Shen Yiyou was exhausted from swimming, his hands and feet were weak.
Whenever he slowed down, photos of Li Shu eating with a supermodel, Li Shu's back in a suit, the way Li Shu chattered to him not long ago, and the first time he and Li Shu had sex flashed across his eyes alternately. room, so he kept swimming.
He didn't stop until he heard someone calling his name on the shore, and slowly leaned to the edge of the pool, holding his hands and looking up.
Tao Jiu and Lu Yue were not far away, looking down at him with worried expressions.
Shen Yiyou climbed ashore with all his strength, walked to the deck chair with soft legs and sat down. The night wind was very cold, he shivered, Tao Jiu threw a thick bath towel to him.
"Are you working too hard?" Lu Yue said, "Those who didn't know thought you were playing in the World Championships."
Shen Yiyou smiled, didn't speak, and lay down wrapped in a bath towel.
Tao Jiu sat on the chair opposite, with hesitation and hesitation written all over his face.
Shen Yiyou looked at him for a while, but Tao Jiu didn't speak. Shen Yiyou simply called Tao Jiu's name and asked him, "What's the matter."
"The swimming pool is closing soon," Tao Jiu told him, "Everyone else has left first, so let's go too."
Shen Yiyou sat up, rested for a few minutes, and went downstairs with them.
Lu Yue and Tao Jiu may have discussed in private, agreed on their opinions, tacitly bypassed Shen Yiyou's relationship status during the chat, and talked about irrelevant topics all the way.
When he was about to reach the door of Shen Yiyou's room, Lu Yue suddenly pointedly enlightened Shen Yiyou: "Actually, Liz found her true love only after getting divorced. The lawsuit has been going on for three years, and now it's over for a month. Boyfriend looked at the apartment, which means that there is a high chance that love will come when you are most caught off guard."
After listening to Lu Yue's inspirational declaration, Shen Yiyou was not comforted at all, he just felt dark in front of his eyes, he tried his best to show a friendly smile to Lu Yue, said good night, and swiped his card to enter the room.
Sitting at the desk, Shen Yiyou turned on the computer, replied to a few work emails, and looked at the time, it was twelve o'clock.
He closed the computer and was about to go to bed. He pressed his fingertips on the cold metal shell of the computer. After hesitating for a while, he turned the computer back on and entered Lilith's name into the search engine.
Lu Yue didn't spread fake news, the CEO really went to see the apartment with the supermodel.
This time Li Shu changed back to his usual outfit, and walked out of a high-end apartment building one after the other with the supermodel, followed by the well-dressed real estate manager and his secretary Shen Yiyou knew very well, Irene. Felton.
Li Shu was tall, with his head down, and the camera still couldn't capture his face.
There are other rumors written in the text of the webpage: Someone said that they ran into them choosing a ring at the jewelry counter, and they will be engaged soon.
Shen Yiyou rummaged for a long time, but couldn't find any photos, so he finally gave up searching and sat on a chair in a daze.
He thought it wasn't true that Li Shu didn't know anything about people and the world, at least he knew how to buy rings and get married when he was in love with others.
I probably just didn't want to.
He is not interested in seeing Shen Yiyou's friends and family, nor is he interested in talking about the future with Shen Yiyou.
Shen Yiyou has been silently angry with Li Shu many times, but the first time he wanted to break up was at the beginning of the year.
At that time, her parents forced Shen Yiyou to go on a blind date with a lady who they thought was a good match. Shen Yiyou was so annoyed that she confessed that she was gay and already had a regular partner. His father was furious and kicked him out of the house.
Shen Yiyou walked out of the community, and within a short while, his hands were too cold to hold his phone. He likes to look good, and he always wears very little, so he can't walk on the streets of the capital in winter, but he doesn't want to make a phone call indoors, so he can only find a place where there is no wind, and dial Li Shu's number.
That week Li Shu was on a business trip in Eastern Europe, Shen Yiyou checked the Eastern European time, it was at 7 o'clock in the evening, and he made a tentative call.
Li Shu picked it up, and Shen Yiyou asked him: "Are you working, are you free to chat?"
Li Shu said reservedly that he was not at work, but he was not too free to chat.
Shen Yiyou pretended not to hear the second part of Li Shu's words, and said to himself: "I told my parents about us and had a fight with them."
There was the sound of typing on the keyboard from Li Shu's end, and Shen Yiyou waited patiently for a while before he heard Li Shu say: "Aren't you on bad terms with your parents, why did you tell them?"
"Did you say you didn't expect to quarrel before?" He asked again.
Shen Yiyou didn't know how to answer Li Shu's question, so he paused for a while before saying, "You can't stop talking forever."
Li Shu didn't speak, Shen Yiyou was silent for a while, and couldn't help but said: "I don't want to be so sneaky with you all the time, and I don't want to be forced by them to meet other people."
When Li Shu was quiet, he asked Shen Yiyou: "What is your definition of being sneaky?" Before Shen Yiyou could answer, he asked Shen Yiyou again: "Have you seen anyone else?"
"No," Shen Yiyou said, "but—"
"—Where are you now?" Li Shu interrupted him suddenly, and said something completely irrelevant, "Where are you now? I can pass by S city the day after tomorrow, and sleep overnight before leaving."
"I want to see you." Li Shu said to himself.
Shen Yiyou fell silent, and hung up Li Shu's phone.
Li Shu called again, but Shen Yiyou didn't answer, so Li Shu sent some text messages expressing doubts, Shen Yiyou didn't reply, but finally they met.
Li Shu didn't go to City S, he somehow found the capital, knocked on the door of Shen Yiyou's hotel room for over an hour, Shen Yiyou didn't have the heart to call the front desk to chase him away, and let him in later.
After they finished making love, Li Shu hugged Shen Yiyou from behind, hugged Shen Yiyou's waist tightly, and asked Shen Yiyou stubbornly: "Don't hang up on me again."
He reported to Shen Yiyou in detail his specific itinerary for the first half of the first quarter, and began to plan the time for their meeting like a table.
Shen Yiyou pulled his hand away, turned to look at him, Li Shu's expression was serious, he asked Shen Yiyou, "How are you?"
For a few seconds, Shen Yiyou really wanted to ask Li Shu, why can't you be nice to me if you come to see me when you have time.
But he felt that Li Shu couldn't understand, so he didn't ask.
Li Shu has high myopia, he sticks very close, quietly looking at Shen Yiyou's face, as if he cares about Shen Yiyou more than anyone else.
Shen Yiyou looked at him for a while, and couldn't help asking him: "What are you looking at?"
Li Shu kissed Shen Yiyou's eyelids and nose tip, and said, "Look at you."
Li Shu said, "I miss you very much."
Shen Yiyou was easily deceived by Li Shu's appearance, he was angry with Li Shu in his heart, and forgave Li Shu in his heart.
And fate is an unpredictable god, and it will never favor people who want to work hard, and leave the best to randomness.
Shen Yiyou felt terrible. He hated himself for being capricious, hated himself thinking about Li Shu all the time, hated the picture of Lu Yue's profile picture, and even more hated himself who was searching for news about his ex-boyfriend on the Internet.
He hoped to compress all the emotions related to Li Shu into a very small ball, then tie a heavy object and throw it into the bottom of the lake.
But if his emotions could really be controlled, he wouldn't have such a bad life.
Shen Yiyou took out his mobile phone, read the last text message between him and Li Shu, and thought about unrealistic things that he would not actually do, such as calling Li Shu now.
Will Li Shu pick up, Shen Yiyou asked who Li Shu was with, would he tell.
Why do you see others so soon, can you teach Shen Yiyou how to get distracted, and help Shen Yiyou get out of the broken relationship quickly. Why is Shen Yiyou dating for three years, but not as good as others for a week.
Shen Yiyou buckled the phone on the table, hugged his legs and buried his face between his knees, closed his eyes, thinking about what Li Shu said to him before breaking up.
"Don't regret it," Li Shu said.
Shen Yiyou's spirit was divided into two distinct parts.
The first part clearly and rationally understands that dwelling on the past will only hurt yourself.
The other part couldn't help thinking about Li Shu.
Shen Yiyou thought of Li Shu's hand and his kiss, the way Li Shu smiled at him, the warmth of the embrace, overlooking the night scene in Li Shu's office in a high-rise glass building in San Francisco, Shen Yiyou thought of the sweetest day from the day we met For a moment, and then I want to close my eyes and reach out to grab the void, as if I can grab the best moment.
When she was with Li Shu, Shen Yiyou was always pissed off by him, but when they broke up, she was heartbroken. Not daring to make a request was as unbearable as being rejected, but seeing Li Shu easily give others what he couldn't ask for was even more painful.
Love is like a huge vortex, wrapped in white crumbs and foam, sucking Shen Yiyou's complete heart into the center of the vortex, bit by bit everything is crushed and rushed away.
Li Shu was intact, Shen Yiyou's heart and happiness were all gone.
Shen Yiyou sat on a chair in a daze and fell asleep. When he was woken up by the air conditioner, his arms and legs were sore from sleeping. He staggered to the bed and lay down, closed his eyes and went crazy like he wanted some medicine, Chinese medicine Western medicine granules and capsules don't matter how painful or difficult they are to swallow, as long as they can forget about Li Shu and stop thinking about it.