He Cheng began to look for Xu Ran.
His life has been completely disrupted. When you come to a city with no connections at all, you have to grit your teeth and start from scratch. You can't eat or sleep well all day long, and when you close your eyes, you will see Xu Ran's shadow. It was as if he couldn't let go of him. He Cheng didn't believe it, he felt that there must be something wrong.
How could he let Xu Ran linger in his head. The person who tied the bell had to be untied, and the problem lay with Xu Ran.
The question is how should he find it? Going to the coffee shop for a while? It's too ugly.
He Cheng thought for a long time, but in the end he couldn't find a way not to lose face, so he could only really go to the coffee shop to guard. But after waiting for seven days in a row, I didn't even see a shadow, neither Xu Ran nor that man.
He Cheng was a little annoyed, he really wanted to take out his mobile phone to call Xu Ran, but when he dialed, he only heard a cold voice——
"Sorry, the phone you dialed is turned off, please try again later."
He Cheng was so angry that his teeth itch.
He is mad at himself.
After living for twenty-eight years, he is actually lost and needs someone to understand him. But this person happened to be Xu Ran, a cripple whom he had disliked for more than ten years. At the beginning, he clamored for people to leave, but now he had to turn around and beg him to meet. He Cheng hated this helpless self to the core, but he alone couldn't get rid of the nightmares and demons he had been having for days.
He couldn't see his heart clearly, and he couldn't figure out why his heart ached.
He only knew that seeing Xu Ran with other men would make him very angry.
He was even angrier than the young man back then.
The former one was just a child, playing small fights, it was just an excuse He Cheng made up to break up, he knew that it was impossible for Xu Ran to fall in love with a brat. But now that this real person is taking his place, Xu Ran can smile at that person, but never smiles so happily at him.
It doesn't matter if you're jealous or not, He Cheng was furious.
He started looking for people around the coffee shop.
Xu Ran has limited mobility in a wheelchair, so he will not go too far. Parks, bookstores, western restaurants, he has searched for everything that Xu Ranneng likes, but there are only a few places, he doesn't know where to look for others.
He sat on a bench in the park, looking at the blue sky and white clouds above his head.
Apart from books and coffee shops, he didn't know what else Xu Ran might like. He never knew Xu Ran's hobbies.
When we were together before, we just went to bed, and when we were done, we would eat and rest. They never had a date, never watched a movie together or stayed all day, and he rarely even stayed overnight, although every time he left, he could see Xu Ran's nostalgic eyes but didn't dare to ask him to keep him.
He didn't even know what Xu Ran would do when he was not around.
Thinking that he might be having a good time in a place where he could not see, He Cheng felt restless.
Well, he thought, I am so busy here that I am dizzy, but you are fine, talking and laughing with your new lover.
He Cheng stubbornly sat in the park and did not leave. There are scattered people walking, and there are several residential areas in the distance. I don't know if Xu Ran's home is nearby.
I stayed until dark and saw no one. He Cheng was tired of waiting a long time ago, curled his lips, got up and went back.
The car was parked in the parking lot of the park, and before he reached the place, he heard voices not far away.
"When will you go back, a year ago or a year from now?"
"After a year. But I want to leave a few days later."
"It's too late, the unit will remind you, don't be willful."
"There is something I can't bear to bear here..."
The night was quiet, and He Cheng instantly recognized Xu Ran's voice.
He was overjoyed and hurriedly shouted, "Xu Ran!"
There was a sudden pause in the voice over there, and in an instant there was only the sound of the wind, whining into the ears.
Without waiting for a response, He Cheng walked over there and called, "Xu Ran, come here!"
Bypassing the private cars and coming to the side road, I saw Xu Ran pulling the man, as if about to go out.
He Cheng's gaze stayed on Xu Ran's hand holding the man, and his face instantly sank.
Xu Ran turned his back to him, holding Lin Shen's arm tightly. He didn't expect to meet He Cheng here, at first he thought it was an auditory hallucination, but it was really confirmed to be He Cheng, instead he had an urge to run away.
I didn't do anything wrong, and I don't know why I ran away.
Lin Shen looked down at him. Xu Ran was very thin, and the blood vessels on the back of his hand would protrude when he exerted force, which hurt him a lot.
The gaze of the man behind was like pins and needles, as if it was about to break him.
Lin Shen looked at Xu Ran's dull face, then at the man's expression, smiled and rubbed Xu Ran's fingers away, and took him into his hands.
The man's expression instantly changed as if he was about to swallow him alive.
Xu Ran was also taken aback by his action, and didn't break free for a while.
Lin Shen asked softly, "Is this your 'friend'?"
Xu Ran looked at him helplessly, turned around, and tried to say in a calm tone, "He Cheng."
He Cheng strode over, intending to separate the two, but Lin Shen stopped him one step at a time, and said coldly, "He hasn't fully recovered yet, what do you want to do, come at me."
As soon as he heard about Xu Ran's physical condition, he immediately let go of his exhausted anger. He Chengdun was there, not going forward, not going backward.
Xu Ran patted Lin Shen's hand to signal him not to talk nonsense.
He Cheng took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in his heart, and said to Xu Ran, "Come here, I have something to say."
Xu Ran said lightly, "I have nothing to say."
"Can you speak well!" He Cheng said angrily, "I didn't hit you with a car, do you need to change your attitude towards me so much?"
"Changed?" Xu Ran came out from behind Lin Shen and said, "I haven't changed."
"No change? No change, you won't even see me?"
Xu Ran tilted his head, as if he heard something interesting, thought for a while, and asked, "What are you doing?"
Yes, see what you are doing.
He Cheng was taken aback, he didn't expect Xu Ran to say that.
Xu Ran continued, "I've made it clear before, I want to take a break and let go, isn't this also your wish?"
He is really puzzled.
He Cheng was holding his stomach full of words and wanted to vomit, but there was Lin Shen standing beside Xu Ran, and he couldn't say a word to outsiders.
It's fucking frustrating.
Xu Ran looked at him helplessly. After all, he had loved once before, so he didn't want to make it too ugly.
"Let's go." He said softly to Lin Shen. Lin Shen clutched his hand and refused to let go, Xu Ran couldn't win him.
Lin Shen hummed and helped him tidy up the scarf, "It's windy at night, be careful of catching a cold."
Knowing that he made it for He Cheng, Xu Ran couldn't help but smile wryly.
He Chengcai is not the kind of person who would be jealous of him, otherwise they would not be able to get to where they are today.
"I miss you."
As soon as the words came out, the three people present were stunned.
He Cheng had never said such a hypocritical thing in his life, and he didn't even think about what he blurted out. He wanted to slap himself now.
He waited for Xu Ran's response. This process actually made him a little nervous.
After a long time, Xu Ran slowly turned around.
He Cheng was taken aback by his expression.
Not happy, not shy, but an inexplicable expression, as if wanting to laugh but sighing helplessly, the faint joy in the corners of his eyes was not directed at him.
He saw Xu Ran and Lin Shen look at each other, and the latter had an obvious smile.
Xu Ran sighed softly, his eyelids trembling slightly, like a pair of butterflies with moonlight falling.
"But, I miss you."
Lin Shen almost looked at He Cheng with the mentality of watching a drama, from furious to pale ashes, this process is very interesting. He cleared his throat and said, "Some people, don't take yourself too seriously. If you make a mistake, you have to bear the consequences. It's not ashamed to shoot after the horse. Whoever stalks is embarrassing."
"Lin Shen, don't say a few words." Xu Ran reminded softly. Although he thought so too.
Regardless of whether the phrase "missing you" is true or not, it is a joke to be able to say it.
He Cheng, what do you miss about me
He Cheng's face was as cold as ice, and it took him a long time to say, "I'm working here now."
"Here?" Xu Ran was surprised, "Isn't your family not investing in the north?"
"I want to come by myself." He Cheng stared at his face, gritted his teeth and said.
Xu Ran was taken aback by his desperate eyes, and it took him a long time before he said, "Ah... that's fine."
"Don't you have anything to say?"
"..." Xu Ran looked at Lin Shen blankly, and said uncertainly, "Come on, work hard?"
Lin Shen was about to laugh like crazy, touched Xu Ran's flushed cheeks, and said, "It's too cold, let's go back."
Xu Ran nodded in agreement.
They walked out of the parking lot from the small path, leaving He Cheng and the leftover leaves behind.
Walking out of He Cheng's line of sight, Xu Ran immediately let go of Lin Shen's hand.
Lin Shen looked at the back of his hand that was pinched red, and said with a smile, "I didn't expect your hands to be strong enough."
"Don't quarrel with him," Xu Ran sighed, "He's an unyielding character, it doesn't make sense, why are you so stubborn with him?"
"I just can't stand him."
In the past few days, Lin Shen has had a rough idea of Xu Ran's past, which can be regarded as helping him to resolve the remaining thoughts in his heart. The more he listens to him, the more he feels that He Cheng is crazy, but he can't speak too harshly to Xu Ran. It's a lot easier to get down.
Xu Ran's temperament is too soft, he can't say anything too much, but under this soft temper, there is an unyielding little man hidden. After so many years, he has built an indestructible body of King Kong, which makes people feel distressed and invincible. happy.
Lin Shen said seemingly unintentionally, "You can call me your new boyfriend."
Xu Ran smiled, "I can't stimulate him."
I don't think so. Lin Shen said silently in his heart, just grabbing a hand just now was like trying to eat someone, if it was a new boyfriend, he would probably fight.
He walked around in front of Xu Ran, thrusting his waist, "I'm no worse than him."
Xu Ran was amused by him, "I didn't say you were inferior to him. Your personality is much better than his."
"Is it only character?" Lin Shen blinked and looked at him with a smile.
"Yes, yes, your character is better than him, and your emotional intelligence is also higher than him." Xu Ran turned the wheelchair and walked forward, and said with a smile, "You are people from different worlds, how can you compare with him?"
Lin Shen looked at his back, his soft short hair swaying slightly in the evening wind, his figure was thin but strong.
"It's okay." Lin Shen lowered his head and smiled, "I won't compare with him anymore."
He ran after Xu Ran with his hands on the back of the wheelchair, keeping a little distance from Xu Ran's shoulders. The wind blew through the gap, cooling his fingertips.
The author has something to say: Completion, thank you for the appearance of love mine