Evan walked out of the luxurious castle, and when he breathed in the air outside, he instantly relaxed.
Evan walked to the duke's carriage, but he had no idea of getting on the carriage at all. He walked straight past the carriage and strode into the distance.
There was some kind of emotion bulging in his chest, which made him tremble with excitement.
He actually did something like that.
Evan clenched his fist tightly. He didn't know whether he was more regretful or excited now. In fact, he never thought about it before showing his emotions, but when it happened, he really did it.
Maybe he was tired of the usual pretense, or maybe the Duke's feelings were too real, and he couldn't help but feel guilty.
He has pretended for so long, and even he has some doubts, whether he is the real him now, his mask seems to have merged with himself, so that he can't help but feel panic in his heart, who is the real him? Which one is he
And now... Evan looked at the road ahead, the icy cold wind blew a faint pain on his face, but his heart was hot, he finally took this step, although he didn't know what happened next, but at this time he The mood is very excited, as if the heavy burden has been removed, and the whole person is much more relaxed.
Evan walked along the forest path towards the Delanlier Church. He couldn't guess what the duke was thinking at this time, and he couldn't know how the duke would react, but he really did that because his heart He had been told all the time that he had to let the Duke know the truth.
Such thoughts have always existed in Evan's subconscious, but it was only today that he finally took this step.
Evan stepped on the already frosty ground, and his mind was full of thoughts, but at this moment, suddenly there was the sound of a carriage behind him. Evan looked behind and found that it was Duke Wilson's carriage chasing after him.
Evan frowned slightly, and couldn't help clenching his fists, feeling a little nervous in his heart.
He knew that he couldn't outrun the carriage, so he stopped and watched the carriage.
The duke's carriage quickly caught up and stopped beside Evan.
Evan looked at the black carriage door, a heart had been raised to his chest, he clenched his fist tightly, and his emotions were complicated.
The carriages were quickly pushed away by a slender and powerful hand, and the Duke's slightly anxious face appeared behind the door. He leaned out most of his body to look at Evan, and said anxiously, "Why don't you? When I go first, the weather is so cold, aren't you afraid of typhoid fever? Come up quickly."
Evan felt a little surprised at the Duke's words for a while. He thought that after what happened at Colonel Mel's house, he would...
Didn't he notice the difference in himself
Evan shook his head secretly, it was impossible, he was very sure that the Duke had definitely found his difference, so his expression at this time was a bit intriguing.
Evan looked straight at Duke Wilson, neither got into the carriage nor spoke.
Looking at Evan like this, Duke Wilson just sighed and whispered: "Are you angry with me? Evan I'm sorry, I didn't know Mel would be such a person, to frame you like this. ." Speaking of this, his expression suddenly became serious, and he said solemnly: "But don't worry, I will not let you suffer in vain, and I will make Mel pay the price."
Evan couldn't help frowning, what did he mean? Turn a blind eye? He didn't think the Duke would be a self-delusional person.
"You..." Evan pondered for a moment before finally speaking.
But Duke Wilson interrupted him immediately and said lightly: "Don't be angry, okay, get on the carriage, it's really cold outside."
Evan looked at Duke Wilson with a complicated look. He didn't know what to say for a while, and he was a little bit dumbfounded. He didn't know whether to sympathize with Duke Wilson's self-deception, or to reflect on what he had done.
Evan couldn't help sighing in his heart. He lowered his head slightly and replied in a low voice, "I know, but I want to go back to church now,"
His words amounted to a compromise, and Duke Wilson's originally slightly nervous heart was suddenly relieved.
"Okay, if you want to go to church, go to church."
As if afraid of Evan's repentance, he stretched out his hand directly, took Evan's arm, let him get on the carriage, then hugged him and hugged him into the carriage.
The coachman, however, seemed to have seen nothing, and continued to drive the carriage towards the Derainier Church.
In the warm carriage, Duke Wilson was leaning halfway on Evan's shoulder, the whole person and Evan were sticking together, smelling each other, and the air seemed to be filled with an ambiguous atmosphere, but only Evan himself knew that he was really at the moment. His heart was still in the water, he couldn't understand what Duke Wilson did, because he was very sure that Duke Wilson had a good impression of him at first, and it was only based on the illusion he showed, but now...
Now the illusion has been completely dismantled by himself, but Duke Wilson is still trying to keep such an illusion.
Evan lowered his head and looked at the back of Duke Wilson's neck. That piece of snow-white skin slammed into his eyes. His eyes couldn't help but sting. Evan closed his eyes. When I was rubbing my ears and temples, I didn't know how many times I was sucked by myself. Every time I sucked, Duke Wilson murmured softly with a blushing expression on his face.
He has always loved his performance, but looking at it now, he only feels a heavy heart, as if the happy years before them were stolen by himself, and he is in his arms this one who is obedient to him. Man, what he loves, is not really himself.
"Charles." Evan finally couldn't help caressing his narrow waist and whispered, "You know, right?"
Now that he has appeared, he can no longer bear to play another person and get along with Duke Wilson. This must be said, but he does not need to elaborate, because according to Duke Wilson's wisdom, he Should have understood already.
Evan said such words, and the body in his arms couldn't help trembling.
Evan's heart moved, and he hugged the person in his arms tightly.
"I know you understand." He pursed his dry lips: "Some words, I only say it once now, no matter what decision you make, I will not have any complaints, do you want to listen?" He will With his lips and tongue against Duke Wilson's ear, he whispered.
Duke Wilson tightly wrapped his arms around Evan's neck and buried his face on Evan's shoulders. He gritted his teeth and seemed to be enduring some kind of great pain, and he didn't respond for a long time.
"If you don't want to listen, then I won't say it." Evan was a little disappointed, and stretched out his hand to rip Duke Wilson away from himself.
But before his hand touched Duke Wilson's body, suddenly, the Duke opened his mouth.
"Go ahead."
His voice trembled slightly, much more hoarse than usual.
Evan only felt a slight tremor in his heart when he heard it, and the originally sour emotions spread along his heart all the way to the bottom of his heart.
He couldn't help lowering his head and kissing the snow-white skin he had coveted for a long time. His slightly cold lips made Duke Wilson tremble slightly.
Evan's mouth curled slightly, and he buried his face in his neck.
"Charles, what I want to say is that I really love you. I'm afraid no one in this world can make me feel so strongly. No matter what I have done, or what I have done, my feelings for you are here. The moment is real, and my feelings for you are also my feelings from the bottom of my heart. Whether you believe it or not, this is what I said in my heart. I used to be ashamed to express it, but at this moment, I think it is necessary for me to let You know this, or I'm afraid I'll regret it all my life."
Evan's voice was a little muffled, but with a shocking power, Duke Wilson trembled. Evan felt the change in the person in his arms, and his heart was even more complicated. The only thing he could do , that is, holding him tighter.
It's just that he couldn't see it at this time. Duke Wilson's black eyes had turned blood red at this time, like some kind of bloodthirsty creature, with terrifying desire in it, he opened his mouth and bit gently. The slight tingling on Evan's neck only made Evan blink, but Duke Wilson's eyes had a contented look.
Fortunately, when you said that, his heart was beating wildly. If you didn't say that, I really don't know what I would have done.
Duke Wilson sucked that piece of skin greedily, as if he was sucking something sacred, with an irresistible obsession in his expression.
For the person in front of him, he may have been confused by the dazzling light on his body at first, but as time goes on, he finds that his feelings for him have reached a depth that outsiders cannot understand, and what he wants has long been not his. The fleeting warmth, but the person, this mixture of indifference and tenderness, kindness and cunning.
In fact, he has long noticed the indifference under his gentle appearance, but perhaps it is this indifference that makes him even more infatuated. He fantasizes that he can break this ice and obtain his most sincere tenderness. Now... he finally got it.
There was a bloodthirsty smile on Duke Wilson's mouth. Evan had never seen what the worst sin in the world was, so he would not understand that what he did was nothing to him.
The carriage kicked and drove towards Delan Lier, but the people in the carriage were hugging each other and sitting to death, and the atmosphere in the carriage was extremely gentle. Everything unfolded before Duke Wilson's eyes, and the last barrier between them was gone. He could finally accept his feelings with peace of mind.
Although it was a long way from Colonel Mel's house to Derain Lier Church, no matter how long the road was, there would always be a day when they finally arrived at the church before lunch. Duke Wilson reluctantly let go of Evan After getting off the carriage, he stared straight at Evan with his slightly red eyes, and whispered to him, "I'll come pick you up tomorrow."
Evan was a little surprised, but thinking about his behavior today, he nodded.
Duke Wilson pursed his lips and was very satisfied. He was very aware of Evan's guilt for him now, so taking advantage of this opportunity, he would not give up any chance.
Just as Evan got off the car and Duke Wilson was about to leave, Mrs. Sanders hurried out, saw Evan standing at the door, and hurriedly greeted him, with a trace of anxiety on her face.
"Pastor Bruce." She didn't salute like Duke Wilson beside her, and said anxiously, "Your father is here."
"What?" Evan couldn't help frowning. At this time, he finally remembered the letter from old Bruce, and he couldn't help but feel a little heavy.
But Mrs. Sanders hasn't finished speaking, and this sentence is a bit difficult to say.
"And, with your father, there is a lady."
Mrs. Sanders said this sentence with a little embarrassment, but Duke Wilson, who was standing by the side, turned completely dark.