Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

Chapter 1018: The ninety-ninth bowl of soup and tea (11)

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Qing Huan didn't talk with the old man for a long time. She only went in for a while and then came out. Chu Yao sat down on the sofa and waited for her. When she saw her come out, she immediately greeted her. The old man followed Qing Huan out of the study room. He seemed a lot tired. He waved to Chu Yao and said, "Come and see me more. I'm old, so I can't do anything to you."

Chu Yao didn't answer, whether he would come back or not, he just wanted to take Qing Huan out of here.

From the beginning of coming to the Chu family, and now preparing to go back, from the beginning to the end, Chu Yao has never spoken to anyone other than the old man, but everyone understands the old man's attitude here—the real heir of the Chu family is back, and everyone else To step back, including the three aunts with the same surname Chu.

Not willing to do it? The decision rests with the old man.

This doomed the conflict between Chu Yao and the three aunts. If the old man wanted to watch a happy family drama, it would probably not work. Even if the three aunts were willing to act, Chu Yao would not cooperate. He has no feelings for the old man, how could he wrong himself just to make him happy.

"What did he tell you?"

Qing Huan took out a fruit candy from her bag, peeled off the wrapper and brought it to Chu Yao's mouth: "Guess what?"

"I can not guess it."

Chu Yao doesn't like candy very much, but Qing Huan likes it very much. She always gives him a candy out of the blue, as if eating candy will make a bitter life sweeter. But sweetness is short-lived. After tasting the sweetness, the bitterness will be more memorable.

"I didn't say anything, I just wanted me to take good care of you and go with you. Probably because the matter of his son and daughter-in-law touched him, and the old man knows to repent?" Speaking of which, what's wrong with Chu Yao's parents? Sticking to the right family and forcing the couple to death, do you have to make the same decision again at this age? Chu Yao must be able to choose a girl with a better background, but what's the use of a good background, the most important thing is that he likes it. The old man would think of his son when he saw Chu Yao, and Chu Yao didn't have the same deep affection for the old man as his father did, so he was in a dilemma. If the old man wanted to break up the two of them, Chu Yao would definitely not be as talkative as his father.

Before Chu Yao came to the capital, Qing Huan's background information had already been placed in front of the old man. He knew that this girl was smart, beautiful, and outstanding. Although her family was average, her father was capable. Since the grandson likes her, why does he have to beat the mandarin ducks, it will just make Chu Yao hate him even more.

When people are old, they long for their children and grandchildren to be around their knees and make the family happy.

But the old man is still very clear that the relationship between his three daughters and Chu Yao is the same as fire and water, and there must be no reconciliation. Now he is still there, and everyone maintains the superficial peace, but one day he disappears, it will be torn apart. This day came back sooner or later, but the old man saw it - when he closed his eyes and stretched his legs, he didn't know anything, and let them solve the affairs behind them. In his lifetime, he still has to support Chu Yao. This is what he owes Chu Yao's father and Chu Yao's mother.

It can be said that the death of Chu Yao's parents changed the overbearing and authoritarian part of the old man's personality. Otherwise, if it were him in the past, wouldn't Third Aunt Chu get married? He'll be the first to conjure up an arranged marriage. Change is good, but it doesn't make sense for someone who has passed away.

Because people are dead, they don’t know anything, and they don’t need anything.

Qing Huan felt that Chu Yao should understand this, but he didn't respond after hearing her words, he just looked out of the window quietly, in his palm was her soft little hand, he held and squeezed it tightly, refusing to let go.

"The matter of the Chu family has nothing to do with us, and the three daughters of the old man can't do anything to me." After all, the old man's attitude is there, no matter how much they don't like her, they can at most say a few words in a sly way, and they must not dare what to do to her. When the old man is gone and they dare to do anything, by then—Chu Yao has already become stronger, let alone fear them. Qing Huan sees it very openly, she has never had any intention of being competitive, she does everything according to her original intention, and she comes to save others, so naturally she will not leave halfway.

"Don't be afraid of anything, I'm right here." She scratched Chu Yao's palm with her fingers, and the handsome young man turned to look at her, with deep colors in his eyes, which were long-standing feelings and established destiny .

Say good not to be greedy.

Whoever is greedy is a puppy.

Chu Yao smiled at Qing Huan.

Their life has not changed because of the Chu family, how they lived in the past is still how they live now. Chu Yao desperately wants to become better, but he doesn't know when it will end, because he always feels that it is not enough. It's like the days when we are inseparable from Qing Huan, every day we pass is one day less, and one day we live is one day before we bid farewell.

He himself didn't know where this panic came from. They were all in good health, safe and happy, but his heart was like a bridge on the verge of collapse, swaying on one side and unstable on the other. Completely collapsed. As time goes by, this feeling deepens. But the most frightening thing is not the panic and uneasiness, but his subconscious obedience and acceptance of himself. It seemed that he knew what the ending would be and had prepared for it, but because of this, the days before the ending became even more difficult.

Why is life so long, and why is life so short.

This is obviously the beginning of a beautiful story, and it should lead to a happy ending, but when the story unfolded, he was overjoyed, but in the process, he got emotions that were completely opposite to happiness. Is there anything wrong? What is wrong? What went wrong with this world, this story? Shouldn't they spend this life hand in hand until they grow old? Why did he feel so difficult when no one stood in his way

How can a person be so happy in life, and how can a person be so sad in life.

Qing Huan has always been by his side, no matter where she goes or what she does, she is always there, looking at him gently and tolerantly, accepting his love, accepting his apology, and also accepting his unreasonable uneasiness and apprehension. In this beautiful story, Chu Yao was in a panic, she kept watching, as if she was the only one who knew what the ending would be.

later…

You ask what happened afterwards

later…

It was probably fine after all. They have grown up together since their teens, went to school, graduated, got married, had kids... no, no kids would have been possible between them without having kids. Why do you ask? Chu Yao couldn't answer, because he didn't know why, but he knew it was an out-and-out fact. The whole world seemed to have collapsed in front of him, false and real, true and false, looking at flowers in a fog, he couldn't distinguish, and didn't want to distinguish.

If everything is figured out, this illusory love will be shattered, and all memories will go back to the beginning, which must be something he doesn't want to touch or know.

So what happened next

There is a beginning and a present, but what about later

Where did you go

They got married and lived together happily all the time. Whether it was Xu Jiao or Chen Lan, they finally realized that they and Qing Huan were not from the same world. Some people are born this way, some people go through ups and downs, some people have a hard heart, and some people go through the most difficult times and still maintain inner tenderness and strength.

After a long time, Chu Yao figured it out.

There is no later in this story.

Because as long as this is enough, if this story is not a dream, if this story is told from the beginning with bright and strong colors, then the gratification of two feelings is the culmination of blooming, and after a flower blooms, there will be no more. Open, stop the loss in time, click to the end, just stop like this.

Chu Yao vaguely thought about many things in the chaotic time, until he finally turned into a soft ball of light, bright and dazzling, slowly dissipating in this world, and some plots in his memory did not change. He clearly realized that neither he nor Qing Huan were the protagonists of the love story, even if the story seemed simple and reasonable, as if it was going to a perfect ending.

He has no end.

Because he can only go here.

His consciousness was ups and downs, and he vaguely saw a black dirt road, which was very long, leading to a place where he would never return. There is soft soil under the feet, the body is surrounded, and bright red and slender petals grow, spreading bit by bit, beside this road, fluttering in the wind, there are no leaves, only flowers.

In the deep blackness, there is a bridge head, a string of bells jingle at the bridge head, it seems that there are laughter and cries, his consciousness gradually becomes slack and dull in these sounds, the perfect story in front of him seems to be colored The old old photos suddenly began to peel off, layer after layer, seemingly endless and fruitless.

The sound of water gurgling.

He wanted to walk around to see, but his feet were stuck in the soil. He wanted to breathe, but he could only tremble slightly. He wanted to open his eyes, but all he could see was bright red. One scene after another appeared in front of his eyes, like a revolving lantern, and he watched them quietly, watching them disappear little by little.

I can't catch it.

what to do

what to do

There seemed to be a gentle skirt brushing over the petals between breaths, and he stretched his body longing to be touched and met, but the skirt was fleeting and would soon disappear. What happened, he couldn't remember more and more. He was still a little conscious just now, but now it is gradually fading away, maybe soon, no, maybe right away, he no longer has memory, no soul, no thinking, no memory, only this sea of flowers is left, this little detail Rui, this tender petal.

everyone.

Meet loved ones.

But I still have lingering fears.