Why do you always think I will leave?"
Is it because she has done well enough, so Tan Mo still has no sense of security.
Recently, Tan Mo's performance has been very normal. He is much happier and more relaxed than before. Qiao Lan finally relaxed a little in his heart.
She thought that after she said that and said again and again that I like you, Tan Mo should not have such thoughts again.
But today Tan Mo was drunk, and they all said that the reaction after being drunk is the most real reaction.
Qiao Lan once thought that Tan Mo would never lie, and would never hide her feelings and thoughts. Ever since she knew that Tan Mo liked her for so long, but she kept it in her heart and never let her see it, Qiao Lan I don't dare to think like that anymore.
So was he pretending to be happy during this period of time, or that his worries never disappeared.
But why in the end, why do you always think she will leave
The boy grabbed her hand tightly and closed his eyes.
why.
Some voices that remain in the depths of childhood, because of Tan Mo's own resistance, so I usually don't think of it, but the more I suppress it, the more I want to forget it, but it often backfires and will always be buried deeper.
He didn't want to keep these memories, but they would always come to him spontaneously from time to time, just like now, he still clearly remembers what his cousin said at his grandfather's funeral.
You have no heart, you will not love others, so no one will love you, no one will like you, and everyone will leave you.
"No one will always like me," Tan Mo said softly, as if to himself, but also to fate, he closed his eyes and curled himself up, "Everyone will leave me..."
Qiao Lan tightened Tan Mo's hand suddenly, she wanted to say no, she would never leave him, but the young man continued,
"They said that I have no heart and I can't love someone," Tan Mo said, raising his head to look at Qiao Lan, "But I really love you."
Qiao Lan's eyes were sore, and tears almost rolled out.
"Don't leave, don't leave me," the boy looked at her and said, "I will love you very much, no one will love you more than me."
Mom once said that in the future, you must be with the person who loves you, not the person you love, so that you will be happier.
so,
"So it's good to have me", I will always be with you, always take care of you and protect you, no one can do better than me, so just stay with me forever and never leave me, okay
Qiao Lan's tears couldn't stop falling, and her fingers stroked Tan Mo's cheek.
"it is good."
Maybe she didn't do enough, or maybe the dark childhood of the teenager and the death of her mother left too many shadows, these are not important.
Since the past cannot be changed, it is better to do better in the future.
Tan Mo couldn't believe it, so let him believe it little by little, let him believe that she really loves him too, far more than he imagined.
Tan Mo finally calmed down, and after sticking to Qiao Lan's cheek for a while, he suddenly reached out and touched the drawer of the bedside table next to him for a long time.
Finally, a small colored rope came out.
It is the colored rope left over for Tan Mo's bracelet.
Ghosts know what Tan Mo hides in the bedside table.
Although I don't know what Tan Mo's intention was at the beginning, it is quite obvious now.
Tan Mo wrapped the thin colored rope around Qiao Lan's wrist in a circle, and then tied it with a dead knot. After confirming that it was strong, he was satisfied and took out two more threads to connect the originally short colored rope. long.
The length of the three colored ropes is nearly two meters, and Tan Mo said with satisfaction, "Leave them longer so that you can run a little further, but you can't run away."
The corners of Qiao Lan's lips raised, "Yeah, I can't run away."
She didn't even think about running.
After Tan Mo finished tying Qiao Lan, he couldn't tie it for himself. Qiao Lan took the colorful rope and said, "I'll do it."
Tan Mo stretched out his hand obediently, but Qiao Lan also tied a dead knot on his wrist.
After tying it, Tan Mo asked worriedly, "Is it finished?"
"All right."
"Are you sure?"
"Sure."
"Oh," after five seconds of silence, "is it a dead end?"
Qiao Lan couldn't help laughing again, "The dead knot can't be untied."
It's fine if you can't get it out.
Tan Mo grabbed one end of the colored rope, pulled the other end, and pulled Qiao Lan's hand over, his eyes bent like a child.
Qiao Lan also smiled, "Then now I'm going to the kitchen for a drink, do you want to come with me?"
"Go", Tan Mo turned over from the bed.
"I have to wash my face and brush my teeth later," Qiao Lan said as she walked.
Tan Mo didn't even think about it, "Together."
"Go to sleep."
"…Together."
"Then do I still want to take a shower?"
The drunk Tan Mo was so sincere and funny, Qiao Lan couldn't help but took it.
Tan Mo, who had been "together" for a long time, finally stopped talking this time. After a long time, he struggled and said, "It's better not to wash."
Tan Mo suddenly became shy.
When Qiao Lan suddenly said this, Tan Mo stopped the car just after thinking about it, and didn't dare to think about it.
Although I was drunk today, I still remember what happened just now.
He didn't want to lie on the bed and wait for the reaction to pass...
It really doesn't feel good at all.
Qiao Lan couldn't help laughing.
Tan Mo, who is so honest that he can't hide anything, is really cute. No matter if he is serious or joking, he always looks very serious.
Qiao Lan is very curious now. When Tan Mo wakes up and sees the colored ropes in the hands of the two, what expression and reaction should he have.
Usually dressed like a serious person.
It turned out that his mind was full of Xiao Jiujiu.
Pulling a small colored rope like this, Tan Mo followed behind Qiao Lan and moved all Qiao Lan's toiletries to his bathroom. Smiling with crooked eyes, he washed his face and brushed his teeth with Qiao Lan, and felt that the atmosphere was particularly good. Remembering that if he didn't take a bath, he pulled Qiao Lan and the two to sit on the small bench to soak their feet.
He also stepped on Qiao Lan's delicate and white feet from time to time.
Finally, I sat in the chair and watched Qiao Lan get the mess to the bed and make it up again.
The girl was still wearing the couple's outfit she bought today, a casual shirt and a short skirt, revealing her long, straight legs.
Qiao Lan made the bed, sat on the edge of the bed and said to Tan Mo, "Do you want to sleep inside or outside..."
Before he finished speaking, his voice suddenly trembled.
The boy suddenly stood up, walked over and knelt down in front of Qiao Lan, leaned down, and kissed the girl's clean and beautiful calf lightly.