Ninety-ninth bowl of Changsheng soup (9)
Qiu Shuyuan has a secret.
When he was fourteen years old, he got up early for the first time to wash his obscene pants and bed sheets. It was self-evident who the person in his dream was, and this became the secret that Qiu Shuyuan planned to hide his whole life.
Of course it is impossible for him to be with her, it's not that he doesn't want to, and it's not that he can't, but he knows that she won't agree, and it will make the relationship between the two of them embarrassing and complicated. So Qiu Shuyuan didn't intend to let others know from the beginning that he had unspeakable thoughts about his aunt.
Qiu Shuyuan was unconvinced in his heart. He and his wife were not related by blood, but only because of a name, so there was no fate in this life. If she had a heart for him, she would pay it back. Just by looking at her attitude, you can tell that she treats him as well as treats him. Su Xi and I are the same, gentle and sympathetic, but if we talk about the affection between a man and a woman, I'm afraid there is no such thing. Qiu Shuyuan sometimes envies Su Xi that I am a girl, that I can throw myself into my wife's arms, roll around like a baby, and even sleep in the same bed. Such things are unattainable to him, and he can only be an obedient one. A well-behaved bastard who treats her wholeheartedly.
Su Xi, I saw him coldly the other day, saying that he probably had seventeen or eighteen holes in his heart that made people so unpredictable, how could she know what was in his heart, how could he tell her . Qiu Shuyuan regards himself as a dog raised by his wife, and removes all obstacles for her, so that her life will be safe and happy.
But there is only one thing, he can't do it.
He can't get his wife, and he won't let others get it, especially Qiu Guangquan who has no qualifications at all. The theory of rebirth is too illusory and illusory, and it is doubtful to say it, but Su Xiwo's words are convincing, and Qiu Shuyuan believes her.
It was precisely because she believed in her that Qiu Guangquan was ruined. The wife treated Qiu Guangquan very coldly, and she didn't call her "intimate" for several years, but Qiu Shuyuan was afraid. He was afraid that one day the wife would be softened. Made a vow not to take concubines for the rest of my life—ridiculous, it only lasted three years. Qiu Shuyuan fantasized that it would be great if he became Qiu Guangquan. In that case, there would be no need for such torture.
If Qiu Guangquan had completely degenerated, naturally his wife's personality would no longer be appreciated.
Just in time, Qiu Subai appeared.
From the beginning to the end, Qiu Shuyuan did not take the initiative to harm them, let alone contribute to the flames. He just provided an opportunity, Qiu Subai seized it, and did it decisively, and the next thing will naturally become a matter of course. It's ridiculous that Ran Yingqin is full of joy every day and thinks that she is back in favor, but she doesn't know that it is the ghost who borrowed her daughter's body and snatched away her master. Qiu Shuyuan didn't bother to look at the sordid matter, anyway, he won't kill Qiu Subai in a short time, and this woman won't cause much trouble anyway.
It's interesting to say that, in Su Xiwo's mouth, the person occupying Qiu Subai's body is a woman who is well-trained to kill people like hemp, but when she gets into the body of such a child, even if she uses thousands of tricks, she will have to fight hard. Discount, not to mention after hooking up with Qiu Guangquan. From this point of view, he deserves to be a person from modern society, otherwise why would he be so unscrupulous and disregard the norms.
Will Qiu Subai establish a mysterious organization, and fall in love with the prince, and finally ascend to the empress dowager? Don't be kidding, with him Qiu Shuyuan here, even the real phoenix will have to become a loach.
This organization has already been established by him first. As for the prince—Qiu Shuyuan has already been in contact with the prince secretly. With his advice, the prince will surely be able to reach the top of the great treasure. Topple him under the circumstances, and then go to be the new emperor of Na Laoshizi. As for Qiu Subai and Qiu Guangquan, let alone, when the time comes, the governor's mansion will definitely be cast aside by the world, and when the time comes, the crown prince will decide to reconcile his wife, and he will stay by his wife's side as a dog for the rest of his life, and he will be content with it.
He is a stubborn person, if he wants to be a couple with his wife, it is not impossible to rely on his own means. It's just that Qiu Shuyuan doesn't know why, but he knows in his heart that this is impossible, he can't do that, because she won't be happy, and she won't be willing.
If she didn't want to, he would still suffer even if he did.
Mostly in this life, let him realize clearly that he can't get what he loves, and he did it out of willingness, without the slightest bit of resentment.
All the way here, you should be satisfied and let go.
In comparison, Qiu Subai and Qiu Guangquan are nothing, they are just inconspicuous ants, he didn't even bother to pay attention to them, all he wanted was to look at her smiling face more during this limited time, so as to save future troubles. Forget everything, and don't know what to think about.
Therefore, when he sees Su Xiwo alive and kicking every day, he feels a little envious in his heart. Su Xiwo's fear was real, and her happiness was real, which Qiu Shuyuan didn't have. In fact, he was a little jealous, so he deliberately didn't tell Su Xi that I had a countermeasure. When I saw her worrying, I felt more comfortable-it made you laugh heartlessly all day long, being spoiled by my wife, and eating me Drinking my money and squandering my money, but I have to hold back everything, and I have to hide it from the one I love. I am full of regret and have nowhere to vent, but you are eating melon seeds and pine nuts with your legs crossed. How can there be such enjoyment in the world? good thing.
Fearing that his wife would think he was vicious, Qiu Shuyuan also kept it from Qing Huan. Although he didn't take the initiative to match up, he gave them a chance to get along, and even relaxed the supervision of Ran Yingqin's yard. This matter cannot be broken by his wife. , Ran Yingqin is now focused on rebuilding the old relationship with Qiu Guangquan, and it is their own business to embarrass themselves.
Qiu Shuyuan didn't think he was wrong. It is true that he wanted the thief to steal his things, but he didn't offer them with both hands, he just let the other party see. It's not him who steals by any means and goes all out to steal.
Qiu Shuyuan had a lot of thoughts, but he was the only one who knew about it. He was cautious and never revealed the slightest word. Even the boy who served by his side didn't know what his young master had done. It is so human that it is beyond the reach of human beings.
Qing Huan's life is much more comfortable. Qiu Shuyuan is extremely smart, caring and sensible. Raising such a "son" is really a steady profit. Su Xi always tells her not to be afraid when I ask for a touch, but this little girl It seems that he doesn't believe her words at all, and always looks at her with a sad face, that expression and eyes, which seem to be in the midst of sorrow and not knowing the sorrow.
In the calm days, there are huge changes hidden.
It's Mid-Autumn Festival again, and the Governor's Mansion gathers together to enjoy the moon. Ran Yingqin has looked younger recently, and she is looking young and beautiful. In fact, she is only turning 30 this year, and her skin is still fair and firm, but there is no girl fresh air. When eating mooncakes, she also handed Qiu Guangquan a double-yellow lotus seed paste, shyly saying, "Master loves this taste the most, can I ask my concubine to cut it for you?"
Qiu Guangquan smiled at her, he didn't accept the mooncake, but took a bite from Qiu Subai's, Qiu Subai smiled sweetly, and the two enjoyed themselves happily. It's just that Ran Yingqin has to give face, Qiu Guangquan said: "I remember you also like this stuffing, so you don't need to take care of me, and you can use more flavors that you like."
Su Xi, I saw the harmony and happiness of their family of three, and my teeth were sore. If she didn't know the love and hatred in it, it would be fine. I really don't know how Ran Yingqin is so devoted to a man like Qiu Guangquan, and Qiu Guangquan is so questioning Worthless wandering between wives and concubines. 419 is really amazing, it can make Qiu Guangquan's heart return to Ran Yingqin.
Qing Huan actually wanted to eat ice cream stuffing, but unfortunately, they don’t have it here. She basically doesn’t eat fruit flavored ones. Anyway, no matter what kind of fruit is made of winter melon, she ate a small piece of fresh meat mooncake and pinched a jujube paste After eating two mouthfuls of bean paste, she divided the moon cake into three pieces and shared it with Su Xi and Qiu Shuyuan, so that she could eat more flavors without getting bored.
During the Mid-Autumn Festival, it is reasonable to say that Qiu Guangquan should go to her yard to rest, but Qiu Guangquan seldom came here in the past few years, and of course Qing Huan would not invite him, so Qiu Guangquan said some grandiose words, and went back to his yard by himself.
This is a good day, of course, it can only be considered happy if it is spent with a lover.
Qiu Shuyuan and Su Xiwo still live in Qinghuan's courtyard. Her courtyard is very large, with many rooms, and they are far apart. They don't know what's going on with each other at all. Qiu Shuyuan was writing with a lamp on. He only looked at the words on the rice paper. It was written on Buddhist scriptures. He was also very pure-hearted and ascetic.
Although it was late at night, he didn't go to bed. He even took a bath and changed into a newly made robe. He looked plump and handsome, with an unparalleled complexion.
He wrote word by word slowly, as if waiting for something to happen.
Qiu Subai has been proud of her for a few years, and it's time to end. Qiu Subai's thoughts are beautiful, and she actually intends to have a relationship with the prince, but it's a pity that this is a dead end. Qiu Shuyuan didn't plan to give her a hand in this dead end. The crime of ransacking the family and exterminating the clan would not affect the madam. It would be better to finish it tonight. The death of the Governor's Mansion in the future has nothing to do with them. The prince will see it .
With Qiu Subai's complexion, where did she get the confidence to be able to fascinate all the men in the world? Not to mention princes and the like, they are not favored, and their birth mother is from a humble background, and they have been used to seeing allures since they were young.
So what about the rare beauty in the world, she is still a mortal.
Just when Qiu Shuyuan was writing the last sentence, there was a loud scream. After hearing this, his face remained calm, and he still finished that sentence, then put down the brush and straightened his sleeves.
smile slightly.