He’s Not My Shadow Guard, He’s My Lover

Chapter 4

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The tears were hot and painful, and my throat was so hoarse that I couldn't speak.

He raised his hand and hesitated for a moment, then hugged his master back, and patted his back with his right hand, silently comforting him.

Feeling his comfort, Xia Qing'an couldn't hold back anymore, all her grievances and anxiety turned into tears, and her silent crying was even more distressing.

Xia Qing'an cried very rarely since he was a child, perhaps because of his 'welfare' as an autistic child, he can turn a blind eye to other people's bullying and insulting him, because he can immerse himself in his own world and refuse to accept it. outside information.

But since he came to this strange world, he has been uneasy every day, and fortunately he can find a sense of security in An Jiu, so he will reveal his true self in front of An Jiu.

But this conversation brought Xia Qingan's anxiety and grievance to the extreme.

That's why he cried desperately in front of An Jiu.

share the same bed

After Xia Qing'an brought the two women back to the Green Bamboo Courtyard, she stopped caring about them and locked herself in the small study for a long time.

After all, Mrs. Ru gave it to the Seventh Young Master. Regardless of the Seventh Young Master, Chun Yu and the others had to arrange a place for the two of them.

Qiu Shui led the two of them to a room farther away from the young master's dormitory. Qiu Shui walked in front and rolled his eyes obscenely, why did he dislike him

Dress up like a monster, don't think you can catch the young master's eyes, how can you let people like you get close to such a bland person like the young master.

Qiu Shui wouldn't admit that she was jealous. Every time they served the young master, they had to stay a few steps away from the young master. How could the young master let them climb into his bed.

"You share these two rooms with each other. If you don't have the order of the seventh young master, you don't want to hang around in front of the seventh young master. The seventh young master hates contact with others. That's all I have to say."

Qiu Shui turned his head, looked at them expressionlessly and said, before leaving.

Ruoyi and Ruoqing looked at each other, they didn't care, they still had to complete the mission of the wife, how could they be obedient.

small study

Xia Qing'an fell asleep holding An Jiu, and An Jiu carefully picked up her master and placed her on the soft couch in the small study.

Xia Qing'an was still holding on to one of An Jiu's sleeves while falling asleep, her brows were slightly wrinkled, and her eyes were a little red and swollen.

For the convenience of the master, An Jiu knelt on one knee beside the soft couch. From just now, An Jiu really understood the master's heart, and the more she understood... the more she fell.

Only at this time, An Jiu can look directly at his master without any scruples, and can let go of all his disguises and reveal his ugly side.

"Owner… "

The voice is so low that it will be ignored if you don't pay attention, but there are scruples, depression and restraint in the voice, which people can't ignore and can't ignore.

An Jiu stared at his sleeping master, his eyes were full of indelible gloom.

When Xia Qing'an woke up, it was already late. Xia Qing'an didn't eat at noon, and cried for half an afternoon. After sleeping, she was already hungry.

“Very Hungry Q_Q”

Xia Qing'an sat up from the soft couch, and said aggrievedly that he woke up from hunger.

"Well... Anjiu, help me bring some snacks to my room, and I'll take a shower."

Xia Qing'an got up slowly, a little afraid to look at him, and actually cried in front of An Jiu, how embarrassing T_T

"Master, you didn't eat anything at noon, do you want to have dinner first?"

"Let's take a shower before eating. You can bring me some snacks to cushion my stomach... Well, take more."

Thinking that An Jiu might not have eaten, Xia Qing'an added.

"Yes, master."

An Jiu said respectfully, then left in a flash.

Xia Qing'an soaked in the hot water, her slightly frowned brows loosened, she closed her eyes, leaned against the tub and sank, the hot water soaked up to her shoulders.

Ruoyi opened the door and took it gently, and walked lightly to the back of the screen. Ruoyi was only wearing a thin layer of light gauze, her pink bellyband and fair skin were faintly visible, and the blush on her face was even more radiant. Pretty.

"Master."

Ruoyi stopped a few steps away from Xia Qingan's place, and let out a soft cry.

However, Xia Qing'an was startled by the sudden appearance of a female voice.

"Ah~"

Xia Qing'an screamed in the next second, she was so frightened that she didn't dare to open her eyes, her face turned pale, her body trembled slightly, and the blood on her thin lips, which were originally pale, faded away.

He has been afraid of ghosts since he was a child, and when he suddenly heard a strange voice, his first reaction was to think of that kind of thing.

As soon as An Jiu approached the master's bedroom, he heard the master's call, and there was a burst of panic in the voice.

An Jiu's heart tightened, and he rushed to the master's room in the next second, and what caught his eyes was a disheveled woman trying to approach the master.

"Owner."

"An Jiu, throw her out." Xia Qing'an's voice trembled, and she didn't dare to open her eyes.

Ruoyi didn't know why things had come to this point, she just called out to the young master, and then the young master suddenly called out, and she was thrown out in the next second, and she still hadn't seen who threw herself out.

Ruoyi sat on the ground with a blank face, and the four of Chunshui rushed to see the scene when they heard the young master's cry.

"Master, this subordinate has already thrown him out."

"An... An Jiu, come and help me, my legs are weak Q_Q"

Xia Qing'an's voice trembled a little, her face was pale, it was obvious that she hadn't regained her composure.

"Yes, master."

An Jiu approached the tub, hesitated for a moment, then bent down to help the master who was still sitting in the tub.

"Hmm~"

Anjiu's hand had a little hard callus, and when it touched Xia Qing'an's delicate skin, Xia Qing'an's body trembled, and a soft voice escaped from her mouth. When she reacted, she quickly closed her mouth tightly, her ears slightly red.

Xia Qing'an, who had never had physical contact with others, felt that this feeling was a bit strange, so strange that it made people afraid and wanted to touch it.

The sudden strange feeling made Xia Qing'an temporarily ignore the fear in her heart.

"Master, offended."

An Jiu closed his eyes and said in a low voice, then quickly picked up his master from the tub, wiped off the water on his body, and then helped him put on a coat, the whole process took less than a minute.

After dinner, Xia Qing'an didn't want to take a walk outside to digest his food. He was frightened just now, and as soon as he got to a dark place, he couldn't help but think of something terrifying. Thinking of this, Xia Qing'an trembled all over.

"An Jiu... I think I might not be able to sleep tonight, what should I do?" Xia Qing'an said pitifully.

"Master, sleep peacefully, and your subordinates will stay by your side."

An Jiu's words reassured Xia Qing'an a lot, but he closed his eyes and opened them again within a few minutes, and there was still some fear in his eyes.

"Anjiu, can you sleep with me?" Xia Qing'an looked at the person standing beside his bed with a face full of tears.

Fear of ghosts and so on, he was also very desperate. He thought that the older he was, the symptoms of fear of ghosts would be weakened. He didn't expect the accident to be so unexpected.

"Master, this doesn't fit..." An Jiu was taken aback for a moment.

"But...but I'm afraid of ghosts, so I can't sleep."

Xia Qing'an hurriedly said without waiting for An Jiu to refuse, originally she just mentioned it casually, but now the more she thinks about it, the more she feels that this method is good.

"Anjiu, are you not listening to me Q_Q" Xia Qingan said aggrievedly.

"No, master, subordinate..."

An Jiu quickly denied, and before he could finish speaking, Xia Qing'an had already moved into the bed, patted the empty space with his right hand, blinked and looked at him expectantly, finally An Jiu compromised.

Xia Qingan faced the edge of the bed sideways, with both hands tightly grasping the clothes of An Jiu who was lying next to him, the two were very close to each other, to be precise, Xia Qingan unconsciously moved towards An Jiu after falling asleep.

At this moment, Xia Qing'an was already soundly asleep, and An Jiu was lying flat on the side of the bed, neither falling off easily nor taking up too much space,

His body was as stiff as iron.

An Jiu quietly listened to the gentle breathing of his master beside him, his eyes were open, the pupils were black and shiny, it was already midnight, and he still didn't want to sleep.

As a dark guard, the most common sleep time is one or two hours, and the sleep is light, and you can close your eyes to rest or get up at any time.

"Dark Nine."

Xia Qing'an closed her eyes and muttered, her voice was a little low, and her words were a little fuzzy, but An Jiu could still hear them clearly.

"Yes, master."

An Jiu turned his head and replied, his voice was lowered by him, seeing that the master was talking in sleep,

An Jiu couldn't help thinking, the master had himself in his sleep.

An Jiu focused on the master's face, eyes and nose, and then the light-colored thin lips.

It seems that the moonlight is a bit bright tonight, Anjiu seems to be bewitched, she leans her body sideways, and slowly leans her head over, Anjiu can feel the master's breath slightly.

The next second, the two lips touched, and the moment An Jiu felt the softness, her heart missed half a beat, but she also came back to her senses.

Knowing what he had done, An Jiu quickly turned his head away, as if he had fallen into an ice cave, and his heart couldn't help but feel cold.

Himself... blasphemed the master? How could I...become like this

"Master... this subordinate is guilty... but... this subordinate... doesn't want to leave you..."

An Jiu closed his eyes and murmured, his voice was so low that he couldn't even hear himself.

"Well… "

When An Jiu heard the master's voice, his body froze instantly. Did the master find out

Xia Qing'an just unconsciously groaned, and then rubbed towards An Jiu.

Knowing that the master hadn't woken up, An Jiu breathed a sigh of relief.

severe autism

The next day, Mrs. Ru knew about Xia Qing'an's situation, and Yan Ru was very anxious at the moment, she had to think about countermeasures.

Now others don't know about his son's situation, but after getting married soon, things were revealed, and that would be a disaster.

Xia Qing'an didn't know the calculations and plans in Yan Ru's heart.

After Xia Qing'an finished her breakfast, she asked Shang An Jiu to take the guqin and go to Xiaozhulin.