The pattering rain slid across the glass from the roof, blurring the view outside the car.
Their world seems to be infinitely reduced to only half an inch of space inside the car, and every move is so obvious. Shen Juanyi saw her dilated pupils instantly, saw her tightly pinched fingers, saw her bite her cheek and hold her breath, and then her eyes turned red inch by inch.
Except when he was making a movie, when had he ever seen her cry
She is so dazzling, like the sun in the sky, exuding dazzling charm all the time. But at this moment, the sun seemed to be extinguished by the heavy rain, leaving only the sadness of the cloudy sky.
Shen Juanyi felt distressed and nervous for a moment, and she didn't know where to put her hands and feet.
He couldn't help but wanted to reach out to hug her, but when he thought of how he had stretched out his hand to avoid her just now, he forcibly endured it. He just sat stiffly in his original position, looked down at her red eyes slightly, and asked her in a low voice, "Zhao Yu, can I like you?"
She was motionless, but her eye sockets were getting redder and redder. She stubbornly held back the surging tears in her eyes, like a child having a temper tantrum, and squeezed out a forced cry from her tight lips, "No!"
But he was not disappointed at all, and still said in such a precious and serious tone, "Then can I wait until I can like you before I like you?"
The roots of Zhao Yu's eyelashes were all wet, "No!"
He took out a clean tissue and put it in her palm, "Then I will like you again when you say yes, okay?"
Zhao Yu wiped his nose, crumpled up a tissue and threw it on him, "No, no, no, no! You can't like me!"
He just laughed, and handed her a new clean tissue, "But I've fallen in love with you. Then I'll try my best not to bother you, can I give you time to think about it?"
Zhao Yu gritted his teeth to see the clear smile in his eyes, and turned his head away with red eyes.
The rain did not know when it lightened down, showing signs of clearing up after the rain. The branches and buds that had been drooped by the rain stretched out again, blooming brighter flowers and leaves. Shen Juanyi opened the car door, and when he was about to get out of the car, he turned his head and smiled and said to her, "The sun is coming out soon, be careful when driving."
Zhao Yu didn't look at him, opened the car window and stretched out his hand to wipe the rain-stained rearview mirror with a paper towel, with an awkward muffled voice, "Hmm—"
He got out of the car and closed the door, stood outside and waved to her with a smile.
Not at all like someone whose confession was rejected.
The last tail of winter disappeared completely after this rain, the weather gradually warmed up, and the pink cherry blossoms on the street began to bloom.
Spring has come.
Zhao Yu's album is scheduled to be released next month, and she is very busy every day. Shen Juan didn't want to bother her, and after that day, he really didn't bother her again. I only sent a good night message every night before going to bed, as if reminding her not to forget to think.
Zhao Yu looked at the emoji of him saying goodnight in different ways every day, and poked his mouth poked—poked his head.
Only to find out that he didn't know when he changed his avatar.
The photo of the most handsome man in the world that has been used for many years has been replaced by a beautiful Ferris wheel under the night sky.
It was the Ferris wheel they rode together that night.
Zhao Yu's ear turned red and exited the WeChat interface.
On weekends, Shen Juanyi finally sent a WeChat message with different content every day, "The bone carvings scheduled for the Chinese New Year have been sent, shall I send them to you?"
When they went out to play during the Chinese New Year, they came across a handmade bone carving shop. Zhao Yu quite liked the style of that shop, so he ordered a product, and Shen Junyi followed suit. The construction period was two months. address.
If he didn't say it, Zhao Yu would almost forget about it.
Hurry back to WeChat, "No, I'll ask Nan Nan to pick it up."
He said he would give her time to think, but he didn't urge her once, and replied with a nodding and agreed emoji.
Lin Zhinan had just finished a meeting at the company when he received Zhao Yu's WeChat and went to Shen Juanyi's house. Knocked on the door, smiled and waved hello, "Yu Yu asked me to help her get things."
Shen Junyi smiled, "Come with me in the piano room."
It was Lin Zhinan's first visit to his house, and he looked around curiously. When he followed him into the piano room, he was stunned by the whole cabinet against the wall.
Shen Juanyi took out the bone carving from the box, looked back at her in surprise, touched her head and smiled, "It's all given by fans."
Lin Zhinan has been in the industry for so long, and he has never seen any celebrity take gifts from fans so seriously. His house is a detached villa, the piano room on the first floor is bigger than the living room of ordinary people, and the whole wall cabinet is densely packed with various gifts.
It belongs to the hearts of fans, and it is also their unreachable love.
Of course this can't be accommodated, he also has a special room for storing fans' gifts.
Lin Zhinan was speechless, took the bone carving he handed him, and was about to turn around and leave when he was suddenly caught by a gift on the cabinet.
A crystal clear crystal ball.
Lin Zhinan stood there in a daze for a long time, then pointed in disbelief and surprise, "You still keep that?"
Shen Juan followed her line of sight and blinked suspiciously.
Lin Zhinan walked over and tiptoed to take down the crystal ball, blew on the ashes on it, and said a little excitedly, "Do you remember who gave this to you?"
Shen Junyi shook his head.
Lin Zhinan pointed to himself, "It's me! One Christmas, at the airport! Do you remember?"
Shen Juan let out a laugh out loud, "Have you ever chased after me?"
Lin Zhinan held the crystal ball and looked left and right, "What am I chasing? It's Yuyu. Didn't she like you at that time? She bought a Christmas present and wanted to give it to you but didn't dare. It was the year we went to Korea, when we I was waiting at the airport, and you happened to be at the airport, so I took her to watch..."
She was talking to herself, and when she looked up again, she realized that the smile on Shen Junyi's face had disappeared at some point, and her whole body was frozen in place like a sculpture, looking at the crystal ball in her hand in disbelief.
Lin Zhinan pursed his lips and touched his face nervously.
After a long time, he heard his voice asking strangely, "Has Yuyu ever liked me?"
Lin Zhinan blinked and faltered, "It's just... just like fans. She chased you for a while, and then... she stopped being a fan."
Shen Junyi smiled.
A very bitter smile.
They have known each other since childhood, and she would not chase him even if she chased stars.
What's more, she was alienated and indifferent to him at that time, but she didn't look like a little star chasing fan at all.
He used to wonder why the little girl's attitude towards him changed so obviously when she grew up. He also wondered why his confession made her so sad.
If you like it, you agree, if you don't like it, you refuse, but why, the moment he said he liked it, she was so sad
So this is ah.
It turned out that in the long time he didn't know, she had loved him alone for so long.
And he didn't even know when she fell in love with him and when she gave up.
What did he miss
Lin Zhinan looked at the man in front of him whose eyes were gradually turning red, swallowed nervously, but saw him stretching out his hand towards her, and said in a hoarse voice, "Give it to me."
Trembling, Lin Zhinan handed over the crystal ball.
Shen Juanyi said in a low voice, "There are still bone carvings." He looked up at her, "I'll take it for her."
I don't know if it was her illusion, but Lin Zhinan actually saw a hint of pleading in that look. She pursed her lower lip and gave him everything slowly.
Shen Juanyi didn't even change his clothes, and didn't care about her, he couldn't wait to go out with the crystal ball and the bone carving.
Lin Zhinan stood in the piano room in a daze for a while, then silently locked the door and left. After getting in the car, after thinking about it, he still sent a message to Zhao Yu, "Shen Juanyi came to see you, and... I accidentally missed the fact that you chased him before, he seems weird qaq"
After waiting for a while, Zhao Yu didn't reply.
The production of the album has come to an end, Zhao Yu can finally take a good vacation, turn off the mute and nestle on the sofa to watch dramas, completely ignoring the information that pops up from the charging phone next to him.
When the door was knocked, she thought it was Lin Zhinan.
She picked up the remote control and pressed pause, jumped off the sofa and ran to open the door.
The smile on his face suddenly fell on his face when he saw Shen Juanyi with red eyes outside the door. The next moment, she saw the crystal ball in his hand.
When she passed by the window, she saw the crystal ball at a glance, and couldn't help but want to buy it as a gift for him. After many years, it was still crystal clear, and the snow flakes were flying in his palm.
The memory was like a gust of wind, whizzing and pulling her back to that cold winter.
Zhao Yu suddenly wanted to close the door.
But he was a step slower, and he had already squeezed into the room, holding a crystal ball in his left hand and a bone carving in his right. He looked stupid and stupid, but his eye circles were extremely red. drown her.
Zhao Yu's hanging hands were tightly clenched together.
No one spoke.
The afternoon spring breeze lifted the half-drawn curtains, blowing in the fragrance of pink cherry blossoms outside the building.
After a long time, Shen Juan said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."
Zhao Yu took two deep breaths, and finally looked up into his red eyes, "What is there to be sorry for?"
Shen Juanyi's eyelashes were trembling, and his voice was unbearably low, "I was wrong."
Zhao Yu looked at him for a long time, very helpless, and sighed softly, "Shen Juanyi, don't apologize to me." She looked at the crystal ball, raised her hand and touched it, "Did you not love this matter secretly?" Wrong, and I'm not wrong either."
She pursed her lips and smiled, "None of us did anything wrong."
How can love tell right from wrong
It's just that she was one step early and he was one step late.
Shen Juanyi put the bone carving and crystal ball on the counter next to her, and took two steps towards her.
Zhao Yu leaned back, with a smile on his face, "Why?"
He gently placed his palm on her head in a caressing gesture. When he looked down at her, even the tear-wet eyelashes were clearly visible.
He called her by name "Zhao Yu."
She bit her lower lip, "Huh?"
Shen Junyi said, "I will like you very much." He smiled hard, his eyes gleaming, "I will like you twice, ten times, a thousand times, and give you all the love I left behind in those years."
Zhao Yu breathed lightly.
He lowered his head and gently touched her forehead with his forehead, "You don't have to fall in love with me again so quickly. This time I will chase you, okay?"
The foreheads were touching, and the warm touch of the skin was like the warm sunshine in spring, lightly falling on the center of her eyebrows.
Zhao Yu closed his eyes.
After a long time, he said softly, "Okay."