For a moment, Xu You felt that the blood in his whole body was rushing to the top of his head.
Feelings of guilt and shame mixed together. Her first reaction was to break free from his hand and run away, but before she could shake it off, she was forcibly pulled by the force and fell down on the sofa.
A black shadow quickly pressed over, its body was next to her, breathing like hot magma.
Xu You was wearing pajamas, with the neckline slightly open, revealing a large area of bare skin on her chest and neck. She began to struggle, kicking her calves.
He bent his elbow and pressed it next to her ear, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, "Xu You... how dare you kiss me secretly."
As if she had committed some heinous crime.
"You... don't press me." Her voice was weak, her arms were sore and limp, and she was powerlessly pushing against the person on her body.
No matter how hard you struggle, there is no resistance.
The smell of hormones in the air was about to explode, Xie Ci bullied others, and his hands began to slide dishonestly.
"Don't touch..." Xu You lay on her back, feeling that her body was steaming. She wanted to take away his hand on her waist, but she held her arm backwards and pressed her down on the sofa.
"Are you ticklish?"
He tightly circled her in the corner, Xie Ci seemed to like this position very much, and felt extremely cool.
Saw her for the first time since high school.
She passed him, bringing a cool breeze. And she sleeps on her stomach, or gets up to answer questions in class.
Slender neck, arms, thin white legs.
Slowly appearing in the phantasy of his dreams. At that time Xu You hated him, he knew it. At the beginning, Xie Ci was once annoyed, thinking that he just liked to bully her, and didn't take it to heart at all.
But the more you deceive yourself, the more you can't control yourself. The more I want to get close to her, as long as I get close, I can't stop looking at her. In the end, he simply gave up, and no longer suppressed himself, and let his imagination go helplessly.
Anyway, what is in my mind, no one else can know.
In countless sleepless nights, fantasizing about the same scene as tonight completely encircled her.
Circle under yourself.
He couldn't help it, he lowered his head and pressed his lips together, gently licking the tender skin. Licking and biting, Xie Ci kissed Xu You's slightly parted lips like petals, her back was numb like an electric shock, and her breathing couldn't help but become heavy.
The mouth was warm, and the small wet tip of her tongue was suddenly sucked and sucked.
The two people on the sofa breathed up and down.
The enthusiasm was surging, and Xu You gradually lost consciousness and regained consciousness, feeling that the people on her body had loosened their grip. She felt that something was pressing against her lower abdomen, but she didn't dare to touch Xie Ci's pressure on her body.
He didn't dare to say a word, for fear of provoking him again.
Xie Ci buried his head between her neck, his damp black hair, and the scorching breath made her tremble.
Waited for a long time.
He took off the coat he had thrown aside before pulling it off, covered her, and stood up abruptly.
The yellowish light in the bathroom was on, and then there was the sound of splashing water.
A few strands of Xu You's hair stuck to her mouth. She slowly sat up, her chest, arms, and calves had several light red marks from being pinched. Thinking of Xie Ci's obscene actions just now, Xu You felt that the blood in his body was flowing backwards. She didn't dare to think about it any further, she silently pulled up the messy nightgown and covered her calves with the jacket.
The sound of drizzling water stopped.
She just came back to her senses and fled back to the room. Locking the door, the heart almost jumped out of the chest.
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There is a meeting in the morning.
The conference room is dark, only the ppt screen emits a little light. Recently, the whole group is busy with a topic selection, staying up late to catch up with the manuscript, and everyone is not in a good mood.
Xu You was also a little tired.
Just as she was about to take out her phone to check the time, she saw two missed calls, all of which were thank you.
The team leader on the stage was speaking, all of which were commonplace.
"Although we are engaged in current affairs news, the meaning of the leaders above is that let us do more practical things. They are more optimistic about economic news. You can find topics in this area to do it recently."
Someone beside him muttered softly, "Who the fuck would believe it."
After the regular meeting, Xu You walked to the tea room, charged up her phone, and called Xie Ci back.
It was very noisy over there, with the sound of howling wind.
"Xu You, I can't find you tonight, I have something to do."
Xu You didn't sleep well last night, and her eyes are sore now. While making coffee, she asked, "What's the matter."
At this moment, the door of the tea room was pushed open, and several people walked in.
The colleague who was muttering at the meeting just now, named Qiu Yu, chatted with the people around him as soon as he came in.
"Living is really tiring, it's all fucking nonsense. If you want to engage in economics, think about it, you have to accept your fate. According to the leader's intention, you can earn two more money to live. What fucking justice, freedom... . Being sapped by them every day, it is better to apply to be a war correspondent abroad, at least there is some meaning."
Everyone else is used to Qiu Yu being more angry, and he just comforts him casually.
Xie Ci paused for a while, and then said, "A friend of mine was driving to Jingshan for a self-driving tour. His car broke down, and I will pick him up."
"Jingshan?" Xu You walked to the corner.
"Um."
Xu You thought for a while, "That place seems to be far away, isn't the mountain road easy to drive?"
"It's okay, I'll be back tomorrow, don't miss me too much."
Putting down the phone, she looked out the window. Dark clouds rolled over.
I can't help but think of the weather forecast I read before going out this morning. There will be heavy rain today.
Holding the mobile phone and sending it for a while, she still edited a text message and sent it to Xie Ci.
Once you get to work, time flies by.
Xu You kept one posture for a long time, her arms were stiff. Someone next to him sat down, and the chair turned around on the floor.
Liu Xiaohuo became very angry, and started to complain after drinking saliva, "I don't want to be a reporter in my next life."
Zhang Lili on the opposite side raised her head from the computer, "Who recruited you again?"
Liu Xiaoda complained, "Didn't you follow the TV station to go out to the street today? It's really a kind of treatment with the street to buy insurance and engage in pyramid schemes. When others see it, we avoid it."
"Isn't this normal? As a reporter, training your mental quality is better than anything else."
Zhang Lili has long looked down on such trivial matters.
"I worked as a reporter for the first two years. I just graduated. Every day, I was anxious about not having a topic to write about. Sometimes I would have nightmares at night. I dreamed that I was beaten for secretly filming things. Which anti-French news cannot be reported, and the leaders do not allow us. When it comes to that kind of revealing case, don’t say how noble and principled you are, it’s all bullshit.”
Xu You silently listened to their complaints, and put her chin on her hand and began to be in a daze.
After dinner in the evening, I went shopping with You Lele.
You Lele was surprised at first that Xu You asked to go, and then excitedly took her to various shopping malls, where huge billboards of digital cameras hung above her head.
The two went to the clothing store to pick out clothes casually. It was approaching Qixi Festival, and the road was crowded with people.
You Lele remembered, "By the way, you just said, what are you going to buy today?"
"have no idea."
"Bought for yourself or as a gift for someone else?"
Xu You looked away, but her expression gradually became unnatural. You Lele thought about it casually, and immediately guessed, "Wow! You don't want to choose a gift for your very handsome first love, do you?"
In the past few days, You Lele often saw a man sending Xu You home, and after some questioning, she found out that this man was Xu You's first love in high school that she had told her before.
He couldn't help sighing, he really answered Haruki Murakami's words.
Those who are lost will be lost, and those who meet will meet again.
Xu You didn't refute.
"Are you back together?" You Lele glanced at her and asked tentatively, "Or...."
Xu You didn't answer, nor did he deny it.
Lying in bed at night, I turned on the lamp and read a book for a while.
Unknowingly fell asleep.
She was woken by the thunder, the rumbling, and the sudden rain.
The strong wind blows the torrential rain into a net.
Xu You picked up her phone, it was half past five. She put on her slippers, got up from the bed, took two steps and opened the curtains to look down.
The rain curtain was all over the sky, and a few trees downstairs were broken. It must have been too windy last night.
Xu You drove to work, but the road was very crowded due to the weather.
Just arrived at the floor, when the elevator opened, she saw a few people running around, packing their things.
"Get things, the team leader said to call an emergency meeting." Someone reminded Xu You, and then walked away.
"okay."
Xu You took out his press card from his bag and put it on, opened the drawer and took out his notebook.
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"Just received the news that there was a heavy rain in Jingshan yesterday, and a landslide occurred. The casualties are unknown at present. Which one of our group is going to the front line?"
As soon as the words fell, the people sitting below whispered to each other.
However, the moment Xu You heard the accident location, the pen she was holding fell to the ground.
Even the people around her noticed that something was wrong with her.
The editor-in-chief flipped through the materials that had just been sent, and said in a calm voice, "This time the mission is tight and dangerous, so I'm willing to go."
Qiu Yu stood up, "I'll go."
After the emergency meeting, Xu You was holding the phone, her hands shaking. After repeating it three times, I called Xie Ci.
Not in the service area, even dialed several times but not in the service area.
She took a deep breath to calm herself down. Xu You didn't dare to think about anything, she flipped through her phone and called Li Xiaoqiang again.
When the connection was made over there, Xu You hurriedly asked, "Did Xie Ci contact you?"
Li Xiaoqiang was confused, "No."
"He went to Jingshan yesterday, do you know?"
"have no idea."
"Okay." Xu You supported the table with one hand and stabilized his figure, "If he comes back, you can call me."
For this mission, the news agency dispatched seven or eight people. Because the accident happened at 4 o'clock in the morning, the city's fire rescue team had almost arrived at the scene, and someone who arrived first updated them on the situation there in real time.
It takes nearly three hours to drive.
Along the way, Xu You tried to make several calls to Xie Ci, but they couldn't get through. Her hands trembled slightly, and she opened the web to search for news about mudslides.
In 2010, the Bududa administrative region in eastern Uganda was hit by a large-scale mudslide, 3 villages were buried, 94 people died, and about 320 people were missing...
In 2011, xxxxxx, 806 people were killed and about 300 people were missing.
... ... ...
When the car drove into the mountains, the closer it was to the place where the accident happened, the more difficult it was to drive. dizzy, jolting. Xu You's face was pale, and for some reason, her chest felt tight.
There were sharp bends on the mountain road, and several colleagues couldn't bear it, so they took out their motion sickness bags and vomited.
The last part of the road is to walk, and it is still raining outside. The wind was blowing intermittently, because I had to carry a lot of things and I couldn't hold an umbrella. Everyone put on a heavy raincoat and non-slip rain boots before getting out of the car.
Dull and heavy raindrops hit the body, and the heavy rain quickly drenched the hair and bare eyes.
The closer to the place where the accident happened, the more chaotic. There are firefighters, rescue medical staff, and police guarding the scene. Those outside cannot get in, and those inside cannot get out. Rescue work was difficult due to the continuous torrential rain, and the excavator was stopped and could not move.
There were screams, women and children kneeling on the ground crying loudly, and people were constantly being carried on stretchers, covered in mud. There was also a blind middle-aged couple who kept holding the hands of the rescuers and said, "My son is still inside, you must get him out, please, we kneel down and beg you."
Witnessing the disaster with your own eyes, experiencing the suffering, and feeling the pain together at the scene are two completely different feelings from just watching the news at home.
Xu You and his party waited outside the cordon, and people moved around one after another, and they started working separately.
Many rugged mountain roads have turned into muddy ground, Xu You didn't say a word, and helped with the anti-aircraft equipment, Qiu Yu had already gone to the side and started to set up the camera.
To a place with a lot of gravel, the road is slippery and almost untenable. The things she was carrying were heavy, and the water on the brim of the raincoat had already blurred her vision. The male colleague who was walking in front of her didn't lead the way well, so she stumbled and barely stopped. Xu You followed him, not as tall as him, He stumbled and fell to the muddy ground.
Xu You subconsciously protected the equipment and pressed her hands on the ground. The palm was scratched by sand and gravel, and the back of her hand was directly scratched by a larger stone, and there was a small nail next to it.
Colleagues rushed over to help.
"It's okay, it's important." Xu You stood firm and picked up the equipment again, with bright red blood oozing from the back of his hand.
Everyone cared a few words, and seeing her persistence, they stopped persuading her.
Arriving at the most serious place and facing the frontline scene, everyone seems to have something in their hearts.
The filming started, everyone worked separately, Xu You seemed to be winding up, and rushed with all her energy.
Time passed quickly, and her hand became more and more serious. The colleague couldn't stand it anymore, "Let's go to the hospital first, I'm almost busy now, why do you work so hard, what if you get a tetanus?"
Xu You wanted to refuse, she wanted to stay here...
And thank you.
She still doesn't know where he is, or what's going on with him now.
Everything is unknown, like a big hand, severely crushing her anxious heart.
Xu You was very persistent, but her colleagues didn't dare to let her fight any further. Several of them persuaded her together, and in the end they half-pushed her and put her back in a small rescue team going back to downtown Jingshan.
Xu You's hand injury was a bit serious, so she was still sent to the local hospital for a tetanus shot.
The little nurse helped her treat the wound. Xu You was in a daze, staring blankly at the wounded who were brought in one after another.
Someone is chatting nearby.
In this accident, the mountain was high and steep. Some vehicles near the disaster site escaped unharmed. The local hotel was full of people, and even the small guest house had no place.
Xu You just broke her knee, her hand hurts too, her fingers are connected to her heart, and her heart hurts even more.
It was dark outside, and the rain gradually stopped in the evening. She sat alone on the corridor of the hospital, she was in a daze for an unknown amount of time, and an unexplainable weakness spread in her heart.
The oncoming momentum is turbulent, involuntary.
The little nurse passed by pushing the cart and asked her curiously, "Miss, who are you waiting for?"
She couldn't bring herself to answer, so she just shook her head as an answer.
Who is she waiting for...
Xu You began to be in a trance, as if she had returned to the hospital many years ago, and people came and went like this. Xie Ci was lying in the emergency room.
Same place, same helplessness.
She didn't dare to think about it anymore, really didn't dare to think about it anymore. A tear fell for no reason.
I do not know how long it has been.
"—Xu Yo!"
The moment the familiar voice sounded, she looked up and saw Xie Ci rushing from the surging figure.
Until he ran in front of her, Xu You couldn't react.
Xie Ci's body was very dirty, with traces of undried mud and black motor oil on his face.
He squatted down, supported the seat next to him, and looked up at Xu You. Because of the violent running just now, he couldn't stop his chest heaving and panting.
"Fuck, why can't you get through on the phone? It scared me to death. I just met your colleague and found out that you also came to Jingshan. I wanted to call you to ask you not to worry, but a fire truck broke down, so I told you Go and fix it, and—"
Without saying a word, Xu You couldn't help covering her eyes with her fingers, and burst into tears.
Her shoulders trembled from crying, and her fingers trembled.
Hot tears rolled down drop by drop.
Xie Ci was stunned, worried, and said anxiously, "Are you frightened by the disaster, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here."
Then, someone hooked his neck with his arms and moved forward.
Xu You hugged his head, put her chin against the top of his head, and said with a sob, "Don't talk, let me hug you."
Affectionate until defeated.
She didn't understand this sentence until now.