Almost everyone in Yangliu Town saw the efforts of Wu Yu or 'Yang Chen'.
Especially Master Yang Bai, although he is older, he has gradually heard the name 'Yang Chen'. He practiced martial arts very hard, practicing almost day and night, and even his body was damaged, but he still persisted. unremitting.
Master Yang Bai admired this kind of spirit. However, Master Yang Bai personally came to persuade Wu Yu and told him not to work too hard because his body could not persist.
Wu Yu not only refused to listen, but also argued with Master Yang Bai. After all, in Wu Yu's eyes, martial arts masters like Master Yang Bai were too low-end, and he was really not qualified to teach him. It's not that he looked down on the other party, it was just that Wu Yu has his own dream, so it is impossible to listen to Master Yang Bai's words.
So he continued to practice martial arts and work hard.
Master Yang Bai finally sighed and ignored Wu Yu.
"The speed of progress is really too slow!" Wu Yu felt the speed of his martial arts training, and gradually felt a sense of despair.
He didn't know if it was an illusion or something, but he always felt that the more he practiced, the weaker his body became. Yang Fan and Liu Yue had even gone bankrupt and used all their property to buy him the resources he needed to practice martial arts, but after several years, he Time still accomplishes nothing.
"Do we really have to spend the rest of our lives here and never be able to practice Taoism?" This result was simply unacceptable to Wu Yu.
He felt that he might have made a mistake in some places, or that the martial arts masters in Yangliu Town were of too low a level, resulting in a poor cultivation method, which was why he was like this.
But he had completely forgotten about the previous cultivation methods and methods, and could not remember any of the content, so he could not judge now.
Just from the feeling, although Master Yang Bai and other martial arts masters are not high level, they have achieved some achievements at least. It is not like that they have no achievements at all, and their bodies are getting weaker and weaker.
This situation lasted until 'Yang Chen' was twenty years old. By this time, Wu Yu had been practicing martial arts for ten years. Although he had achieved nothing, he still did not give up.
But one day, he suddenly couldn't stand up. The meridians in his legs were completely blocked, and his muscles and bones were severely strained and almost completely damaged due to excessive training. It was actually difficult for him to even stand!
This was an extremely serious blow to Wu Yu.
He stayed in bed for the next few days and did not continue to practice. Yang Fan and Liu Yue had gray hair on their temples by this time. At this time, they were worried about him and busy with work. They kept looking for Yangliu Town. The doctor came to see him.
But every doctor who saw his legs shook their heads and left, saying that it was impossible to heal his legs.
a bolt from the blue!
Wu Yu was in a daze for a long time. He could not accept the fact that his legs were disabled and he could no longer stand up and walk. How could he go to Wudu, go to the Tongtian Sword Sect, and even realize his dream of cultivating Taoism
After twenty years of hardship, Wu Yu never imagined that he would end up like this.
What was before him now was no longer a matter of cultivating Taoism or the Tongtian Sword Sect. Even Wu Du had become an unattainable dream.
As his legs were crippled and he collapsed completely, Yang Fan and Liu Yue searched for doctors in the surrounding towns and even two nearby small cities to save his legs, but in the end there was nothing they could do.
After ten years of martial arts training, and now in order to treat his illness, Yang Fan and his wife spent all their money and even owed a lot of foreign debt.
Wu Yu often heard that people would come outside the courtyard where they lived and shout "pay back debts", but Yang Fan's cloth shop had been closed, and there was no source of income at all.
The family of three has basically fallen into despair.
In the eyes of other people in Yangliu Town, Wu Yu is now a useless person and it is impossible to marry a wife. Carrying on the family line has become a luxury. In the entire Yangliu Town, 'Yang Chen' has become a joke.
Many teenagers who practiced martial arts at the same time as him have now become young men, and several have become relatively powerful martial arts masters in Yangliu Town.
Even in Wu Yu's eyes before, this kind of existence was not even comparable to an ant, but now he is qualified to tell him: What's the point of working hard in martial arts? If you don't have talent and practice martial arts forcefully, you will end up being crippled!
Various rumors against Wu Yu in Yangliu Town had a great impact on him.
For Yang Fan and Liu Yue, even their survival has become a problem. They can only survive hard and try their best to take care of Wu Yu.
Wu Yu is also very sad about taking care of Yang Fan and his wife. If it weren't for him, Yang Fan and his wife could have lived a happy life, right? Just because he was born led to such desperate consequences.
He fell in bed, and basically only Yang Fan and Liu Yue could take care of him.
Until he was thirty years old, Wu Yu still couldn't get out of bed. He even had arsenic prepared by his pillow. Once he couldn't bear the despair, he would have no choice but to commit suicide and end his life.
Before, even when facing powerful opponents like Yanhuang Ancient Emperor, he had never felt hopeless.
But now, he felt a deep despair, constantly moving in his mind and throughout his body.
This kind of despair has been lingering on him for ten years. Ever since he was disabled and bedridden, he has been suffering constant torture. He discovered that sometimes whether a person's psychology is strong or not has nothing to do with the opponent. The most important thing is his own state.
When Wu Yu faced Ancient Emperor Yan and Huang before, the opponent's strength was almost despairing, but he also had means and hope, so he also had enough fighting spirit to defeat his opponent.
The more you have, the more confident you are in yourself.
But now, he had almost nothing, his legs were disabled, and he was bedridden. In this situation, even if a little mortal martial artist came to kill him, he felt desperate and had no choice.
This is the contrast.
Wu Yu had been bedridden for ten years. He really thought too much, but it was of no use to the current situation. After he fell into despair, he almost always thought about ending his life.
But Yang Fan and his wife are still working hard to take care of him and have never given up. Even if it is so difficult for a family of three, they still do not blame Wu Yu at all. This is love from blood.
Wu Yu blames himself very much. They almost ruined their lives for him. Moreover, now that he is thirty years old, Yang Fan and his wife have become older, and the following days will become more and more difficult.
Wu Yu could hardly imagine how he would spend the following days.
First, when he was thirty-five years old, Yang Fan was also bedridden. After all, he was already old and his body could no longer hold on. The life, old age, illness and death of mortals were really extremely painful, which made Wu Yu sigh, but there was nothing he could do.
After Yang Fan was bedridden, Liu Yue was the only one left to take care of them.
At this time, the rest of Yangliu Town was almost isolated from them, and they were driven away from their original courtyard by debt collectors and moved to a dilapidated thatched house in Yangliu Town.
Wu Yu and Yang Fan were bedridden in a thatched house together, living in despair every day.
If Liu Yue hadn't given up yet, Wu Yu would have committed suicide long ago because he couldn't stand it anymore. This kind of frightening despair can penetrate into the deepest part of a person's heart.
Liu Yue's hair has turned gray now and she has become an old woman, but even so, she is still taking care of Wu Yu and Yang Fan and never leave them.
Wu Yu's desperate endurance made Wu Yu in pain every moment. Yang Fan was also in pain, but he didn't have the same experience as Wu Yu in the past, so he didn't find his current state intolerable.
For mortals, birth, aging, illness and death are common sense. Yang Fan has even thought about what it will be like when he is about to die of old age a long time ago.
But Wu Yu is different.
Wu Yu was an immortal before, with a long life span, almost as long as heaven and earth, and immortal. He never thought that he would face such a desperate situation, so the contrast between the two made him feel despair and pain. More than a hundred times more than Yang Fan.
Finally, after a cold wind, Yang Fan died of a serious illness, and Liu Yue died soon after Yang Fan.
At this time, 'Yang Chen' has reached forty years old, and he is the only one left alive in the world!
Since he was bedridden at the age of twenty, he has been in despair and pain almost all the time. He has thought about suicide for a long time. It was only after seeing Yang Fan and his wife working so hard that he finally endured it. This was already his The result of a tough character.
If it were any other god who had gone through all this, he would probably have been unable to hold on and committed suicide long ago.
But now, Wu Yu finally felt like he was about to be freed.
This life is too ridiculous. From birth to now, almost everyone in Yangliu Town has been looked down upon by others. No matter how hard he tries, he cannot succeed in martial arts. There seems to be a curse in the dark, cursing Wu Yu in this life. Yang Chen will definitely fall into such a miserable situation.
Even if he didn't insist on practicing martial arts at that time, his body would become weaker and weaker as he grew up, and he would eventually end up like this.
Wu Yu lay down on the thatched bed, looking at the wisps of moonlight filtering through the gaps in the thatched wall, and suddenly an indescribable fighting spirit emerged in his heart.
Everything in this life is so sad and ridiculous. If this is a test, it is too real.
But it is precisely because of the truth that people fall into real despair!
If this is an illusion, then this may be the ultimate purpose of this test in the Tomb Guard Hall, to make those trapped in it feel complete despair.
"Whether it's an illusion or not, how can I spend this life like this?" Wu Yu felt extremely unwilling in his heart. Suicide is completely a sign of weakness. He now feels that even if he dies, he will die on the road to his dream.
Before, Yang Fan and his wife were still there, and he couldn't bear to leave again. Now he has nothing to worry about. He must never give up the dream he had when he was ten years old.
He struggled up from the thatched bed and crawled out of the thatched house with difficulty. The moonlight shone on his pale face that had been sick for a long time, reflecting the firm determination in his eyes.