Yu Pingting went to protect Yaer despite her big belly.
Chen Jinhua rolled her eyes at the side: "I've long said that having a daughter is a money-losing commodity. You're not even grown up yet and you want to make your father lose his job? I'll throw you into the West Hill tomorrow!"
Yu Pingting was shocked when she heard this. She picked up the girl and quickly ran out of the house. She coaxed her into submission and then returned home.
From then on, the villagers could always see Yu Pingting, with a big belly, walking back and forth along the village river with her baby in her arms, trying to comfort the baby and stop her from crying.
Rumors in the village started again. Some said the girl was possessed by evil spirits, so she cried day and night. Some said the girl was sick and should see a doctor. Some said the girl was born to be naughty and had a bad life.
Yu Pingting walked through the villagers' gossip and pointing fingers, holding Yaer in her arms. She only knew that she could not let Chen Jinhua abandon Yaer to the West Mountain. She had to protect Yaer because she was Yaer's mother.
The wound pierced by Chen Jinhua and Bai Zhankui grew bigger and bigger as they endured the suffering. As the girl cried day and night and could not get a good rest, it finally became terminal and could not be repaired.
Yu Pingting came with a heart full of sweetness, but now, there was only bitterness in her heart. The bitterness gradually turned black in her heart, turned into rotten water and began to corrode her heart. The darkness slowly climbed along the blood vessels of her heart, turned into black thorns, and covered her whole body, pricking her body from time to time.
She began to daydream, because as soon as she thought about it, the thorns began to prick her brain, and countless voices of her own would ring in her ears:
Why did she fall in love with Bai Zhankui
Why didn't she listen to her parents' advice
Why is she so determined and determined to marry Bai Zhankui as if she were possessed
Why did God let her suffer so much
What did she do wrong...
Where is she now...
Why is she sitting here, thinking about this...
These sounds... where do they come from
As soon as she was in a daze, she found that these voices disappeared. She seemed to no longer see Chen Jinhua's expression, Bai Zhankui's disgust, and other people's cold eyes. She could no longer hear Chen Jinhua's scolding, Bai Zhankui's reading, other people's gossip, and the crying of the girl that gave her a headache.
She is no longer in pain.
She felt as if she had become strong, but in fact, the darkness had already filled her heart and devoured her soul, leaving her living in the world like a shell.
The next year, she gave birth to twins. Chen Jinhua was overjoyed and said that it was all thanks to her that Yu Pingting gave birth to two boys.
Yu Pingting sat on the bed blankly. She was sleepy... and tired... and felt as if her whole body was completely hollowed out.
The girl continued to cry day and night for a whole year, which prevented her from having a good rest for a single day. Her head was buzzing and her entire head felt like it was about to explode.
Suddenly a voice said to her: It’s too noisy, kill her, it’s really too noisy… too noisy… Kill her and she will stop making noise… and it will be quiet… and there will be no pain…
"Stop crying, you little girl! You're disturbing our grandson's sleep! I'm going to throw you to the West Hill now!" Chen Jinhua's roar woke up Yu Pingting, and she began to cry. She actually wanted to kill her own daughter.
From that day on, she always cried, hugging Yaer and crying. When Chen Jinhua saw this, she wanted to snatch Yaer away, because Yaer affected her two grandsons' drinking of milk, affected Bai Zhankui's studies, and affected her, Chen Jinhua, from becoming the mother of a high-ranking official.
Suddenly, Bai Youcai picked up the girl and said he would coax her.
Yu Pingting felt a little grateful to her father-in-law, but after he coaxed the girl to sleep, he sat next to Yu Pingting and said he wanted to help her feed her two grandchildren. Yu Pingting definitely couldn't feed them all by herself.
Yu Pingting was startled. Bai Youcai's rough, dark hands began to pinch Yu Pingting's chest. Chen Jinhua suddenly rushed in. Bai Youcai ran away immediately, leaving Yu Pingting to be scolded and beaten by Chen Jinhua.
What was Bai Zhankui doing during this time? He was still studying hard and "working hard to make money" for his family.
Zhan Kui's wife is mentally ill...
Zhan Kui's wife seduces her father-in-law...
Zhan Kui's wife and daughter are both ill...
Zhan Kui's wife is not filial to her mother-in-law...
Another wave of messages and chatter finally completely destroyed the body of Yu Pingting that remained in this world...
One morning, Yu Pingting entered Bai Zhankui's study, stood quietly beside him, and looked at him.
Bai Zhankui noticed and just said, "You should go cook, don't let mother go hungry."
Yu Pingting stared blankly at Bai Zhankui's back: "Do you... love me?"
"Don't bother me, I need to study. This year I will take the imperial examination! If I can't pass the exam, how can I support this family?!" Bai Zhankui said unhappily, "If I had known that marrying you would make my mother unhappy and the whole family in chaos, I would not have married you. You are so annoying! I can't study well because of the noise!"
Yu Pingting continued to stand blankly in the thin morning mist. Bai Zhankui's words could no longer hurt her heart, because her heart was already dead and would not hurt anymore.
"Do you love your children?" Yu Pingting asked again.
Bai Zhankui turned his head impatiently and saw that her eyes were lifeless, her face was yellow, and she was thin and dry. She had long lost the fair and beautiful appearance of a lady from a wealthy family. She was even worse than a village woman. The more Bai Zhankui looked at her, the more disgusted he became: "Are you sick? Look at yourself now, how can you still look like a woman? I passed the imperial examination and became a high-ranking official. How can you be worthy of being my wife? You are such a yellow-faced woman!"
Bai Zhankui's disdainful voice became vague and distant in Yu Pingting's world. She seemed to instinctively block out these voices, these voices that could turn into steel knives and stab her to the point of bleeding.
She had to get up before dawn every day, light the stove to cook, empty the toilet, clean the toilet, carry manure to water the fields, feed the pigs and chickens, wash clothes, breastfeed the children, and also have to be on guard against her father-in-law touching her.
She was so tired... so tired...
Where is the time to take care of my appearance
During these long three years, Bai Zhankui had nothing to do but sit in his study, reading and pursuing his dream of becoming an official.
"Wa-wa-" the children's crying immediately shattered the silence of the early morning.
Bai Zhankui immediately slammed the table in annoyance: "Go feed the kids! They are so noisy! Tell them to be quiet! Be quiet! Got it?!"
Yu Pingting smiled gently: "Okay, they will be quiet... forever... quiet..." Yu Pingting turned around woodenly and walked out of Bai Zhankui's study. In the quiet of the early morning, she carried the two children on her back, held the crying girl's hand, walked out of Bai Zhankui's house, and slowly disappeared in the morning mist...
Human words are the most terrible weapon in this world.
It kills people without being noticed and can escape the punishment of the law!
It is the devil, the most cruel and bloodthirsty killer.
"Woo~~~Woo~~~~~" The headless female corpse in the coffin cried in pain.
The hall was completely silent, and the unprecedented heaviness made those who heard it cry silently. This was also the normal state of most women in Qianchao Village. (To be continued)