After Tianqiu got on the road, he drove the car very fast. He continued to increase his speed to vent his frustration. Although today is holiday time and it is not very late, there should be many people outside, but the area where the Xue family villa is located can already be regarded as a suburb. This area is a luxury residential area with a very good environment. Every family has a car, and there are many people on the road. There were not many pedestrians, and there were no roadside vendors. So although he ran wildly, he did not threaten anyone.
Know how far to drive. The number of vehicles gradually increased, and Tianqiu had to slow down. At this time, his depression also eased a little. He picked up his cell phone and was about to call Hai Ruo, but after thinking for a while, he really didn't know how to speak.
Not only that, he thought about it. If Hai Ruo calls, can he remain calm? In order to avoid making the problem worse due to losing control of his emotions, he decided to wait until he calmed down before talking, so he turned off the phone.
While driving the car, Tianqiu began to feel that there was no purpose. He left on the pretext that the company had something to do. Now that there was no one in the company, where could he go? go home? There was no one at home, and all the friends living nearby must have gone out to play.
Worse. He couldn't let others see him coming home so early, because everyone knew that he was dating his girlfriend and was going back so early. His face is not very good, it will inevitably arouse suspicion!
Although Tianqiu himself is not very clear about the current situation, it may be due to his pride. He does not want anyone to know about his current situation, including Tianyu and Chang Bao who are aware of his situation. After wandering aimlessly for a while, Tianqiu found that the scene he just heard had been accumulating in his heart. He couldn't calm down at all. Instead of calming down, he didn't dare to let himself face the matter at all, for fear of causing damage due to excitement. Misunderstand.
He told himself that he had to find something to do to divert his attention. After thinking for a while, there were so many people who would disturb him on this day. Finally, he drove to buy a lot of gifts and then walked back.
Although he only returned, he did not go back to Hairuo's house, but to Xiaoyou's house. Shu Fujia and his wife will definitely spend Christmas at home with Xiaoyou. At such a time, going to their house will definitely not be a waste or disturb anyone.
As expected, the three members of the Shu family were all at home. They were very happy to see Tianqiu come to visit. They were even more grateful that Tianqiu bought so many gifts for Xiaoyou. However, they were a little confused when they saw Hairuo not coming with him. .
Xiaoyou was very happy and kept pestering Tianqiu, but Tianqiu couldn't come here to entertain the children all the time, otherwise people would inevitably suspect that something was wrong with him. So after spending time with Xiaoyou, Tianchou started chatting with Shu Fujia again. Shu Fujia also gave his company a lot of advice.
This time Tianqiu came specially to visit them, but he gave people the impression that he was looking for his girlfriend and came to visit Xiaoyou! So Shu Fujia and his wife didn't want to waste his time, and finally smiled and asked him to go to Xue's house quickly.
Tianqiu, who was "driven out", couldn't help but smile bitterly. What kind of world is this? No one believes the truth. I obviously came to your house sincerely to play, why do I have to say that I have something else to do
He drove away a little depressed. Although he didn't stay at Shu's house for a short time, Tianqiu spent a lot of time just choosing gifts and the time on the road. Especially in the Shu family, Shu Fujia and his wife are sincerely concerned about his career and emotional affairs, and Xiaoyou is very cute. This trip has diverted Tianqiu's attention.
While driving, Tianqiu did not drive home, but came to the riverside.
It would be nice to enjoy the night breeze here. Tianqiu sighed, came to the place where he and Tianyu stood last time, and looked into the distance.
The city is a forest of buildings. In the urban night sky, you cannot see the stars. There is a layer of slightly red light in the sky or covering the city. This is caused by exhaust pollution.
Tianqiu looked into the distance and saw the lights of thousands of houses, but when he saw his own home, he felt sad.
At this time, his heart gradually began to calm down, and he recalled every moment of his time with Hai Ruo. Recalling Hai Ruodi's smile and frown, everything was so real, everything was so natural, it was impossible to tell that she had bisexual tendencies!
Then Tianchou also began to overturn his previous thoughts. He was also very familiar with Cheng Huan. Looking back on Cheng Huan's behavior, it seemed very natural and didn't look "lesbian" at all!
Thinking of this, Tianqiu felt a little calmer. Next, he thought of his relationship with Tian Yu and suppressed a bitter smile in his heart. I was dating and having sex with other women at the same time. Even if Hai Ruo really liked Cheng Huan at the same time, who am I qualified to care about her? And they knew each other long before they met me.
certainly. This is just a very cruel and fair thought, deep in Tianqiu's heart. He cared about Hairuo very much. He was afraid of losing her and couldn't imagine what it would be like to lose her.
Although Tianqiu had thought through a lot and accepted his explanation, it was just an intimate massage. But he still couldn't help but have a thought in his mind: What if that was true
If Hairuo and Cheng Huan really like each other. And what should I do if I have excessive intimate behavior? Can you accept it yourself
When he asked himself this question, Tianqiu had calmed down a lot. This was certainly related to his ability to control his emotions very well now, but it was also related to the severity of the nature of the problem deep in his mind!
Under normal circumstances, although ordinary heterosexuals may not discriminate against homosexuality or bisexuality, most of them will not accept homosexuality. Bisexuality is better. But there is also a gender issue involved. Girls are more likely to accept gay men, while men are more likely to accept lesbians.
For example, some of the more famous movies about gay stories include Wong Kar-Wai's "Happy Together" and Ang Lee's "Brokeback Mountain". There are a lot of girls who like it, and there are more female viewers than males. Most men will not feel repulsed when they see lesbian AV, and may even like it. (Sorry, due to Tianqiu’s ignorance, I have never seen or known any famous lesbian movies, so I can only use AV to compare it.) Naturally, Tianqiu has not studied that much, and has never thought that one day he will face this problem. . But what he can be sure of is that he won't feel repulsed or disgusted by the two women being together.
There shouldn't be anything, right? Probably a little more intimate at best. I should be able to accept that! The answer came to Tianqiu's heart. He knew that girls were different from boys. Girls were more dependent on each other and didn't mind that much. It was normal to hold each other's hands and go to the toilet together.
Tianqiu had already prepared for the worst, and felt that he could accept it (even if it was true, it would still be considered bisexual). Of course, emotionally he still didn't want this to be the case. But at this time, it was obviously a good time for a showdown. He was going to discuss this issue with Hai Ruo from the side in a few days.
Suddenly, Tianqiu remembered what happened at the Shu family just now. If they saw it with their own eyes, both of them would take it for granted and understand it according to conventional thinking. What's more, I haven't seen it with my own eyes just now? His body was shaken...
He didn't know how long he stood by the river before Tianqiu drove back to his residence.
Returning to the door, Tianqiu found that in addition to his own residence, the two houses where Dante and Murong lived were also dark. The house where Xiaoshi and Lu Yawen lived had a large door and was bustling with people inside. He could not hold back The probe went over and took a look.
"Brother Tianqiu is back!" Xiao Shi shouted immediately after seeing him.
It turned out that Xiao Shi invited a group of classmates to come to her home for a party. Since the whole floor was full of acquaintances and they were not at home, she opened the door without any scruples so that when she saw other people coming back, she could invite them to come in and play. Murong has already been invited inside.
Tianqiu smiled, "Hello everyone, Merry Christmas!"
Xiaoshi had already run over and pulled Tianqiu in, "Brother Tianqiu, come in and play, there are so many people!"
In addition to the beautiful Murong, there are also five beautiful young girls who are about the same age as Xiao Shi. They are all sitting together, piled with various snacks, and are chattering. Now everyone's eyes are focused. When he reached Tianqiu at the door, he stopped talking.
Tianqiu smiled at Murong, greeted her with his eyes, nodded to the others, and said with a smile: "The room is full of beauties, I will be dazzled when I enter. It's better not to go in!"
"These are my classmates, you've met some of them too. Kelly, do you remember him?" Xiao Shi pulled him in passionately,
One girl thought for a moment, nodded and said, "Yes, yes, we know each other, and we even invited us to dinner! You guys..."
"Come in!" Xiao Shi teased Tian Qiu again and quickly interrupted. She once told her classmates that Tianqiu was her boyfriend. If she said it now, Tianqiu would definitely deny it. Murong was here too, so of course she couldn't let Kelly ask. Tianqiu skillfully withdrew his hand and said with a smile: "You guys go ahead and play, I still have things to do. I'm going back first. You guys have fun!"
Facing a group of beautiful beauties is a feast for the eyes. If Tianqiu was still in the flower shop before, he would not miss the opportunity, but now he does not have the heart to do so. He even feels that there is a generation gap for these young and beautiful college girls. .
Tianqiu opened the door and went back. Xiaoshi was very disappointed. She originally opened the door. Her biggest purpose was to invite Tianqiu to come in and play when he came back, but she didn't succeed. However, Murong was present, so she quickly changed the subject and was careful at the same time. He told his classmates with his eyes not to mention the matter of natural hatred.
After returning home, Tianqiu fell on the sofa, took out his mobile phone, and considered whether to call Hai Ruo