A very smart girl, with a compassionate heart and a kindness that cares for the common people. If there is really karma in this world, you will be the first person blessed by happiness. However, the life that follows me around and is accompanied by death at any time is not happiness for you, it is disaster, it is torture, not only tormenting you, but also tormenting me. I admit that I am not the kind of great man who cares about the common people. My wish is just for you to live happily, simply, and happily - your rightful man is not me! "
Every time Xingchen said something, Lin Yuanyin's heart would break and peel off a little. The indescribable pain, the indescribable bitterness, and the heartbreaking parting made her fall into a place where she could not struggle. Fear the abyss.
She watched in fear as Xingchen came towards her step by step carrying the weirdly steamy soup that night. She could no longer hold back her tears, and the floodgates collapsed like a roaring flood: "No... I don't want to drink... Please... don't... Xingchen... don't let me drink. I can't forget you, absolutely not... It's not easy for me to find my true love. Why should I give up? Xingchen... It's so difficult for us to break through life and death to get here. One step... Why do you have to give up... I am yours... Don't push me to others... Please, Xing..." Lin Yuanyin burst into tears.
It turns out that when the heartache reaches the extreme, you will feel the tightness in your chest to the point of suffocation, which will cause the pores in your body to bloom inadvertently, and you will see all the memories that cannot be let go, flying in front of your eyes like fragments, so ethereal but clear, so nihilistic yet. Reality can be shattered at the touch of a finger and healed in an instant. The raindrops exuded the fragrance of earth and fell all over the sky. The cool thin lines reflected too many grudges, love and hate, and then together with the first moment of heartbeat, suddenly solidified.
Air. still.
"Um... Excuse me, are you from Class 3?" A blue light flashed past, and then he tried to cover up the embarrassment of his faux pas, "Ah, no, I mean, why is there no one in the classroom?"
"Hello, my name is Lin Yuanyin. Can you tell me what your name is?"
"Stars."
"What's your last name?"
"My last name is Xing Chen."
"..." In the crowded classroom, it seemed that I could hear the chuckling of classmates from behind.
"What are your feelings for me?"
"I refuse to answer this question." What disappeared in the wind was the worried figure, accompanied by his own face that was red with anger.
"Answer."
"After you know my identity, if you are still willing to be in my arms like now, then I will not let you down." After two questions, I still couldn't get a clear answer. What I can chew is that I never want to leave. The warm embrace and the bits and pieces of cool feeling fell on his neck.
Was he crying? No...it's raining...
memory. flow.
Illusions and illusions, separation and recombination, blurry things become clear, and things that are close begin to fade away. In the pair of slightly blue eyes in front of me, there is such an unbearable affection: "You have always wanted to know me I was worried and never said it out loud, but today, I can finally say to you calmly: Yuan Yin, I love you forever."
A hot liquid mixed with a strange fragrance was like a grinning beast. In just a second, it rushed into the throat with its teeth and claws. "Please... don't... give up..." The hand grabbed weakly in mid-air, so aimlessly, but with such protruding veins, above it was the clear and blue air.
The hand finally fell down softly, falling freely and resting on the ground, splashing water droplets all over the ground, which was cold. The last drop of hot water rolled out from the corner of the eye, elliptical and smooth, slowly descended, and fell into the ranks of the cold companions without any argument.
Since it is sunny, why does it rain
"How could this happen?" The frightened Yang Cong leaned against the broken wall and shed tears without saying a word.
Xingchen gently put down Lin Yuanyin's body, as carefully as if he were putting down a rare treasure: "You want to drink too, Yang Cong. It won't erase all your memories, you just can't remember what happened after this school."
"No, I don't want to drink." Yang Cong backed away in fear, "You have no right to take away my memory. I am different from them. My memories are all about my sister's tragic death and my sister's hatred. It's so easy now... so easy She got her revenge, the mystery was solved, and I can let go of the burden that oppressed my soul. But you want to hit me back to the past with a stick, let me go back to the days of darkness, let me continue the life of running around and seeking revenge, then I don't want to suffer this kind of pain! You can't be so cruel..." Yang Cong's body curled up on the ground, shaking constantly.
Xingchen looked at her sad look, and the determination in his eyes finally relaxed: "...Okay, for your sister's sake, I won't force you to drink it. But you have to swear that you will never drink from them for the rest of your life." Don't reveal my existence to two people, and don't mention it to them in the slightest, lest they remember that if you violate your oath, I will kill you."
Yang Cong said: "I...I promise...but, I think this is unfair to Lin Yuanyin..."
Xingchen interrupted decisively: "There is no need to discuss this issue. From now on, she is just an ordinary girl. She has her own husband and her own ordinary and happy life. She has never noticed that I never knew about the evil fox Juepan, and I never knew about the rain today."
Yang Cong said in a trembling voice: "But what about you? Can you resist not coming to see her? Can you resist not paying attention to her? Can you forget her?"
Xingchen looked at the sky sadly, her eyes full of heartbreaking sadness: "I can't... but she can't know my existence. So, I will only look at her from a distance. From now on, I will live in The only purpose in this world is to protect her from any harm. I am still happy. I can still hide in the tree in front of her window and watch her shadow and listen to her voice. I can still feel that she is Be by my side and never leave. She told me before that she would look for me in every reincarnation, and I would wait for her to be with me in every reincarnation, even if she becomes the lowest creature. , I will let her live happily throughout her life."
At the end of the sentence, Xingchen paused, looked up at the sky and said, "Yang Cong, I can't say any more... I really want to cry... but I'm a monster who can't cry." A drop of warm water quietly fell from the sky. The eyes oozed out, like the brightest star in the dark night, suddenly falling, and the fireflies scattered in all directions. Xingchen opened his palms and looked at the warm traces falling on his hands: "The rain is getting heavier and heavier..."
No one discovered that the drop of water was not the raindrop from the sky, but the first tear flowing from the eyes of the stars...
In an instant, it rained heavily.
In the distance, the chanting voice of the stars came:
I once vowed to love you forever,
Even if the sky collapses, I won’t give up.
Finally all the colors,
They were all disillusioned in that light rain that cracked the ground.
Once for your smile,
Let it surge violently and cause people to betray their relatives and leave their relatives,
Finally a familiar figure,
All in the most unexpected night.
memories of the past,
I always want to forget bit by bit,
But it always becomes clearer day by day;
Today’s Wenwu,
I always want to possess it bit by bit,
But it always goes away again and again.
Looking back in dreams,
Where the lights dim, there are still traces of you.
then,
Sway and say to the sky,
I have chosen,
Painfully give up.
Yang Cong sat paralyzed on the ground, her heart was so painful that she couldn't open her eyes at all. Her mind seemed to be hit hard by something, and it was chaotic. She couldn't think of anything, and she didn't dare to think about anything. She didn't know how long it had been. I just remember that when I looked up, I saw a gray sky with no sun at all.
A year later, the grand gathering of the first disciples of Buddhism and Taoism opened its grand curtain in Jiuhua Mountain.
Each faction sent a strong lineup, and lay disciples all appeared on stage and tried their best. Except for Luojia Mountain, no one participated due to annihilation. In the end, He Jianfei, a disciple of Master Wutai, won the title of "First Disciple of Buddhism", and Lone Star Han, a disciple of Taoist Master Tianji of Zhongnan Mountain, won the title of "First Disciple of Taoism". He Jianfei's time was one minute and forty seconds longer than Lone Xinghan's, which made Lone Xinghan very depressed and couldn't help but miss the simple and easy-to-bully disciple of Mount Luojia.
"Uncle Smart, why don't you see Senior Brother Wu coming?" Gu Xinghan asked unwillingly.
The intelligence master's face changed slightly, and he forced a smile: "Whether you come or not depends on fate."
Lone Xinghan was puzzled when he heard this, and just as he was about to ask, He Jianfei had already run over: "Hey, I'm defeated. If you lose, you lose. Don't pester my master."
Lone Xinghan gritted his teeth and said, "Who is the defeated general?"
He Jianfei said in surprise: "Huh? I just had a fight, and my memory is so fast, but I forgot it in the blink of an eye? Do you want to fight again?"
Lone Xinghan was already hungry and rushed forward: "Just hit him!"
Tian Yinzhen's high-octave scolding voice came from the distance: "That guy named He, I count to three, and those who haven't arrived will have no food for lunch today! One..."
"I am coming!"
"Three! If you are not in place, you can find food elsewhere!" "Wait a minute, that's unfair. Miss Tian, you are not number two."
"Did I say that one must be followed by two?"
"Born with a vision, Guanyin is alone." Master Zhi looked at the medal of "First Disciple of Buddhism" in front of him, closed his eyes and let the tears roll down, "The calamity has finally begun."
Another year later, the intelligent master passed away in Wutai Mountain at the age of eighty-nine. He left a verse: "Seven reincarnations, the fierce soul of cherry blossoms", closed his eyes and passed away. Mount Wutai was held in mourning, and Master Zenyue succeeded him as abbot.
Two years later, the Ghost Road incident occurred. Tian Yinzhen died, and the innocent ghost Lu was relieved.
The following year, the Sakura Road incident occurred. He Jianfei, Gu Xinghan and other lay disciples were ordered to surrender.
The cherry blossoms are flying all over the sky, which is the most pink romance and the most romantic murderous intention. The Tao Te Ching, the Buddha's bones, and the purple gold gourd were all shining with terrifying light. In the center of the circle, Tian Yinzhen, with long hair covering her face, was waiting for the moment when her soul was beaten to separation. She no longer cared about these, the only thing she cared about was the one in front of her. A face that he couldn't see clearly, a familiar figure, the person he had spent his whole life waiting for.
At this critical moment, a faint blue light flashed, Tian Yinzhen's eyes blurred, and there was already another person beside him. Tian Yinzhen looked at him in fear: "Who are you? How did you get into this dragnet?"
The visitor only smiled slightly: "No need to ask more. I was entrusted by the wisdom master a few years ago to rescue you from your crisis."
Tian Yinzhen exclaimed: "Master... how could it be..." The Buddha's Bone Tao Te Ching and others were already being called in overwhelmingly. The most powerful power in the magic world had gathered, and the dazzling light was almost driving people crazy.
Tian Yinzhen knew that this time there was absolutely no way to avoid it: "Go quickly, unless you are the Buddha himself, you will not be able to defeat me at all. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore."
The person who came said nothing more, but took out a bronze mirror from his arms, turned it slightly, and an even stronger white light rushed over. "Ouch", he heard repeated shouts, but the Buddha bones, Tao Te Ching and other treasures were all bounced back, and Gu Xinghan was knocked back.
Tian Yinzhen said in shock: "You... who are you? How could you..." The person smiled slightly, and disappeared in a flash, leaving only a faint voice lingering in Tian Yinzhen's ears: "Put down your hatred... You have already You are happy to have true love.”
"True love..." Tian Yinzhen turned around, the fog dissipated, and He Jianfei was standing in front of her, while Tian Yinzhen had already shed tears.
The cherry blossom road is over. When He Jianfei became a monk, Wutai's vitality was severely damaged.
"Congratulations, congratulations, we have a wonderful marriage and may you have a son soon!"
"Oh, aunt, you are so bad, you told me this just after we got married." The woman with white wedding sand looked shy, and suddenly she smiled like a flower. Yes, joy and happiness are overflowing for her and her new husband today.
"Have another drink, Gangying, we have been an old friend for many years, but you are so disrespectful. Look, you have married such a beautiful wife. Lin Yuanyin is one of the most beautiful women in our place."
Wu Gangying was embarrassed in the crowd, trying to find a way out, but he was pulled back every time: "I really can't drink anymore... Brother, please spare me. Still drinking? Just stab me with a knife." "
"Hey, you don't want to drink, are you thinking about the bridal chamber?" A burst of warm and ambiguous laughter sounded, Wu Gangying said with a bitter smile: "I'm afraid of you, I drink, I drink, you gangsters." As he said, He drank it all in one gulp, and then the whole hall burst into applause.
There was an atmosphere of joy in the bustling crowd. Everyone toasted to celebrate and looked at the golden boy and girl with envy and blessings who have been married for a hundred years. Two long rows of candles were lit, illuminating the hall as if it were daytime. Wine glasses of various colors were being passed around and intertwined. Various fireworks were blooming and falling. Everywhere was a bustling human scene. . There was only one woman, dressed in plain clothes and with a light face, sitting quietly in a corner without saying a word, silently watching everything in front of her.
Lin Yuanyin noticed her and felt very strange. He brought a glass of wine and handed it to her with a smile: "Excuse me... I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I don't think we know each other. But I always feel that I am very familiar with you, It seems like we have been friends for a long time." The visitor hesitated for a moment and finally picked up the wine glass: "My name is Yang Cong. Yes, we have never met, but I believe we must have been friends. I wish you happiness." Yang Gong drank it all in one gulp. There was no sweetness from the wine, only the bitterness of coptis, sliding down his throat and churning in his stomach.
Lin Yuanyin looked at this unusual woman and her unusual answers in surprise. She always had a strange impulse in her heart to talk to this woman named Yang Cong. She couldn't explain why. However, she was the protagonist of today's event. Many people were calling her, so she had to rush over and smile again to accept their blessings. Taking advantage of this moment, Yang Cong stood up silently and walked out.
No matter how lively and prosperous it is inside, the air outside is still deserted. One breath can make people immediately forget their dreams and return to reality.
"Can you stand it?" Yang Cong sighed slightly and said.
A clear male voice came from the dense flowers behind: "Huh? You can actually find me."
Yang Cong said: "It's nothing. Didn't you say that I can always scare you inadvertently? How have you been these past few years, Xingchen?"
"I completed the task entrusted by the intelligent master and came here to see what happened today." Yang Cong smiled bitterly: "Really? Do you think she is happy now?"
There was silence on the other side of the flowers for a moment before replying: "Happy. She taught me that day that if people feel happy, they will laugh. Isn't she always smiling? If she is not happy, why should she laugh?"
Yang Cong pursed his lips slightly, looked up at the sky, and sighed: "It hasn't rained in the sky for a long time."
The luxurious car drove slowly across the brand new road. Spring has arrived, and everything is green and full of vitality.
"Stop! Where is this place?" Lin Yuanyin suddenly pointed to a building complex in the distance and asked.
The driver recognized it for a long time and said: "Oh, there, it is the former site of Liuhai University. The university was abandoned long ago. Now it is just a pile of rotten buildings. There is nothing interesting to see."
Lin Yuanyin said resolutely: "Drive there, I want to see it."
The old man sitting in the passenger seat turned around in horror: "Yuan'er, you are on your honeymoon. You shouldn't go to that kind of abandoned place. It's unlucky."
Wu Gangying looked at Lin Yuanyin in confusion: "Honey, what's wrong with you today?"
Lin Yuanyin said anxiously: "No, I must go there. I don't know why... I have a very strange feeling. I always feel that something is waiting for me there. I must go and see!"
Everyone couldn't resist Lin Yuanyin, so they had no choice but to go. The place had been abandoned for many years, and there were reborn weeds everywhere. All kinds of unnamed flying insects were buzzing around, and an unpleasant stench immediately hit.
The driver covered his nose and quickly turned on the internal circulation ventilation system and said: "Madam, there is nothing to see here, let's go."
Lin Yuanyin said: "No, I want to go down and open the door."
Wu Gangying said in surprise: "Wife, what's wrong with you?"
Lin Yuanyin said anxiously: "Gangying, believe me, I really have a very strange feeling. I always feel that I have been here before. Let me go down and have a look."
Wu Gangying said: "It's impossible, we have never been to this city." Lin Yuanyin said: "Anyway, just let me go."
Wu Gangying had no choice but to open the car door. Lin Yuanyin got out of the car, as if she knew the layout of the place. Although the weeds were already half as tall as a person, she easily found the school road, turned left and right, and immediately disappeared. Shadow. Wu Gangying was shocked and said: "Oh, come back, who allowed you to run so far?" He shouted and chased after him.
Arriving in front of a dilapidated high-rise building, Lin Yuanyin stopped. She raised her head and looked at the cracked building in a daze, and climbed the steps step by step.
Wu Gangying shouted breathlessly from behind: "Don't go up, come down quickly, that is a dangerous building and will fall down!"
"No," Lin Yuanyin said with a trembling voice: "I always feel... I have been here, I have lived here... There is a very important person here, very, very important, who is it? Why can't I remember it? ?”
Wu Gangying said in surprise: "Are you okay? Don't scare me, we have never been to this area." Seeing that Lin Yuanyin had climbed to the second floor in a blink of an eye, Wu Gangying was anxious and didn't care much, so she hurriedly chased after her. .
This corridor... this handrail... and this peeling pattern... With every step she took, Lin Yuanyin became more determined that she really knew this place. But why do we know each other? Why can't I stop and can only move forward? Not long after we reached the end of the corridor, we turned a corner and passed a blind corner, and suddenly there was a classroom door behind us.
"This is it." A voice said in Lin Yuanyin's heart. Lin Yuanyin held the door handle with her hand. She felt like a deer was jumping in her heart, her face was feverish, and she felt restless as if she was about to do something big.
With a "squeak" sound, the old wooden door was pushed open. An indescribable smell hit my face.
The moment she opened the door, Lin Yuanyin's eyes were blurred and she couldn't see anything.
I don’t know how long it took, but my eyes suddenly slowly became clear again. The same corridor, the same handrails, the same patterns, but with new decorations, but bustling with people. The female students were holding books, laughing and whispering. , the boys were whistling, and they met to play football. A girl with two pigtails was walking on the road she had just walked, and kept asking others: "Where is Class 3?" Then the scene began to blur again. , then the blind corner, and the door of the newly painted classroom. The girl with pigtails stopped in front of the door. She raised her head and looked at the sign above carefully. After a long time, she finally made sure of it and gently pushed the door open.
"Um... Excuse me, are you from Class 3?" That was the unique laughter of youth, followed by a flash of blue light that was as clear as a holy pool in the fairy world. All the scenes came to an end, and there was only emptiness in front of me. dusty tables and chairs.
Lin Yuanyin had already collapsed against the wall, tears rolling down her face, and murmured: "Blue..."
Wu Gangying rushed in, hugged her in surprise and said, "What's wrong with you? What happened?"
Lin Yuanyin seemed to have thought of something, and used all her strength to break free from Wu Gangying's arms, and ran out desperately. As soon as she turned the blind corner and reached the corridor, she suddenly stopped running wildly and froze. Standing there, staring blankly in front of me, tears poured down uncontrollably, and I cried uncontrollably: "Blue... blue..."
Opposite Lin Yuanyin, Yang Cong stood quietly, looking at her with tears streaming down his face...
because I love you,
So he remained silent.
The breeze is refreshing,
Scattered shadows and cicada chirping,
Die because of me.
because I miss you,
So the rain and tears are hard to hold back
The small pavilion lights up the lamp,
White bridge plays the flute,
You will rise to great heights because of him,
The wasteland is lost because of me.
No need to say goodbye,
Because leaving is destined;
No need to say sorry,
Being destined to have no fate is also a kind of beauty.
No need to feel guilty,
No need to be ashamed,
There is no need to stand in the rain with tears.
You can be inseparable and inseparable,
You can cry silently,
You can also just let go and leave,
You can also be ruthless.
I don't mind any of this,
As long as you understand,
everything I do,
All that I have endured,
Just because I love you so much!
(Complete book)
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"Dongli has no regrets" - The fifth part of the Road of Wrongful Ghosts Author: tinadannis