I don't know if it's Lu Nong's illusion, but in the past few days, she feels that Yun Zhi has suddenly become very considerate. I used to always pester her to go out to play, but not anymore. Yesterday I was yelling to take her out to release paper kites, but today I immediately changed my mind, saying that paper kites are no fun, and the sun is so big, so I don’t want to let her go. Tanned skin
It was hard for Lu Nong to hold back what he wanted to say, which was not enough for him.
But that's good, otherwise she would have to think of a reason to tell him that she couldn't play with him.
But wherever there is sunshine, she cannot appear. Having been with Yunzhi for more than ten years, Lu Nong dared to go out only on cloudy or rainy days, but even then she was used to holding an umbrella.
When she first became a ghost, she didn't understand anything and suffered a lot. I once longed for the sun to stretch out my hand, but what I got in return was severe pain and the smell of burning. Three thousand years have passed, and her practice has become so deep that she can take shape, but she still cannot appear in the sun.
In fact, she misses the warmth very much, but she chose this path herself, and she has no regrets. Fortunately, Yunzhi is doing well. Thinking that Yunzhi can reincarnate and live a good life, Lu Nong feels that everything he has is rewarded. After she dies, he will probably be sad for three to five years, but since he wants to be a good emperor, he will not indulge in love for his children, and he will gradually forget her.
Maybe she still has a place in his heart, then he will fall in love with other women after all.
This is great, this is Lu Nong's greatest hope. She has searched for three thousand years, just to see if he is living well now, and to promise him a prosperous life for a generation without regrets.
In the beginning, she also resented and was afraid. She was afraid that she would not be able to find him. She was afraid that after she found him, she would find that he had a good life and was accompanied by a beautiful woman. What would she do then
But later, as he couldn't find it everywhere, Lu Nong gradually realized that she loved him so much that she could watch him happy without disturbing him. She really hopes to be in love with him and stay together for a lifetime, but if he falls in love with another woman, she will also sincerely bless him.
Then watch him die of old age, reincarnation, until he perishes between heaven and earth.
She should be content with being together now.
But I can't bear it, I really can't bear it. Three thousand years has passed by her incomparably long time, but the more than ten years with Yunzhi have passed by like the blink of an eye. How can she be so greedy
Lu Nong sighed softly. She could feel that she was really dying. It won't be long. Even if she can live, how long can she live? She shouldn't have existed in this world a long time ago, and she has lingered on for three thousand years. Now that her wish is fulfilled, once her wish is fulfilled, she will die.
From then on, there will be no more Lu Nong in the world, Yunzhi, will you cry for me
Don't cry, don't cry, live well, I won't be able to see you after countless reincarnations, and I won't be able to protect you, who will help me take care of you
She leaned against the bed and meditated quietly, the moonlight was bright and clear, sprinkled on the ground, the shadows of the trees whirled, and it was as cool as water. Lu Nong shuddered, she was really dying, she never felt hot or cold before, but now she felt very cold.
Lu Nong was startled at first by the warm clothes gently draped over her shoulders, but then she was horrified, she didn't even notice that someone came in and stood behind her!
Fortunately, it was Yun Zhi who came. He hugged her from behind with a smile, and protested with his head on her shoulder: "Where is the moon appreciation? If you don't call me for the moon appreciation, do you not love me anymore?"
Lu Nong's sadness was diluted a little by what he said, so he cheered up and smiled, "Why, I just can't sleep, so I look at the moon. And you, why don't you sleep?"
"It's been a long night of sleepless nights. I can't sleep without Nong Nong's hug. I also want to enjoy the flowers and the moon." Yun Zhi buried his face in Lu Nong's neck, kissing and licking him from time to time, teasing endlessly.
Lu Nong smiled and held his big hand on his waist, "That's good, after you finish your business in a few days, let's go watch the sunrise, shall we?"
"Watch the sunrise?"
"Yes, didn't you always want to take me to see it? I heard that the sunrise here is very famous. If you stand on the top of the mountain and watch it, it seems to be close to your eyes. You can touch it with your hand. I haven't sunbathed for a long time I want to go with you." Lu Nong's smile was a little pale, but it was extremely sweet.
Yun Zhi's eyes were sore, he is not a fool, he knows that Lu Nong has problems, but he would rather be a fool, in that case, he would know nothing, how happy he would be.
He hummed and said, "Okay, I'll take you there when I'm free in a few days."
"Just the two of us." Lu Nong said.
"Okay." Just the two of us.
What do you need so many people for? When we love each other, we don't need extra people to point out or judge us.
Lu Nong's situation is getting worse and worse. At the beginning, it was only a little bit, but soon it fell like a mountain. In fact, she should have disappeared a long time ago. It was her obsession and wish that supported her to stay in the world until now. And she found Yunzhi and fell in love with him. This time, there was no national or family hatred, no enmity between them, they just purely loved each other, nothing else. Lu Nong's wish was fulfilled, and his soul was liberated.
Yunzhi didn't want to leave her a step away, but he didn't want Lu Nong to know his feelings, so whenever Lu Nong wanted to dismiss him, he would always play tricks and ask for a kiss before leaving. pester her. Lu Nong didn't notice because of his body, every time Yun Zhi hugged her, there were tears in his eyes.
It was just speculation at first, but Yun ordered the intelligence office to investigate. At first he trusted Lu Nong, so he thought she was really a concubine who had lived in the cold palace for so many years, but the news from his subordinates was not like this.
The cold palace has been abandoned for thirty years, and no one has lived in it since the current Holy Majesty ascended the throne! Weeds grow wildly there, deserted and quiet, where is there a small kitchen, and where is a woman named Lu Nong!
But Yun Zhi pretended not to know, so that Lu Nong would not worry.
Five days later, Lu Nong once again proposed to watch the sunrise.
Yun Zhi originally wanted to delay for a few more days, but when Lu Nong brought it up for the second time, he knew he couldn't escape it.
So he pushed everyone away, drove the carriage by himself, wrapped Lu Nong tightly in a cloak, and held him in his arms. This is the dog days, but Lu Nong's face is pale and trembling. She was very cold, and Yun Zhi used his own body temperature to keep her warm.
The two were camping on the mountain. Yun Zhi caught hares and pheasants and roasted some mushrooms for Lu Nong to eat. This time she tried to eat a few more bites. After eating, he wiped her mouth and sat on the top of the mountain with her in his arms.
They talked all night, and the mountain wind howled, but no one felt cold. Looking down from the top of the mountain, the figure is as small as an ant, and the clouds are gradually rendered in the sun, and the east is showing a white belly, and at the same time, I can feel a warm feeling on my body.
"... Nong Nong, will we be together forever?" Yun Zhi lowered his head and kissed Lu Nong's heart, and asked softly.
Lu Nong smiled, and her petite body trembled slightly: "Life is too long, I only need one life."
She is not greedy, she is acting against the sky, deviant, so she dare not extravagantly ask for an afterlife, and she will not have an afterlife.
"If people have a next life, I will still be with you."
"...I think so too." Lu Nong grasped Yunzhi's hand tightly, and stared at the golden light shining through the clouds with his eyes wide open. "The sun is coming out."
"It's so warm," she said. "I'm leaving. I won't be able to take care of you in the future, Yun Zhi. I wish you a happy life and a happy life forever."
"Where are you going?" Yun Zhi asked with a trembling voice. "Can you take me with you?"
Lu Nong smiled, and she smiled, with tears in the corners of her eyes. Ghosts don't cry, but she did. At this moment, she felt like she was back three thousand years ago, and she didn't regret it.
Yun Zhi hugged his empty cloak and wept loudly.
He has never cried so heartily before, not in his previous life, nor in the three thousand years of waiting by the Naihe bridge, nor in the reunion with Lu Nong. But even if the tears flowed out, there was no relief, but extremely heavy.
None of them will have an afterlife, and they will all disappear completely in this life, but, Nong Nong, I don't want you to know, but I have already remembered it a long time ago, I know everything, I remember everything.
You think that after I died in the previous life, I reincarnated in the world and lived life after life. Then let you think so, in this case, you will have a better life.
I waited for you for a long time and you didn't come, I thought you had been reincarnated, but I refused to leave, I was reluctant to leave, I crossed that bridge, and I was about to forget you.
How can I give up.
Reluctant, I just waited there until one day you appeared, and then I wanted to ask you for an answer, but I waited for a long, long time, and you never came. I watched the owner of the Naihe Bridge change from one person to another, I watched countless ghosts jumping off the bridge, I looked at the dark Huangquan Road where even the light was black, I watched the bright red Bana flowers bloom from the bridge head to the end, I watched Some people were not reconciled, some people refused to let go, watching the ghosts struggling and crying in the Wangchuan River.
They were all waiting for someone, but like me, they were waiting for no one.
I heard that Po Meng has a bowl of soup. After drinking it, ghosts who want to put it down in the next life will forget all the past.
I don't remember anything, it's clean, just like a newborn.
But I can't bear you.