Cocoa turned into powder in his palm and disappeared from his world. Wen Jingrong didn't know how to accept this reality.
More than a month after the accident, Ge Junxuan was discharged from the hospital after recovering from his injuries. He took the initiative to take responsibility for investigating the cause of the accident, and launched a frantic revenge against Bo Lin, who was responsible for all this. He even gave up half of his assets and fought him to the end.
His life was saved by Shang Ke and Wen Jingrong, but in the end, Wen Jingrong lost his beloved.
Wen Jingrong looked normal on the surface, commuting to and from get off work on time every day, and handled various affairs in an orderly manner. But Ge Junxuan often sees him habitually touching his empty cuffs, fascinated by the magic number of strokes when signing, and occasionally mistakenly calling him "Coco", losing appetite, losing weight day by day, taking sleeping pills at night Can't sleep either.
"Brother, cheer up, stop torturing yourself, have a drink with me if you feel uncomfortable, and then live a good life!" One day Ge Junxuan finally couldn't help shouting while pulling on his collar.
"I'm fine." Wen Jingrong pushed his hand away, his voice was cold and his expression indifferent.
"You call it 'very good'? Yes, the bigger your company is, the more money you make, but how long has it been since you had a good night's sleep? You work twenty hours a day, do you think Are you an iron man?"
"Junxuan, don't worry, I've been cooperating with psychotherapy recently, and I believe it will be fine soon." Wen Jingrong was very rational, and could not see any sadness at all.
Ge Junxuan stared at him for a long time, and finally gritted his teeth: "Okay, I hope you do what you say."
Wen Jingrong did receive psychotherapy. Once a week, he was lying in a comfortable chair by himself, facing the empty room, telling the little things about him and Coco. There is no psychiatrist, no professional counseling, only his own voice.
After the "treatment", Wen Jingrong would go to the mall, buy a magic number pen at the magic number pen counter, and put it in the collection room at home. Over the years, he has collected hundreds of magic number pens.
He knows that this kind of behavior is meaningless, but he can't control himself, and even wants to buy back all the magic pens in the world, maybe his cocoa is in it, waiting for him to get him back.
Not only that, he also sent people to look for well-known theologians everywhere in an attempt to summon Shang Ke's soul.
"Conjuring the soul needs the relics of the deceased, can the donor bring it?" A monk who had attained the Tao said to Wen Jingrong, who came to seek help.
Wen Jingrong took out a small delicate box from his pocket, opened it carefully, and inside it contained the last thing Coco left for him—pen ash.
The monk did a spiritualist for him, and then told him that the soul of the deceased had left this world.
Wen Jingrong was neither sad nor angry, and continued to search for other experts with the ashes.
Day after day, year after year, the result is either a liar or the same answer: Coco has left this world.
"Wen Jingrong, give up!" Ge Junxuan looked at him repeating these useless efforts, and said sadly, "He is gone and gone. No matter how you look for it, you can't find him again. Wen Jingrong, forget him and start again. Find a lover and live happily."
"Jun Xuan." Wen Jingrong said calmly, "I feel like I have given all my love to this person, and I am afraid I will never fall in love with anyone else in my life. I have been looking for him since I can remember. I once thought it was just a phantom in a dream, but I didn't expect him to appear one day. You know how happy I was at that time. That joy and satisfaction was worth everything I paid for. So, I will not give up looking for him, until the end of life."
Wen Jingrong persuaded Ge Junxuan like this, and also persuaded himself like this.
Yes, he will not give up, he believes that one day, Coco will come back.
With this hope, Wen Jingrong walked through the lonely and long days and nights.
The Wen's Group's industry has expanded steadily, and its wealth and prestige have rushed to the forefront of the world at an extremely fast speed, creating a legend of self-made. However, he is still looking for someone who can share the honor with him.
Until one day, Wen Jingrong met a real master. He asked Wen Jingrong, "What's the relationship between the person you're looking for and you?"
"Lovers, he is my lover."
"You are very in love?"
"Yes."
"Then, do you know that he is not an extraordinary person?"
Wen Jingrong's eyes flashed with brilliance, and he tried his best to suppress the excitement in his heart, and replied, "Yes, I know."
"He is a suffocating thing, and you are a body of blessing. I am very curious that you will become lovers."
"What's the meaning?"
"The blessings on you come from the good deeds of your ancestors, which will keep you rich and noble in your life and not invaded by all evils. And your lover, who is full of evil spirits, logically cannot approach you at all."
"What if it's close?"
"When you get close, you will be purified by the blessed light on your body and suffer the pain of burning your body."
Wen Jingrong's face changed suddenly: "You mean, when he stayed by my side, he was always suffering from the pain of being purified by the blessings of light?"
"Yes. So I think he must love you very much, otherwise he will not ignore the danger of being lost, endure the purification of blessings every day, and also be with you."
There was a buzzing in Wen Jingrong's head, his heart trembled violently, and he felt a little unable to breathe.
He never noticed that. When he approached, Coco inadvertently resisted, inadvertently frowned, inadvertently in pain... At first, he just thought he didn't like himself. Later, he accepted him, hugged him intimately, comforted him gently, and never showed any discomfort in front of him again. While he was enjoying the sweetness, Coco was suffering the pain he had brought him.
What blessing, what evil spirit? Wen Jingrong wanted to scold this nonsense, but there was a faint voice in his heart telling him that this was the truth.
His persistence all along seems to have all collapsed at this moment. He thought he had paid everything, but he was ignorant of Shang Ke's efforts. He kept the best for himself and never complained from beginning to end.
How could he be so tolerant and so light? How does he relieve those pains where he can't see them
"Leaving you may also be a relief for him."
Before leaving, the expert said this to him.
This sentence completely shattered Wen Jingrong's hope and pushed him into the abyss.
Is it a relief to leave him
Does his love leave him all pain
He searched day after day, just to let him continue to return to him and endure the pain of burning his body
So, why does he keep looking for it
It's better to set him free and set yourself free...
Wen Jingrong smiled cruelly.
No, he won't let go.
No matter how painful it is, he will not let go. Because Coco chose him, even if it was painful, he still chose him.
So, so does he.
He is willing to give up his life's wealth and honor for Coco and wipe out the blessings all over his body.
If Cocoa is evil, then he is not a person of blessing.
Wen Jingrong began to use the wealth and connections in his hands to secretly communicate with ZF senior officials and colluded with each other.
As a result, the officials who came into contact with him fell one by one, and only he remained standing. Not only that, but he has cultivated a large number of cronies who have gained a firm foothold in the political arena and established their own factions and forces.
Wen Jingrong really saw the power of Fuguang, no matter what he did, he could turn a bad one into a good one and sing a victory all the way. The unbridled tossing turned out to be more wealth and power in exchange.
The blessing on his body, like a curse, made him beautiful and lonely all his life.
Until he died, he could not find the person he was looking for.
It was not until he closed his eyes that he finally admitted: his Coco had left this world.
He used lies and insisted to the end of his life.
Cocoa, do we have an afterlife
As he was dying, he seemed to hear Coco laughingly saying to him, "Jing Rong, see you in the next life."
Well, see you in the next life.
A relieved smile appeared on Wen Jingrong's face, like a child, he fell asleep quietly...