Si Zhengting felt that his whole brain was confused.
His whole body froze, and Si Jingyu's annoyed voice continued to come from the mobile phone placed next to his ear: "I should have thought a long time ago why your style has changed so much this time, but at that time..."
I was just in a bad mood at the time, and all I wanted to do was finish the design draft quickly, and then leave this sad place of BJ.
Si Jingyu didn't say these next words. She continued to speak, "It's my fault this time. Please don't misunderstand her. Zhengting, you must be good and finally get together, but you must not do it because of this." Things are at a standstill..."
But…
He had misunderstood her.
Think about that day when she came over excitedly to tell him about the design draft, think about the sad and desperate look on her face after hearing what he said, and think about how she was crying so much in the convenience store. It feels wronged. Think about how she ran to school in the middle of the night and sat on the ground without caring about her image at all. Think about these days, no matter where she went, people were pointing at her from behind. She was so What a proud person...
Those fragments flashed before him one by one, making his whole body tremble, and he felt like he was speechless for a moment.
She obviously suffered so much in the past five years.
After hearing what the Chinese medicine doctor said, he made up his mind to make her live a happy life.
But why... in the end, the one who hurt her the most was herself
What did he say that day
"Zhuang Nainai, I really want to strangle you to death."
When he was angry, he said the words without thinking at all, but how sad she must have been when those words fell!
At this moment, he wished he could give everything he had just to go back to that day and take back those words.
But if you say it out loud, how can you get back the water you spilled
Just like the harm she caused to herself five years ago, after so many years, which touch was not bloody
Can the hurt she received be healed
Si Zhengting was stunned for a moment, at a loss. For the first time, he felt that something was out of control and he couldn't control it. There were obviously many ways to keep her, but at this moment, his mind was blank and his eyes were full of It's all about her back, her decisive steps, and the words she just said, "But this is not the life I want."
This is not the life she wants, so is she really going to leave him
Si Zhengting's fingers holding the phone suddenly tightened, and he felt his heart twitching tightly, as if there was a piece of empty space that could never be replaced!
"Zhengting, Zhengting..."
Si Jingyu's appeal on the phone brought him back to reality.
He finally found his sanity and heard Si Jingyu's anxious voice on the computer, "...Have you misunderstood Nana? Or have you done something sad? Zhengting, women can't stand hurt, If you have something, you must explain it clearly and apologize. In love, there is no dignity, Zhengting, do you understand?"
In love, there is no dignity...
Si Zhengting suddenly felt that he had found reason. He was at a loss, with the look in his eyes like a lost child. He said lightly into the phone: "Sister, I understand."
Then he hung up the phone and walked forward.
He was going to tell her that he loved her so much that he couldn't lose her, and he was going to make her forgive him! !
(End of chapter)