In the dry and cold room in the early morning, Shen Yiyou fell into the love nest built by Li Shu's hugs and kisses.
He sat on Li Shu and hugged Li Shu's neck. The nightgown fell down and was piled on his waist. The soft silk rubbed against his skin regularly with his movements.
Li Shu's hands rested on his lower back, quietly kissing his neck and chest, sometimes sucking, easily leaving bright red hickey marks on Shen Yiyou's body.
The bed shook slightly, the places covered by the nightgown were tightly connected together, the squeezed out lubricant flowed down along the heels of Shen Yiyou's legs, it was hot when it flowed out, and it became colder as it slid down.
"You have to sit down." Li Shu said to Shen Yi.
He pressed down on Shen Yiyou's shoulder, but Shen Yiyou was afraid of the pain, so he hid to the left. Li Shu raised his eyes to look at Shen Yiyou, and said, "Let me do it."
After finishing speaking, he pressed Shen Yiyou back on the bed, and lifted Shen Yiyou's nightgown a little, exposing the joints to the air.
Li Shu lowered his head, as if observing curiously, touched the joint where Shen Yiyou was biting himself tightly with his fingers, and while trying to push it in, he said, "Why can't I seem to get in."
Shen Yiyou was almost cried by him, and whispered: "Don't all go in..." Shen Yiyou's legs were sore, and every time he had sex, his stomach seemed to be full from Li Shu, and it was difficult to get in a little bit more.
"But there are many more." Li Shu took Shen Yiyou's hand to touch himself.
Shen Yiyou's finger was held by him and touched the exposed part, it was stained with lubricant, hot and slippery, more than Shen Yiyou imagined.
He wanted to retract his hand, but Li Shu caught him again.
"Today I've made less progress than before," Li Shu said, he pressed on the place three inches below Shen Yiyou's belly button, and said, "It's only here."
"Don't go in any more..." Shen Yiyou's whole body was weak, and he gently tugged Li Shu's wrist with his backhand, and said.
"Maybe it's because I haven't done it for a long time, and I haven't gotten used to it," Li Shu talked about other things, "Squeeze again and you'll be able to get in. In the past, if you did it two or three times, you'd be able to push through."
"I'll be slower." Li Shu let go of Shen Yiyou's hand, lowered his head to cover his lips, and stubbornly went in and out, pressing harder and harder.
Shen Yiyou was pushed up and down by him. Although it didn't hurt very much, the feeling of fullness was more unbearable than the pain. He could hardly make a sound, and begged Li Shu to "be quieter" with a voice as soft as a cat meowing, " Take it easy."
Li Shu listened to it, reduced his strength a little, then suddenly sped up his speed, clasped Shen Yiyou's waist and swung inward.
Shen Yiyou's back was pressed against the bed sheet, rubbing up and down constantly.
Li Shu lowered his head, licked and kissed the breasts on Yiyou's chest, and sucked them lightly with his teeth.
Shen Yiyou's limbs were sore, and his instinct for security drove him to raise his hand, wanting to grab Li Shu's arm, or touch Li Shu's short hair to show his affection.
But before he touched it, Li Shu suddenly increased his strength, Shen Yiyou gasped and let out a cry, and dropped his hands loosely.
This night, perhaps because Shen Yiyou was tired from the ten-hour flight, Li Shu only pressed him to do it once. Although Li Shu's one time also seemed to be boundless.
Li Shu didn't wear a condom, shot in Shen Yiyou's body, and carried him to clean up. The cloudy semen came out mixed with lubricant, and Li Shu wiped it on Shen Yiyou's inner thighs and lower abdomen, and then rinsed it off with water.
After returning to the bed, Shen Yiyou lay in Li Shu's arms, leaning on Li Shu's right arm as a pillow, and fell into a light sleep for a while.
But he slept almost the entire time on the plane, and when Li Shu talked with the lawyer, he also slept for a while, so he was quickly woken up by the biological clock.
Shen Yiyou opened his eyes and found that Li Shu was not asleep, holding a tablet computer in his left hand, reading materials seriously.
Sensing Shen Yiyou's gaze, Li Shu looked down at him and put down the computer.
"What time is it?" Shen Yiyou asked him.
"Four thirty." Li Shu said.
Shen Yiyou looked at him for a while before asking: "Why don't you sleep."
Li Shu touched Shen Yiyou's cheek: "I don't want to sleep."
"You're only staying for a week," Li Shu said, "but I don't know when I'll be able to go to City S, so I don't want to sleep."
He lowered his head, looked at Shen Yiyou, and kissed Shen Yiyou's lips again: "The lawyer said it may take a while, but I will find a way to solve it as soon as possible."
"I want to see you every day," he said.
Li Shu's thoughtless appearance melted Shen Yiyou's heart, and Shen Yiyou said proactively: "I can come here again, I'm still a little more free than you."
"No need," Li Shu rejected Shen Yiyou, saying, "It's very tiring to go back and forth."
Shen Yiyou looked at Li Shu for a long time, and actually wanted to ask how much easier it would be for you to go back and forth, but in the end he hesitated and said "Li Shu, I want to move here".
Without waiting for Li Shu's reaction, Shen Yiyou went on to say, "I don't think I'm suitable to stay in S City anymore, and my parents don't want me to stay in China anymore."
He told Li Shu: "They don't want to have a son who is like a time bomb with a different sexuality than others, and I don't want to always be with you—"
At this moment, Shen Yiyou thought of the "sneaky" that he had mentioned to Li Shu before, but he also remembered that Li Shu didn't think they were sneaky at all, so he stopped.
The word "sneaky" really sounded like he was complaining about something, but Shen Yiyou didn't want to make himself look frustrated, so he changed the way of saying: "I feel like I don't have a home anyway, and it doesn't matter where I live."
When Shen Yiyou spoke, he didn't look at Li Shu, buried his face in Li Shu's chest, and put his hands on Li Shu's strong abdominal muscles.
Li Shu paused for a long time, stroking the back of his hand lightly, as if cherishing it, and whispered, "California may not be a good choice for you."
"I mean from a professional point of view." Li Shu's voice was calm.
Shen Yiyou had never imagined that Li Shu would say something close to rejection, so he didn't know how to react for a while, so he raised his face, opened his mouth, and reluctantly said: "It's okay."
"Well," Li Shu kept staring at him, and spoke again after a while, "But I bought a house in Los Angeles."
"The location is not bad, the view is very good." His eyes remained on Shen Yiyou's face, as if observing his words, and he said slowly, "The decoration is also very new. It was designed by a designer you like. It was originally to accompany Li Shishan. I went to see it, but when I walked in, I was thinking that Shen Yiyou might like it."
"But you were still angry at that time, plus," he paused again, and stated gently, "You didn't seem to have any intention of coming here before, so I didn't tell you."
Shen Yiyou looked at Li Shu, was stunned for a while, and said, "Really."
"Then do you want me to come?" He asked Li Shu.
Li Shu seemed to feel that Shen Yiyou's question was worthless, looked into Shen Yiyou's eyes, and asked, "What do you think?"
"You want me to come, why didn't you ask me before." Shen Yiyou said softly.
Li Shu looked away.
He grabbed Shen Yiyou's hand, paused for a moment, said briefly "You didn't mention it, you probably don't want to", then quickly changed the subject, saying: "The weather in Southern California is good, but you must not be able to stay in Northern California. If you want, I'll take you to that apartment to have a look, live in it if you like it, and change it if you don't like it."
Shen Yiyou hugged Li Shu, and let out a muffled "hmm".
Li Shu hugged him too.
After a while, Li Shu felt that Shen Yiyou seemed to be crying, and the tears dripped on Li Shu's body, dripping down along the lines of his muscles.
Shen Yiyou didn't raise his head, Li Shu couldn't confirm it, so he put his hand on Shen Yiyou's narrow chin, making Shen Yiyou raise his face.
Shen Yiyou didn't resist, but his eyes were closed, his face was stained with tears, and his lips were pursed. It may be that the rosiness from being sucked by Li Shu has not faded, or it may be that he was flushed from crying.
"Why are you crying?" Li Shu asked Shen Yiyou.
Shen Yiyou didn't speak, Li Shu lowered his head and kissed away his tears.
A few days ago, during the ten-kilometer journey from the entrance of the Japanese restaurant where Shen Yiyou left to the airport, Li Shu thought that maybe he really wasn't a competent boyfriend.
He has never been in a relationship before, so he doesn't know where to find a method to systematically learn how to love scientifically, and he doesn't even know how to call Shen Yiyou with a more intimate title, just like what Li Shishan used to call her previous boyfriends, "Baby" ","Honey".
But Li Shu loves Shen Yiyou, and he will never lose in comparison with anyone.
"Don't cry." Li Shu didn't know how to comfort others, so he could only stick to Shen Yiyou's ear and whispered.
Shen Yiyou hugged Li Shu, buried his head on Li Shu's chest, and said "Li Shu".
"I love you."
Shen Yiyou's voice was very soft, as if trembling, and a little hoarse, but still pleasant to hear.
He raised his face and looked at Li Shu, his eyes were like lake water, and Li Shu couldn't look away.
Human life is very short, so short that every minute and every second spent with Shen Yiyou is worth remembering alone.
For Li Shu, he believes that Shen Yiyou represents beauty, vividness and love, a symbol of all good things, and is the humanistic meaning of Li Shu's quiet and peaceful life.